Chapter 41: What a self-respecting and self-loving woman
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"It's not...... I didn't! I didn't...... I...... It's true...... That's not what it means,......" Chen Jie sweated on his head: "This, you listen to my explanation." ”
"You don't?" Song Qianwen looked at him: "But what did you do to me just now, how did you do that to me just now, have you thought about my feelings?" Do you have my consent? Do you like me? Do you have a male and female affection for me? You don't? Then why do you despise me so much? ”
"I am willing to give you my qiē, my body, that is my willing, that is my business, that is my love for you; But, how do you do it? You just do this to me, do I owe you, although I am willing to give you all my qiē, but it is not such a law.
'I am willing to give you my body' and 'You forcibly possess my body' are two different concepts. Completely different concepts, polar opposites, diametrically opposed concepts.
'I am willing to give you my own body' is out of my deep love for you, but 'you forcibly possess my body', what do you do to me? There is no reciprocity! ”
"I can give you my qiē, but that's because I like you, and I volunteer. But, just now you treated me like that but you did this to me, do you like me?! You never really knew me, so why don't you like it? If you've never liked me, then I'...... How different is being a prostitute from being abused like this by you?! ”
"Where did you put me Song Qianwen? Where did you put the Song family behind me! You must know that no matter how much I hate this family, I can't change my identity as the daughter of the Song family. Is it really good for you to do this? ”
Chen Jie suddenly felt a little embarrassed.
What Song Qianwen said, it was not wrong in a word. These few words of rhetorical questions made me speechless.
Do you really like her? Do you love her? Just feel it! Is there a relationship between men and women? I'm afraid what I like is her delicate looks! If she were to change her face, would she really be like this? I'm afraid that I have more desire for her, the kind of conquest that subdues the iceberg beauty! It's the perverted feeling of modern teacher-student love!!
Song Qianwen's lips trembled: "I like you, Chen Jie." I love you, Chen Jie! I love you, you love you to the point that you have almost no self, and you have been appearing in my dreams as Prince Charming ever since that day when the hero saved the beauty...... I can do anything for you, and I want you to do anything to me! But go...... I don't want to be a burden to you, you know? So I suppressed my feelings, and did not dare to express my affection for you. I don't want to be any of your burdens, you know? So work hard, desperately improve your strength, I hope to be able to help you in the future. I don't want to be used as a tool for you to vent my sexual desires! Do you understand? So even though I am willing to give my part for you, I refuse your forcible possession of me. ”
"I want to be a complete woman! Even if you don't like me, my love is still complete! I don't want you to trample on it. ”
Chen Jie's face turned pale.
"That's all I have to say." Song Qianwen sighed and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, Chen Jie: I shouldn't have spoken to you like this." I don't want the man I like to feel bad about me. But there are some things you know. ”
She paused and said, "I'm done." Chen Jie, I like you, I love you is true: but you don't like me and I don't love me, it's also true. That's all there is to it. If you still want to do something to me, I will not resist you: if you insist on me, I will give it to you. Will do everything I can to make you happy. But it's because I like you, not because you like me. ”
She closed her eyes and said, "Chen Jie, if you want to do something, then, what are you waiting for?" ”
Chen Jie staggered back and said in a trembling voice: "Don't force me."
Song Qianwen stood upright with her eyes closed, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.
"Today's thing, I'm going too far!" Chen Jie said heavily: "I apologize to you." ”
"I have never loved you before, nor have I had a love for you, I admit it! I only have a man's desire and conquest psychology for you now, and I admit it! ”
With Chen Jie's story, Song Qianwen closed her eyes in despair and felt cold like ice.
"But...." Chen Jie raised his head and looked at her with clear eyes: "No matter what you do, I have already promised to be responsible for you." Qianwen, in the days to come, I will work hard to make myself like you and make me fall in love with you! Chen Jie slowly stepped forward and gently hugged Song Qianwen in his arms, and whispered: "I will make you a happy woman; It will also make you feel that your heart for me will not be in vain. ”
"If I can't do that, I won't touch you, a hair. So, please give me a moment. Chen Jie gently hugged her and said in her ear: "I, Chen Jie, think I'm not a good person, but ......, let me be a complete hooligan, I'm sorry, I can't do it?" I think I'm a hero, but I am ...... Do you know that I finally let my dark belly and ruthless heart be broken by a few words from you, do you believe it? ”
Song Qianwen smiled tearfully and said softly, "I believe it." ”
She raised her head and opened her eyes, looking at Chen Jie: "Xiaoxiong? Do you have this ambition? Won't I have a hard time in the future? ”
Chen Jie smiled: "When you fall in love with me, you should know that falling in love with such a man is a pain you can't bear." ”
Both of them are smart people and will never let each other get into an irreparable situation. As Chen Jie said, what has happened will never change.
Now that it's happened, why bother chasing it! In that case, why not face it together and work together to change this situation?
In life, looking at the world from a different perspective is not the same and beautiful.
"Alright, let's go! If we don't leave, I'm afraid we will be found by Li Qiang's troops who are in hot pursuit. At that time, it was not so easy to leave. ”
"Don't worry, I left him a big surprise over there."
Sure enough, before the words fell, there was a loud noise in the distance.
Rumble! An explosion was heard behind him......
That was the last move that Chen Jie had arranged a long time ago.
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The continuous explosions attracted the attention of the military, and at this time, Li Qiang did not have much spare energy to find Chen Jie's traces.
However, there are always pros and cons. The explosion not only attracted the attention of the military, but also caused more and more zombies to gather around the retreating group. For the zombies with sensitive sounds, there were continuous explosions here, which definitely made the zombie moths put out the flames, and all of them rushed towards this side.
"Chen Jie, are you okay? Great, who do you see we found? A Buick business car braked suddenly, then stopped in front of Chen Jie after a small drift.
The person who jumped out of the cab was Wang Wei, this otaku fat man actually knew how to drive? And judging from the actions just now, the technique is really not bad.
Immediately after that, Chen Jie saw the familiar little sister, Chen Lu was sitting in the co-pilot and waving to him. But this is not surprising, what is unexpected is that the door at the back was opened, and inside were Jiang Yuning and Xu Yuqing, who were looking at him and Song Qianwen with a haggard look and a hint of complicated eyes.
They didn't even die? And unexpectedly escaped back to the Little Red Bird station? What the hell is going on?
Chen Jie was a little dizzy.
"Chen Jie, let's go, it's no longer good here, there are zombies everywhere, we have to get out of here quickly" The little fat man Wang Wei looked at the zombies coming not far behind Chen Jie, and shouted at Chen Jie anxiously.
"Damn, how can there be so many zombies?" Chen Jie looked at more and more zombies, and then looked around, looking depressed. How could this zombie be so fast?
In today's world, there is no more terrifying threat than zombies.
In the face of those walking dead who are not afraid, tireless, and very difficult to kill completely, human beings have always been in a very passive position, and can only defend passively, rather than take the initiative.
Of course, the people living in the Red Bird defense line are much more at ease with the threat of zombies, a strong and stable defense line, student soldiers who fought bloodily, and then food distribution that is not enough to eat, but at least not starving.
Not to say that this is paradise, but at least it is a safe paradise in the last days.
So many zombies! No matter who it is, even if he goes out hunting all day, Chen Jie, whose strength and courage far surpass everyone else, also changed his face at the first time!
At this time, at this time, how can there be zombies?!
"Could it be the explosion that happened not far away? Are these zombies just going...... Or is this something that the fat people specially brought in? ”
At this moment, Chen Jie thought of the explosion sound that came before, so many zombies that burst into it were enough for the Hangcheng military to eat a good pot.
"Get in the car." Chen Jie picked up Song Qianwen and threw it into the car, Chen Jie followed and got into the car, and then the little fat man Wang Wei stepped on the accelerator when he saw people coming up, and in a screeching sound of tires rubbing against the ground, he rammed towards the wide No. 24 provincial highway not far away.
The provincial road, which had not had many vehicles for a long time, was very open, and then it didn't take long for the cars to rush out of this largest garrison base in the whole of Hangzhou not long ago.
Looking at the base behind him with flames and zombies, this was originally a place where everyone temporarily stopped. The expressions of the people sitting in the car were different.
But the same is a sigh, no one thought that he and the others would leave here in such a scene.
It can only be said that the world is impermanent! Ay!
Maybe because of himself and others, this abrupt rescue operation will hurt many innocent people, but no one here will bring it up. Everyone knows that at this time, saving the life that they have been so hard to pick up is the most important thing, as for those who are implicated because they are innocent...... It can only be said that his life is not good!
Sometimes it's not that people are selfish, but between self-preservation and righteousness, normal people will choose self-preservation. Only people who really don't take their lives seriously will express their righteousness.
And anyone here regards their lives very important, at least compared to sacrificing themselves and sacrificing those idle people who have nothing to do with themselves, choosing self-preservation is the most correct choice.
The people in the car, excluding the heartless little fat man Wang Wei, although Chen Lu and Song Qianwen, Jiang Yuning, and Xu Yuqing have all experienced some people and things in the military and seen some of their practices, but watching so many innocent people being implicated and hurt, the house was blown up, and all kinds of zombies were rampant, they were somewhat touched.
It was Chen Jie, looking at Hangcheng, which was gradually getting farther and farther away as the car drove away, and his face also showed a trace of complicated feelings.
Isn't he a qualified hero after all!
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