After coming out of the 109 building, it was already completely dark.

If you look down from the brightly lit Shibuya, it has become a network of rivers of light, even more dazzling than the stars hanging above the summer night sky.

The small blue light bulbs on the bald trees on both sides of the road are all lit up, forming a path of light to the glowing Christmas tree in the square at the end of the street, and the Christmas decorations that can be seen everywhere immediately make the festive atmosphere rich.

"That...... Eldest brother. ”

Chu Xuan and Ayase were wandering on the central street of Shibuya, walking, Ayase didn't know what to remember, secretly stared at Chu Xuan's side face with the corner of his eye, and called him softly.

"What's the matter?"

Chu Xuan turned his head to look at her, although his tone was still as rigid as a computer-synthesized voice, his poker face seemed to be a little more gentle.

But maybe it's just a girl's illusion, in fact, Chu Xuan hasn't changed, what has changed is the girl's heart.

"Hmm...... I've heard Kirino say before that you and her brother sometimes participate in activities with her otaku friends......"

Ayase raised her hand on Chu Xuan's side and slowly combed the sideburns in her ear, while also "justly" blocking his vision.

"And you seem to have a good relationship with that Miss Black Cat...... What is it like? ”

"I don't know."

Chu Xuan replied crisply, his unchanged tone and expression made it impossible to tell whether this sentence was serious or perfunctory.

"No, I don't know?"

Ayase forgot to put her hand down, so she maintained the posture of raising her hand to comb her sideburns, and turned her head to look at Chu Xuan's face in surprise.

"Yes, it's hard to judge whether my relationship with her is good or bad now, after all, there is no fixed standard for 'good' and 'bad'."

Chu Xuan pushed down his reflective glasses and replied very seriously.

"This ......"

Chu Xuan's answer made Ayase not know what to say for a while, but he felt that this was really a Chu Xuan-style answer...... Something.

"Maybe it's really hard for big brother to judge.

So how do you feel, big brother? And...... When she's together, is she happy? ”

Ayase seemed to be thinking about the words while speaking, speaking as slowly as the ox carts of the ministers of the Heian period.

Why it had to be the Heian period, even Ayase himself was not clear.

"Happy ......"

Chu Xuan repeated the sentence calmly, and then raised his head to look up at the gray night sky where there were no stars in sight, Ayase always felt as if he heard him let out a "silent sigh".

Perhaps the night sky was covered with a thick layer of dark clouds, so that the moon and stars could not be seen in the sky, and everything on the street quilt was reflected in a faint blue glow by the small lights hanging from the trees.

If it weren't for the fact that there were always people coming and going, Chu Xuan would have felt as if he had returned to the time when he was pulled into the blockade space by Liang Gong Chunyue.

It's just that beside him, it's no longer the girl who always shows a bright and energetic smile like the spring sunshine.

Not...... Now there is also a poor Ah Xuan who has been turned into a virtual child, and I am not aware of it at all.

"Probably...... It's happy, isn't it?

When I'm with the black cat, with you, with people who aren't in this world, my emotions do fluctuate differently than in other situations.

I don't know if it's happiness or not, but I do know that the fluctuations do have an effect on my thinking. ”

"Hey~ Big brother's statement is so strange, isn't that happiness?"

Ayase chuckled, and the mist that had been in her mind vanished silently—just as it had appeared silently.

"No, it's not mental pleasure and satisfaction, it's also mixed with a large part of the impulses that come from biological instincts, which are mood swings caused by changes in hormones secreted by the body."

Chu Xuan shook his head and corrected with an unusually serious expression.

This "task world", the "ordinary world" in the main god space, and the "real world" that he has been living in the past, no matter which world he is in, Chu Xuan has always lived objectively.

To put it more intuitively, it is as if he is playing a role-playing game from a third-person perspective.

Chu Xuan's thinking seemed to have transcended ** and could exist alone.

No matter what happened to Chu Xuan, it was like happening to someone else to him, and his thinking, or spirit, had been standing on top of **'s head, condescendingly giving ** the most efficient action instructions one by one.

Physiological impulses, mood swings, feelings, psychological changes, pleasure, pleasure, pain, sadness, ......

After these first-hand materials are faithfully recorded by "**", they are constantly sent to the desk of "thinking" like a handful of documents, and then "thinking" is responsible for analyzing and judging and making instructions.

Whether it is the emotional changes of happiness and sadness, or the instinctive reactions of hunger and impulsiveness, for him, it is just another document sent by "**" that needs to be processed by "thinking".

His "thinking" has always been looking at "**", but he has never "personally" experienced the various feelings obtained by **, nor has he ever thought of "personally" experiencing those "documents" that will more or less affect the efficiency of thinking and the correct surname.

There is nothing wrong with doing this, it can make him see his feelings clearly, his instincts clearly, he can see himself clearly, he can see others clearly, he can see the natural world clearly, and he can see human society clearly......

Chu Xuan has always been like this, with the most objective thinking, making the most correct judgment on all information, finding out the best way to deal with it, and living the most efficiently.

"Hmm...... It's really getting harder and harder to understand, and I just think that the words of the eldest brother are so powerful. ”

Ayase smiled wryly and tapped her fist on her forehead.

"But...... Big brother, why do you think so much?

If you laugh, you are happy, if you cry, you are sad, if you are angry, you are angry, is that not okay? ”

Ayase tilted her head very cutely and looked at Chu Xuan with some puzzlement.

"It affects my thinking and prevents me from making the most correct judgments."

Chu Xuan pushed down his reflective glasses and replied expressionlessly as usual.

He hadn't laughed, cried, or been angry, so according to Ayase, he probably didn't have any feelings of happiness, sadness, or anger.

"But...... Big brother, why do you have to make the most correct judgment?

If you are affected, you will be affected, and it is forgivable to make mistakes occasionally, right? ”

"It affects efficiency, and sometimes making mistakes can have irreparable consequences, even one's own death."

Chu Xuan replied very seriously, it seemed that he really thought so.

Ayase froze, she obviously felt that although Chu Xuan's words were all correct, there was always something wrong.

But with her ability, she couldn't pinpoint exactly what was wrong, let alone refute Chu Xuan's understanding.

"Big brother...... Although 'death' is indeed serious......

I don't know what to say...... I don't know what my eldest brother has experienced in the past, so he is so obsessed with being 'right'......

However, I still hope that the eldest brother doesn't care too much about that, even if he makes mistakes often. ”

Ayase, who seemed to have made up her mind, twisted her body and stopped in front of Chu Xuan, raised her head to look at his resolute but expressionless poker face, and said softly in a very sincere voice:

"Big brother, I hope you can be happy."

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