43, wordless ending
It wasn't until I walked out of the cave and down the ridge with Lao Lin that a slightly sad relief still lingered in my heart, and the familiar back of the man in black kept shaking in my mind. “…… Familiar back? A slice of history? I secretly muttered to myself, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, and in a flash of inspiration, I suddenly reacted, in the underground cave that had collapsed in Shimen Town, Xiangxi, it was this familiar back that led us away from the mandrill......
I couldn't help but pause, stopped, Lao Lin tilted his head to look at me, "What?" What do you think of? ”
"It's okay," I quickly shook my head and walked a few steps to follow Lao Lin's side, "Everything has passed, people must have their own way of living after all, and no one is different from anyone else." I want to find my place now. ”
Lao Lin said "um" and looked down the mountain, "At the foot is the mouth of the Sancha Creek that we separated last year, and there is still more than a day away from Kelang Village. ”
I nodded and didn't think much about it, but listened intently all the way to the whimper of the pine and cypress in the mountains slowly getting farther away, and the murmuring of the mountain spring gradually approached, and when I went down the ridge and looked back, the hole was already hidden in a large area of emerald green.
Lao Lin and I rushed to Klang Village, and it was already the evening of the second day. Regardless of the exhaustion, Lao Lin found the car that had been waiting there and went directly to Kunming, I knew that he deliberately avoided those Miao people.
When the off-road vehicle roared and slowly turned the corner of the bluestone slab and drove onto the asphalt road, there were only a few lights quietly left in the huge Miao Village, I turned my head and looked back reluctantly, through the rear window, and suddenly saw the old and rickety body of the patriarch under the dim light at the mouth of the village, motionless and gradually drifting away, until it shrunk into a small silhouette, and a feeling of indescribable feeling suddenly surged in my heart, the legend that their ancestors had guarded for more than ten centuries was still like this.
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It's the end of 2011, and it's been more than a year since I first arrived in this strange tropical island country, and I'm already familiar with the environment around me, and there are Chinese people everywhere, so even if my English is terrible, I won't delay my survival, you know, I live tenaciously everywhere, albeit lewdly.
In fact, before I went abroad, there were many small stories that happened, and they are not at all brilliant in my bizarre experience, and you may not want to hear them. But for the sake of completeness, I'll simply record the rest of the story...... Just for the sake of completeness.
For me, Bailu is gone forever. When I left Niuerling and returned to Kunming, the worst premonition still happened, and I couldn't find her anywhere I went crazy. Now, more than a year later, looking at the love story between me and Bai Lu calmly from the perspective of a bystander, the most touching part actually happened on Bai Lu's side, her previous entanglement and bravery in front of ethics, and her unscrupulous release after knowing the truth...... I'm not her after all, and I can't express it in words. But the funny thing is that if you go back and dig into the reason why she fell in love with me, it is a laughable misunderstanding - just because I am a "god".
But she was the one who surrendered in the end, she was completely hiding before I went abroad, and Lao Lin must have used the same rhetoric he used on me. But in my opinion, completely cutting off all my intersections is also Qin Weiguo's arrangement during his lifetime, I should not exist in this era, if I really take away Bai Lu, no one knows what hidden dangers the consequences of this combination will bring to the future, 083 will never allow it.
In the end, I won't make trouble, I understand that although they won't do anything to me, but if the reason why Bai Lu and I must be separated is based on the future of all mankind, then they are indisputably standing at the highest point of morality, what kind of cruelty is it to sacrifice the love of two little people? Let Bailu really disappear, they may not be able to do it.
How deep does that hurt...... I tried to forget it, and I really didn't want to repeat it. However, I was able to survive this blow of joy and sorrow, which also shows the strength and tenacity of my vitality...... Right?
Lao Lin finally left 083, and this result made me feel abrupt. He said that he knew too much, and second, everything had really passed, and these two reasons were enough for him to be laid off, and he ended up where he ended up and the people around him didn't know, and he lost contact with him ever since.
Because the hidden mission was completed well, the big head turned out to be the head of the gradual decline of 083, I sometimes hate him for deceiving me for half my life, and sometimes I miss the time with him, and I can't pick up the real and fake memories, so I take them all as real. The big head was my junior high school classmate, a ...... who only knew about fighting and foul language Wait, the big head is a serious double master's degree, I didn't expect it.
The big head must know who I am in the end, but that obviously doesn't matter anymore, a prophet with no memory, is a mediocre like me, mixed in the crowd like an ordinary person, sometimes turning around in circles and not finding the north.
On the day I left Beijing, many people went to see me off in person, and the big head Zhang Xuangao Tong ...... Even Chen Blind was groping around, and he was about to get married, and he looked smug about it, probably forgetting the little sparks that I rubbed with her.
Surprisingly, I notified Lao Qiu in advance, the nerd shook his head and denied my intention to go abroad to make a lot of money, while seriously taking out a pen and writing down my new address, I could only tell him that he had not settled down yet, and would call him in the future, secretly thinking that the address and contact information were confidential, if you dare to remember, you have to let 083 arrest you.
Who says my life is virtual? They are all proving my existence, with their hearts.
By the way, there is one more thing I forgot to say, before Lao Lin left, he passed a message to me for the deceased Qin Weiguo, Qin Weiguo asked him to be sure to bring it in person at the end, he said, thank you for everything I sacrificed.
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Returning to the ordinary, I have gradually become comfortable in my life for more than a year, and I sometimes think about the philosophical proposition of "who am I". King Luodian's horse conquest and life scheming are too far away from me, to put it bluntly, I just live in the body of King Luodian, and I want to analyze who my soul belongs to.
Don't have an answer? Yes, I think the closest answer is...... I am another Qin Weiguo. I have thoughts because I have memories, and my memories were created by Qin Weiguo, and I am another ordinary person created by Qin Weiguo in his unbridled imagination. It's a bit of a twist, but the logic works. For example, if there is a live jingle cat popping up on the street, its soul belongs only to Fujiko Fujio...... Anyway, I'm just thinking about it, and I won't really bother with anything.
In my new home in Trinidad and Tobago, I have two courtyards, front and back, and there are probably not many such conditions in the country. In addition to the swimming pool, I planted camellia flowers from Yunnan in both courtyards, this flower is delicate and can't be raised, and I insist on raising it if I can't feed it...... I am also a rich man who has a lot of time to sit and wait for the spring flowers to bloom under the morning sun facing the sea.
There are a few Chinese people from all over the world in the neighborhood, even the two people who set up a fruit stall at the entrance of the street in the distance, with a mute daughter, everyone calls the child "Xiao Nizi", whether rich or poor, everyone is working hard here to make a living, which sometimes gives me the illusion that I am still in the country, so I am both lonely and not lonely. But they all laughed at my flowers for not raising them well, so I ignored them when I talked too much, and only coaxed Xiao Nizi who couldn't speak...... They know a fart, my brother is not planting flowers, my brother is just taking care of his own memories.
I am...... I can't forget it, but this doesn't mean that I want to be lonely for the rest of my life, in the past six months, I also began to try to meet one or two girls, all of whom were introduced by enthusiastic neighbors, but no matter how I forced myself, I scratched my heart and couldn't find the feeling, it seems that I can only wait for time to wear away my memories little by little...... Bai Lu is a bad person who pits me, and I am afraid that I will not be able to heal this wound in my lifetime.
Time flies by in a blink of an eye, and the new year is coming. In the evening, a big brother from Shandong in the neighborhood beckoned everyone together, shouted to drink and eat, and it was lively for most of the night. It's strange to say, obviously in a foreign country, the topic is always inseparable from the country far away, and even more than when I was really in China. That little Guangdong claimed to be a fortune teller, and looked at the palmistry and said that I was the emperor in my last life, which shocked my heart, but was immediately interrupted by everyone's laughter, and said that where is the emperor who is almost thirty years old and does not hurry up to think about the emperor who is looking for a blind date to find a mother, looking at the eunuch in the previous life.
The party was dispersed, I went home alone in the middle of the night, the empty courtyard made my heart more and more uncomfortable, while pondering my thoughts, I took out the key to open the door, and accidentally kicked over something under my feet, and looked down to see that it was a mail bag.
It's always a surprise to receive something. I leaned over to pick up the parcel, and vaguely saw it from China through the light, and I was a little surprised, my contact information is only known to the big head in China, and he occasionally called me, this is the big head suddenly found out in his conscience, send me something to make up for his deception?
Entering the atrium, I threw the parcel on the coffee table and changed my clothes, the mess everywhere compared to the cleanliness and liveliness of the big brother's house in Shandong, the sense of loss made me sit on the sofa for a while, and I secretly wondered in my heart, I will put aside the past and find a woman to live with next year. Thinking about it, he sighed, stretched his waist and went to the kitchen to boil water and make tea.
When the tea was fragrant, I picked up the parcel and weighed it, and then removed the packaging layer by layer, and a card fell out of it, with only two small words "silently" written on it, huh? How does this quirky elf girl know my address? chuckled, but his heart jumped quickly because of excitement and curiosity, and suddenly he had a little more association, is it ......
I quickly opened the hidden buckle with the lid of the box, and the moment I opened it, a piece of crystal with a simple shape was refracted by the light to reflect a brilliant and dazzling seven-colored light, accompanied by an irrepressible sense of intense dizziness to me......
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