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During this time, Chen Jie would quietly walk to the square every day to observe the people in the town who were busy starting their "new" life, after experiencing this series of things, Chen Jie found that looking at the poverty, busy and fulfilling life of ordinary people would make his heart completely calm, and in this calm, he began to gradually reflect and think about many things.

After experiencing a harsh test between life and death, Chen Jie instinctively began to think about a lot of things.

What does it mean to come to fullness on your own?

Why is the reborn self being calculated by others again and again?

What was the reason for surviving this time?

Is it really because of his strength after all?

Are you really ready to compete in the world?

Have you really thought about how you want to develop in the future?

Like this, many, many questions appeared in Chen Jie's mind......

These questions seem simple, Chen Jie already felt that they were things that he understood before, but when Chen Jie began to think seriously and began to face his heart, he found that he didn't fully understand many things, and he didn't really see many things clearly.

Whether it is to improve his strength, for Chen Lu, for those women like Zhao Sixiao who love him, or for the responsibility and honor of being a human warrior, there is no problem with his original intention of fighting against oppression and exterminating zombies, until now, even if he has died nine times in his life, Chen Jie has never regretted this decision.

What really makes Chen Jie reflect and re-examine is his re-understanding of himself, the interpersonal relationships he handles, and the world related to him.

Not really seeing yourself clearly, not really seeing what you have, not really seeing what you need, this is the most fundamental reason why you have been calculated by others again and again, and you have repeatedly hovered between life and death.

Since being reborn as the strongest evolutionary, although he is very calm, and even a little indifferent, but in fact, the titles of "leader" and "savior" are to make themselves complacent, to make themselves feel different, to make themselves think that they are the legendary gods who have the aura of "pig's feet", and who cannot be killed or retreated, and also make themselves feel that they are capable of doing more things, and it is this series of adoring eyes, honorary titles, that make them begin to get lost, The last step into a desperate situation.

At the end of the day, the reborn self has no time to truly recognize himself. I don't understand that at this moment, I am no longer the pathetic person who was betrayed by others, had no brothers and no relatives, and finally threw his body into a tree hole. I am no longer the ordinary teenager who laughed with him for high credits and high salary before the end of the world.

I am no longer the poor person who was deceived and betrayed, and I am not an ordinary boy who needs to accompany a smiling face, no matter how far it is, that kind of life has long been far away from me, and I can't go back if I want to, but the painful memories of being betrayed, the tenacious memories left by more than 20 years of life and the life experience given to me by the growth and life of the ordinary teenager, have given themselves a deep "thinking imprint", and the "thinking imprint" has become a special angle in many cases. Let yourself know and look at the "window" of the world.

Invincible Reborn!!

Looking out of that window, his rebirth is indeed God's favorite, with a pig's foot halo.

The strongest evolutionary, this title is indeed earth-shattering and worth defending!

Looking inward from that window, it was incomparably awesome to build a large force from nothing in less than a month after the end of the world, and to become a fifth-order advanced evolutionary who escaped from the hands of government troops.

Now it seems ridiculous.

It was the first realization that made me unconsciously begin to despise others, forgetting that the government was huge and complex and I don't know how much darkness was hidden, and finally became a chess piece at the mercy of others, and was easily calculated by Li Qiang, and almost buried the entire university of Little Red Bird.

The second realization has always allowed me to subconsciously hold a certain fluke in my heart, and did not put the matter of improving my strength and level in the most important and urgent position, but always had some kind of idea of going with the flow. And it is this idea that makes him hover between life and death repeatedly, and becomes weak when he encounters opponents who are higher than his level, so that he has no power to resist at all in King Kong, the Zombie King, and the zombie tide.

If he was reborn at that time, he would have taken Chen Lu and the people he wanted to protect by his side for the first time, and then he began to prepare to improve his strength wholeheartedly, and the whole person would be more restrained. I'm afraid that Cao Weiguang, Yan Ling and others will not go to a different path from themselves! After being reborn, I seem to be too arrogant.,Now think about it.,The original self was just an ordinary dick man.,A member of the least outstanding in this particular social group (dormitory).。 Suddenly, the tone changed drastically, and the act of saying a lot of inexplicable words in a commanding tone that made everyone scratch their heads, and then falling asleep after saying it was really too thoughtless.

Why should I be? Can you drag it like this just by falling out of love? Don't talk about anything else that is unreasonable, let's talk about the most incredible, oh, you kid left his buddies dry all night, and then without saying a word, he picked up his sister and said to his roommate: The end of the world is here! I only thought about your sister's safety, and I didn't think about my roommate's parents, relatives, or wife at all. This is simply the hatred of killing your mother, the hatred of killing your wife, if you don't turn your face with yourself, it's already a good temper? Did you really think about them? No, not really!

And the evolutionary core that can be obtained by killing a few zombies anywhere, is there really no way to get it without the army? That's absolute. As long as you are careful, you can casually take your own team to eat and drink spicy food, do you really need to be so stiff with the government army? As long as his attitude is not so tough, even if he offers a little bit of material, presumably the already anxious government will not pay attention to himself and others!

And why didn't you do it?

In the final analysis, this is because I haven't taken the relationship around me seriously. At that time, I didn't put this matter in the first place where life and death were imminent, I gave myself too many luck and excuses, and my subconscious was a little complacent about the strength of my strongest evolutionary, and I couldn't wait to show myself, and I subconsciously didn't want to be with the government army, and I was hostile to them.

The unforgiving reality quickly makes itself pay dearly for its mistakes.

Not only did he fail to see his own strengths and problems, but his lack of vigilance against the people around him made him hopelessly stupid.

From Cao Weiguang and Yan Ling's respective paths at the beginning, to Zhang Yi's ingratitude to himself, from Niu Pei and Qi Yihui's resistance to himself, to the confrontation with the government army, and finally the incident of encountering wolves and touching the mother emperor in the arsenal, he has shown his scumbag communication ability more than once. There is also an excessive conceit of his own strength, and he has been hovering between life and death three times, and when he comes into contact with the underground arsenal, he actually did not prevent the special situations that may arise underground, which is really unforgivable.

If you are smarter, you should act cautiously at the first time when government forces come into contact.

It's a pity I didn't. In the final analysis, he is still looking at the government army from the perspective of a small person, a behemoth full of authority and a sense of justice, and instinctively refuses to believe that such a place that represents a certain hope in the Chinese continent will be a place where dirt and dirt are hidden and allowed to weave conspiracies and oppress the people.

In the authoritative place of justice, there will always be some inexplicable expectations in the hearts of the little people, and there will always be wishful thinking that the bigger the place, the brighter it is, which is the sadness of all the little people. And in China, the biggest danger is often not those high-ranking officials, but those spoiled messy gentlemen, who are best at hiding themselves in the brightest places to do the darkest things, flaunting evil as holiness and ugliness as justice. Then, let their high-ranking parents' parents give them a good butt.

After being reborn, I still did not get rid of the unique mindset of small people for more than 20 years, and unanimously believed that the government forces were good people and soldiers were the people's soldiers, and made the mistakes that all small people made.

Later, the crisis encountered in the underground arsenal showed that he exaggerated his strength excessively, could not see how much he was capable of, and was overly conceited. Shen Xiaodong just grasped his lifeline and knew where his weaknesses were, so they could grasp their whereabouts so accurately, so their arrangement for themselves would be so perfect. encountered a wolf attack, it was already a life and death crisis, exposing many problems, and also letting me understand how unguaranteed my strength was here, but unfortunately, Shen Xiaodong was killed, and the joy of becoming the new owner of Huang Yangmei made me not think deeply about the last warning that the life and death crisis that was resolved by myself may allow him to avoid a desperate situation.

So, just a little bit, just a little bit, he almost dedicated himself to the arsenal and joined the armed soldiers who were solved by the mother emperor.

After calming down, think carefully about what was the reason and logical thinking that supported you to stay at that time? At this time, it will even feel a little ridiculous to say it, in my heart, the reason and logic that supported me to continue to stay at that time was actually my own judgment of my own situation at that time, my fifth-order combat power, and if I couldn't kill it, I could dodge it.

For those who have not experienced the cruelty of the end times, perhaps the strength of a fifth-order evolutionary is indeed enough, and with the ability of a fifth-order evolutionary, he can get out under the tide of thousands of corpses, sixth-order zombie kings, and mutant beasts, which is a guarantee of life. But for myself, this is far from enough, why not enough, because I am no longer an ordinary person and a small person, I have played a pivotal role in many times, can affect many things, and the problems and difficulties I encounter are far beyond those encountered by ordinary people and small people, which requires me to have stronger strength as support.

Chen Jie fully understood this truth later, and this understanding made him re-examine himself and many things he encountered.

Seeing yourself clearly and managing the relationships around you is sometimes more important than improving your strength.

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