In this battle between me and Li Jun, I thought that the god of luck favored me again, and I would definitely win.

But when I doubted Xing Rui, the sense of victory in my heart suddenly disappeared, and was replaced by an unspeakable sense of frustration.

God cares about me and a huge joke I make.

If I hadn't fallen in love with Xing Rui, maybe I wouldn't have been so uncomfortable.

But during the time I spent with Xing Rui, I gave my true feelings, and my feelings for Xing Rui were sincere and free of any impurities.

From the beginning of the opening, I have not defended Xing Rui, but now it seems that I am really embarrassed.

Because I know that in Xing Rui's heart, I am just the target of her revenge.

Just like I did with the rain dragon at the beginning, I used to stubbornly believe that as long as the rain dragon can die in my hands, even if I live thirty years less in this life, I will not hesitate to pay any price.

However, when that hatred was released instantly, I was surprised to find that revenge was not, as I imagined, and brought pleasure to my long-suppressed spirit.

On the contrary, my heart was instantly hollowed out by an inexplicable thing.

In fact, people like Xing Rui and me, our personalities are sometimes very similar.

They are all the kind of people with tough personalities.

The reason why Xing Rui hid himself so deeply was nothing more than to follow my old path.

At the beginning, in order to confuse Yulong, I also pretended to be my grandson in front of Yulong. At that time, my purpose was very clear, it was to kill him.

But Xing Rui didn't just ask for my life, which is what I am most afraid of.

I vaguely felt that Xing Rui was mentally torturing me. Reminiscing about the bits and pieces we were together. Quarrels, moods. More than we had a happy time.

I believe in fate, I think that if Xing Rui's father was not because of me, we might be two worlds.

We are like each other, two stars flying in the same orbit, inexplicably colliding together, what will become of the result, I don't know. I don't dare to think about it?

I used to stubbornly think that because of our different personalities, and slowly running in, all problems will be solved.

But everything has proved that feelings are the most sincere thing in the world, and there is no impurity.

Xing Rui used my feelings for her to hurt me, didn't she think that while hurting me, she was also hurting herself?

I used to say that to her. The highest level of deception is to use one's true feelings.

Obviously, Xing Rui did it, and she did it without leakage. And me?

Whatever I ever didn't admit it to now. has been unable to do his own heart like water.

Again, I don't understand it even more. Xing Rui took great pains to weave this net. Could it be that Xing Rui is a pig?

It was her father who sacrificed his life to save me, and it was Cheng Fatzi who made trouble. Am I also a victim of TMD?

Xing Rui's mind is obviously stuck in this dead knot.

I tried to use Xing Rui's ideas to analyze Xing Rui's life.

A girl who was born in a police family since she was a child, has been dependent on her father since she was a child, and they all say that the girl is her father's little lover in her last life.

Xing Rui's love for his father is the most unforgettable.

So the question arises?

Her father died because of me, and at the moment of the car accident, I knew that it was his father who protected me with his broad body and paid with his life.

But I don't want to do that! I almost died, too.

But Xing Rui obviously can't untie this dead knot, just like I hated Fang Chen at the beginning, I think that if it weren't for Fang Chen, Wu Hai would not have died.

But thinking about Fang Chen's thoughts, after all, he is related to Bai Xue by blood, and the blood of the Fang family flows, if it weren't for Fang Chen secretly protecting me, I don't know how many times I died in Nie Ying's hands.

As people slowly open up and mature, there are some problems that cannot be just looked at the surface.

I forgive Fang Chen, in fact, I know that he is also innocent, if Fang Chen is replaced by me, for the sake of family affection, I think I may be the same as Fang Chen.

After thinking about it, I pointed the finger at peace, which is also a kind of spiritual sublimation.

But obviously, Xing Rui didn't, like me, saw the problem so thoroughly.

The car arrived unconsciously, Yangbei City Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine.

In the ward, I met Li Jun's parents and himself.

Li Jun was lying on the bed, as if waiting for me, his parents sat aside, and the atmosphere of the whole room

Dull and depressing.

I walked into the ward with an expressionless face, Li Jun's father, after all, was the leader, and when he saw me get up, he got up and said with a pleasant face:

"Come in and sit, I'm sorry for such a hot day, bother you, come in and sit!

And Li Jun's mother, obviously not as well as her father, looked at me with a stiff face and an expressionless face.

It was like I owed her a lot of money.

When Li Jun saw me coming in, he frowned and smiled bitterly, and nodded as a greeting.

In the ward, Li Jun's family and me were concerned, and I was a little disappointed without Xing Rui.

What does it mean that Li Jun called his parents?

Are you going to spray the blood of the dog I scolded, and vent the resentment in your heart? Or did Li Jun use his father's ability in Yangbei City to suppress me from giving up Xing Rui? I do not know?

Since I entered the room, I have been muttering to myself that I am still as rich and shameless.

After all, in the matter of Li Jun, I am still a little weak-hearted. Although it has nothing to do with me, after all, Li Jun is now disabled.

If it was to jump off the building and Li Jun came to see me, I promised that my mother would be in the ward and would not be able to wear the hat that Li Jun scolded.

It was a small single room of 20 square meters, neat and clean.

I walked around the ward, I didn't feel a supernatural presence at all, there was a bouquet of flowers on the bedside table, I put the milk in my hand on the table, and said in a calm tone:

"How is your body recovering?

Li Jun lay on the bed, cried and laughed, and said:

"The recovery is not bad, every day like going to work, massage and acupuncture, practice functional rehabilitation training.

As soon as Li Jun finished speaking, his father took out a pack of cigarettes and asked:

"Smoking?

I shook my head and said:

"No smoking in the ward. In the past, when I was hospitalized, Li Jun took care of me. When I became addicted to smoking, Li Jun always helped me quit my addiction.

As soon as I said this, I said. Li Jun's father was a little embarrassed and stuffed the cigarette into his pocket.

The four of us sat in the hospital room, and none of us easily cut to the chase.

But obviously, from the faces of Li Jun's parents, I can see that they must have something to say to me, because their expressions are a little bit, except for Li Jun's father, who is quite natural, Li Jun and her mother are obviously holding back things in their hearts.

We said some polite words in the hospital room, and they were all said. In the past, Director Cao was alive.

I heard from Li Jun's mouth that Li Jun had great respect for Director Cao.

After all, at the beginning, Xing Rui took care of Li Jun and was arranged by Director Cao.

In this matter, Director Cao is a pimple in my heart.

Li Jun's family style is very admirable, although I can see on his mother's face, she does not want to see me.

But her mother, from beginning to end, did not say a word of unpleasantness.

At the beginning, I remember when Li Jun was rescued in the intensive care unit. Her mother's knife-like mouth made Xing Rui cry bitterly.

After I came to the ward, Li Jun's mother didn't say a word of unpleasantness, no matter what. Some alone are incomparable to ordinary families, after all, if it weren't for me. Nor will his son be like this.

Although Li Jun's parents are not difficult for me. But when I was in the ward, I was on pins and needles. I sat down. About half an hour, seeing that Li Jun didn't say anything about the purpose of looking for me, he shirked and wanted to leave.

When Li Jun saw that I was leaving, he held his head high and said:

"Wait a minute, I have something to say to you.

As soon as he said this, I obviously felt that Li Jun was already three points shorter than me in terms of momentum.

I say:

"Li Jun, we haven't known each other for a day or two, and if we have something to say, we don't have any worries.

You are seriously ill now, I know you feel uncomfortable, don't worry, I won't be angry about anything you say.

When I was hospitalized, you have been monitoring me, I was lying in bed for more than a month, I can't get out of bed, I can understand your feelings now, I know that you look down on me from the bottom of your heart, and if you want to scold me, it's no big deal.

We're all gentlemen, I can bear it if I vent it.

As soon as I said this, Li Jun's mother covered her face and choked.

A sad atmosphere permeated the room. Li Jun asked his father to help him up, and he put a pillow on his back to make himself look less embarrassed.

He smiled and said:

"Can you give me a cigarette of yours?

I glanced at his father, who nodded.

I pulled out my cigarette and handed it to him.

Li Jun smiled and said, "Li Qunyan, I remember that you have always smoked this brand."

I lit a fire for him and said, "I'm a man who is old in my bones, and I recognize one brand of cigarette and don't smoke anything else."

Li Jun took a puff of cigarette and said:

"I'm not qualified to scold you now, if it weren't for my body, I would be a labor reformer like you? I called you over today, with only one purpose, I will give you Xing Rui, and our hatred will end in the future.

My eyes lit up and I stared at Li Jun's haggard face, and when he said this himself, I was quite surprised, looking at his bloodshot eyes.

I could tell that he must have thought about it all night before making this difficult decision. Li Jun's idea is very simple, people are inherently self-aware, Xing Rui and I grew up together, and he loves Xing Rui without hesitation.

Throughout his childhood, guarding in the most beautiful golden period of his life, this man guarded with his heart, and the beloved girl stayed by Xing Rui's side until he joined the work.

That friendship was deeper than the sea and higher than the mountains, but under my involvement, all the success failed.

The reason why Li Jun bowed his head was because he realized that he was no longer capable of protecting Xing Rui and giving her Xing Rui's happiness, so he was forced to bow his head to me helplessly.

What does it mean for a man of flesh and blood to bow his head to another man?

I know in my heart that Li Jun used to be such a tough person, and he was like a second child in front of Director Cao, and he fought me several times.

Now it's soft like noodles, how can I not understand what he thinks at this time. (To be continued......)