Chapter 235: Can't Extricate Yourself

Duoduo's delayed awakening was something we didn't expect, and it made us all suffer. When delaying the first day, we can still comfort ourselves with the fact that the effect of the medicine has not dissipated. But as time went on, we realized that it was not what we imagined.

But in order to maintain Duoduo's life, we still continue to replenish Duoduo's energy. The fluid food that had been prepared for emergencies came in handy at this time. Originally, these fluid foods were prepared for emergencies. Unexpectedly, it came in handy at this time.

I am responsible for Duoduo's nutrition every day, and Lisa takes care of Duoduo's daily life. This filled my heart with gratitude to Lisa, and at the same time, I was touched by the precious friendship between Lisa and Duoduo.

Whenever I said that, however, Lisa said to me, "This is what I should do, there's nothing to say." Besides, as long as you're happy, I'm happy! ”

Seeing Lisa say this, I noticed that something was wrong, so I quickly changed the topic. Not only is it bad for the old ghost to hear, but I don't know how to deal with it myself?

"You don't change the subject!" Lisa said, "Fang Yu, it doesn't matter if you don't love me. But you can't stop me from loving you! This is my right and my freedom. ”

"Lisa, why are you doing this?" I said, "Why should you delay your life for me, for a hopeless thing?" ”

"Who says there's no hope?!" Lisa asked me sharply.

"......" I was speechless for a moment.

Lisa continued: "Fang Yu, could it be that you have never been so interested in me? Even a little bit. ”

I don't know why, but I suddenly remembered the moment when I took a bath with Lisa before: her red lips, her white and delicate skin; The long jet-black hair. that well-proportioned breath; And that shallow smile and a look that wanted to stop talking......

I shook my head vigorously to stop thinking about the images. Then he said to Lisa, "Lisa, no! I really don't think anything wrong about you. For a long time, I only treated you like my own sister......"

"You're a liar!" Lisa immediately interrupted me and said, "You've had a time when you've had your heart set on me. I can read it from the look in your eyes! It's just that...... It's just that. That feeling was only for a moment. Just for a few seconds, you restrain yourself. I know you're a very self-controlled person. You're a good man, you don't want to cheat Duoduo, and you don't want to cheat on her, do you? But you're suppressing yourself, aren't you? ”

Lisa's words were like five thunderbolts that pierced me. I didn't know that Lisa was observing me so closely, but she was talking about what I was feeling. Maybe it's because of a lot of things, I didn't think much about it. Because I don't want to betray Duoduo. Didn't want to deceive her either.

Someone once said: When you love someone deeply, you can't fit two people in your heart. If someone says yes, it proves that he or she doesn't love deeply enough.

At first, I didn't quite understand it. But now, I suddenly understand the truth and have a deeper understanding of the deeper meaning of this sentence. At the same time, I can feel the pain and struggle deeply.

For a long time, whenever I had a crush on Lisa. I would distract myself or force myself not to think about it. Because of how I feel in my heart at this time. It's like it's full of Duoduo. There's simply no room for another person. At this time, I sternly admonished myself: don't think cranky, don't think about things that shouldn't be thought about.

But now Lisa's words seemed to have broken the causeway in my heart. The feelings that have been suppressed in my heart seem to have found a breakthrough in catharsis all of a sudden. It can no longer be suppressed. But I didn't dare to face it, and I didn't know how to face it. So, I didn't dare to face Lisa's eyes. Because, when I look at Lisa, it's as if she can see through my soul.

Again. I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself.

Whenever this happens, I feel a deep sense of guilt. It feels like betraying Duoduo, and I can't always have peace in my heart. Fortunately, I was able to control it every time, so I didn't cause any irreparable situation.

Strictly speaking, Lisa has been with me far more than Toto has been with me since the disappearance of Toto. Lisa has always had that deep affection for me, and I know that. To say no, that would be a lie. "People are not grass and trees, who can be ruthless", I am a mortal, how can I control my inner emotions.

This may also be the so-called, women often say that men "see things differently" and "like the new and hate the old".

Lisa seemed to see my inner thoughts, so she said, "Fang Yu, can you look at me?" If you really don't feel for me, look me in the eye and say you don't feel for me at all. ”

Lisa's statement made it impossible for me to face it. I wanted to look up and tell her that I didn't love her, but when I looked up at her, I couldn't say anything.

Lisa hugged me and cried all of a sudden, and asked me, "Fang Yu, I knew that you must have feelings for me." However, I understand your hardships and your sincerity towards Duoduo. So, I don't blame you! If you were to leave Duoduo and be with me, I would think you weren't as good as I thought. So, I ask you not to refuse my kindness to you. I won't embarrass you! Woohoo......"

Speaking of sadness, Lisa cried more and more. She hugged me tightly, but I didn't dare to hold her. I don't even know where to put my own hands.

Lisa said to me, "Do you remember the night you and Toto made out on Ghost Island? ”

"You mean...... The dark shadow? "I suddenly remembered the dark shadow I saw that night, and it was also a mystery in my mind.

Lisa nodded and said, "Well, it was me that night!" ”

"......" I was speechless.

Lisa said, "I didn't mean to spy on you. I just wanted to talk to you, but I ran into it. So, I just ran away...... Do you know how sad I was at the time? ”

It turned out that the "dark shadow" that night was like this.

Just when I was surprised by this qiē, I saw a black shadow in the corner of the wall again!

But, this time, I saw his face! That's right, it's an old ghost!

When he saw us like this, his face became unusually gloomy...... (To be continued......)