Chapter 55: Repayment

I didn't know what Lin Chen said, at that moment, I even had an idea, if he cared so much about winning or losing between me and him, why not deliberately lose to him once when I knew it was him?

If, this is already his obsession.

In my silence, Lin Chen suddenly withdrew his gaze and looked straight at me: "Are you thinking?" If you know it's me, why not lose to me? ”

In fact, when it comes to scheming, I'm afraid that two Chen Chengyi can't catch up with one Lin Chen, the ability to penetrate people's hearts, he is much stronger than me He grew up in that environment, facing the organization of Xiao Dashao, who is like a family inheritance, an 'outsider', can come to this point, it is estimated that this is already his survival instinct.

I was speechless, and I denied that it was actually a very naΓ―ve thing to say to me and him today.

But Lin Chen seemed to want to ask me for an answer, so I could only choose to be sincere and said seriously: "Perhaps, unlike you, I don't care about this." ”

Lin Chen seemed to be a little excited, but he calmed down in an instant, he still held his hands behind his back, and his figure was even more erect, he chuckled, but compared to just now, this smile was somewhat bitter, and then he said: "You shouldn't be contemptuous of me, you really don't care." If in a person, in a sect, your status is not established by victories and perfect things, but only for a long-term relationship, what do you need to care about winning or losing? People are cheap, ignoring what they already have, what they can't get is the most important thing, I'm such a person, guess I regret it? ”

His expression made my heart a little bitter, just because I had one thing in common with him, that is, the woman we once loved was from the same village, and they were also hard to find, the difference was that I had a little hope, and Lin Chen was completely desperate after getting a sentence.

"Don't think about it anymore, the Si people have passed away, and the fate of the fate is scattered, and the master once said that if it is a person who is destined, maybe at the next intersection, you can walk together for a while, and look farther." I don't know if these comforts pale in comparison, but they are often the best comforts for me, but they are only comforts, like painkillers that temporarily relieve pain.

The master who couldn't get that sentence but couldn't think about it, and couldn't say it for that year, seems to be very far away.

"Really?" Lin Chen was noncommittal, some of the pain was probably the most effective painkiller and it had no effect, yes, he was silent for a long time, it seemed that he was reminiscing, and it seemed that he was just deliberately avoiding this topic.

And what I should have said has been said, and it is still just silence.

Compared with the previous encounter, he and I have matured again, and our lives are different, but a few years may also be a sea of seas, and all simple words and silence are enough.

After a short silence, Lin Chen took a few steps towards me and stopped about two meters in front of me.

He came out of me, my natural way is definitely not just as simple as fighting, my friendship with him is strange, not hateful, not hateful, not a lot but there is also a trace of sympathy, if you just want to fight, you will definitely not choose such a troublesome way.

"Let's go." Lin Chen looked at me and said these three words, as if he was afraid that I wouldn't understand, and he added: "I mean to leave here." ”

I instantly understood what he meant, and I didn't know what to think, so I also said to him: "Or I won't go, but you help me?" ”

As if this sentence touched his laughter, the corners of his mouth began to rise again, and he looked at me and said, "Do you think it is possible?" ”

"I don't know, but I can't go, since I'm already here." I'm serious.

"It's really stinky and hard, if your vein is inherited for 10,000 years, this evaluation will be useful for 10,000 years." There was some anger and helplessness in Lin Chen's eyes, because my eyes were very calm, calm and not even a trace of firmness to express my will.

"Perhaps, it's not necessarily a bad evaluation." I smiled and said to Lin Chen, the feeling of seeing people is always strange, after all, the basic composition of life is time, and the most precious thing of a person is also time, if you spend a little time on a person, you must always remember, because that person has become the composition of life.

A truly kind smile is not a sign of weakness, which is also a wish to meet a smile and a grudge

"Forget it, don't speculate for more than half a sentence." Lin Chen turned around and left, and then coldly threw down a sentence, I think you will recognize the way back, there is no danger.

I looked at his back, felt the cigarette that I was about to light when I saw him just now, lit it and took a puff, but there was a hint of relief on my face, perhaps, many things are not hopeless, thinking like this, I also turned and walked in the direction of my village.

But I didn't take a few steps before I heard Lin Chen's voice sound behind me: "Chen Chengyi, I lost Erin, so I feel more and more that what I can't get is more precious, do you understand?" Because the price of losing missing out on what is really important is attached to the value of what cannot be gained. ”

"Hmm." I turned my head to look at Lin Chen.

"But, this is just the practice of people who don't know how to regret and don't want to regret it! Regret is an emotion that is meant to guide the present and the future, rather than the need to change the past, as people understand. That's what I've learned a little over the years. Unfortunately, I still don't understand it, and I don't want to regret it. Lin Chen's words were a little deep and a little inexplicable.

However, I understand, I turned to look at Lin Chen and said, "Are you explaining the reason why you don't help me?" Because you are unwilling, you have to pursue everything you want, just because you lost Irene, right? You can't put it anymore, right? But you know what? You are not proud, but cowardly for nothing, because you have lost even your own will. ”

A trace of anger flashed on Lin Chen's face, and he looked at me and said, "Can you understand what my own will is?" Perhaps, this is my own will? ”

I smiled, a little helpless, and was silent for a long time before continuing: "That's really more than half a sentence without speculation." Then I turned and prepared to leave again.

"However, I still have some ability to repay your affection, such as half of your master in the inner village." Lin Chen suddenly said this to me.

Half a master, in the inner village? My heart began to shake violently, at that moment I almost lost the ability to stand, before, everything was just pursued by an obsession, after that, it seemed that there was a close hope, but never so, someone suddenly brought me such a positive news.

I was stunned on the spot, and Lin Chen didn't seem to be in a hurry, looking at me quietly.

At that moment, I couldn't describe my feelings at all, time, space, and the future were infinitely mixed in my mind, I didn't even know how long the time had passed, and when I could barely calm my emotions, I found that Lin Chen was already leaning on a low slope, and a cigarette was about to run out.

"What do you mean?" A thousand words, I can only turn into such a sentence.

"Literally, that's all I can say, Chen Chengyi, it's worth the affection you once had for me. That's all there is to it. Lin Chen snuffed out the cigarette, this time he simply left, in this labyrinth of low slopes, his figure disappeared quickly.

And I, once again, was weak and inexplicably shed two lines of tears, and if it was before, I would have cried a lot.

My fists were clenched very tightly, as if this was the only way to suppress my excited urge to rush into the so-called inner village immediately, but at the same time, I was also messy, and I missed my companions very much, because Lin Chen's words really scared me.

What does it mean to have half a master in the inner village?

Thinking like this, I could no longer restrain my impulsive emotions, and I ran out of this clearing, but instead of running towards my village, I ran towards the nearest place where Brother Chengqing was!

Fortunately, it's Brother Chengqing.,Fortunately, it's Brother Chengqing who is calm, it's the closest to me, I only have this thought in my mind subconsciously.,Because the speed of running is too fast.,So that the howling wind keeps blowing down the tears on my face, I don't want to cry.,But I can't control it.,If it's a person, you can't control it, right?

This is not as simple as simply finding the Master, but it represents how many years since he left, my thoughts and searches, all kinds of emotions, all kinds of encounters, all kinds of people or things exploded, and I couldn't stop crying.

Hehe, half of the master is in the inner village!