"Next, it was my happiest time, and it was also the time I wanted to live again in my life so far, in fact, I believe that everyone cherishes that period of time in their hearts, and when they dream back at midnight, they want to repeat it again." Lu Shan's voice sounded a little ethereal for some reason.

And for such literary and artistic words, I inexplicably resonate, why don't I want to have another half with Ruxue? just thought so in his heart, but when the words came to his mouth, they turned into ridiculing Lu Shan: "When did you kid become so literary?" ”

"It's not literature and art, listen to me, even if it's just nonsense, I want to say, because when I say it, it's like I'm living those years again, but in the past, I don't know who to say." Lu Shan said to me.

"Then let's talk about it." I stretched my body and looked at the years that I couldn't forget, the people I couldn't forget

Since that agreement, Baima has officially appeared in Lu Shan's life, if Lu Shan's childhood is full of suffering, then Bai Ma is God, in order to make up for Lu Shan, released a spirit in life to her.

They often met in the pastures where the sheep were grazing in Lushan, sometimes Baima would hold his younger brother, and sometimes he would not bring him to the grassland where the sky was high and the clouds were faint, leaving their laughter everywhere.

But what Baima brought to Lushan was not only that these Lushan were orphans, and naturally no one paid attention to his problem of learning and literacy, but Baima would teach him, not only to teach him to write Tibetan, but also to teach him to speak Chinese, and to write Chinese characters Baima would often bring some books to Lushan to read.

Sometimes it's ordinary magazine readings, sometimes it's Tibetan Buddhist scriptures, and sometimes even some textbooks she seems to know a lot, always explaining to Lu Shan what he doesn't understand, she seems to be very smart, and always gives Lu Shan a cheerful point

She also told Lu Shan about the outside world and history, and Lu Shan was originally a very smart person, Bai Ma became the enlightenment teacher in his life and opened a magical door for him.

No one would have imagined that there would be such an elf-like little girl in the world, with a perfect face, a smart and rich brain, and most importantly, a kind heart.

"Why do you say that she is kind, because after she knows my background, she often brings me food, all kinds of exquisite snacks that I have never seen, she always likes to look at me with a smile, and always tells me that you have to eat and be full, if such a girl appears in your years of suffering? How would you describe her? I can't find a better adjective than to describe her by the way I saw her once, she was a goddess, and sometimes I really wish she was my own goddess, but she was never. Lu Shan was a little sentimental, but his eyes were confused and still immersed in his own memories.

"Yes, the goddess has such a girl in such a year, it is to be engraved into the soul, and it may not be forgotten in the lifetime." I also said this, so beautiful, so kind, even if you can't have her love in your life, she is worth remembering for the rest of her life.

Lu Shan smiled, didn't say anything but continued to tell.

Once, he thought that his statement would be on the vast grassland for a long time, and he never thought about when such days would end? Just like herding sheep every day, the appointment in the afternoon has become a normal life, who would have thought that there would be an end to the day? Unless it's the end of life.

And such days have passed for a long time, starting from the year when Lu Shan was 11 years old, to the age of 16, he has really grown into a teenager for a full 5 years, how could Lu Shan think that it would end?

It was on the afternoon of that year that Baima met Lushan again, and this time, everything finally changed.

Lu Shan was happy to see Bai Ma, because she didn't appear every day, the longest time, three days later, the short time, almost every day for those months, and that time, Lu Shan and Bai Ma had not seen each other for 5 days.

This is the reason why Lu Shan is happy, he misses Bai Ma, and he is naturally happy to see it, but he is actually not worried, just because their agreement is the life that Lu Shan thinks, and he thinks it will never be invalid.

But in this world, nothing in this universe is forever, only reincarnation is the unchanging way of heaven unless you jump out, but what jumps out cannot be one thing, it can only be a spirit, a tempered spirit, that is, the Tao.

Where did Lu Shan understand these things at that time, maybe even if he did, he wouldn't think about it, he just rushed to Baima happily and asked, "Baima, where have you been these days?" There is still a question in my book that I haven't understood, and after thinking about it for a long time, I don't know if the answer I came up with is right? You see, it's it."

Lu Shan raised a book in his hand and said it to Bai Ma very happily.

The 11-year-old doesn't understand love, but at the age of 16, he is already in love, Lu Shan understands that he is already deeply in love with Bai Ma, but he does not dare to cross the Lei Chi half a step, Bai Ma has always liked his active learning the most, so Lu Shan is always very positive in front of Bai Ma to behave like this, and every time he can get Bai Ma's most enthusiastic response.

But this time, Bai Ma didn't look at the book in Lu Shan's hand, but looked at Lu Shan, and said sadly: "Zeren, I won't be able to come here from tomorrow, and I won't come in the future." ”

With a 'snap', the book in Lu Shan's hand fell to the grass, and the wind blew through the pages of the book, and everything became silent.

Lu Shan has a thousand words, but at this moment, he didn't know where to start, all his emotions turned into a sadness, rushed to his brain, and finally his eyes were red

Bai Ma was also speechless, in addition to sadness in his eyes, there was more of a firmness.

In such silence, Lu Shan finally spoke, he was really afraid that he would never see Bai Ma again after tomorrow, he said: "Bai Ma, then our agreement will be invalid?" ”

At this time, Lu Shan found that he didn't have any hole cards, and the only thing he grabbed in his hand was just an agreement.

"Even if there is an end to the eternity, the fate of the meeting will fade over time is precious enough, so why force everything?" Baima's words drifted in the wind, but they were like a knife stuck in Lu Shan's heart.

"Not coming?" Lu Shan asked again.

"Well, it's not coming." Baima's words were soft.

"I can't see Tauber either?" Lu Shan's voice began to tremble, because there were times when they met, Baima would take her brother with her, although not as often as in Tauber's infancy, but there was always it. Her younger brother doesn't have a Tibetan name, but it's very strange that he has a Han name, and Lu Shan didn't ask why?

Just because these are not important, the important thing is just the time they spend together In the past 5 years, Tao Bai is already a 5 and a half year old child, he is the most intimate to Lu Shan, and he is closer to his sister, just like Lu Shan's real brother.

That's what you felt at that time, right? Lu Shan will be his biggest support in his formative years.

"If I don't come, naturally I can't come out with Xiaobai. Zeren, remember the knowledge I taught you, it is a door, push it open, you can go to see the outside world, your life can not just be herding sheep on the grassland, you are very good, I hope you can live a good life in the future. When she said this, there was a compassion in her smile, just like the compassion she had when they first met.

She is so kind, she once said such a sentence to Lu Shan, she hopes that the creatures she has seen with her eyes, even if it is a grass or a tree, are happy and safe.

How kind of compassion is this? Now it is placed on Lu Shan's body, but it has become the biggest sadness.

All along, in front of Bai Ma, Lu Shan was the shy, studious, gentle, and silently agreed with everything Bai Ma said, but this time, under the impact of great sadness, Lu Shan couldn't help it anymore, the first time he was irritable, he yelled at Bai Ma: "Why should I go to the outside world to see?" Is it happiness to go outside? No, I want to guard this grassland, because guarding this grassland can I see you, and seeing you is happiness! Before I met you, I didn't know what happiness was. ”

This is the cry of a 16-year-old boy, generally children of this age are still in school, how can they have such a deep understanding of happiness, but Lu Shan's special life has given him the greatest experience.

"But I will not come, and you will not see me again, so your happiness is elsewhere, and you will seek it, and I will recite scriptures for you, and bless you." At this moment, Bai Ma seemed to have that kind of holy aura on her body again, but this aura suddenly widened the distance between her and Lu Shan.

"If you don't come, I'll go to you, just like the poem you read to me, I can always find you." The stubbornness of a 16-year-old boy is so firm, at that moment, Lu Shan seems to have chosen the road of life again.

"Looking for me? Where are you looking for me? Do you know who I am? Bai Ma looked at Lu Shan, suddenly asked, and sighed again.

And Lu Shan really didn't give up, when Bai Ma said that he was leaving, his life had been rewritten, or rather, his fate had entered a given place.