Who am I?

What was it that made me born in this strange world?

This question has haunted me since I was born, and I have always tried to find the right answer that satisfies me, but no one has been able to tell me - who am I?

I asked them this question, but they all laughed at me for being naïve, and laughed at me for being a big idiot who didn't even know my name and identity. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info∽↗∽, ↗

Big stupid?

If only I really were stupid.

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- Twenty-sixth day from the end of the world.

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I don't know how long it was......

It wasn't until this immature and small shell grew into an adult that I finally realized that I should be a human like them. It's human, right?

When I got this barely explainable answer, I was a little happy in my heart, it turned out that I was not an outlier!

But!

My existence is destined to be different......

That time, she said with a bitter face that she was hungry, and I was worried that her stomach would be completely deflated. Yes! That's scary......

So, while everyone was asleep, I went into the depths of the forest alone and hunted a bear with a wooden sword, hoping that the fat bear would fill her shriveled belly.

By the way, she is a girl about my age, unlike them who are covered in stinky sweat, she has a fragrant body, big eyes, long hair, although her body is a little thin, but I think she is very beautiful, and I only like to talk to her.

By the time I dragged the bear back to camp, I was stunned by what had happened in front of me!

A pack of hungry cheetahs has attacked the camp!

The most conspicuous thing is that her body is torn to pieces, which can't help but remind me of a broken rag doll.

And they angrily scolded and waved torches to wave away the cheetahs around them, and the situation was precarious.

Is she dead?

With such doubts in mind, I ignored their loud warnings. Walking quickly to her broken body, she slowly crouched down, trying to use human methods to probe her fingers to the tip of her nose to see if she was still breathing.

Ah, she's really dead.

I was amazed in my heart. I can't believe that she turned into a lifeless corpse like a bear in an instant, and the death was so miserable, which made me very painful, her upper body was torn by the claws of the cheetah, and she definitely didn't die immediately, so she must have been in pain before she died......

The intense anger that rose from the bottom of my heart almost pierced my heart, and I couldn't stand the heart-rending throbbing pain at all!

I quickly turned my head to stare at the cheetah behind me that roared at us from time to time, and the hatred that burned like a fire completely blinded me.

These cheetahs must not be spared!

Be sure to tear them up!

It's like they tear her apart!

No!

That's not enough......

Let their souls be torn to shreds!

With nothing but violent thoughts like this in my mind, I calmly stood up. Raise your wooden sword and aim it at them.

"You can't do it alone!"

"Come back soon!"

"Only torches can deter them! The wood in your hands alone won't work! ”

Their panicked cries rang out from behind, and I ignored them, clenching the hilt of my sword intently, thinking about what I could do to get revenge on the cheetahs that I hated so much.

Roar ......

With a low roar of greed, the two cheetahs pounced in my direction with their claws raised.

Without hesitation, I, filled with anger and hatred, swung my wooden sword at them in hatred.

Swish!

The wooden sword swung into the air.

But in exchange for the terrible howls of the cheetahs, and their screams.

Now. I was amazed to find that a layer of golden flames tumbled like an angry dragon rose from my body at some point, and the powerful light of the fire detonated the cheetahs' sturdy bodies. In the blink of an eye, they turned into a mass of fire beasts, eventually causing them to be burned by the golden flames to the point that there were not even a few embers left, as if their souls were really burned out.

"Ahh

"This guy did it——?"

"Strange, monster......"

They stammered, and I turned my head for some reason, only to see their shocked faces, and the look at me had been completely replaced by horror.

Monster?

Are there any monsters coming?

I was a little confused at first. After gradually understanding their eyes, I realized that the monster they were talking about should be me.

"That golden fire...... No human has such power! ”

"No wonder this guy keeps asking us stupid questions, what an inhuman monster!"

"This must be a curse! Ahhh Miserable! We've been with an ominous monster for so long! Are we going to be monsters too?! Don't! I don't want to be a monster!! ”

Hearing their incoherent screams, I stepped forward to try to explain something. But they didn't listen, and they turned away from me in fear.

"Xiaoyin was killed by the curse brought by this guy of yours!"

“…… Cursed Evil Guy ......"

"Leave us! I don't care about you! ”

They started yelling at me, but it didn't last long, and they were attacked by a few cheetahs lurking in the grass, and it turned out that the cheetahs were not dead.

I didn't save them, not because I didn't want to help, but because I was lost in thought, because it was the first time I learned her name, and it turned out that she had a name that was as beautiful as her person - Xiaoyin.

Although I had been with Xiaoyin for more than a month, I never took the initiative to ask her what her name was, and she didn't take the initiative to tell me.

But there's no point in thinking about it, right?

She's dead.

When I broke free from my thoughts, their bodies were torn apart like rags by cheetahs, and then viciously bitten by several hungry cheetahs, and soon there were not many bones left of them.

Smelling the strong smell of blood spreading, I felt very uncomfortable and left the place with a frown.

And those cheetahs didn't care about my departure, they should be worried about the golden flames on my body? Or are you already full?

It doesn't matter what, I don't have the heart to avenge them.

The question that had always bothered me became more and more confusing.

Who will I be?

Not human. So what could it be?

Why do I look like a human?

Why don't humans have my powers? Why would they resist my power so much?

Obviously, everyone got along well before, why did they turn against me because of this kind of power they don't have? I saved them once......

Now, I hate the power in me more than her death, and if I don't have it, I'm just a simple human being who won't be lonely. How nice that would be!

Come to think of it, I hate the threat of death even more when I don't have strength, because I'm afraid of pain, so I can only live with strength and contradictions.

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- The fourth day from the end of the world.

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For nearly a month, I have wandered through human society, but I have unexpectedly not had any contact with any humans, and I have simply walked in the bustling streets pretending to be humans. Admire the various beautiful buildings that have been built by humans.

Today, though, I was stopped by a group of guards in bulky armor.

"Venerable Madam, your heroic hunting deeds are of great interest to our prince, please move."

The lead captain of the guard looked at me with a smile on his face.

Then a young man dressed in fine clothes strode over and looked at me with a look not of awe or horror that an ordinary man should have, but of aggressive greed, and he was undoubtedly the prince of the head of the guard.

"Beautiful, your swordsmanship is great, why don't you go back to the palace with this king. Be the king's personal maid. ”

The tough tone that could not be refused at all, coming out of the mouth of this man who was called the prince, made me frown, if the rulers of the human race were like this, then how pathetic should the human beings of this world be?

I came straight to the conclusion in my heart that this was a bestial man. I was greedy for this beautiful shell of mine.

"I'm sorry, Your Royal Highness, but I'm actually a man like you. Ah, you wouldn't mind if a man came to serve the noble you, would you? I said so.

By the standard of human gender, I am certainly not a man. Just wanted to disgust this ruler of the human race.

Just as I expected, the prince glared at me in disgust, and quickly got on his horse and ran away.

I left happily.

But I underestimated the narrow-mindedness of the prince, and that night he sent a hundred guards to intercept me, trying to catch me and humiliate me.

I was curious about what the palace would be like, so I graciously followed the guards to the palace, and when they saw that I was so cooperative, they didn't do anything rough with me, and I was very satisfied, and it should be a good trip.

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- The end of the world, the first day.

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This is the third day I've been in the water prison.

When I was brought into the palace three days ago, I accidentally drank the wine they served, and then I realized that I could no longer use the power in my body, so I was imprisoned without any resistance.

Humans are despicable!

In the past three days, I have been secretly annoyed by the methods of human beings all the time, and at the same time, I am a little glad that during the period when I was imprisoned in the water prison, there happened to be a war, and the prince did not have time to humiliate me, so he was called away by the king to deal with political affairs, and should not come back for the time being.

"Hey, this guy hasn't eaten for three days, why is he still so energetic?"

Outside the cell, a jailer scratched his head with a grumbling stomach, as if he was quite disturbed by the anomaly in me.

"Since I was born, I didn't have to eat, I wasn't hungry." I told the truth with all sincerity.

"Do you dare to play tricks with Lao Tzu?" The jailer sneered, "I'll tell you the good news, it won't be long before the riotous mob outside will be suppressed by the city defense army!" His Royal Highness the Prince will be busy with political affairs soon! You just wait to be punished! ”

"If he comes...... What will happen to me? "I must admit that I am a little timid at the moment.

The jailer gloated: "You are so beautiful, even if you are a man, it would be a pity if you didn't enjoy it, right?" Anyway, there are many adults among those princes and nobles, and they are good at this. ”

Just as I was frustrated, the door to the water dungeon was pushed open.

The person who came was not the prince, but the chief of the guard who had a relationship with me.

"You. Let's get out. ”

After the chief guard ordered the jailer to go out, he solemnly walked to the small door of the cell.

"What are you going to do?" I said nervously.

"Miss, frightened." The chief guard looked at me apologetically, "I'm here to get you out." ”

I was amazed at what kind of reason this guard had to come to my rescue at the great risk of being beheaded by the prince.

It seems to be very abrupt. The chief guard explained: "I am Xiaoyin's eldest brother, and I received a letter from her last month saying that there was a stunning beauty with black hair and black eyes who took care of her on her journey, and then I saw you when I traveled with His Royal Highness the Prince, and I recognized you as the stunning beauty in my sister's letter, otherwise you would have been tortured by now." ”

Xiaoyin......

A name that I haven't seen for a long time has made me fall into a short period of confusion.

That's right, when I was traveling around the world alone, I once met a beautiful girl, Xiaoyin. She loves to travel, has a good relationship with me, and I like her cheerfulness.

But she's been dead for a long time, isn't she?

It's been a month since you died, right?

At this time, the chief guard was quite anxious and said, "By the way, has my sister arrived at her destination safely?" I haven't heard from her this month...... Although I hired a group of mercenaries to protect her, I was still worried about her safety. ”

I don't know how to answer the Captain of Guard's question, if I'm going to come out, will he still get me out?

Xiaoyin's voice and smile kept drifting through my mind. Even if humans have hurt me, it is difficult for me to do such a despicable thing to deceive anyone.

"Xiaoyin is dead." He hesitated for a moment. I told the truth.

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- When the world ends.

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Evening.

I was tied to a large wooden stake in the center of the city square, and my feet were piled with a faint musty smell of firewood, and I couldn't help but wonder if this damp pile of firewood could really be ignited.

I was sentenced to be burned at the stake, and it was actively proposed by the chief of the guard to the prince, who was busy with political affairs, and the prince hastily approved the request of the chief of the guard.

"I will sacrifice your life for my sister's soul!" The chief guard yelled at me with a fierce look.

Face the chief of the guard who has lost his mind. I couldn't help but the corners of my mouth and snicker.

Humans always misunderstand me, and I shouldn't leave anything to chance.

But—

To be able to die without any insult and to be able to die in the flames of fire is already a great gift to me.

"If my life. I'd be happy if I could really switch back to Xiaoyin. I looked defiantly at the chief guard in front of me, who was on the verge of madness, "Ah, alas, even if I die, your hatred can't be quenched, I'm so sorry." ”

Whoa!

Before I could finish speaking, the fire that quickly rose up blinded my eyes, but I couldn't feel the slightest bit of scorching heat, perhaps because my consciousness had been melted by the flames.

From birth to the present -

I don't know what race I am, I don't know who my parents are, I don't know what my name is, I don't know what I'm living for—

Who am I?

Perhaps, death can give me this answer.

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- The end of the world has come.

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I don't know how long the fire has been burning, but my consciousness is still awake, and I can still feel that my body is still intact even if it is burned by the fire, which is really incredible!

When the flames dissipated, I barely opened my eyes and found that the guards around the perimeter, including the chief of the guard, and the people who were watching the excitement were gone!

All that is in front of us is endless chaos, and the heavens and the earth are in a hazy state.

What's going on?

I am keenly aware that the world seems to have returned to the most ancient period of the origin of all things, as if the world had been reset.

It's amazing.

Regaining my strength, I cautiously drifted through the chaos, not knowing what to do, only feeling that this lifeless world was lonely.

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- The world restarts, tens of billions of years later.

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I, who witnessed the beginning of all things, finally waited for the day when Xiaoyin was born!

And too much time has passed...... It's been so long that I've forgotten who I am.

Yes!

Something went wrong again, I'm not who I am at all!

Who am I?

I'm not anyone, I'm just myself.

All in all, I saw Xiaoyin again, she was as beautiful as I remembered a long time ago, but when she saw me, she no longer had the same enthusiasm as before.

To her, I am just a 'stranger' now.

She is no longer the same person she used to be......

Thinking of this, I left Xiaoyin in frustration, and suddenly lost my purpose of staying here.

Now I am almost integrated with this world, in other words, this world should be absorbed by me invisibly.

Whatever I want to do, I can do it with ease, and that's probably the power that all ambitious humans want, but I don't care, I don't like the loneliness of standing at the top.

Eventually, I began to travel the universe, and even to other planes and planes, and became acquainted with many planetary origins or space-time origins in a similar situation to me, who were all supreme beings in a certain world or large space-time just like me.

Because of this, I'm no longer lonely, and I'm happy, and I have to work harder to meet more interesting friends!

But even so, I didn't give up looking for my origins, I asked a lot of planetary origins and space-time origins, but they didn't want to tell me, or simply said they didn't know.

I could feel that they were hiding something from me, and instead of being angry, I was even happier!

This proves that I am not something born out of thin air, but a life that does have a origin.

So who would I be?

Where are my parents?

With this long-standing doubt in mind, I decided to break away and soar towards the highest place above all time and space, where it is said that there is a place called the Mind Island, from which I hope to find the answer to my doubts.

"- Mind Island! I'm coming! (To be continued.) )u