Chapter 314: Break Up
I vividly remember that day, you had a big shaved head, a small but simple sportswear, a pair of yellowed sneakers, and a ruffian look. ※,.2▼3wx.
You see that my eyes are so dismissive. When Wan Xinyi said this, he shook his long hair and continued: "In all fairness, I am quite confident in my appearance and dress, but in front of you, I began to deny myself for the first time.
At that time, I was thinking, what kind of boy are you? One has no money, and the other has no power, why should you drag it! What drives you to be so confident.
Why, my father liked you so much, at that time, you were not afraid of heaven and earth, and did not succumb to money and worldliness.
Never take me seriously, I don't know why, I am usually used to seeing men who are respectful and attentive to me, in front of you, my heart is like a deer.
For the first time, I had the feeling of heartbeat, my heart beating fast, and I experienced the youth of unrequited love for the first time.
I'm a face-saving person, and I think it's humiliating for a woman to take the initiative to chase a man.
I've been waiting for you, but you're clearly indifferent to me.
Fighting wine with Xing Rui that day, it was the first time I drank so much wine when I was so old, and I knew that I was deeply in love with you. Your angry, angry, smiling look hovers and lingers in my mind.
I looked at Wan Xinyi in shock, I didn't expect Wan Xinyi to say what she was hiding in her heart bluntly.
At that moment, she seemed to abandon a qiē disguise, which was a heartfelt expression of true feelings.
I was also deeply shocked, and I seemed to forget about it for a moment. All the hatred, hugging her tightly. Wiped the tears from her face and said:
"Xinyi, I'm sorry. I hurt you. I don't blame you for treating me like this, but Yulong is a despicable and sinister villain, and I will never let him go, do you know why I am so cruel to him?
Wan Xinyi pursed the corners of her mouth, looked at me desolately, and said in an affectionate tone:
"Is it because he attacked Fang Chen's father?
I shook my head and said, "That's one thing, because he killed Guo Hao's wife Zhao Xiaoya with his own hands." Well, there are so many innocent people in the 4.1 shooting case.
Wan Xinyi obviously knew this, and she said coldly:
"Han Bing, I promised you that I would get rid of him for you, and if she treats you like this, I will not let him go either.
When Wan Xinyi said this, his eyes became fierce.
I shook my head and said, "You're a woman." Running Wanlong Group well, that is the hard work of Wan Ye all his life, I don't want personal hatred to affect you.
Master Wan doesn't want you to touch drugs. I also don't want you to touch drugs.
Wan Xinyi was a little ambivalently silent.
I saw that Wan Xinyi was a little hesitant, so I struck while the iron was hot and said, "Looking at me like this, you should understand the danger of drugs." Drugs are like Pandora's box, once opened. It will make people go crazy and be in pain. You haven't lost your freedom, you don't understand that feeling.
In this world, the living are always more terrible than the dead, Wan Xinyi I hope you can give up drugs, this friendship will be in my heart.
Wan Xinyi stared at me and asked, "When you quit drugs, will you leave me?"
I took a long breath and said: "I don't know, if there are no drugs in Yangbei City from now on, I believe I will stay by your side, my life belongs to Xing Rui's father, I am not as great as him, but Director Xing's body, the responsibility of righteousness Ling Ran, deeply shocked me, if it were not for him, I Han Bing would have been annihilated a few years ago."
I owe other people's emotional debts, and I always have to pay them back, this is my Han Bing's life, and I will use my life to exchange for the non-toxic in Yangbei City.
Wan Xinyi looked at me in shock, put his head tightly on my chest and said:
"You make me embarrassed, Han Bing, I didn't expect you to be such a person, today I found out, it turns out that I am so narrow-minded, I promise you. Then the two of us hugged each other tightly as if we were in good spirits.
Because Wan Xinyi was going to a meeting, when she was leaving, I asked her to tie me up, Wan Xinyi looked at me with tears in her eyes, and walked out of the room.
I leaned my back against the bed in a daze, and I seemed to wait for the demon to come, and for a whole day, I only committed it twice.
I'm gritting my teeth and holding on, and the pain of this thing is getting weaker and worse every time.
After talking to Wan Xinyi, we seemed to understand and tolerate each other.
I gradually got used to the days of having ten thousand hearts, and perhaps my fragile heart really needed to be appeased.
When I got used to drug addiction, Wan Xinyi held the insistence that I didn't let go of my hand.
The days simply cycled over and on, and I stayed in Wan Xinyi's house for three months.
That fine afternoon, I dressed myself up quietly, made an exception to clean up my used things, Wan Xinyi sat quietly on the sofa and looked at me, maybe she knew that I was about to leave her.
As soon as I was ready, I walked up to Wan Xinyi, stretched out my hands and said affectionately:
"Thank you, Xinyi, for saving my sinful soul.
Wan Xinyi pursed the corners of her lips and said, "Do you have to go?"
I let out a sigh and said, "I should go back, Nina Chen has my child, I can't abandon her."
Wan Xinyi bit her lower lip, closed her eyes, and said calmly:
"I'm jealous of her, you go! Don't look back, before I change my mind, let's go!
I hugged Wan Xinyi tightly, kissed her forehead lightly, and said tenderly:
"Take care of yourself! Drink less alcohol, in fact, you don't look like makeup, more beautiful.
Wan Xinyi suddenly pushed away and became excited, and said, "Why do you care about me so much,,,,,, I don't want to see you go ,,,,,, again!"
A crystal tear ran down my cheek, I turned and went straight out of the room, Wan Xinyi ran over, threw herself on my back and cried:
"Han Bing, you are the man I love the most and hate the most. I promised myself that I wouldn't cry when you left, but I couldn't, I couldn't! Why is it always me who gets hurt!
Looking at this woman who is strong on the outside but weak on the inside.
My heart was bleeding, and for countless days and nights, this woman was always by my side when I was addicted to drugs and when I was most uncomfortable.
I, Han Bing, am not a hard-hearted person, although I hated her, but when I understood her hardship, I chose to forget about hatred.
Everyone is kind, and demons are just one step away from angels.
In my most helpless and helpless days, Wan Xinyi used her thin body to support me, although this experience of drug addiction left a deep mark in my heart, but everyone's essence is kind.
If I hadn't hurt Wan Xinyi at the beginning, Wan Xinyi wouldn't have retaliated against me, I don't blame her, because from the conversation between Wan Xinyi and Yulong, I know that in fact, Wan Xinyi was also unintentional.
When I'm lonely, I can't help but empathize with Wan Xinyi's thoughts.
After all, she is a woman, and her thoughts are sensual and direct, in fact, I have forgiven her when I first became addicted to drugs and pinched Wan Xinyi's neck.
I am a man, I can't impose pain on her, some bitter crying is something I have to endure, because people can only hone themselves in pain and make themselves grow stronger.
I, Han Bing, am naturally an emotional person, not to mention facing a woman I love! Tolerance and understanding must be something I have to learn.
The noisy streets, the flow of people, I was small and insignificant in the city, and I went straight to Fangchen's bar.
The bar was still half-dead, and the first thing the bartender with a bit of a Hahan style said when he saw me:
"I waited for you for three months, and I knew you were coming.
I smiled faintly and said, "Bring me a glass of wine from last time."
The bartender smiled smugly and asked, "You won't be running this time, will you?"
I took a hundred dollars out of my pocket, handed it to him, and said, "Is it enough?"
The bartender smiled and said, "48 glass, I won't look for you, two yuan is the interest from last time."
Then the bartender began to wipe his bottle again, still the familiar old song, don't you live like me.
The hoarse voice touched my soul, and I took a sip of wine and recalled, from the moment I was released from prison to the present, and said to myself:
"Han Bing, congratulations on surviving this hurdle, it's really not easy!
In these three months, you have finally changed from a ghost to a human, and to you, I raised my glass and took a big sip.
wiped his mouth and roared: "It's enjoyable!"
Everyone looked at me for some reason.
A man came up to me and said:
"Brother Bing!
I looked back at him, and that person was Qi Lang.
I smiled and said, "Just returned to Yangbei, are you okay!"
Qi Lang looked at me excitedly and said, "Okay, good, brothers."
As soon as he finished speaking, he took out his mobile phone and said eagerly to the call:
"Brother Dog, Brother Bing is back, in Brother Fang's bar. Good! Don't worry, I won't let him go.
Qi Lang hung up the phone and said, brother is crazy looking for you, where did you go?
I looked at Qi Lang's excited face and said with a smile:
"Am I not coming back?
Qi Lang took out a cigarette and handed it to me, I smiled and said, "Quit it."
Qi Lang said with some embarrassment: "Is it me a smoker, you can't look at it."
I laughed and said, "I'm in prison, and all I smoke is the big front door of 2 yuan, what kind of person am I, Han Bing, how can I dislike it!" I really quit.
Seeing that I really quit, Qi Lang smiled and said, "It's good to come back."
I chatted with Qi Lang for a while, and Goutou, Fang Chen, Guo Hao, Wu Hai, Xing Rui, Fugui, and Fuqiang rushed into the bar.
When Fugui saw me, he hugged me without saying a word.
I rubbed Fugui's head.
Fang Chen stared at me and asked, "Where have you died in the past few months?" You know if the brothers worry about you.
To be honest, in front of the brothers, only Fang Chen dared to say this about me, because when his father died, we had a fight.
I glanced at everyone with some emotion and said, "Brothers, it's all right!"
Fang Chen glanced at me and said, "Why don't you have Ji Yan dead?" (To be continued......)