Chapter 473: The Perception of Life and Death
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"Back to your own world? What do you mean? Zhao Feiyan said. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Su Yu shook his head and smiled, but did not answer.
Zhao Feiyan looked at Su Yu and said, "I want to ask, do you remember the promise you made back then?" ”
"I don't remember!" Duoyu said lightly.
Zhao Feiyan's figure staggered, and she held on to the door frame with her hand so that she didn't fall. She lowered her head and took a deep breath, and when she looked up again, there was a strange light in her eyes.
She looked at Su Yu and said, "I still remember." I also remember we hadn't seen each other in thirty years! ”
"Thirty years?" Su Yu's expression was a little trance-like, "How many thirty years can there be in life?" ”
"It seems that you are very emotional," Zhao Feiyan said, "I still have two jars of wine here, do you want to have a drink?" ”
After Zhao Feiyan said this, Su Yu remembered that he hadn't touched wine for thirty years.
"Drink, why not?" Su Yu said.
Zhao Feiyan smiled, and her eyes began to shine: "Please wait!" ”
Zhao Feiyan entered the inner room and quickly walked out, holding a wine jar in one hand. She handed the wine jar in her left hand to Su Yu and said, "I remember that you liked to drink directly from the altar back then, so I won't prepare a bowl for you!" ”
The wine jar has been opened, Su Yu smiled slightly, raised his head and drank, and soon all the wine fell into his stomach.
"Thank you," Su Yu said, "Since I have already seen you and know that you are still doing well, I am also relieved." Now that I've drunk your wine, I can also go to the worry in my heart. So be it......"
"What? Do you want to go? Zhao Xiyan asked.
"I" Su Yu was about to say something, but suddenly his eyes were dark, and there was no pain in his whole body, "The wine is poisonous?" ”
"Not bad!" Zhao Feiyan said, "Have you forgotten what I told you?" I am Lennon's man, and Lennon is my man. If you kill my man, I will naturally avenge him! ”
At this moment, Su Yu suddenly had an indescribable sadness, he couldn't imagine that it would be such an ending.
The strange thing is that at the last moment of his life, it was Zhao Ziyi's voice that passed through Su Yu's mind.
He suddenly sighed deeply, knowing that he would never hear her again.
This she naturally refers to Zhao Ziyi, not Zhao Feiyan.
"How many years later, seeing you and her happily holding hands, I smiled and asked: How did I fall in love with you?
It was the night I said I loved you, you said you were a fool.
So, now, does Lou Ke still love you?
Even if the same question has been pondered three hundred and thirty-three thousand three hundred and thirty-one times. I'm still deeply in love with you!
Many years ago, people called you Su Yu. It is no secret that Su Yu loves Zhao Feiyan.
Many years ago, people called me Zhao Ziyi. Zhao Ziyi originally loved Lennong. But in the end, why did you fall in love with Su Yu?
I still remember that when you mentioned Zhao Feiyan, your eyes flowed with chanjuan and lingering. At that moment, something stabbed me in the heart.
When you look at me, there is never such love in your eyes.
I wasn't sure I loved you until the moment you killed Linon and parted with me.
You said that you were going to find Zhao Feiyan and fulfill a promise you made that year.
At that moment, I heard you say this with my own ears, and with a bang, something shattered in my heart. My hands and feet were weak, and I stayed there, stunned, unable to say anything, unable to think anything.
It is said that the thorn bird sings only for a thorn in its life. Then, my sorrows, joys, sorrows, and sorrows, from now on, are only for you.
I knew that this world was not absolutely good, and I knew what kind of sorrows and troubles I would have when I fell in love with you... However, I still want to come to this world for the moment I meet you in billions of light years.
I think that all the sweetness and sorrow of my billions of years are growing and withering the moment I say I love you, and you say you love her.
However, I still have a deep respect and a deep attachment to this relationship with you. Even after tasting all the sorrows, I still want to meet you, fall in love with you, and then slowly watch you and her leave!
If you are the blood-stained thorn, I am the bird that falls in love with you! I would like to embrace you with all my love, and feel your sharp thorns pierce into my chest that has already been ruined.
Then, I will smile, because I can finally hold you tight, feel your warmth every minute, and I can finally die in your arms.
In fact, what I hope for is only the moment when I hold you tightly, I have never hoped that you will give me your life. But I have already given you all my life.
Many years ago, I once asked you, is it worth exchanging all your youth, faith and life for someone's love?
Now, I realize that there are some things that are not worth it. ”
Zhao Ziyi hugged Su Yu and stood on top of the West Lake, with a lonely smile.
He finally lost his life for the swallow who was dressed in the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River, and after Rong Hua thanked him, it was just one time, and the mountains and rivers were forever silent.
Someone was boating on the West Lake, Zhao Ziyi looked at the white hair of Su Yu in his arms, looked at the lotus girl, and listened to the lotus girl singing: "The wind and dust are exhausted, and I am tired of combing my hair day and night." Things are people, and everything is resting, and Yu tears flow first. It is said that Sungai spring is still good, and it is also planned to go on a light boat. I am only afraid of the Sungai boat, which cannot be carried and has many worries. ”
Zhao Ziyi smiled: "It turns out that you need to wait until the wind and dust are exhausted, so that you can see the last wind and clear moon, and the moon is full."
But I'm not going to let you die like this. ”
Zhao Ziyi quietly closed his eyes, his eyes closed like wings, his breathing gradually subsided, and the smile on the corner of his mouth condensed like a statue.
When she fell in love with Su Yu, her heart was like a bead on a huā leaf, trembling gently to see the boundless joy.
However, now it is broken like a huā petal in the palm of the hand, and the petal is silent.
The last star finally disappeared from the horizon. As she looked up at the sky, she thought of him for the last time tonight. She didn't know if she would have such a chance to sit and sleep with him in the future.
The bright moon is a high-rise building and leans alone, and the wine enters the bowels of sorrow and turns into lovesick tears.
When Su Yu woke up, he had already come to the nameless island again.
Everything is as worried as yesterday, everything on the island has not changed, but there is no more Zhao Ziyi by his side.
Only Zhao Ziyi's cold corpse was still in his arms. Su Yu thought about it for a long time before he figured out everything about it.
It turned out that what was contained on this mountain wall was a fairy magic that was regarded as a secret that had not been passed down through the ages. Su Yu practiced the knife and could kill people thousands of miles away.
And Zhao Ziyi refining qi, he can keep his face unchanged, his youth will last forever, he can also save people, and he can even bring the dead back to life when he cultivates to the extreme.
It's just that Zhao Ziyi's cultivation is not at home, and if she wants to save Su Yu, she has to pay with her life.
Even so, she still walked without regrets.
Su Yu pulled out the jade cutting knife and prompted the 10,000-year-old cold jade in the knife, and as soon as the cold air was released, everything was condensed into ice.
Su Yu knew that she could save him, and he should also be afraid. The jade cutting knife held tightly in his hand, like a driftwood drowning in his hand, has become a way of redemption for unfortunate fate.
But he had to do better, faster!
Hurry, hurry, hurry!
Sun Tzu's Art of War has a saying: As for the drifter, the disease of the water is also powerful!
You have to be fast and run at the same time to save Zhao Ziyi's smile and voice before her body ages.
Throughout the year, Su Yu swallowed and absorbed the essence of heaven, earth, sun and moon on the words on the mountain wall day and night, condensing a breath of living people.
With the passage of time, Su Yu's old face began to become younger.
His gray hair was also jet black again.
But at this time, Su Yu encountered a bottleneck, and he couldn't go any further.
There is only longing for Zhao Ziyi at a loss, and the thoughts of Zhao Ziyi are often like a thunderstorm in summer, with a loud sound, pouring the body and mind. All the sorrow and pain suddenly rolled in front of him.
He was so sad that he couldn't find the bridge he had crossed, and he couldn't find the boat he had crossed. All around was boundless darkness, no starlight, no moonlight, terror and despair reached out from the darkness and clamped his heart tightly.
The thoughts of Zhao Ziyi often rushed over him unexpectedly, and he was suddenly scolded before he even had time to sigh!
At this time, his consciousness will fall into darkness and fall into dreams.
He had one world in mind, but God wanted to give him another world. There was a crystal teardrop in that world, and it had been calling him. Teardrops rode the wind all the way, swept through his world, and flicked westward in the falling glow, leaving him to chase behind, and he could only watch the teardrop evaporate in the sun and disappear without a trace.
Every time he woke up from his dream, he opened his eyes in a panic, hurriedly grabbed the knife beside him, and ran out.
It's hard to live alone on a nameless island. The scorching sun, the mud and thorns, and the all-pervasive loneliness. In that long dark night, in the vast uninhabited wasteland, what I most hope for is the figure in the dream, and what I yearn for the most is the smile in the dream.
Then practice the sword, on that difficult journey, under that lonely sky, and use the light of his sword to illuminate the boundless night.
Although he burst into tears countless times at the fork in the road, he couldn't tell whether to move forward or backward many times, and he even wanted to die and let everything be over, and meet her in another world!
However, each time, he had to use tenacious perseverance to pull himself back from the precipice of thought.
He was going to save her. Although it is only once, and only once, it requires a long period of perseverance and perseverance, and a difficult trek, and it even needs to exhaust the light of a person's life, and the energy to win.
When Su Yu woke up every morning and fell asleep in the dark every night, he would constantly remind himself: "No matter where you are, we will eventually get together." Since your life and mine have been linked, how can it be so easy to break off? ”
He finally knew the name of the man he loved on this autumn day when the leaves were about to fall.
He also knew, it turned out that he had been ignoring his and hers' happiness.
But that year, that night in late spring and early summer, she used her pain and intoxication to make him desperately choose to be a spicy bird that pounced on her.
It was a fate that could not be resisted, and did not want to be unwilling to resist. But he could not sing, for all his voices were gone with tears. So that he could only use his hoarse voice, in the bleakness of winter, lonely tears, lonely knife dancing.
The heart of spring is not a total of huā fighting, an inch of acacia and an inch of gray!
In life, he has nothing to grow, but he has no regrets when he can meet her!
It's another year of winter solstice, the snow huā falls, and the plum huā opens.
He stood in front of the plum tree she had stood, and when he remembered the words she had sung, tears suddenly flowed down his face.
"Every year in the snow, I often get drunk. There is no good intention to help Mei Huā, and he won full of tears. At the end of the earth this year, Xiao Xiao's temples are blooming. Look at the late wind, so it should be ugly plum huā. ”
He looked at Mei Huā with an unspeakable pain in his heart: why did such a beautiful huā wither so quickly.
She once made a very gentle promise to Mei Huā. Now that promise has finally taken root in his heart. As much as he loved her, his pain and despair were as strong as he could, but this pain and despair still could not make his love for her a little less.
Every time the world was sprinkled with moonlight and starlight, he would be alone, smiling all the time, remembering her from the bottom of his heart.
In the humble world, among thousands of people who weep bitterly, he is still the one who loves without regrets.
Therefore, he still practices swords, and he still refines qi. Despite being alone, it is so lonely and lonely. He's still struggling to hold on.
When he practiced the knife, some sad sentences often appeared in his heart: Autumn yin does not disperse and the frost flies late, leaving the dry lotus to listen to the sound of the rain. The past has been hurt several times in the world, and Yamagata is still cold.
His sword qi became more and more powerful, but his qi refining technique could not take a single step.
He can kill all the people in the world, but he can't save the person he wants to see the most!
So he became thinner and thinner, drunk alone every time, patted the stone and sang, the song said: "How can life be free from sorrow and hatred, what is the limit of selling hun's lonely, returning from the dream of the old garden, feeling double tears." Who is on the high-rise building, forget the autumn and clear days. The past is empty, it's still like a dream... Hugh asked, afraid to ask, ask each other and add hatred..............."
That day, he was finally ready to give up.
All grievances have ended, the love and hate of Sonoon have been empty, and there is nothing to be nostalgic for in life.
He suddenly wanted to laugh, laugh! I want to cry, I want to cry! But he just sat there motionless.
The huā in the valley has fallen, and winter has come again. And the spring of life has also passed, what is left?
The stars and moons in the valley are no different from those of a thousand years ago, but the people in them will never come back.
When you are alone, everything you have is emptiness and loneliness, and when you fall in love with someone, everything you have is sweetness and happiness. But if that person is no longer there, all the sweetness and sadness are tangled together, what kind of pain should it be?
At that moment, Su Yu laughed, he grabbed the jade cutting knife in his hand, and danced towards the moonlight, the knife technique was full of momentum, charming as the willows on the moon, gorgeous as the hibiscus and the beautiful sun, faint as the distant mountains of autumn water, sharp as an eagle flying in the mountains, and graceful as a quan cave and a secluded spring. Contempt for wind and rain and resist thunder and lightning, and the four wildernesses have crossed the millennium.
At this moment, Su Yu finally understood the secret of Kuaiya Dao and Kuaiya Island.
The sword qi of the Kuaiya knife is used to kill, so the more sad you are, the more fierce you are. However, the Qi Alchemy Technique is used to save people, and only a happy state of mind can meet its cultivation requirements.
The reason why Zhao Ziyi was able to cultivate was entirely because the time on the island was Zhao Ziyi's happiest time.
And now, without Zhao Ziyi by his side, how can Su Yu be happy. If he can't be happy, he won't be able to practice Qi Alchemy, and he won't be able to save Zhao Ziyi, this is really a sad circle.
A person wants to pursue happiness, but does not understand that only when he has happiness in his heart can he attain ultimate happiness.
And now, Su Yu can only save his beloved if he is happy first.
It is said that only one person can be happy when he is happy, and he can get the happy postscript of two people: yesterday's sun can no longer shine on today's leaves, and today's leaves are not yesterday's leaves. The banks of the river bloom with similar huā flowers every year, and different people walk on both sides of the river every year.
Thousands of years have passed, and the sea has already become a mulberry field, and the contemporaries of Su Yu and Zhao Ziyi have already settled in the ground. Whether it is a scheming person who is full of tricks, a charming and dashing person, a beautiful person with a peerless style, or an ordinary person, they are all dead!
From dust, and to dust.
However, according to people who have lived there for generations, no matter how time turns and how the world changes, there is always a little girl and a middle-aged man, who are there.
On this day, Su Yu looked at the white clouds in the sky and sighed. Su Yu's memory had awakened when he killed Lennon. He already understood that he was in a virtual world, but Zhao Ziyi here had accompanied him for so many years. Su Yu was deeply trapped in it and was reluctant to wake up.
But Su Yu also understood that he didn't have much time to stay. He must return to Sirius' location in the metaverse. There are still many things to deal with there.
This time entering this virtual illusion to conduct a duel, Su Yu did not gain nothing.
The cultivation of the Kuai sword technique allowed Su Yu to master a new skill, and the mental method and knife technique recorded in it were indeed broad and profound, which was enviable.
Su Yu has only barely achieved a small success so far, and he has not fully comprehended the power of it.
Su Yu believed that after he went out, he would be able to integrate the sword intent of the Kuaiya Knife into the Divine Ghost Splitting Heaven Hand. It can also be fused into the sword of the Doomsday Celestial Sword.
These gains are visible, but there is another harvest that is intangible and extremely important.
That's the experience of the state of mind! Every time you enter the virtual fantasy world, it is like a reincarnation and rebirth experience, starting from scratch again and experiencing mortal dust. When you wake up, you will have more memories for a lifetime, and your understanding of the nature of heaven will be more profound.
And the realization and improvement of this state of mind is very important for the advancement of the Xuantian Nine Transformation Exercises.