In Tang Yuwei's expression, I could see that her mood was very empty at this time, as if she was looking for someone to accompany her.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have called me and asked me to bring her food.

In fact, she didn't eat a few bites of the stone fish I bought for her.

I'm not stupid, she knows, she's by asking me to buy her food and talk to her.

When she said Gao Qi, she kept her head down and cried, and I didn't know how to comfort her. After all, this incident caused me, and she and Gao Qi will not break up.

But when she chatted with me, she didn't mean to reproach me, which made me more or less balanced in my heart.

We talked until late at night, and she didn't go to bed early because of her sore feet, so I sat quietly on the floor next to her bedside table and chatted with her.

She was leaning on the head of the bed, and she was wearing a one-step skirt, Director Qi told her to keep her feet higher than her body to promote blood circulation.

Her body can't be crossed together, and her legs are one high and one low.

My position was at an oblique angle to her body, and I could see all the colors she wore in her miniskirt.

Every time I look up and look at her, I always want to talk to her.

But when the words came to my lips, I didn't know how to speak.

And men are visual animals, the more embarrassed they look, the more their eyes involuntarily glance up.

I was sitting on pins and needles, the sweat behind my back kept oozing out, and my heart was like a cat scratching on it.

I finally put the blanket over her and said, "It's a little cold in the room, don't freeze."

Then I was finally able to chat with her, normally. She knew everything about me. She knows how Chen Nina died, and she also knows what happened between me and Wan Xinyi.

I know more about me and Xing Rui.

She said a lot. Regarding Gao Qi, it turns out that she and Gao Qi know each other. It's because she accompanied a female colleague of hers to buy a car.

Gao Qi was in charge of receiving them at the time, because she and Huahua didn't know anything about cars, including car entry, mortgage, daily maintenance, and later all Gao Qi handled it single-handedly?

At first, she didn't look down on Gao Qi, but Gao Qi racked her brains and chased her for more than a year, and through her connections in the automotive industry. Slowly approaching her from the business. Give her meticulous care, and they slowly come together.

I could tell from her voice that she had given a lot to Gao Qi.

But no, I didn't expect that Gao Qi was so narrow-minded.

In all fairness, in fact, if I look at this matter from the perspective of a man, if I were Gao Qi, I would not forgive her.

But I can't say these words, after all, this matter started because of me.

We are very accommodating to each other. There was no mention of my drunkenness that night.

The night was getting deeper, and Tang Yuwei didn't know when she fell asleep.

I knew she was pretending, because there was a strange man by her side, and she couldn't have slept so peacefully.

Looking at her delicate face. I could feel the blood boiling all over my body, the dark red light on her face.

Beneath the milky white silk coat on her body were a pair of slender and jade-like legs. Faintly sketched. A woman's most beautiful gripping curves.

It would be impossible to say that I didn't have a little dirty idea at this time.

I'm a normal man. There are also seven emotions and six desires.

But I knew very well that I would never touch her. Especially when a woman is most helpless and painful, I am not the kind of person who takes advantage of people's danger, and I will not flirt with her for the sake of a momentary impulse.

I quietly guarded her side, and finally reason prevailed over desire, hope.

I stood up, went back to the living room without hesitation, put my coat on, cocked my collar and opened the door and left.

The jade beads that poured down on my body were wet and cold.

In the car downstairs, I received a text message from Tang Yuwei.

She asked in a text message:

"Don't you have any thoughts about me?

At that moment, I looked at the jade beads on the windshield, laughed weirdly, and texted back:

"I feel it, but I've been wrong once, and I can't let it go on again.

If it weren't for me, a moment of indulgence, maybe you and Gao Qi wouldn't be like this.

I'm sorry! Tang Yuwei.

SMS since I sent it.

On the way back, I kept looking at my phone.

But I didn't wait for a reply.

The days went by repeatedly, and in addition to going to work, I went to Tang Yuwei's house to take care of her.

Or maybe I want to wash away the damage I have done to them through this kind of care.

During this period, I also went to Gao Qi a few times.

After Gao Qi learned my identity, although he was polite to me on the surface, I knew that he wanted to kill me in his heart.

But he and Tang Yuwei did not reconcile.

Every time Gao Qi touched a nail in front of Tang Yuwei, Gao Qi would always call me, and he would use a kind of phone call to report like a running account.

What time did he arrive at Tang Yuwei's house.

How did Tang Yuwei scold him for a bloody squirt.

He has been standing at the door of Tang Yuwei, and Tang Yuwei even called the police to say that Gao Qi was harassing her.

Every time Gao Qi called me, Gao Qi seemed to be doing something on purpose.

I think Gao Qi may mistakenly think that I used Fortitude's power in Nanping Town to suppress him.

But obviously, that's not what I really think.

During that time, the three of us were physically and mentally exhausted, and the three of us had no way to untie this dead knot.

But I obviously feel that the relationship between me and Tang Yuwei has changed.

Tang Yuwei called me more times than I called Xing Rui.

She always chatted with me about trivial things.

Sometimes, because of the appearance fee, the bid is high elsewhere, but the road is far away, ask for my opinion, whether she wants to go over.

Actually, I know that she deliberately caught my attention in this way.

But I always treated her with respect.

On the other hand, the stalemate between me and Xing Rui has been going on for a month, and every time I go to the city bureau to look for her. She's always talking about being very busy, waiting for her to get off work.

After hours. I secretly left in my colleague's car and didn't let me see me.

I called her. She would tell me that in Li Jun's ward, if something really happened, she would come to the Chinese medicine hospital.

Xing Ruiming knew that it was impossible for me to go to Li Jun's hospital room, so he deliberately put pressure on me.

Sometimes, when I go to the old public security family home to block him, the old man who watches the gate will always stand in front of my car with a mop and tell me to get out.

I didn't reply to Xing Rui's messages, and I didn't answer my calls. Sometimes when I call her and she gets annoyed, she will scold me on the phone and even say some vicious language to stimulate me.

My stomach was full of words, and I couldn't say a word.

Xing Rui has repeatedly challenged the limit of my patience, but I can't do anything with her, maybe in this emotional game, I don't have any hole cards, because I have paid true feelings to Xing Rui.

I'm angry. But it hurts even more about the heart.

I seem to have experienced the taste of Xing Rui's hot face sticking to my cold ass at the beginning. It is really feng shui in turn, thirty years in the east of the river and thirty years in the west of the river.

Xing Rui preemptively used the moves I made against her at the beginning, and all of them counterattacked me. Treating others in the way of others makes me unable to speak of my suffering.

Xing Rui didn't leave me any thoughts, and pushed me out the door.

And yet just when I was at my most helpless. I am reminded of Director Cao.

I called Director Cao and wanted to talk to him. But I didn't expect that it was a girl who picked it up. The girl said that her father was hospitalized at the Yangbei Cancer Hospital.

When I arrived at the hospital, I stood at the door of the ward in astonishment, looking at the middle-aged man with skinny skin and bones lying on the bed in the glass mouth.

I asked myself in my heart, is he Cao Xingmin?

Director Cao's face was sallow, his eyes were sunken, and he seemed to have lost his former majesty.

I didn't believe it, looking at this man who meant so much to me in my life.

Now it's so strange.

The kind of innate majesty in him seemed to be gone at this time, as if it was more like an old man who was terminally ill and could die at any time.

A woman in the ward saw someone at the door, stood up and moved her body, walked to the door slowly, opened the door of the ward and asked:

"Who are you looking for?

I've heard Director Cao talk about his family before.

The women who opened the door were almost in their fifties, and they were somewhat disabled when they retreated to the right, and it was obvious that they were the wife of Director Cao.

I tried to bring myself back to my composure and said:

"I'm Director Cao's friend, Han Bing.

The woman heard me say that I was Han Bing, looked at me with her lift, and hurriedly beckoned me to come in and sit down.

I put aside the fruit and milk in my hand and walked straight to Director Cao.

Director Cao's wife, a virtuous rural woman, said politely:

"Come on, come on, buy something! What are you spending money for?

Then she moved me a chair, and I sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the sleeping Director Cao.

At this moment, I am reminded of the time when Director Xing and I were injured in a car accident.

Director Cao sat at the head of my bed, looking at me with his hands folded as if he were examining a prisoner.

However, this scene is like a flashback, but the positions of Director Cao and I have changed.

After chatting with Director Cao's wife, I learned that Director Cao had just slept.

The cancer cells have expanded to the whole body, and Director Cao can't sleep early all night, so he can only rely on Demerol to relieve the pain.

He was sweating in pain at night, but he didn't say a word.

No, when it doesn't hurt for a while during the day, I'll stare for a while.

Looking at Director Cao's dry face, my heart ached to the extreme, and I didn't stay in the ward for a moment, and sat for a while before leaving.

As soon as I got out of the ward, stubborn tears fell down my face from the corners of my eyes.

No matter how tough a person is, under the abuse of the disease, he is so fragile and vulnerable.

My feelings for Director Cao are complicated, and he is the person I admire the most, not just because he saved me.

In another sense, Cao Xingmin is more like a mentor in my life.

The personality charm exuded by him has deeply influenced me. (To be continued......)