Chapter 226: What I Want
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“…… According to the latest statistics, there are probably nearly 20 million war orphans in the League, and most of these war orphans spend their childhood in government orphanages, but according to the reporter's visit, most of the facilities in government orphanages are too old, and more important than the facilities, more important is the lack of relevant psychological intervention personnel, the number of studies shows that on average, there is only one professional psychological counselor for every 700 children, which leads to the fact that most children are unable to integrate into society normally when they grow up......
—Alliance Weekend, January 22, 2178.
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"Yo, our little hero has woken up~ scattered flowers and scattered flowers, applause."
At ten o'clock in the evening, Helis woke up.
But unexpectedly, it was not the expected Logan who said this, and clapped his hands without hesitation, but Ling Yu in a black jacket - although from every point of view, Ling Yu can be called numb in action, stiff in expression, and weird in voice, but judging from the size of the applause, at least the young man has a very serious attitude towards this matter.
Puff - cough cough cough - cough - cough cough -
"Hey, it's okay! Call a doctor! ”
Naturally, there was a striking resemblance to the scene in Linya's ward in this ward, but compared to Linya's only minor lung injuries, Herris had two lung penetrating injuries, and the girl wearing an oxygen mask coughed violently while laughing.
It's okay, it's okay.
It seems that Ling Yu was detected not wearing contact lenses. Helis directly displayed the words on the control panel of the physiological monitor next to him.
"Oh, that's good, I'd better bring contact lenses, it's a little more convenient." Ling Yu took out the charging contact lens from his waist bag and skillfully brought it into his left eye, "How do you feel?" Better? ”
Poof, Ling Yu, when you did that welcome gesture just now, you should have looked for Sister Jiesi first.
"Is this ......" Ling Yu showed an embarrassed smile, "Is it ugly?" ”
It's as if you're attending Charl. Like Pierre's birthday party, my first reaction was what I did to make you applaud like a human being, and at the same time think to yourself, "Why don't you bastard die quickly...... That's about it.
"It's too much...... Ling Yu leaned back in his chair helplessly, complaining with a fake cry. I just want to make you happy. ”
Hee-hee, no problem, I'm happy.
Helis moved his left arm, which was no longer there, and was stunned for a moment, and then stretched out his right hand, barely reaching in the direction of Ling Yu, Ling Yu saw this, and hurriedly stretched out his hand. Shook Helis's hand.
Small, cool.
In fact. I'm ready, I guess, when I open my eyes, the first thing you say must be to blame me for making your own decisions.
"My EQ is a little bit lower...... But...... It's not stupid enough to be that Cheng dù......" Ling Yu, who was in his heart, held Helis's hand and tightened it gently, barely squeezing out a smile. "Didn't I say it a long time ago, you helped a lot this time."
…… I'm 23 years old, please don't comfort me with a child's way.
A hint of regret flashed in Helis's eyes, and she shook her head with some difficulty.
It's a pity if I grow up a little more. If Zakaev hadn't had such a big advantage in power over me, I wouldn't have been so miserable.
"We said okay, grow up slowly." Ling Yu stretched out his hand and stroked Helis's head, "Besides, this time is not a complete failure, you are very correct in terms of thinking and strategy, and other results, whether it is the convergence of Lorenzo and Zakaev, or a sneak attack, will lead to more troublesome results." ”
It's a pity that in the end...... Almost died...... And, if it weren't for me, I'm afraid Zakhaev would have died, and in the end, I would have become a liability.
Helis looked at her empty right leg and sighed.
"It was my decision to place you there, so it was my duty to save you, and if you died, it would be my dereliction of duty." Ling Yu shook his head, pretending to smile easily, "You give me your life, I will take you to the battlefield, this is my responsibility, not only you, everyone is the same, I should have considered all the issues from the beginning to ensure that this kind of thing does not happen as much as possible, otherwise, wouldn't it be sorry for you to call me the word 'captain'." ”
Ling Yu...... I'm scared.
Helis frowned, and the little girl unconsciously clenched Ling Yu's palm.
"Why? I won't leave you alone," Ling Yu shook his head and gave a guarantee.
No......
Helis shook her head with some difficulty, and suddenly, the girl suddenly sobbed, and without warning, she was about to burst into tears.
"What's wrong...... Herris ...... I ......" Ling Yu was suddenly a little at a loss by Helis's action, and just as he was about to say something, Helis suddenly shook his head and said to Ling Yu in a slightly larger font.
Ling Yu, promise me one thing, I want you to promise.
"Guarantee what?" Ling Yu looked at Helis's emerald green eyes and nodded slightly, not knowing if he had made a promise.
You promised me not to leave me behind, no matter what, I know that I am useless, and I am often in trouble, and I am often willful...... But no matter where you go or what you do, don't leave me behind, I promise you won't get into trouble again, but no matter how far away, no matter how dangerous it is, don't leave me alone, okay?
"Helis ......" Ling Yu was stunned by Helis's sudden request, his lips twitching, but he couldn't say anything.
Listen to me...... Ling Yu...... Don't interrupt me......
Helis took a deep breath, then exhaled the white mist, leaving a thin trail of water on the breathing mask, and her emerald green eyes, which were reflected in Ling Yu's black pupils, were also covered with a faint mist.
At that time...... I saw it, the gray world...... I don't know if that's a hallucination...... But I'd rather believe I saw it...... That gray world. and the red tide...... It's your nightmare, isn't it?
A look of surprise flashed across Ling Yu's face, and then he nodded heavily, he suddenly remembered that when he made up his mind to rush towards the red tsunami, it seemed that there was indeed a flash of green. Appears in a red color that seems to be able to devour a qiē.
And when the hallucination of a qiē disappears, that is indeed the position of Herris.
Ling Yu looked at Helis, and after a few seconds, the silver-haired girl who had received the answer closed her eyes and continued to speak.
At that time...... I knew I was going to die, but I wasn't scared at all, on the contrary, I knew you had come to my rescue, and I knew that whatever the outcome was. You're doing everything you can to save me, so at that time, I suddenly realized that what I was afraid of was not death at all, but dying alone.
Just like when I was at the ACA. I have no one to talk to, all the time it's all alone. I didn't know who to trust, I didn't know who to trust, they said I was a volunteer on the ACA renovation project, but I knew it wasn't, my dream...... I know, that's not the case. Everyone is deceiving me, I'm just a marionette, even if it's Ren Xiu, there are too many things to hide from me...... That feeling...... It's like I don't belong in this world at all, and no one in this world cares about me...... Probably the next second. I'm going to be completely abandoned......
I don't know who I am, and I don't know if I have parents or not, but at that time, I suddenly realized that my past doesn't matter at all, you, Sister Jeunse, everyone, care about me, and I know that at least at that moment, I'm not alone.
If I die at that time, maybe it will be a kind of happiness.
"There is happiness without death." Ling Yu shook her head gently, the girl's only remaining arm, tugging at Ling Yu's palm, almost making Ling Yu feel pain.
For me, being left behind is 10,000 times more painful than death!
Helis gritted her teeth, and then coughed violently again, but she still held Ling Yu's arm and continued to speak without stopping.
I know...... I'm not a good fighter, I don't have the strength of Sister Jeunse...... Even a simple containment mission will make itself look like this...... I was scared, I didn't know what to do, I just thought about the pain if I was going to be a burden and left in a so-called "safe" place...... Death really isn't nothing.
So, promise me, wherever you go...... Don't leave me behind, okay? Even if it's the end of the world, at least let me, at least let me ...... when I die Not alone...... Good no good?
"I ......" Ling Yu felt the power coming from his palm, as if it was a proof of the girl's determination, Ling Yu was silent for a moment, but still shook his head.
"No one will die, no one needs to die, no one should die, I brought you out, not to hear you say this." Ling Yu closed his eyes and was silent for a moment, then opened his eyes and met Helis's emerald green eyes.
"I understand your fears, Helis, you have never been a burden, think of these battles we have gone through together, when it were not for you, more people would have died if it weren't for you; When you were in Istanbul, without the medicine you brought, Jeunsy might not have survived at all; And then to Washington, Baltimore...... I don't want you to say that about yourself, I want you to understand that you, Helis. Ivanova is my most reliable comrade-in-arms, I don't care if you are twelve or twenty-three years old, I only know that you have never caused me trouble, on the contrary, you have done a lot of things, you have me, let us avoid a lot of unnecessary injuries and sacrifices - this is not a compliment, it is not a consolation, this is a soldier's evaluation of a warrior who fought alongside him, a warrior who shed blood and died to protect people, the evaluation that it deserves. ”
Ling Yu took Helis's hand and continued to look at Helis's pupils, which had been refracted by tears, and smiled bitterly.
"Remember what you said? You're already a fighter, no matter how much I don't want to, no matter how reluctant I am, fighting is already a part of your life, just like I can't go to live a normal life anymore, and you're already like this...... So I'm not going to say anything more 'let you go to a safe place', your life should be up to you. ”
"But please don't say that again, don't give up your life lightly, since you know that we care about you, then at least for us, for all those who care about you, please don't say that." Ling Yu stretched out his other hand and placed it on Helis's shoulder, "No one will die alone, because this is what we are fighting for." ”
"So, don't worry about your injuries, isn't Jess also missing two battles? I've been contacted, you'll go to Philadelphia, we'll be with you, but it will only take a short time to recover and be discharged from the hospital, make yourself a pair of boots again, and fight side by side with us. Ling Yu took a breath and made a final summary, "So I won't promise you, because, what keeps us together is not an agreement, but because we will always be together, how about it?" ”
"Hmm!"
Helis nodded vigorously, her voice a little muffled through the oxygen mask, but it was still clear.
Ling Yu, hug me, okay?
"Okay."
Ling Yu nodded, then stood up, leaned down, and gently hugged Helis's petite body.
"A qiē will be fine, you will not be alone anymore."
Ling Yu spoke softly in Helis's ear, and the silver-haired girl closed her eyes and did not wipe away the tears that flowed again. (The novel "Real Force" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lottery gift for everyone!) Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right corner to "add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up! (To be continued......)