The rising sun slowly rose from the east, the gentle sunlight sprinkled on my face, but I didn't feel a trace of warmth, walking alone on the street, like a homeless child, my heart was empty. ↗，.

A few hours ago, I thought I had done a very good deed for the people, but now I don't feel a trace of joy, and the strong difference makes me think about the bits and pieces that I have experienced since I accepted this mission.

I felt like a monkey with a collar around its neck, writhing its big ass under the command of the animal trainer, and the fiddling performance was greeted with bursts of applause.

As everyone knows, I am a clown, thinking of this, an invisible frustration welled up in my heart, and I didn't know how to explain to Fang Chen, Guo Hao, in the past few months, we have experienced so many things through thick and thin, it turns out that Han Bing, who they followed, was an undercover agent placed by the police beside them, what would they think of me.

I didn't dare to think about it, and the indescribable guilt of that slammed like a barbed whip at my weakest heart.

I suddenly found that my longing for that thing grew stronger again when I was most depressed and distressed.

Although I quit, my body was dependent on that thing, but my heart was addicted, I began to sweat profusely, and I froze all night in the mountains, I felt like my head was exploding, the sky was spinning, and suddenly it was dark in front of me, and I fell heavily on the ground.

Three figures appeared in my mind, Yongzi, Masan, and Roast Chicken, and at some point, they turned into three bloody ghosts, and they pounced on me with bloody teeth and claws on their faces. I woke up with a scream, and I looked around with trepidation. only to find himself lying in a hospital bed.

Xing Rui held his chin and lay on the side of my bed and took a nap.

I looked at Xing Rui, who was sleeping. The white face and half-moon eyebrows hung delicately on the face, I seemed to echo, Chinese New Year's Eve in the hospital, the first thing I saw after waking up was Xing Rui, a trace of emotion welled up in my heart, tears flowed down the corners of my eyes, and I was swallowed by the pillow in an instant.

How I want to hold her and sue her, in fact, I have her in my heart. But the reality tells me that I can't do that.

I looked at her quietly, and at this moment, the ward was pushed away, and a female nurse, holding a blood pressure instrument and a thermometer, shouted professionally:

"Han Bing, who is in bed 24, takes his blood pressure and body temperature.

Xing Rui opened his eyes in a daze and saw that I was awake. Said with a smile:

"You're awake. There was a smile on my lips in response.

Xing Rui looked at me and said, "Do you know that you have a fever of 40 degrees?" It really scares me, can you take care of yourself, when will it be able to make people worry.

I looked at Xing Rui with emotion and said, "How did I get here?"

Xing Rui said a little proudly: "You fainted on the road to Ankang." A passer-by called 120., I called you so many times and didn't answer the phone, so the people from the hospital called me. Is it better now?

I smiled and said, "Much better." I'm hungry though.

Xing Rui pressed one hand on my forehead, and the tender little hand was a little cold. But it's warm when pressed on the forehead.

Xing Rui said: "You still know that you are hungry! I thought you were made of steel? Whatever you want to eat, I'll buy it for you.

The female nurse looked at us impatiently and said, "I'll talk about it later!" There are still many patients waiting in the back ward?

The female nurse finished. Just walked up to me to cool me down, Xing Rui stuck out his tongue naughtily.

The female nurse was busy for a while, then stared at the thermometer and said:

"Blood pressure and body temperature are normal. There is something you need to ring the bell.

When I saw that the female nurse was leaving, I hurriedly asked, "When can I be discharged?"

The female nurse said, "Anytime."

As soon as the female nurse left, Xing Rui said with a smile:

"We're relieved that you're okay. Hey, where did you run last night, and you didn't give us a call, why do you like to play missing so much now, do you know that because of you yesterday, Fang Chen and Fuqiang almost fought. If it weren't for Brother Dog's stopping, there would be a fight again, Han Bing, can you not worry so much before you do something.

I stared at Xing Rui and asked cautiously, "Fang Chen, did you say anything to Guo Hao?"

Xing Rui gave me a blank look and said, "What can they say?" You too, go to the toilet, just a few minutes, you can get lost, are you a road idiot? I don't know how to remember the eye-catching buildings around you, how can you not have any survival skills at all?

I let go of my hanging heart for a moment, obviously Fang Chen, and Guo Hao didn't tell me that I was an undercover agent, I know Fuqiang's stubborn donkey temper, when the three of us went out together, I came back to the two of them, Fuqiang's wooden fish brain must not ask indiscriminately, and questioned Fang Chen, Guo Hao.

Fortunately, Fang Chen, Guo Hao, didn't say anything, otherwise I would really have no face to see them.

Xing Rui stared at me and asked, "What do you want?" You haven't told me yet, where did you go last night?

I sat up straight and said, "Where else can I go, I wandered in the mountains all night and froze, and in the morning I saw a man who collected medicine and gave him 200 yuan, and the man sent me down the mountain, and I was sick."

My explanation is quite reasonable, and from Xing Rui's ignorant face, she obviously doesn't know the deployment and actions of the city bureau yesterday.

Director Cao is still a bit humane and did not inform Xing Rui.

With my understanding of Xing Rui, once she knows that I am on such a dangerous mission alone, she will definitely follow me.

After all, Cao Ju made it very clear that Xing Rui and I were on this mission together, and Xing Rui was also my superior, so I would report to her if there was any situation.

I contacted the Cao Bureau directly yesterday, according to the provisions of the Eagle Falcon Plan, it should be regarded as a skipping report, Xing Rui's stubborn personality will definitely think that I look down on her.

Thinking of this, I immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

Then Xing Rui was discharged from the ward and I went through the discharge procedures.

I made a phone call to Fang Chen, Fang Chen's tone was a little stiff, I knew he must be angry with me, he asked me on the phone: "Is Xing Rui also an undercover agent, I hung up the phone without speaking."

I don't admit it, I don't refute it, just based on Fang Chen's understanding of me, he should know what I mean by hanging up the phone.

As soon as I hung up the phone, the doghead's call came in.

As soon as he opened his mouth, he said: "You kid, you still know how to answer the phone, and after a night, where did you go to find a wild woman?" This movement is big enough, it has broken the body, this old saying is good, only tired cows, no ploughed land, you kid can be leisurely.

I smiled and said, "My phone is muted, and the dog head has won 5 million today, so happy."

The dog head smiled and said, "Are you better?" Yesterday you have been in a coma, I did not accompany you in the ward, last night our actions were surprisingly smooth, I don't know what is going on, all the police forces of the city bureau have rushed to Shili Village, you kid this plan to move the tiger away from the mountain is bright enough!

We smashed all of Yulong's fields in one night, and met with little resistance. Surprisingly Shun lì, Yulong is obviously the end of the strong crossbow, and the hearts of the people are lost, when will you be discharged from the hospital, and we will wait for you to drink the celebration wine?

I smiled faintly and said, "This is just the beginning, I killed the roast chicken."

The other end of the phone was silent for a few seconds, and asked, "You killed the roast chicken?"

I looked out the window at the sunset and said, "Roast chicken can't be used for us, so what's the use of keeping it."

Kotou: "I see, I'm going to the hospital to find you now?"

I said, "No, you wait for me at Fang Chen's bar, and I'll be over later."

Hanging up, I lit a cigarette, quit smoking for three months, and I smoked again.

After Xing Rui came back, he stared at me and said:

"Didn't you quit smoking? Why did I suck it again.

I exhaled a puff of smoke and said, "Are you in the hospital for a day?"

Xing Rui said with a smile: "It's not just one day, since yesterday we waited for you all night at Fangchen Bar, and today it's another day, okay for one day and one night?" I should go back to take a shower and get some sleep in a while, I'm so tired.

I said coldly: "Didn't you report to the Cao Bureau today?"

As soon as I said this, I regretted it, isn't there no silver three hundred taels here?

Xing Rui stared straight at me, her round eyes became narrower, and she said coldly:

"How do you know that Director Cao asked me to report for duty?

I said, "Xing Rui, you better go back!" I don't want to watch you follow us, this kind of life is not for you.

When I said this, I obviously had no confidence, and as soon as I finished speaking, I lowered my head, not daring to meet Xing Rui's fiery gaze.

Xing Rui threw the medical records on the ground and said:

"Han Bing, what do you want to do? What life is right for me?

I, Xing Ruizhang, am so big, no matter what I do, it depends on myself, why do you interfere with me.

Who do you think you are? With just a few words from you and Director Cao, you can transfer me back to your dream.

Han Bing, I like you, but I have my own principles of life, what I want is very simple, I don't force you to do anything to me, I don't have that qualifications, I just want to live happily and do what I like to do, do you even deprive me of this little request?

Han Bing, you are too selfish, you only think about yourself, you have never considered my feelings.

Xing Rui was obviously excited, she looked up at the ceiling, and continued:

"Han Bing, I don't have Chen Nina's gentleness, I don't have Wan Xinyi's right to have money, but I just want to stay by your side quietly, why don't you even give me this opportunity, is your heart made of stone?

I held back my tears and roared: "Xing Rui, this is not the same thing, Xing Rui, do you know?"

The highest level of deceiving a person is to use their true feelings, who I have in my heart, I know myself, when the roast chicken pulls the trigger, I find that I think of you in my head, but I know better, how I should maintain the balance between us.

Nina Chen is my life, I will never abandon her, I know this better than anyone else, and I also know what I am doing? I do things right, with my conscience and morality.

What I owe you and your father, I will pay back in the next life.

Xing Rui suddenly pounced, hugged me and cried, "Why does God treat us like this." At that moment, I burst into tears. (To be continued......)