"You know what? At first, I was very sad. Lisa said, "But I can't blame any of you. Because you don't know that I like you, and Duoduo doesn't know that I like you. I didn't say anything, but silently put this feeling in my heart. When you and Duoduo were together, I cried almost every night. ”

"......" Hearing Lisa say that, I was speechless. Because, I didn't know that I could cause so much pain to a person.

Lisa added, "Later, I consoled myself and let myself see a little bit away. To love someone, just watch them be happy. Later I found out that this is really the case: when I see you happy, I will be happy; I will laugh when I see you laugh. Of course, I will be very sad to see you sad. Even, I will cry silently for you behind my back.

I've also read all the books you've read. I just understood what you liked. You like the loyal love in it, and you like the wisdom of planning ahead in it. Because there are traces on it that you lightly marked. So, I collected all these books. ”

I have an impression of what Lisa said: I remember that when I was in school at that time, I was really obsessed with "Romance of the Three Kingdoms" for a while. Not only "Romance of the Three Kingdoms", but also "Romance of the Three Kingdoms", "History of the Three Kingdoms" and so on, but all books related to the Three Kingdoms, I am very interested.

During that time, whenever I had time, I would forget about running to the library. Everything in the library that has something to do with the Three Kingdoms has basically been read by me. I also vaguely remember the "book borrower" in the library at that time, who was unusually enthusiastic about me. Now that I think about it, it really seems like it's Lisa!

But what I don't understand is why I only seem to have seen Lisa twice and never see her again. It wasn't until I got acquainted with Duoduo that I saw her again. But. At that time, I didn't associate her with the "enthusiastic borrower" at all. However, Lisa's next words immediately explained the doubts in my heart:

Lisa said: "Later, when I was on duty, the management office found out that I couldn't find those books that I could not find, so they ...... me."

Listen to Lisa. I was both surprised and helpless. I wanted to comfort her a few words, but I didn't know where to start. In the end, it turned out to be: "I'm sorry! ”

When Lisa saw me apologizing, she smiled wryly and said, "Fool, you are not to blame for this. If you want to blame me, I can only blame myself for being useless, and I dare not tell you. The mistakes you make, as long as you take them for yourself. However, I don't regret it at all. Even. My heart is very happy! I watched them over and over again, and memorized all the stories by heart. ”

I really didn't expect that Lisa would not hesitate to make mistakes and violate school rules for my sake. No wonder I never saw her again in the library, it turned out that this was what happened.

Lisa's feelings for me were so heavy that I couldn't bear it for a while. If you love someone, you can love so deeply. It's a bit of a shame for me. But I don't want her to be so wrong again.

"Actually. I know how you feel about me. I said, "I just didn't expect it to be so early, so deep!" You know, I'm with Duoduo, and I'm going to treat her well. I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to lie to Duoduo, that's not good for anyone! ”

Lisa hugged me hard in the back again. Say, "I know! So, I try not to disturb you and not interfere in your lives. As long as you are happy, I am happy!

But you know what? I'm so tired of liking you and loving you so much! While silently liking you in my heart. But on the one hand, I want to pretend to be friends with you as if nothing happened, which is really hard! I want to be close to you, to be able to talk to you, to be able to look at you. I ......"

I was afraid that Lisa would cry again as she spoke, so I hurriedly said to her, "Actually, it's not that no one around you likes you, so why are you bothering?" You should learn to keep an eye on the people around you, like ......"

My meaning is very clear, and I am secretly referring to the old ghost.

But Lisa interrupted me at once, saying, "Don't say any more!" Whether you like me or not is your right; But how I like you, that's my own freedom! You don't need to say more. ”

Lisa was resolute, but I didn't want her to give up the whole forest because of me. I still said to her, "I know you don't want to hear it, but I have to say: you can't give up everyone for me." The old ghost is a nice guy, and I believe you know what he does to you? Don't you feel it at all? ”

"I'm not stupid! But I know who I like in my heart. Lisa said, "You also said that the matter of feelings is a matter of two people, and they can't come reluctantly." And he's so attentive, is there a girl who will like him? ”

"That's just a superficial phenomenon, in fact, he's not a bad person!" I say.

"If he has half of your dedication, it will make girls feel safe. But he didn't! "But none of this has anything to do with me. I only have you in my heart! ”

Lisa's words were so straightforward that I didn't know how to answer her for a while. She said: "Fang Yu, don't worry, I won't have any excessive demands." I'll just hold you like this, just for a little while, and nothing else. You know, I can only ask for a little bit. Because, I don't want to embarrass you! ”

Lisa didn't get an answer from me, and was talking there as if she were talking to herself.

Speaking of which, I can't say anything more.

Lisa just sat quietly behind me, holding me like this. I could feel her side face against my back, and then she didn't move, but the strength of her hand grew harder and harder. I was a little choked, but I didn't make a sound.

Lisa murmured, "Fang Yu, I love you!" I love you so much! Sue me, what should I do? Tell me what the hell am I going to do? ”

I could only whisper to Lisa, "Lisa, you are a good girl, but please give up!" This is fruitless, so why should you bother? ”

I said that, but Lisa didn't seem to hear me. He still whispered in his mouth: "Fang Yu, I love you!" I love you so much! Sue me, what the hell should I do? Tell me what the hell am I going to do? ”

After saying that, Lisa couldn't help but sob.

At this moment, the voice of the old ghost suddenly came from outside: "Lisa, what are you doing?" (To be continued......)