43. Countdown to life

Three days later, I looked at the big head across from me with mixed feelings, not wanting to blame him completely. Qin Weiguo's ending to me was not meant to harm me after all, no matter what the big head knew, he just followed Qin Weiguo's deployment, but I suddenly reacted and felt strange, Qin Weiguo seemed to be very inconsistent in dealing with my affairs, originally a frame that completely forced me away, but now he has revealed so many secrets to me, which is not like his character.

Now that it's over, what else is he going to do with me?

At noon, Datou insisted on inviting me to dinner, I deliberately diverted the topic, and pulled all over the world, but it gradually became cold, and in the end it became a silent sitting of two people, and I knew that I could never find the past again. The big head snuffed out the cigarette with a frown, then raised his lowered head, "I'll see you later." ”

My heart "Geden" for a moment, the big head knew more than I thought, and then he was a little sentimental about his words, and the tip of his heart trembled slightly, and he nodded after waiting for a while, "That's the best, I will definitely be lonely in the future." ”

The big head's lips moved, and he might have said something to comfort me, but after all, he couldn't open his mouth, sighed "sigh", and turned his head out of the sunny window.

"Do you know where Gu Guangming went? There is also Lao Lin ......, "After eagerly asking this, I regretted it a little, the question has been pressing on my heart for the past few days, but the big head may not know anything, and it will only increase each other's troubles if I say it."

"Everyone has his destiny, fate can't be challenged, not even Qin Weiguo." The voice of the big head suddenly had some sighs like a white cloud and a dog, and his answer made me feel in a trance that the person opposite was not like the big head, maybe the experience of more than a year has changed us too much, I even lost myself, and it is reasonable for the big head to say a few philosophical words.

"Okay, let's not talk about that......" I have repeated the same words a few times today, I wanted to ask the big head about his future plans, but suddenly felt that it was not appropriate, so I leaned on the back and slowly choked on the wine.

"What are you going to do these days?" The big head asked instead.

I really don't know. Now I feel that I will be a little embarrassed to face anyone, maybe just out of nostalgia for the environment where I have lived for more than 20 years, and give myself a little time to stay in memories, in fact, it doesn't make much sense. Qin Weiguo is right, it may be the smartest choice for me to leave without saying a word, I can only reposition myself when I reach a new environment, whether I finish writing the page in front of me or not, I have to turn over, and then pursue any answer can only make myself more lost.

This meal lingered with a little farewell atmosphere, not to say goodbye to me, but we said goodbye to the last young frivolity together, I and the big head for so long, as if it was the first time to treat each other as adults, but this made me especially unhappy, growing up and getting old is a hateful thing, it opened the distance between me and the big head, more and more farther, I can't reach it.

"It's over", I went back to the dormitory and lay on the bed, this sentence was reflected in my mind over and over again, after so many days, my mind gradually calmed down, my mystery is related to the future, it is enough to know this. For a while, I slowly remembered the thrilling experience of nine deaths with Gu Guangming and Lao Lin, when we were together, but now that I think about it, it has become the most glorious part of my life. I am ready to remember these firmly and take out the lonely nights in a foreign country and savor them again.

But is it really all over?

In fact, fate is so paradoxical, I easily accepted the reality little by little, and was ready to be a little person feeding horses and chopping wood with peace of mind, and from time to time I wondered if the laws of that island country allowed me to marry a few more aunts, and things took an extraordinary 180-degree reversal.

Qin Weiguo...... Passed away.

My mind went blank when I heard the news, I imagined my own death too many times, but I never thought that this crushed person would also die. The time was exactly stuck fifteen days after he chatted with me for an afternoon, and I suddenly understood what the electronic clock that I had never understood meant, the future little John had already informed him of the end of Qin Weiguo's life, Qin Weiguo was struggling in the second half of his life, and he was also facing the countdown of his life, which was a certain number that he couldn't escape.

I now believe that there are God-like people in the world. Everyone begins to count down their lives from birth, but the nerves and willpower are so strong that they dare to make a clock in front of them, use the passage of minutes and seconds to supervise their responsibilities and missions, and consistently persist until they completely call it a day?

I was depressed for several days, from the unknown whereabouts of Gu Guangming and Lao Lin, until the death of Qin Weiguo now, the people around me left me one by one, this frustration prompted me to finally make a decision, I didn't wait any longer, I was ready to go home and leave early.

Qin Weiguo's office is still bright and clean, and now it has not yet ushered in its new owner, Wutong let me go to the sofa, I stared at the chair Qin Weiguo sat on in a daze for a while, the armrests and backrest have been polished, sighed lightly, and told Wutong of his plan.

"Do you know why Professor Qin got you back a few days ago?" Wutong didn't persuade me anything, and asked.

I shook my head, this is indeed Qin Weiguo's temporary change of mind, but I can't guess his purpose, and looked at Wutong suspiciously.

"Professor Qin had been in the hospital for the past few days before he died, and he endured the pain and took an afternoon out just to talk to you......" Wutong's face was calm as usual, and he kept staring into my eyes.

This really surprised me, Qin Weiguo lowered his posture like a friend, if it was unnecessary just to dispel my concerns, maybe he had other ideas?

"He originally planned to let Yiqiē end like this, but there is a detail that has been overlooked here, among the three prophets with clear identities of King Zhou Yuan, King Luo Dian and Genghis Khan, King Luo Dian has become the most mysterious being, King Zhou Yuan and Genghis Khan have both designed a conspiracy, and until now 083 has not found anything left by King Luo Dian to future generations, which may be a hidden danger to the future."

Wutong said it lightly, but my sweat instantly soaked all over my forehead, this is going to happen again, right? The ability and wisdom of King Zhou Yuan and Genghis Khan are daunting, and the resurrection of the two dangerous reversals, this King Luo Dian will definitely not be an easy generation, I can almost conclude that King Luo Dian must have left something, didn't Little John remind Qin Weiguo?