After passing the small wave gate and entering the Qinyang realm, Wan Xinye and I got off the boat. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

In order to let me go with peace of mind, Wan Ye arranged for Lao Guo to let his son charter a car and send Xiaoquan back to Yangbei.

I didn't dare to let him go directly to Xing Rui, but asked him to go to the dog head, because I knew that once I went to Xing Rui, Xing Rui would definitely detain Lao Guo's son for interrogation.

Lao Guo is not thin on me, I can't affect him!

When I was leaving, I wrote a letter to Lao Guo's son and asked him to take it to Yangbei City to call the phone on the letter.

Someone will pick you up then.

The dog head is a wise man, and when he sees my letter, he will definitely understand what I mean, and he will definitely take care of my household affairs.

After going ashore, we hid in a place called Lufeng on the outskirts of Qinyang City.

The reason why we are hiding there is because there is a famous cancer hospital in Lufeng District.

We were in a hostel next to the hospital, and stayed for 30 yuan for a night&None&Error&novel{}. {}. The hard bed, like a foreigner entering Beijing to see a doctor, is hidden in the vast sea of people.

It's not that we can't afford to live in high-end hotels, but we can't spend the money, because they must register for accommodation in the hotel, real-name ID card, we don't dare to take out our ID card, as long as we show the ID card, it is undoubtedly mocking the Yangbei City Bureau, "Hey, we are here?"

After two days around the hospital, I was able to figure out where I was.

Later, with the help of the old lady at the commissary at the entrance of the hospital, we rented a two-bedroom house next to the hospital.

After settling Wan Xinyi, I spent 100 yuan to get a fake identity and certificate for Wan Xinyi on a small advertisement for a fake certificate on the street.

In my experience of being hospitalized, I understand that the hospital is not strict about ID card verification. Only strictly check the authenticity of the patient's banknotes, but do not care about the identity of the patient.

I've lived for almost 30 years, and I've never been so scared of me as I am today.

Because I'm afraid that one day, I'll lose her forever.

I think this kind of affection is noble, and it is respect for life.

During the month that Wan Xinyi was hospitalized. Every day, I would see a cold corpse being pushed into the ward under a white sheet.

The wail always echoed in my ears.

There are also those who are about to die who have been abandoned by their relatives in the ward, and in the days when their lives are coming to an end, they will have to suffer not only physical torture, but also the mental torture of abandonment.

The groans, groans, and screams of pain, and the sallow, bloodless face, after finally being unable to bear the pain. Desperate and lonely, he chose to commit suicide.

There are also some patients who kneel in front of the window in the middle of the night, in the dead of night, and hang themselves from the window railing with a towel.

I will never allow Wan Xinyi to do this.

Wan Ye and I, Xinyi and I all know that Wan Xinyi's cancer cells have spread to the entire chest cavity and cannot be cured. Although the doctor encouraged Xinyi, there was a chance of healing. But Wan Xinyi saw it clearly, she didn't live long.

She looked at me with a pleading look all day long, which meant that it was better to spend money in this bottomless pit than to swim away from the mountains and rivers of the motherland with her beloved at the end of her life. Died in the arms of the man he loved the most.

Wan Ye didn't say a word, lit a cigarette, squatted at the door of the ward lonely, smoking a big cigarette, but the rest of the eyes kept looking at me.

The reason why Wan Xinyi wanted to give up treatment. It's not that you see through the red dust and aren't afraid of life and death, but it's a kind of helplessness.

Those who have not been seriously ill will never experience the fear of life.

The doctors at the hospital took the trouble to recommend us to try various treatment options, but the family members who died of the disease privately told us not to spend money in vain, saying that no matter how much money was spent on the disease, it would be in vain.

The speaker has no intention of listening, and Wan Xinyi slowly accepts the reality.

The reason why Wan Ye didn't say anything and didn't express his opinion was because he knew that he couldn't persuade his daughter.

Wan Xinyi is no longer the willful and invincible Miss Yangbei City, but a mother with a child, her face is not white like a piece of jade,

After a long period of chemotherapy, her body was severely damaged, and her hair began to fall out in large quantities.

Every time Wan Xinyi looks at herself in the mirror, she always shouts emotionally?

I can't understand why women care so much about their looks.

At this time, I naturally didn't want Wan Xinyi to give up treatment and wait for death.

What Wan Xinyi said, let me accompany her to swim away from the mountains of the motherland and accompany her through the last journey of her life, it is nothing more than her fantasy.

But the reality tells me that the police will never allow a murderer to go unpunished in broad daylight.

Maybe I'm used to the laid-back days, and I'm more stressed than anyone else at this time.

People are sometimes really clever and always vent their pain to their closest people.

Every time Wan Xinyi couldn't think about it, he always pointed the finger at me and Wan Ye to vent his frustration.

When Wan Ye faced Wan Xinyi's venting, he didn't say a word.

But I have more contradictions in my heart than anyone else.

When I first fled, I played Wu Guangyi and Director Wu, they all played, and Xing Rui and Xiaobao, who also gave up.

The moment I threw my phone into the river, it became clear to me that there was no turning back.

The reason why Wu Guangyi was relieved was that I would follow Wan Xinyi to escape.

In Wu Guangyi's eyes, there is only my eyeliner, and by Wan Xinyi's side, Wan Xinyi will definitely be captured even if he escapes to the ends of the earth.

After all, when Director Cao was alive, didn't we crack the 4.1 shooting case that shocked the whole country?

But Wu Guangyi would never have dreamed that I would be a woman, giving up my wife and son, and my parents, putting aside a comfortable life, and dying with a murderer.

After the passion and emotion, there is a deep contradiction.

When the contradictions brew to a certain extent, they will inevitably erupt.

Finally, after a month, Wan Xinyi and I broke the peace.

Our quarrel is very simple, I will never agree, Wan Xinyi will sit and wait for death, as long as there is a glimmer of life, I will never give up.

I originally thought that Wan Xinyi was just looking at the cautious face in the mirror after chemotherapy, which was nothing more than venting.

But after Wan Xinyi faced mental and physical torture at this time, she seemed to have collapsed.

She pointed at me with a hideous expression and yelled: 'Get out, get out!' Seeing that I wasn't leaving, ,,,,,Wan Xinyi grabbed it with his hand, and the water cup on the bedside table smashed over.

I obviously didn't expect that Wan Xinyi would really smash me, but it turned out that no matter how deep the feelings were, Wan Xinyi's despair.

The cup landed straight on my nose, and the blood flowed instantly.

The cup, like my heart, fell to the ground and shattered.

In the corridor outside the ward, Wan Ye comforted me bitterly, asking me not to meet her in general, how could I not understand Wan Xinyi's pain.

But who understands the crying in my heart.

I gave up everything to die with you, but you Wan Xinyi did this to me.

Why? I don't understand.

You can scold me, you can sarcastically mock me, but you tell me to!

I'm a hot face sticking to your cool ass, for more than a month, I pretended to be a grandson in front of you, everything went along with you, I knew you were uncomfortable, talking to you, always doing everything carefully, but in the end, it was this result, sad, ridiculous!

I sat alone on the side of the road under the dim streetlights, a taxi pulled up beside me.

I wanted to open the car door and sit on it, and go back to Yangbei City without hesitation.

But I know that once I'm gone, what will Wan Xinyi do?

I'm no longer a person who has a hot brain and goes with my temperament.

Clutching the handle of the taxi door, his arm was heavy and weak.

The driver asked, "Is buddy still in the car?"

I closed my eyes, let go of the armrest and said, "Forget it, you go!"

Raising his head, a dazzling lightning in the night sky, like a sharp sword with cold light, cut the chaotic sky, and the muffled thunder followed, and the raindrops of the big watercress fell from the sky, smashing on the face and hurting and hurting.

The cold rain unscrupulously ran down my vicissitudes of life, slid down, and brought out the tears in my eyes.

Suddenly, a thin figure ran out of the hospital, at this time Wan Xinyi was barefoot, with a disheveled head, standing on the side of the road in despair, anxiously looking left and right, behind her was Wan Ye's old figure.

When Wan Xinyi saw me, she covered her face and squatted on the ground, her body as small as a grain of sand in the rainstorm.

I ran over and took her in my arms and hugged her tightly, and I forgave her at that moment.

Wan Xinyi cried like a child in my arms.

I hugged her head tightly and said affectionately:

"Good, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have quarreled with you, I was wrong.

Wan Xinyi shook his head: "Han Bing, I'm sorry, I was wrong." But Han Bing, you and I both know in our hearts that I can't pass this level."

You're the person I love the most, I don't want chemotherapy, become an ugly monster in front of you, promise me not to force me anymore, please.

I hugged Wan Xinyi's wet hair, this woman,,,,,,,,。

On the eve of the discharge procedures for Wan Xinyi, Wan Ye and I chatted all night, and the silence between us was redundant.

Wan Ye kept his head down and smoked cigarettes, as if he wanted to make up for the cigarettes he had smoked in prison for decades.

As it was near daybreak, he raised his head and stared at me, and said in a cold voice:

"Xinyi, I'll leave it to you" Take her away! I think prison is still for me! hehe

After Wan Ye finished speaking, he stood up with difficulty on the edge of the table.

I asked, "Master, you finally came out" Haven't you had enough of it?

Let's go together!

Master Wan, with a long sigh, shook his head and said:

"If I don't go back to the first prison, what will you do?

Xinyi is gone, do you want you to follow me and meet in a prison? I have lived a lifetime, and I have long seen through life and death.

I can't, let my grandson be a child without a father!

Let's go with Xinyi! The farther you go, the better.

(To be continued.) )