37 Chu Xuan's "Treatment"
"Plop!"
After Chu Xuan officially announced Allen's death, Mikasa seemed to have received some kind of signal, and the strength of his whole body was instantly drained, and he sat on the ground with his eyes blank, his lips trembling but unable to speak.
Her two black eyes were so hollow that she couldn't even shed tears, and she was already saddened rather than dead.
She was well understood, and many of them had lost their best friends...... Or lovers, maybe their relationship with those sacrificed comrades-in-arms is not as deep as that between Mikasa and Allen, but it is definitely full of true feelings.
"Everyone, please pay attention!"
Just when everyone's grief had just risen, Chu Xuan suddenly raised his voice and said to everyone with a solemn face:
"We don't have much time to mourn the deceased, the giants have broken through the inner door of Rossi's Wall, and humanity's retreat to Sheena's Wall is almost a foregone conclusion.
If we can't take advantage of the gap when the giants gathered around here spread out into the vast space inside the Rotsil's Wall, and the giants from the other three directions haven't rushed over, then we'll probably not be able to return to the Sheena Wall easily.
And not only do we have to rush back to the Wall of Sheena, but we also have to protect the ordinary residents between the Walls of Rossi and the Wall of Sheena as much as possible, so please put away your grief for a while and continue to fulfill the heavy responsibility we all have on our shoulders for the deceased! ”
"Whoa—that's right! We have more important things to do! ”
Chu Xuan's team's let? Kirchstein sniffed hard and echoed loudly, although he had survived several vicious battles in succession because he had always been under Chu Xuan's direct command, his good friend Marco? Bot was not so lucky, and in the end he didn't make it to the Rossi Wall again.
"Ah...... That's right......"
"yes......"
Either because the blood in their hearts had not cooled yet, or because Chu Xuan had made a high-sounding excuse for their escape, in short, these young soldiers with blue or pale faces put away their sad expressions and regained their spirits.
Chu Xuan, who had a straight waist, glanced around expressionlessly, then nodded lightly to everyone, and issued a new order in a serious tone:
"Everyone immediately sit down to recover their strength and check their equipment, and when the giants around here are more dispersed, we will immediately set off to find the large army retreating towards the Wall of Sheena."
At Chu Xuan's compulsion, everyone silently found a place to sit down and rest, as if the giants who were heading under their butts towards the interior of the Rossi Wall did not exist.
Fortunately, the inhabitants who retreated from the urn city did not stop behind the inner gate, but continued to advance towards the "inland" town, and if they were fast enough, most of them might be able to retreat into the wall of Sheena before the giants.
Although these trainers were eager to jump off the "wall" immediately to delay the giant's attack, they had been fighting continuously until now, not only were their physical strength almost exhausted, but the wear and tear of weapons and equipment was not optimistic, and they could not continue to fight without supplies.
Luckily, they refilled the cylinders with compressed gas when they recaptured the gas refill chamber, and they had a way to continue fighting the giants on the way out.
However, after entering the inner gate from the urn city of the Rossi Wall, there is a long distance along the way with flat farmland or hills and pastures, which is very disadvantageous for humans who rely on three-dimensional mobile devices to defeat giants up to several meters or even ten meters, and in order to protect civilians, it is unknown how many soldiers will use their lives to delay the progress of giants.
"Mikasa, I'm not going to say that I'm going to get you up quickly, I'm just going to tell you that everyone cares about you."
Opposite Mikasa, who was sitting paralyzed in a daze, Chu Xuan was sitting cross-legged on the ground without the image of a "wise man", comforting her with a wonderful voice that was as smooth and uninhibited as ever, but seemed to be able to soothe people's hearts.
Behind Mikasa, Amin has been looking at this childhood sweetheart's partner worriedly, but he doesn't know what kind of expression to say to her; And Khrista, who had been following Chu Xuan, also took the initiative to distance himself from Chu Xuan at this time, looking at this side from afar; The same goes for the others who survived, and everyone quietly watched Mikasa's situation, but no one came close.
It's not that Mikasa usually has a bad popularity, but it's because he has the same black hair and black eyes as Chu Xuan, and has been under Chu Xuan's careful guidance, and Mikasa, whose strength is second only to Chu Xuan, usually feels similar to Chu Xuan, and has always been silent and has a sparse expression.
Everyone couldn't imagine how they should comfort Chu Xuan if he showed such a devastated appearance, so they naturally didn't know what to say to Mikasa at this time, so they could only pin their hopes on Chu Xuan.
- After all, the two of them should be considered "one kind".
"Cheer up...... Caring ......"
After being silent for a long time, Mikasa, whose gaze was completely out of focus, muttered, as if Chu Xuan's words had just been conveyed to her thinking center.
"I've ...... There's nowhere else to go back to, and I can still ...... Where to go? ”
Mikasa's muttering had nothing to do with Chu Xuan's previous consolation, maybe she didn't hear Chu Xuan's words at all, but being able to speak was much better than being lifeless.
It seems that even if Alan is dead, Chu Xuan still doesn't seem to have the slightest chance to attack Mikasa, obviously he also "despicably" used the opportunity of training to hypnotize Mikasa for three years!
But...... Although Chu Xuan had used "dynamic vision training" to hypnotherapy for Mikasa for nearly three years, he did not think about erasing Mikasa's complicated feelings for Alan.
Because hypnosis is not a panacea, especially for people with particularly strong willpower, even in hypnosis, it is impossible to give them orders that they strongly resist, otherwise they will immediately wake up from the hypnotic state.
But then again, Mikasa's feelings for Eren are not love at first, but complex feelings composed of various elements such as survival, home, companions, and relatives.
This sentiment was not long, a year before the breaching of the Higanshina district at the southern end of the Wall of Mary, and three years before Mikasa, Allen, and Amin joined the training corps.
It's just that as I get older, this complex relationship that is blended together gradually begins to ferment and becomes an indescribably complex love.
But from the beginning of entering the investigation corps, Chu Xuan has chosen to strengthen Mikasa's protection of the "place to go back", and replaced this complex and incomprehensible feeling with an unusually clear protection before true love breeds.
The advantage of this is that it temporarily avoids the generation of love, but the disadvantage is that Mikasa's belief in "guarding the place to go back" - that is, the belief in protecting Eren has become extremely firm, and she will be almost pathologically persistent, if Eren does not die, Chu Xuan will definitely not have the opportunity to attack Mikasa.
However, Mikasa's spirit was already quite abnormal, as long as Eren didn't die, Chu Xuan would also not have a chance to attack, so it didn't matter if she became more pathological.
But after Chu Xuan's "treatment", when Mikasa's belief in "guarding the place to go back" was completely broken, he would have the opportunity to occupy the area that had been vacated again.
If the original complex feelings were allowed to gradually ferment and breed things like love from them, then even if Eren died, it would still be impossible for Chu Xuan to successfully attack Mikasa within the mission time.
Although Chu Xuan can use the quid pro quo to get Mikasa to voluntarily sign the "marriage registration form" - that is, the follower contract, but signing Mikasa, who is bent on resurrecting Alan, is an extremely dangerous thing, and it is very likely to lower Chu Xuan's evaluation in the "harb~ palace", so although Chu Xuan is not afraid of Mikasa's dangerous surname, he certainly will not choose this method. (To be continued.) )