Meng Hai was drunk again, what about quitting drinking?

Meng Hai, eat undelicious dishes, drink unpleasant wine, liquor, Meng Hai drank it with a bang, in a simple house, drinking wine, drinking and drinking. The food is not delicious, the wine is not good, everything is bad, but when people are drunk, no matter how bad things are, they don't seem to exist.

People need spiritual support, and anyone who has lived in a tent knows that if a tent can be erected, it needs to be pierced with poles, and when it is arched through poles, the tent will be propped up. People are the same, they need spiritual support, whether it is family affection or love or friendship, etc., these things that can give people strength can be regarded as people's spiritual support, a person's spiritual support, can be a piggy bank, can be a rag doll, can be a woman's legs, can be a girl's white skirt, can be a teacher's smile, can be grandma's wrinkles, people's spirit needs support, just as a tent needs to wear poles.

Meng Hai was drunk, and he couldn't find spiritual support, so he used wine to support him. God, I'm drunk, did you invent wine? Why do you want to make people drunk?

Oh my God, Meng Hai was drunk, before, Meng Hai made a lot of decisions, saying, quit smoking, and later, he smoked again, quit smoking, and became a borrowed cigarette, but finally, Meng Hai quit smoking, his girlfriend, Yun Ant Mo, also smoked, and has not quit so far, Meng Hai also said, quit prostitution, but, today, he is lewd again, he also said, to quit drinking, but today, another person, drank liquor, drank wine, drunk, good people, like eggs, drunk eggs, drunk eggs.

Meng Hai paid attention to some of Ye Duhong's recent actions, Ye Duhong, led the villagers of Woniu Village to resist the wicked people of Baiyu Mountain, Meng Hai paid attention to Ye Duhong's actions, and also had some discussions with Ye Duhong. Meng Hai's idea is that those behaviors that disrupt social order should be corrected. Society is orderly, good people do good deeds and give people an example, and this person is kind. That person is kinder, so that an order is formed, and like queuing up to buy buns, people are all working in the same direction.

And the wicked people of Baiyushan broke the order, robbed other people's property, sabotaged others to work in the direction of goodness, interrupted other people's studies, and snatched students to the mountains and ravaged them wantonly. Destroying the peace of society.

Ye Duhong is arming many people, resisting the wicked people of Baiyushan, Ye Duhong's armed people are very revolutionary, Meng Hai is in favor of Ye Duhong's actions, he, a person who has left the army, sometimes inevitably cares about military affairs, he has an idle heart.

Meng Hai used to have only a hundred yuan on him. He can eat in a government office canteen, but. Due to the war with the aliens, this canteen can't serve breakfast, lunch and dinner, and the time is not so punctual. But it doesn't matter, it's okay not to be punctual, as long as you have something to eat.

And Meng Hai wanted to have breakfast. If you go to other places to buy breakfast to eat, it is difficult to support a month for a hundred yuan, let alone a month, even half a month. But there is a place that sells yakiniku for a dollar. If you only eat one baked cake in the morning, you can eat it for 100 days for 100 yuan, and 100 days is more than three months. After such a thought, Meng Hai was still very happy, because according to this method, a hundred yuan is still enough, and there is no need to be anxious and depressed.

Now it's different from the past, the current Meng Hai has enough money on him, in a place like an urban village where everything is cheap, there is no problem for a person to spend a long time, there is no problem, Meng Hai is happy.

With enough money on the body, in a place where everything is cheap, people's mood is relaxed, there is not so much pressure in life, there is no mental depression, there are no worries, there is no sorrow.

Meng Hai has already thought about this kind of day without sorrow, and this kind of day is finally coming, there will be happiness every day, today is this kind of happiness, tomorrow is that kind of happiness, and every day is different.

What are the happy things that Meng Hai has in the urban villages? What will he go to other urban villages? What will he experience? Even he himself does not know.

Meng Hai is growing up, a long time ago, he was still a child, and now of course he is also a big child, but it is different from the previous state, Meng Hai is growing up, all aspects of his thinking, have matured a lot, he has more understanding of society, he has seen a richer life, and these rich lives are not seen by Meng Hai, a rural child, Meng Hai is a rural child, he was wandering around the village before he was thirteen years old, he has not seen any rich life, his understanding of the world is not sufficient, he has not opened his eyes to see the world, until later, he went to a magic school, learned spells, and slowly opened his eyes to see the world。

Meng Hai stayed in the hotel for a night, last night, he wrote a novel in the hotel, Meng Hai is the same as Ye Duhong, he also has the hobby of writing, writing is a good thing, he can write in the mountains, he can write in the bottom of the sea, he can write in a high-end hotel, he can write in a small hotel in an urban village.

Meng Hai has always been in a state of drifting, he has an unstable heart, he always wants to go to a far place, to a place, and wants to go to a farther place, the road is bumpy, the journey is tiring, but he is never tired of it.

What is the significance of what Meng Hai does every day? He himself can't say it, he does a lot of things every day, most of which he is unwilling to do, but he still has to keep doing it. One of the obvious things is that he doesn't want to take a car, and it's very uncomfortable to take a car, but since he wants to travel, he has to take transportation, and there are too many things he doesn't want to do, so he has to do it head-on.

Meng Hai wanted to earn income through writing, but he always failed to succeed, and after a long time, Meng Hai's heart deteriorated, without strength and spiritual support, or spiritual support writing, has lost its original effectiveness.

Meng Hai in the hotel was already like a sculpture, sitting on the bed in a daze, listening to the sounds on the street outside, listening to it, his body was tired and weak.

It's always like this, and he's about to collapse.

The streets of this urban village are narrow, Meng Hai lives in the urban village, and there is a more interesting feeling, because the nightlife outside is rich, there are more people, all kinds of people are there, the crowd here is complex, this richness, Meng Hai likes. Meng Hai doesn't like too simple interpersonal relationships, the more complicated the better, for example, one person is another person's teacher, but he is that person's girlfriend, etc., the more complicated the more interesting.

Meng Hai quit drinking, after drinking this time, he decided to quit drinking, he also knew that he would quit drinking this time, and the strength would be very strong, and if he said he didn't drink, he really wouldn't drink.

Meng Hai has long stopped smoking, and he has already quit it, and this time he will quit drinking again, and the double ring will bring a good body.

Meng Hai always felt that the smoke and rain outside were hazy, and he was like a floating leaf, and this feeling of smoke and rain was sometimes desolate. But Meng Hai seems to be used to this state, and now he has lost Yun Ant Mo, I don't know where Yun Ant Mo is now, and the decision he made to travel made him lose his girlfriend Yun Ant Mo, but Meng Hai still insists on floating like this, because he is used to this kind of life.

Whether it is a prosperous or humble city, stop and go, this is the current life of Meng Hai.

In the vivid urban village, Meng Hai can't find the direction, today in this alley, where to go tomorrow? Like this, there is always no home, always drifting, a heart, from the initial masculine and fresh, has become vicissitudes, an old heart, how to continue the next journey?

Meng Hai has thought about it, or go to that place tomorrow, and when he goes to that place, he wants to change places again, he always can't find the life he wants, so drifting, painful, sad, sad, crying, it has become his experience all the way.

Over the past few days, Meng Hai has been to many places, tired and tired, but he still doesn't want to stop the next road, and he has to continue to drift.

Ah, since I don't know the road of tomorrow today, I don't think about it, and when tomorrow comes, maybe I will know which way to go, and I may know where I want to go.

There is always a blank time in the brain, in the hotel, Meng Hai stared at the wall, distracted, he didn't think about anything, just stared at the wall, as if there was someone in the wall.

Meng Hai has a somewhat withdrawn personality, people like him are always depressed, and he doesn't have a very cheerful mood, even if he encounters happy things, he should have been elated if he wants to put it on others, but he is always light, as if these good things didn't happen to him.

Meng Hai often sees some programs on TV, those programs are different, many programs are showing off, some show off success, some show off failure, some win applause, some win sympathy, however, those TV, reporters, movies, many people mistakenly think that those art forms, program content, can bring people a kind of truth, can tell people the real life, let people know, oh, this is the real world. In fact, Meng Hai found that the vast majority of the content in the real world is any art form, What the news media can't present, life is too big, the real world is too big, you can't use one lens to shoot everyone, the person you can't photograph, what he's doing, what he just did, these are all things that others can't understand, Meng Hai holds this view, that is, people can't understand the whole world, even if a person lives to be a hundred years old, the world he can understand is only a small point of the whole world, this small point, very small.

In order to see and experience the real world, Meng Hai took the steps of his travel, and then came to this urban village that he loved. (To be continued.) )