Chapter 65: Gains and Losses, and Questioning
With an address and a taxi, it wasn't too difficult to find Raika Oda's home.
Now that there was no one around, Xia You hesitated slightly, found the key in the grass and opened the door.
The sky was not completely lit in the early morning, but the lights inside were turned on as if it were daytime, Xia You had come in for the second time, and he didn't alarm Laixiang, and went straight to the bathroom.
Although he could feel the itching pain on his body, after taking off his clothes in front of the mirror, Xia You realized that he was already scarred.
Many of the injured areas were just faint bruises yesterday and have turned black today.
One by one, they were conspicuous there, and there were many such blackening places without clothes to cover them, and Xia You finally understood why the taxi driver's eyes were always evasive when he looked at him.
The soft sound of the door opening did not hide from Xia You, and the action of putting on his clothes halfway froze there, Xia You looked helplessly at the person refracted in the mirror:
"Usually when others are in the toilet, do you open it casually like this?"
Oda Laika ignored Xia You's words, but looked the scars on Xia You's body up and down expressionlessly, and spoke for a while:
"Did you get these injuries outside last night when you didn't come back?"
I don't know if it's an illusion, Xia You seems to see her pupils shrink before her expression becomes flat.
Silently put his clothes back on, Xia You didn't know how to answer, and Laixiang's soft voice behind him came again:
"Is it for what to inevitably get hurt?"
"Hmm."
"Is it worth it?" Oda Raika looked into Natsuyu's eyes in the mirror.
Is it worth it? Xia You asked himself the same.
"I don't know" Xia You smiled bitterly:
"I always felt like I was gaining something, but I was also losing something, Laixiang, you know what? I used to see people staring at me, and I would just think about hiding. Now I'm going to subconsciously punch it. ”
"A lot of times I think I'm sensible, but in hindsight I'm not just impulsive. In order to achieve a certain goal, I deliberately help or provoke others, even if they are human beings."
"Do you regret it now?"
Regret? Xia You shook his head.
No matter how much he loses, he can't compare to what he gets now, and if he loses the ability he has now, he may go crazy immediately.
"Then it doesn't matter, since it is the result you want, then confusion is superfluous. As for change, it is an adaptation to the living environment, and this change in order to adapt to the environment has only benefits and no harm. ”
Oda Laixiang said very slowly and sincerely, Xia You looked at her in a daze, he saw Laixiang this kind of posture for the first time.
Laixiang's heart is meticulous and considerate, far more delicate than he imagined.
"When I first met Xia You, do you know what it feels like to me?"
"What?" Xia You was stunned for a moment.
"It's a, it's a bastard."
Lai Xiang said while nodding her head reminiscingly, Xia You turned her head and glanced at her speechlessly, and then she was unwilling:
"And now?"
Oda Raika didn't answer, just pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled.
Obviously, a person who has been expressionless all year round should be very stiff when he laughs, but Xia You saw naturalness and calmness on her face. Xia You inexplicably felt a sense of reassurance.
"Wait! I'm like this, I'm not going back to school today, Laixiang, can you help me ask for leave, right? ”
"If you add 'sister' after my name, you should be able to do it."
“”
There are four classes a year at the Academy.
Gui Yanye felt that he had spent his time in anxiety and distraction from the beginning of the class to the present.
Sitting in the first row closest to the podium, she didn't know at all what the teacher had taught in class, the tip of the pen unconsciously rested on the blank notebook, and Gui Yanye's eyes frequently looked at the classroom door.
Xia You didn't come today, and he hasn't come to school yet.
Is it because of me?
Gui Yanye felt a sudden pain in his chest, and wanted to reach out to press it, but his hand was trembling slightly.
Maybe I'm really an ominous person?
Gui Yanye was in a trance for a moment, she thought that if Xia You heard such words, she would definitely veto it immediately, because he was such a good person.
Thinking of this, a faint smile began to appear on Gui Yanye's pale face, but it soon fell silent again due to Xia You's absence.
It's not that she didn't see Xia You's stunned and disappointed face, she didn't want to see Xia You disappointed, she didn't want to, she would rather be rejected by the girls in the class ten times than Xia You showed a trace of disappointment in the face of her.
But she felt that she couldn't talk to him, otherwise he would be dragged down by herself, slandered, and maliciously slandered.
He was the only person in the class who didn't dislike him, the only one who was willing to protect himself, but he couldn't let him get hurt because of it. No one can let him get hurt!
The pen in his hand was clenched and loosened again, and the torn paper let out a brief Shen groan, and only that figure appeared repeatedly in Gui Yanye's mind. When the class bell rang, she unconsciously slowly raised her head, but the light in front of her dimmed.
The figure blocking out the sun made her look forward to it, but immediately recognized that it was not the figure she was expecting.
"Gui Yan Ye!"
Kato Otome scolded the people in the middle class for just looking sideways, and then either doing their own thing, or looking at it with a joke, Gui Yanye was very uncomfortable, she suddenly thought that when Xia You was there, they didn't dare to do this to themselves, and no one in the class dared.
It turns out that I have been silently protected?
Gui Yanye bit her lip tightly, not letting her eyes continue to be warm and blurry.
"You know very well about Ito's injury! I'm warning you! If I found out that it was because of you, I would never let you go! ”
Kato Otome's words seemed to be more distant than ever, Gui Yanye listened intermittently and inadvertently, she didn't know who Ito was, and she wasn't interested in knowing, the person she wanted to know was not there today.
"Don't think that a man is cheap! I sue you! He won't be able to help you for long! ”
It seems that there is spit on her notebook, Gui Yanye doesn't care, what she cares about is what Kato Otome said'him', does he mean Xia Yu? Did he help himself again in a place he didn't know?
It's just that he disappointed him, didn't he, and he didn't go to school today
Is it really my fault?
"Hey! Did you even hear me, I said you! "Otome, don't do it!" "Let go of me!" "Now it would be terrible if that person came back and saw it, Otome!"
Gui Yan didn't care about the turmoil in his ears, his fingers were unconsciously intertwining with each other, and Gui Yanye's face with his head down was in a trance and empty.
"Xia Youjun"
At eight o'clock in the evening of the next watch, ask for a collection and ask for tickets.
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