Xing Rui ordered a lot of dishes on the table, those dishes. I've never seen any of them, and I have the impression that the portions are small, but the dishes are exquisite.

Looking at the thin layer of raw fish on the ice cube, I swallowed my saliva and thought to myself, how can I eat this Nima.

I don't know if Xing Rui deliberately disguised it, or if he didn't take our previous things to heart at all. From Xing Rui's face, I didn't see at all that she was a little unnatural.

On the contrary, I am extremely uncomfortable, and some of them are like sitting on pins and needles.

I can't tell if it's because I'm nervous, I'm afraid that once I make a fool of myself, Xing Rui will laugh at me, or if I'm not used to this kind of Japanese restaurant, I've been drinking tea and water, and I don't know what to say?

It was a bit of a cold scene.

Xing Rui poured a glass of wine for one of us, and she held the glass and said with a smile:

"Han Bing, thank you for always being by your side, we have experienced so many things, it should be said that we are comrades-in-arms who live and die together in a trench.

I truly thank you for always being by my side when I was in the most painful and desperate time, and I came to honor you.

As soon as Xing Rui said this, I thought to myself? Xing Rui is like this today?

What did she mean by this, it sounded a little strange, and the meaning expressed in her voice was a little wrong.

It stands to reason that Xing Rui and I have known each other for the past few years and have eaten together countless times.

I have hugged and kissed, I have never heard of Xing Rui still studying Japanese food.

And I haven't heard it either, Xing Rui used this tone to talk to me in a blunt tone. looked at Xing Rui's face with a smile.

I regard Xing Rui as abnormal, and some of the second monks can't touch the temple.

I raised my glass and asked:

"What's wrong today. Listening to you, how can you have a little bit of the last words of our funeral home No. 1 memorial hall? You can't get cancer, do you? I know my time is short. Do you say these unseemly things? Do you still use the morning courtesy?

The corners of Xing Rui's mouth lined up, revealing a row of white teeth, and said:

"Haha. Look at what you said you are still like that, speaking sour and hard.

Can I tell you, I really don't mean anything else? Is it really to see thank you?

My admission approval procedures have come down, and tonight, the train at 12 o'clock will go to the XXXXX Criminal Police Academy for three years of study.

All of the people who invited you to eat today are also to thank you well.

I was stunned for a moment, the wine glass in my hand. It almost didn't fall on the wine table.

Xing Rui saw that I was a little abnormal and asked:

"Are you alright?

I mechanically asked, "So fast, tonight?"

Xing Rui nodded and said, "I have been going for nearly a year later than other colleagues, and the city bureau just informed me yesterday, otherwise I wouldn't be in such a hurry."

I bit my lip, held the wine glass and said:

"Congratulations, you finally got your wish.

Although I said this in my mouth, in fact, how could I not understand in my heart that it was Li Jun's father who had been stuck with Xing Rui's quota for nearly a year.

If it weren't for Li Jun. Now that he is recovering so well, he can release Xing Rui.

This TMD is all about interests, it is really a two-faced, bloodless use.

Xing Rui saw me in a daze. Raised his glass and touched my cup and said:

"What do you want? Am you reluctant to let me go?

I pursed the corners of my lips and said:

"Stop, I'm a heartless person. I never knew what it meant to be reluctant? Drink. I wish you a smooth journey.

After saying this, my heart was sour. In order to hide the deep discomfort in my heart, I used alcohol to hide the sourness in my heart.

Xing Rui listened to me. Disappointed, we clinked glasses.

The little Japanese sake is really light and doesn't taste like wine at all.

I put down my glass, stared at the cyan ceramic flask, and said:

"Is this wine?

Xing Rui poured me another glass and said, "This is Japanese sake, it is light to drink, but it has great stamina."

She took a bite of food and said:

"Han Bing, do you know? I really underestimated you before. I really didn't expect that you would take care of Li Jun so well regardless of his previous suspicions.

I originally made an appointment to have a meal with Li Jun and the three of us?

Li Jun didn't say him, this person is really bad now, he knows that I won't come to the car tonight. Say what? I just paid the deposit for the fruit supermarket and invited people to dinner.

Regardless of whether this kid is true or not, after having dinner with you in a while, I will go to him and ask him to send me to the station, how can this kid be like this now, without caring about the feelings of being small?

If Li Jun doesn't come, how can I not understand that Li Jun must have deliberately shirked in order to give Xing Rui to me.

But from Xing Rui's voice, I have keenly heard another voice, Xing Rui and I are no longer lovers, but like good friends.

If Xing Rui treats me as a lover, she can't let me go to the station to see her off, I'm not a fool, I can still hear this kind of long-distance voice that doesn't leak out.

Think about it carefully, Xing Rui is a policeman and a civil servant, and he has been with Li Jun since he was a child, but what about me? A temporary worker in a funeral home, and an out-and-out ex-prisoner, whether I admit it or not, I am still inferior in my heart.

I restrained myself from saying anything that day, and kept listening to Xing Rui talk about myself.

I clearly remember the last time, before Li Jun was injured, when Xing Rui said that she was going to study, she kept holding my hand, looked at me reluctantly, and asked me if I didn't want her to go, she could give up.

But now Xing Rui doesn't care about my feelings, and nakedly puts Li Jun in a position that is more important than me.

My heart shattered in this instant.

I, Han Bing, am a face-saving person, no matter how unwilling I am in my heart, no matter how reluctant I am in my heart, I will also smile and bless her, and I will never show my most vulnerable side in front of me again.

Man! To live like a man, even if his heart is dripping blood, he has to grit his teeth and hold on.

During the feast, I said something against my will, and the meaning of those words was nothing more than empty words to bless her.

Xing Rui is not a fool, she can hear what I said at this time, she is talking to her, we are all the kind of people with tough personalities.

I could also see on her face that the words of blessing her were like farting to her. At this time, our relationship with Xing Rui is not like a lover, but it is closer than a confidant.

Xing Rui held my hand, and she seemed to have a sweet memory telling the bits and pieces of the first time we met and carried out tasks together.

I originally wanted to take advantage of the opportunity for me to meet Xing Rui alone, and have a showdown with Xing Rui to ask him what his relationship with Tang Yuwei was.

I was on the way, and I had already planned how to have a showdown with Xing Rui, she said that there was an explanation, how could I refute it, the details that I had rehearsed countless times, but at this time I had miscarriage.

When Xing Rui told me that tonight, she was going to go to Yangbei to study in other places immediately, I hid all my confusion in the depths of my heart.

What's the point of a person who is leaving, to verify the things that hurt each other?

When I went out of the restaurant, Xing Rui and I were earning to settle the bill, Xing Rui didn't give me a chance at all, and we ate more than 1,000 yuan for that meal.

I barely touched the stuff, which looked half-baked, but I drank quite a bit.

After leaving the restaurant, I stopped a taxi for Xing Rui at the door, and when Xing Rui pulled the door and was about to get into the car, she turned her head coldly and asked me:

"Han Bing, do you have me in your heart?

I smiled wryly and said:

"I feel that Li Jun is more suitable for you than me?

Xing Rui's face changed suddenly, and her face turned iron blue in an instant. After a short silence, Xing Rui raised his head sadly, looked at the dark night sky and said:

"Han Bing, you always talk about morality, don't I have any place in your heart?

I gritted my teeth, touched my chest and said:

"Your place is here, not your mouth.

Xing Rui looked at me with blazing eyes, and a tear slipped down her eyes and said:

"You have me in your heart, why don't you be brave? Do you love Tang Yuwei?

When Xing Rui hid for nearly a year, when Tang Yuwei was suddenly mentioned, the string in my heart was violently touched.

With a stiff face, I pulled the picture out of my pocket, threw it into the car, and said to the taxi driver: "Send her away."

Xing Rui picked up the photo, and the whole person looked at me dumbfounded as if he had been shocked.

I wiped a handful of tears and bared my teeth and yelled at Xing Rui:

"Xing Rui, you have always been like a man in my heart, you are a hard bone, don't let me look down on you. Xing Rui held the photo tightly, closed his eyes painfully and said:

"Master! Go to the old public security family home.

Then the car started slowly and merged into the busy traffic.

I stood there stunned like a wooden man, wiping my nose with my head down, looking up at the vast night sky, tears streaming down my face.

At that moment, in my mind, from meeting to becoming lovers with Xing Rui, it was like a movie picture, and then played back and forth in my mind, we hugged each other, kissed, flirted, scolded each other angrily, and hurt each other, until she left with tears in her eyes, I knew that Xing Rui and I were finished.

The colorful neon lights add a kind of extravagant ambiguity to this bustling city. Drunk men and women on the side of the street stood on the side of the road and hugged each other.

At this time, the figures of Chen Nina, Wan Xinyi, Xing Rui, and Tang Yuwei drove away like a swarm of flies in my mind, and flew with wings.

If it weren't for my impulsive ignorance, maybe I would have broken the whole family apart.

Maybe Cheng Fatzi and my Erniang's family hurt me too much, and the two years in prison made me dare not trust anyone, until I was released from prison, I had a deep defense against everyone who approached me.

It takes a long process to trust between people, and when I really got to know Xing Rui, I made the mistake that every man makes, that is, imagining women too simply.

thought that he would be in prison for two years and wake up two years earlier than the same person, but in fact, he was an out-and-out fool. (To be continued......)