1. Confusion
The easy days lasted for a month or two, and 083 didn't rush to do anything, but it felt like a quiet night before a storm. During this period, I have been staying in Beijing according to the requirements of 083, occasionally calling my parents a few times and I don't know where to start, I have never believed that I will have any bizarre mystery of my life experience, but now this question is inescapable of shrouding my heart, no matter what, I can't figure out a clue, the parents' table on the phone is quite normal, I really don't know what the problem is. The childhood fantasy of being "different" was exciting, but now it only brings me a sense of loneliness, this is a real loneliness, it always makes me unconsciously stay away from other people, logically speaking, I am not rejecting others, I am just rejecting myself.
Everyone is very good to me, the big head Gu Guangming is still playing funny with me, Gu Guangming probably knew his identity earlier, but his pressure is much less than mine, as a inheritor who cannot be allowed by 083 to obtain the ability of the prophet, he is no different from ordinary people, but I am different, slowly thinking back on the experience of this year, I found that I became the most important one among all the chess pieces of Qin Weiguo.
Unlike the three of us, Mo Mo and Gao Tong happily went home for vacation after this period, and I knew that Mo Mo's excitement also contained her love, and an indescribable sadness was about to explode almost instantly.
In 2009, as soon as New Year's Day passed, it snowed heavily in Beijing for several days, and I often looked at the snowflakes alone in those days, thinking that maybe I was a soulless snowman, and I came to this world just to freeze for a few days, melt in the warm winter sun, have a different beginning, and finally end in tragedy. In this case, my love is destined to be more ethereal than anyone else, in the silent spiritual world, maybe I have never had a slight proportion, and the appearance of white dew I gradually forget, even if I give up turning over a qiē, there is nothing to start from, because the life of the snowman does not dare to have warmth.
When I came back silently with a bright smile like sunshine, the churning in my heart made me almost unable to suppress my feelings, I suddenly began to hate her, hated the happy expression when she left me, and hated her attitude towards the big head and their attitude towards me was no different from that of me, but I knew very well that my unpredictable future coupled with natural cowardice, even if Silent really confessed to me in turn, I couldn't take it or let it go, and the pain I was carrying now was really unimaginable to others.
Compared with the previous times, 083's action this time is extremely procrastinating, as if he has been waiting for the right time, although this idea is a bit unreliable, but the experience of this year has taught me that every seemingly coincidence has a deliberate time meaning. Approaching the Spring Festival, Lao Lin returned from the field in the dust, and after two or three days he sent out the task slowly, and the departure time was arranged four days later, and the location was not unexpected, and it was indeed the birthplace of Hongshan culture where Li Fern's people had frequent activities.
I always have an inexplicable sense of fear about the trip in a few days, fate seems to be controlled by others again, after thinking about it for a long time, there is no reason, King Zhou Yuan should not design any more ambushes, although Genghis Khan left a clone, but Li Fern obviously has not found the "door", let alone the plan to create a prophet, what can be imagined in front of me is far from posing any threat to us, but I feel that the future is full of weirdness.
I secretly had a guess about the "door", if I am not mistaken, we have rubbed shoulders with the "door", the end point of the tomb of King Zhou Yuan should be a "door", the deep darkness of the passage behind it is frightening to think about, there must be a lot of strangeness, and 083 deliberately destroyed the tomb of King Zhou Yuan, which confirmed my idea even more, destroying the "door" of the inheritor to obtain the ability of the prophet is the original intention of Qin Weiguo and 083. But then another question bothered me, whether it was Gu Guangming or King Zhou Yuan, who replaced Gu Guangming with his memory, if he really accidentally entered that stone gate and became a prophet as the inheritor of Gu Guangming's bloodline, then 083's efforts would fall short, where did Qin Weiguo's confidence come from?
When a person was called to Qin Weiguo's office alone, my hands trembled because of anxiety, and I knew that my face was very pale without looking in the mirror, I understood that I was not afraid of Qin Weiguo, but afraid of the truth of the facts, people are often in such contradictions, and their groundless speculation hopes to be revealed, and when it is really close to the mystery, I am more willing to escape.
Asking Wutong to hand me a cup of hot tea, Qin Weiguo didn't expect his signature smile to relieve my nervousness, and said straight to the point: "I didn't come to you to solve the mystery in your heart, you should already understand that 083's breakthrough depends on you, and I will do my best to ensure your safety, please believe me." ”
I was a little surprised that Qin Weiguo suddenly lowered his posture in the opening remarks, and the earnest tone made me really unable to suspect that he had any ill intentions, so I had to nod indiscriminately, Qin Weiguo stared at my eyes and let out a sigh, and the solemn expression on his face made me clearly feel the huge pressure on Qin Weiguo for the first time.
"In a certain way, you and I are the key to stopping this unknown disaster, the situation we are facing may be more complicated, and some experiences will break through your traditional perceptions, so I'll show you a few photos first." As he spoke, Qin Weiguo turned the monitor on the table in the direction I was facing.
With the tap of his finger on the mouse, a somewhat blurry picture appeared on the screen, a scene that I vaguely felt I had seen, but I didn't know what it was. I began to drum secretly in my heart, the photo that Li Fern showed me a few days ago has made me very confused, where is this photo? Who filmed it?
"What happened to the Niuerling Caves in Yunnan...... You must have hidden something from 083 after the incident, and I'm not telling you this to pursue anything. Qin Weiguo frowned, "But this photo was taken by yourself, and later you didn't explain the source of this photo." ”
I was secretly startled, bowed my head and was silent for a few minutes, my mind instantly recalled the experience of Niuerling, it has been a year, the memory is a little vague, I only remember that I used the card machine to take a few pictures of the scenery and the murals in the original cave, and the rest really can't remember what else, after I escaped back to Kunming, my card machine and Zhang Xuan were smashed and the memory card in the camera was taken away by 083 people, if there is anything to hide from the experience...... The part where I had a nightmarish hallucination after passing out on the altar really didn't go into detail with Lao Lin.