57 Artoria's Reflections

"You ......"

Chu Xuan's calm but ruthless words made Artoria's tone stagnate, and then, she felt something slightly sour gushing out, and quickly extinguished the anger in her heart.

Although Artoria has always strongly opposed others treating her as a woman, although Artoria has never needed to be protected by others, and she does not allow herself to be protected by others, but I don't know why, after Chu Xuan made this "natural" explanation, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart.

Maybe it's because of the difference in "treatment", Alice Field...... Even Kishiba Shirano, who was originally a hostile relationship, was able to get Chu Xuan's protection, but as a comrade-in-arms, she was "abandoned".

I don't know how Joan of Arc, who has been burying her face in her knees, feels empty at this time, but Artoria's heart feels empty, and she can't even get angry, and there may be a little sourness in addition to that.

"How can you say that! Artoria and Joan of Arc are both girls, too!

And...... Aren't you buddies fighting side by side! ”

At this time, the only one who could stand up and criticize Chu Xuan was Alice Field, after Artoria heard this, she instinctively wanted to oppose this kind of statement with caste discrimination, but her lips squirmed a few times, but she couldn't make any sound.

"Because they are partners who fight side by side, they must take on their responsibilities in order to accomplish their tactical intentions - even if it requires them to abandon their lives.

Until the sentence of death...... It doesn't mean that comrades-in-arms drag each other down and then die together.

What's more, even without any protection, with Artoria and Joan of Arc's defensive capabilities, they can't be too hurt by the aftermath of the explosion, and you and Kishiba Shirano's bodies are much more fragile than servants, and even a small dose of poison gas blown by the wind can quickly cause the death of ordinary people. ”

Chu Xuan pushed down his reflective glasses expressionlessly, and said to his wife rather indifferently.

Alice Phil had a sad expression on her face, but she could no longer continue to blame her husband for what he had done, because her husband was absolutely right as always.

Moreover, it was precisely because of Chu Xuan's indifference to others that her safety was guaranteed, how could she bear to blame her husband who had borne the resentment of the servants in order to protect her?

"Chu Xuan's decision is not wrong, Ellie."

Artoria took a deep breath, then straightened her back, regained her calm expression that was very similar to Chu Xuan, and said to her in a calm tone:

"On the battlefield, everyone has their own duties that must be fulfilled, and some of them may have the duty of 'sending them to death', while the duty of the commander in chief is to try not to let his feelings affect his judgment, and to put everyone in the army in the place where he can best play his 'role'.

The battle with Tamaki was really because Joan of Arc and I were too careless, so after Tamamo killed herself, she was hit by the toxin in her forbidden art that didn't want to harm us, and it was us who should be reviewed.

If we still need the master to protect each of us who have EX-level defensive treasures, then what qualifications do we have to compete for the Holy Grail, and what face do we have to help you and Chu Xuan win the Holy Grail War! ”

She had also done many incomparably correct but incomparably cold things to Chu Xuan, and it was precisely because of this that she was considered by her subjects to "not understand human feelings".

However, she firmly believes that she made the right choice, and the facts have proved that she has led everyone to victory in the war again and again, protecting more people, and the sacrifice of that small group of people is completely worth it.

But...... Just now, she had a little bit of a sense of what it was like to be in the hearts of those who had been given up by her.

It is precisely because she will always be the winner, and she will always be the only one who gives up on others, so she has never considered those who have been given up by her before, but she has always believed in her own justice.

On the battlefield, he won all battles, and above the temple, he was honest and fair, valued faith and righteousness and was not swayed by personal feelings, and planned the country completely rationally, and never made any mistakes...... But the end result is to lead the country to ruin.

- Yes, she did not make any mistakes, and the "rightness" she insisted on before led to the final mistake, and these "correctness" were also part of a huge mistake!

"Thank you, Chu Xuan, I now understand a little bit of the feelings of those who were sacrificed by me.

…… I'm a little embarrassed, but to be honest, I was a little dissatisfied with your choice for a moment.

As far as I am concerned, even if I am dissatisfied, as long as your orders are right, I will firmly carry them out - even at my own expense

But what you believe in is not necessarily true for others...... Or, while that is true, the person who is sacrificed for it may not willingly accept the 'rightness'......

I sincerely hope that you don't repeat my mistakes in the future, can you see what I mean? ”

Artoria didn't seem to know how to say what she felt, but Chu Xuan probably understood it all at once, he nodded, and replied very seriously:

"I understand."

But then, Chu Xuan pushed down his reflective glasses expressionlessly, and said unceremoniously to Artoria:

"One thing you shouldn't doubt is that the right is always right, and it is true no matter what the outcome is.

Although the 'right' will vary for each person according to their own judgment criteria, there is only one 'right' that applies to the entire human society and even the entire universe -- that is, the objective law of the operation of the universe.

Although we can't grasp the objective laws of the universe in which we live like looking at the source code of the program, this does not mean that we can't indirectly prove that the laws we have discovered are consistent with the objective laws through a series of methods such as observation, measurement, reverse deduction, and practice.

-- We call this part of the law 'truth'.

'Truth' is the objective law of the operation of the universe, and if we have to doubt even the right things, then there will be no right things in this world, and if we lose our 'standards', people will lose their way. ”

"You...... Are you saying I'm lost now? ”

Artoria was not a stupid person, she immediately understood what Chu Xuan meant, but this was not right, if that was not right, she really didn't know what was right.

"But...... The ...... I used to hold on to In the end, the country quickly fell apart. ”

"Of course, what you insist on is the 'truth,' there is no doubt about that."

Chu Xuan first determined the correct surname of Artoria's beliefs, and then went on to say to her:

"But how to use these 'truths' to make objective things develop in the direction you want is not an easy task, if you want to completely control the development of objective things, you must understand all the objective laws that affect their development - this is very difficult to do, if the things you want to control are too complex and large, this is almost impossible to do.

In myths and legends, some gods and goddesses can know certain things that will happen in the next hundreds, thousands, or even tens of thousands of years with a finger, and then make preparations in advance now to deal with those things that will be unfavorable to them in the future.

If you can do that, you will be able to make arrangements ahead of time so that your country will continue to thrive and even grow for thousands of years to come. ”

"How is this possible, it's just a myth and a legend."

Artoria immediately shook her head, and did not hesitate to deny myths and legends, which was really funny - because she was able to exist in this world in large part because of the fact that she trusted them in the past.

"It may just be a myth, but it's theoretically possible.

As long as we have a complete grasp of all the objective laws in the universe and have sufficient computing power, we can calculate the development and change of any thing at any time in the future, and the speed of calculation depends on the ratio of the amount of calculation to the computing power.

In a computer, we can create a world with only a few simple rules, so that we can easily know what will happen in this world after a period of trillions of time.

And even in our world, we can use computers to calculate the development and change of some ideal model after simplifying many rules, but the longer the time, the more rules are not included in the calculation, and the greater the final deviation. ”

For some reason, Chu Xuan specially corrected Artoria's statement, although he was correct, but in fact, there was no such thing as an immortal who completely grasped all the objective laws in the universe and had enough computing power, so in the end, as Artoria said, "How is this possible."

"That...... Although this is theoretically true, there should not be so many ...... in this universe God. ”

Artoria couldn't refute Chu Xuan's correct theory, she didn't need to refute this correct theory, but because that kind of power only cared about the theory, she didn't think there was much value in discussing.

"It should be said that there has never been an eternally omniscient and all-powerful God in this universe in the past, or that kind of God has always existed, but we have never discovered it."

Chu Xuan pushed down his reflective glasses expressionlessly, corrected Artoria again pointedly, and then took the initiative to end the topic. (To be continued.) )