Chapter 14: So Their Conversation Pointed to the Wrong (Part I)
The plot is very simple now, that is, I am alone with the big teacher......
After making sure there was nothing else to do to avoid the crowds, the two of us went to the right side of the playground, on the road leading to the back of the school building and the gymnasium.
On the way, Komachi tried to follow, but when the big teacher refused, he still didn't succeed.
It's time for the obstacle course to start, and most of the attention is drawn to that side, and there really aren't many people in our location.
So the question is, why does the big teacher think that I am the same person as him? What is the reason for this?
I leaned against the wall and looked up, and I could see the steel wire fence following the leaves falling from the roof, were there any plants on the roof of the school building?
As he pondered, the breeze blew from the playground on the left, and the teacher closed his eyes to prevent the sand from entering his eyes.
Then, the big teacher with his hands in his pockets looked unhappy, and it seemed that something made him dissatisfied.
Merely...... Such a rare, straightforward expression of dissatisfaction with the big teacher is really interesting, after all, he usually looks like a 'casual'.
"You're like me, and you're more concerned about your own affairs than their relationship and whether things are going well."
"I think I'm a person who is very good at helping others."
"No, it's just a way to improve your life, if you don't do that, the environment around you will deteriorate even further, and no one wants to stay in a dull class, right? I don't even have the mood to pretend to be asleep and in a daze. ”
"Pretending to be asleep and in a daze...... So what is Bikiya going to do? Whether it's telling the truth or creating a lie. As a result, one side will be hurt. Then it will have an impact on the entire student council and the members of the executive committee. ”
"So what. I will only choose what is best for me. ”
The most favorable situation for the big teacher...... Isn't it just to make the sports festival run perfectly and complete this commission?
Although he said that he had nothing to do with himself and acted for his own interests, in fact, the big teacher still cared a lot about this sports festival.
Thinking about it carefully, the big teacher could have shirked this responsibility from the beginning, but he still chose to accept it.
In addition to being forced to participate by Hiratsuka-sensei, it is also to fulfill my responsibilities as a member of the service department.
In my opinion, the last choice of the great teacher is nothing more than to solve the problem by 'self-destructing'. Create a world where no one is hurt.
In this way, can it also be seen as the willfulness of the great teacher himself?
The big teacher, who is suffering from the second year of high school, knows what he is doing, and his own personality is also unwilling to get close to ordinary people.
Even so, the problem of the Ministry of Service is the problem of the Ministry of Service, and the great teacher will definitely not run away from it.
"You seem to be very concerned about this sports festival, but in fact you just want to put yourself in an advantageous position."
"Why do you think so? What kind of person do I look like? ”
"It's because it's not like this to be able to do this, do you think the movie will choose tall people as spies to detect intelligence? Basically, it's all ordinary looking young people, so it's the first choice. Nangong you...... I don't care about this sports festival, you look elsewhere, I'm right. ”
That's right, my focus is on the task of solving the ministry problem. The tasks of the executive committee of the sports festival are hasty.
There's nothing to explain when the big teacher sees through it, and it's almost time anyway.
I decided to insert it into the story between them. It's not just inducement or conversation, but in some brutal way.
Of course, such a plan is only a part of all plans, and the possibility of change is not ruled out.
"It doesn't matter if you tell the others about my discovery, but you know it, Nangong...... You should understand, whether it's Sagami or under the snow, they're different from us. ”
The teacher and I heard the whistle and looked over to the playground, and the obstacle course officially began.
"This is their youth...... I don't envy or laugh, I just want to keep it the way it is. ”
"In this way, Biqigu-san, who really wants to become the state of being alone before?"
"What the hell do you know about me...... It's a little panicked. Besides, people are born alone, and the connection with others is a necessary measure to survive, but this connection is like a bridge that may collapse, and it is too much trouble to walk over it carefully every time. ”
Then, the big teacher continued
"The only means to stabilize the bridge is love, family, friendship or something, my youth is not so hot-blooded."
"Even if it's not hot-blooded, at least it's enough to live a fulfilling life."
It's a bit ironic that this sentence comes out of the mouth of me, a traverser......
It's nice to travel to the world you like, but if you want to survive, you have to complete a variety of tasks, and it's more like 'rushing to death' than fulfillment.
"Nangong, you're still very good at lying, this is a necessary standard for a lone ranger."
was praised by the big teacher, but such praise makes people unhappy.
"So, those words of yours are all lies, and being full is just an excuse for you to do so."
"Excuses...... That's true, I personally like to make excuses, because it will make me feel at ease. ”
"Isn't that why we're making mistakes? You can't solve the problem, I can't reassure them, so I have to do it in the simplest way and the most reasonable way for me. ”
That's one of the reasons, right......
It was already noon, and the sun, which had been blocked by the school building, ran overhead, and the dazzling sunlight was shining overhead.
The great teacher said that animals basically live in groups, and carnivores have a hierarchy. You can't be a leader. You can only endure the pressure until you die. Herbivores also sacrifice their companions to protect themselves from their opponents' predators, and they should feel embarrassed, but like this, the group will not bring any benefit to the individual, so I chose the way of the bear, which is a lonely animal that does not feel uneasy when it lives alone, and can also hibernate.
But. People I know are saying ......
"I know a guy who said he wanted to be an ant if he had an afterlife."
"What's wrong......
The big teacher didn't understand the sudden change in the topic, but he still asked
"Why ants?"
"As you know, ants can lift almost 100 times their body weight, and humans probably have a lot of troubles, so they can throw away those troubles that are much heavier than themselves."
Of course, this is only an abstract statement, after all, after turning into an ant. How can we still remember the troubles of human beings?
"Either way, you and I are about the same in nature. The way I take is none of your business, and your purpose is none of mine. ”
"That is, the so-called well water does not interfere with the river water, but I don't think Yubihama-san will agree with your approach under the snow."
"There is persistence under the snow, Yubihama has Yubihama's belief, and I just follow the most reasonable actions to do it."
"Isn't that arrogance?"
It was wrong from the start.
Even so, the big teacher didn't pay attention to my words.
"I'm going to follow my creed rather than what others are worried about, and the actions I'm going to take are fundamentally right."
It is a fact that the great teacher did not make a mistake.
It doesn't matter what is right or wrong, because you want to do it, you do it, that's all.
In essence, I am very similar to the great teacher.
In order to solve problems in his own way, he does not rely on the power of others.
I'm going to take matters into my own hands in order to accomplish this mission.
"By the way, one more thing, don't let Komachi ask me about it, I don't want to lie to my sister."
What's going on with this sister's statement, sure enough, the big teacher is now full.
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Insisting on mistakes and denying what is right may be a good description of the current great teachers.
After all, in this society, when the majority thinks that something is wrong, the right that the minority supports will also become wrong.
However, the great teacher is different, even if he is treated as a class by others, he does not hesitate.
Yes, if you have to say it, the big teacher can experience the most straightforward youth!
"Hurry up brother, Brother Timber seems to be very powerful!"
"What, is it a card slot?"
In the face of Komachi's shouts, we returned to the playground to see the game in progress.
Surprisingly, timber seats are really ahead of the curve right now.
"We will win!!!!"
Shouting strange lines, the timber jumps forward, jumps over small obstacles, and runs to the top of the single-plank bridge.
The setting of the single-plank bridge is very simple, it is a circular single-plank bridge made of wood, and the rule is that once you fall, you must start from the beginning.
"Hachiman, you didn't see it just now, but Kikiza-san's running directly blocked the other contestants' runs, like Yokotsu, oh, super handsome!"
"Isn't that a foul?"
The big teacher's question was answered under the snow.
"This is the rule of obstacle racing, there is no rule that you can't treat yourself as an obstacle, if you go up with a classmate of Bi Qigu, you can just block the entire runway."
"What an obstacle I am."
"It's the second lap."
The timber block the enemy with his body, and then relay it to the next person.
Sports festivals are sports festivals, and most of them are multiplayer events, so that everyone has a chance to play.
The contestants are all working hard to win, and they look like they will not give up until they win, which is really desperate.
I haven't worked so hard in sports before, so I guess I think it's the same no matter what I do......
Regardless of victory or defeat, you still have to go to school after the sports day, and you still have to continue this daily life.
This idea is somewhat similar to the story of the fisherman and the rich man......
The story goes that once upon a time a billionaire came to an island on vacation, and when he saw a fisherman hiding under a tree, he asked him why he didn't work hard, and the fisherman said, 'What is the purpose of hard work?' The billionaire went on to say, 'If you work hard, you will have money, and if you have money, you can hide under the tree.' The fisherman pointed to where he was, 'I can now take shelter under the tree.' ’
To put it bluntly, no matter what you do, the result is the same.
It's just that the process is very different from what you get, after all, the rich man has self-confidence and wealth, which is the proof of hard work.
The great teacher said that if failure is also a part of youth, then the youth of people like me is also quite meaningful.
It's just a pity that I don't have someone who can share such youth, and I can't find a guy who can share the failure.
Because for Nagi, she didn't really fail.
In my opinion, what goes through pain to have a chance of getting close to success is just a consolation for the weak, and the only real thing is what you have now.
But according to this statement, what I have at the moment is all false.
"Two classmates over there, come and help!"
When I was watching the game, I was called aside by a few students with armbands of the Discipline Inspectorate, saying that they were carrying the equipment to the warehouse at the back of the gymnasium.
As a man, he really only has the fate of working hard, so he can just exercise it.
The competition continued, and the senior teacher and I were working with the members of the Discipline Inspection Committee to carry the utensils to the warehouse.
By the time this work was completed, the obstacle course had long since ended, and the result was the victory of the red group, and it seemed that the timber seat was still very strong.
With the end of one competition after another, there is no turmoil in today's sports festival.
When I was washing my face with clean water at the sink to keep myself awake, I bumped into Sagami coming down from upstairs.
She glanced at me, then sped away.
"Sagami-san!"
"What's wrong? That's who's that. ”
"Nangong Hiiragi, it's Nangong Hiiragi, if you have time, can you talk about it."
"I refuse, I'm busy right now."
When I saw Sagami turn and walk away, I immediately grabbed her shoulder.
"I see, what happened between you and your friends, did they do anything for you?"
"Let go, let go of me!"
Sagami looked at me warily with a disgruntled expression.
"Don't get me wrong, Sagami-san, I didn't mean to threaten you or something, aren't those two friends of yours there?"
"They went back first...... None of us have been home together lately. ”
"Why?"
"You don't mean you know? It's disgusting why you're still pretending to be unclear here. ”
This character does have an obnoxious attribute......
"Could it be that their unauthorized actions have put you in an ugly situation?"
"Whatever you say, everyone just trusts the president of the castle under the snow."
The topic is starting to go in the wrong direction.
I'm not surprised, because it's a normal unfolding. (To be continued.) )