Chapter 53: The End of Dreams, Enlightenment! No longer confused hearts
"God, angel? And the demons, what the fuck is going on? ”
Although he guessed that it was this man who looked like a demon and seemed to know that he had saved himself and Lori just now, Zheng Zhe only felt that he was getting more and more confused.
The people in the "dream" appeared one after another, and he already had a bad premonition
There is no doubt that the person who came was of course Xiao Lan, who took Nancy to chase the taxi all the way in the air, but perhaps it was because of the influence of Zheng Zha's self-defense consciousness that he miraculously lost it!
Fortunately, Xiao Lan still has the intuition that can't be explained by common sense, and it is a miracle to find the lost target by feeling that she has been blind all the way, although Zheng Zhe has been beaten up when she arrives, and Lori has also been stripped away.
But it's better to be late, and besides, he wasn't completely late, and at the critical moment, he simply fired eleven shots in a row to blow up the heads of those people born from Zheng Zha's nightmare.
Then he landed leisurely in front of the target this time, Nancy and Christine followed, Xiao Lan didn't need to worry about them seeing too bloody scenes, Zheng Zhe hoped that the subconscious that those filth disappeared had already erased those cerebral plasma blood in the first time.
And looking at the incomprehension, confusion, joy, worry and flickering eyes on Zheng Zha's face who questioned him, he couldn't help but sigh faintly.
"Now that you've seen me, you should have guessed the truth, don't you want to wake up?"
No matter how realistic dreams are, they are ultimately based on a person's thoughts, and human fantasies are always full of holes.
If you think about it carefully, there will be many contradictions and flaws, but they are usually automatically made up or ignored by the owner of the dream, which is why no matter how ridiculous the dream is, there will not be too many doubts when dreaming.
However, now that Xiao Lan, an outsider, entered, and the few words he said, Zheng Zha subconsciously began to pay attention to the details that he deliberately ignored.
The most important point is Lori's age, right?
And his childhood sweetheart Lori is only two years younger than him.,Now that he's graduated from work and stepped into society.,Lori can't maintain this 16-year-old appearance like now.
"Got it? There will always be flaws in dreams, and people in the game can jump out of the game as long as they recognize the flaws, and then they can wake up as long as they deny the dream. ”
Seeing Zheng Zha's mood changes under his own reminder, and seeing his difficult struggle, Xiao Lan knew that the fire was almost over.
"It's time to wake up, it's been seven days since you were attacked by Freddy, and tomorrow is the last day we should go back, and it just so happens that the last step of my plan can be carried out"
Just looking at Zheng Zha, who was still silent and didn't say a word, Xiao Lan couldn't help but feel a wave of anger from the bottom of her heart.
Escape, where can you flee to?
grabbed Zheng Zha's collar and lifted it up, and what Xiao Lan said was no longer a consolation.
"Bastard! Have you forgotten the pain and the memories, the death of her, and you just want to sink in this vanity, and completely abandon the abandonment of what you once swore to avenge her? ”
**-Naked uncovered Zheng Zha's scar, Xiao Lan awakened the painful memories that this man had always wanted to forget.
- This success annoyed him.
"Forget? How can you forget, how can you forget! ”
grabbed the arms that were holding his collar, and the roaring Zheng Zha was already full of flow.
When Xiao Lan appeared, he had actually realized that the place he was in was a dream, and the "dream" with Xiao Lan, the demon team, and unbearable memories was real.
In fact, it is not difficult to see how such a beautiful paradise-like life can exist in reality
But if it's all a dream, Lori she-
In that world called the real world, Lori died of illness, and after being resurrected once in the main god space, she was humiliated and tortured and killed, but in this world she is still alive.
In order to return to the so-called reality, he must deny this world and the existence of this Lori
How could he do such a thing!
But he had to do it, in reality, he promised to avenge the dead Lori, how could he indulge in this falsehood that deceived him?
Almost kneeling on the ground, Zheng Zha cried like a child who had lost a loved one, and the emotions that had been pent up for a long time completely turned into tears at this moment
That's the end.
Xiao Lan let go of his hand, he had already received the answer he deserved.
Pulling over the two girls Nancy and Christine, who seemed to understand from the sidelines, he turned around quietly.
"Let's go, my mission is over, and the next goodbye needs to be left to him alone"
With his back to Zheng Zha, who was kneeling on the ground and sobbing, Xiao Lan looked up at the sky that only existed in dreams, and he let out a long sigh after a moment of vicissitudes.
"Take care."
The feelings that had been brewing for a long time finally turned into such a message that did not fit the artistic conception, and Xiao Lan, who opened the wings of the Dark Knight, took the two girls to soar into the sky.
From above, the rest of the ground has begun to collapse inward, and the dream is about to wake up, and the world is powerless to continue.
And in this apocalyptic scene, it is still a few minutes away from reaching the location of Zheng Zha and Lori, and in this last time, Zheng Zha doesn't know what to say.
"Lori, I"
What to say?
Goodbye, it's impossible to say goodbye anymore.
This thought, which represents the loophole in his heart, once denied, means that he will truly no longer be confused, and he will not be confused by the vanished past no matter what.
No matter how desperate, no matter how much he curses, no matter how sad he is, no matter how sad he is, no matter how much he complains, he will no longer choose to escape.
The past cannot be recovered, so we must grasp the present and choose the future we need
And Lori seemed to see the affection in Zheng Zha's eyes, and guessed his decision, and the little girl immediately cried.
"Do you have to go back? Have you forgotten our agreement? We're going to be together forever...... I don't want to just disappear, I don't want to forget you, I don't want to forget all this...... Wow...... I don't want to forget you, I don't want to ...... Don't forget all this, don't ......"
This is the embodiment of the last trace of the subconscious, and it is also the last choice Zheng Zhe has to make.
What else could he say?
In the end, until the collapsed world swallowed everything, Zheng Zha only said an extremely heavy sentence.
"I'm sorry, I love you."
Then, in reality, he opened his eyes.
-- Dreams are the continuation of reality, and reality is the end of dreams.
The vanishing past, the end of the dream, the heart that is no longer confused, the man who is heartbroken.
Looking at the two girls standing by the bed and Xiao Lan, who was still dressed in black clothes and black sunglasses, with tear-stained eyes, Zheng Zha opened his mouth gently as if sighing.
"I'm back."
"Welcome back."
It's a question and answer that is simple to the limit, but Xiao Lan already knows the determination of this man who woke up from a dream.
The pain of being alive is deeply engraved on my soul
Knowing clearly what you are giving up, knowing in your heart how painful and heavy it is to lose all this, but even then you have to seek it, that is true enlightenment!
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ps: Zheng Zha's first metamorphosis is over