"Can you see her?"

Zhou Chu stopped and turned his head to look at Xia Xiao.

"Of course." Xia Xiao smiled, "I'm also an Awakened One. ”

Ordinary people in reality can't see it, but if it is the awakened person in the nightmare space who can see it, of course, it does not exclude any capable people, such as those psychic people who don't know if the Tao can be psychic or not.

After confirming and updating this basic information and cognition, Zhou Chu didn't think about anything else, but walked to the gate and waited for Xia Xiao.

Xia Xiao looked at Alesa, then at Zhou Chu, and then said with some resentment.

"It turns out that you are starting to like girls now, but I am already a royal sister, or shall I go and change my clothes?"

Zhou Chu, who had been teased by Xia Xiao in the past, just glanced at Alesa today, thought about such a possibility, and then answered.

"No, I'm not interested in how Araisa looks and ages."

His answer made Xia Xiao stunned for a moment, and after coming back to his senses, Da Xiao laughed, and then asked again.

"Then what type you like, I just need to become that type of woman."

"At this time, I should answer, what do you like about me, can't I change it?" Zhou Chu said seriously, "Although this seems to be what I want to say, I don't think it's appropriate, so just be yourself." ”

Xia Xiao faced Zhou Chu for the first time, and had a feeling that she had nowhere to talk and no power, but then, she quickly adjusted, and with a charming smile, she walked into the villa with Zhou Chu and Aleisha.

Zhou Chu followed her and walked to the excessively spacious hall.

"You're early. So dinner has to wait, let's talk about things first? Xia Xiao sat down, and just wanted to call the nanny to pour tea for the guests, but she snapped her fingers, and suddenly thought that in order to create an opportunity to be alone with Zhou Chu, she took a nanny and two Filipino maids in the villa on vacation.

So she stood up again and smiled at Zhou Chu.

"What do you want to drink, I have the best black tea specially provided by the British nobles here."

"Whatever, just drink it. I don't know anything about luxury and enjoyment. "Zhou Chu is also very direct. Then he said to Aretha, "Go around, I didn't call you, you don't have to come back." ”

Then he added, "You can sense my call, right?" ”

Alesa nodded obediently.

"Then go ahead." Zhou Chu waved his hand. It's like an irresponsible father. And Alesa looked at Xia Xiao. looked at Zhou Chu again, showed a sly smile, and then with a happy mood. Directly through the closed gate, out of the door.

Xia Xiao showed a puzzled expression: "Is it appropriate to let her wander around like this?" ”

"No one can see her, and she won't do any pranks." Zhou Chu said, "Moreover, haven't you always wanted to be alone with me?" ”

"Really...... Be empathetic. Xia Xiao glanced at Zhou Chu with some confusion, and then walked to the place where the wine cabinet and tea set were placed on the side, and rushed black tea.

After brewing a pot of real Earl Grey black tea, Xia Xiaocai walked back again, and brought two delicate silver teacups, poured the black tea up, and pushed one of the cups in front of Zhou Chu.

"Tell me, why do you suddenly want to join the Black Knights?" Xia Xiao took a sip of black tea elegantly, and then looked at Zhou Chu.

"Because I need strength." Zhou Chu didn't have any taboos or scruples, and said directly, "It's not just personal strength, but also other ways to become a dream breaker, method, I don't know much about the Nightmare World realm, I need more information, and the corresponding knight resources, and there are more resources in reality, I need to do a lot of things." ”

"No, you know what I'm asking isn't this." Xia Xiao looked at Zhou Chu, "You know that if you want, everything I have can be used by you, but you haven't spoken." ”

"Because I have no feelings, or more precisely, I have no heart, no emotions."

After hearing this, Xia Xiao's face changed first, and he quickly stretched out his hand and put it on Zhou Chu's chest, and only after feeling the powerful beating of that heart did he breathe a sigh of relief.

"It's scary to make a joke like that."

"No, I mean really."

Zhou Chu said, and then told Xia Xiao everything he had experienced in the simplest and most straightforward way, and he didn't even hide it, his biggest demon was the fear of losing Qin Jing.

After listening to Zhou Chu's description, Xia Xiao fell into a long silence, her slender eyelashes hanging down, obscuring her vision.

After a long time, Xia Xiao raised his head.

"I can guess that your demon is her, although it is difficult to accept, but I also know that it is her, but I didn't expect you to deal with it in such a way...... It took a lot of effort on my part......"

Speaking of this, she didn't say any more, Zhou Chu's heart demon was Qin Jing, and her heart demon back then, why wasn't he? It's just that in the face of her own demons, Xia Xiao's innate pride in her bones and soul broke out in the end, and it was this stubborn pride, and it was also her blind trust in Zhou Chu, who made her face her own demons, which made her grit her teeth, and experienced countless illusions of being with him, betrayed and abandoned, and experiencing encounters, acquaintances, loves, and then separations again and again, but she never gave up her feelings for Zhou Chu, and did not believe that if Zhou Chu was with her, will betray her and abandon her, and after the worst case, he finally killed the demon with his own hands.

For himself, the absolute pride, the blind trust and belief in that man, and the seemingly incomprehensible but equally deep feelings for Zhou Chu for Qin Jing, these three supported Xia Xiao and killed his own demons.

She remembered the words she had said as she watched the blood-stained corpse at her feet fade away.

I love you and have nothing to do with you.

But she really didn't expect Zhou Chu to make such a choice, she thought that Zhou Chu would be like her, defeat the demons and be reborn. or was assimilated by the demons, but he didn't expect that Zhou Chu's choice was to kill himself in exchange for fear and the demise of the demons.

Even if you die, are you not willing to give up your feelings for someone?

Xia Xiao showed a wry smile, but when she came back to her senses, she saw that Zhou Chu was looking at her, so she smiled again.

"I don't mean anything else, don't think too much."

"I didn't think much of it." Zhou Chu replied calmly. "You may feel that it is not fair. Or any other emotion, I know that you will have it, and you should have it, but I don't have any emotions because of this. Because the most objective fact is put in front of you. I love Qin Jing. And I made that choice, so even if I have any emotions for you, I won't do anything. Because any move will be more harmful to you and unfair to her, not to mention ......"

Zhou Chu showed a calm smile.

"What's more, I really don't have any emotions right now."

Xia Xiao also looked at Zhou Chu calmly, and then said, "To be honest, I really want to beat you up now." ”

"You can fight." Zhou Chu shrugged, "But I will resist, but I can't beat you." ”

"......" Xia Xiao really has the urge to fix the calm, hateful guy in front of him first, but thinking about it, it is true, he has no heart and emotions himself, so everything is based on objective description, and having emotions with a guy who has no emotions will only make him more emotional.

So she took a deep breath and calmed down.

"That seems like a good thing, at least we can finally work together again, my man."

"I'm not yours, at least not yet." Zhou Chu once again expounded his own objective understanding, "So I know that you will give me all your resources to use, but I just borrow, I will remember everything, clearly, and I will return it to you in the future, you know that even if there is no emotion, I will not do anything because of the means to achieve my goal, or because of this, I will do something that I will not do before, such as ......"

"Like sleeping with me." Xia Xiao said with some annoyance, "I'm very curious, if at this time, I seduce you, or rather, I tempt you with everything you want, if you become my man, then you will get everything you want, without emotions and sensuality, how will you choose?" ”

"I won't." Zhou Chu ignored Xia Xiao's annoyance, and still calmly elaborated, "There is no heart, no emotion, it just means that there are no perceptual thoughts and feelings, although it is already completely rational thinking and judgment, but rationality does not mean that there are no principles, nor does it mean that you are lost and not yourself, but because you know yourself more clearly and rationally, you will not do things that go against your heart......"

Zhou Chu paused, ignoring the expression on Xia Xiao's face, and after organizing the language, he continued.

"So I can confirm that from the perspective of love, if you use percentages, then there is no doubt that I am 100% in love with Qin Jing, but from the perspective of feelings, I have complex and indescribable emotions for you, but it may be guilt, it may be debt, it may be the regret and beauty that I missed, and of course there may be other ...... Of course, there is also the admiration and inferiority of the ordinary class towards the higher class, and the uneasiness of the ......"

Xia Xiao's teeth seemed to be clenched a little loudly, but Zhou Chu continued.

"And from any point of view, from the purest rational point of view, you are the most suitable and closest to perfect partner, and from a biological point of view, our offspring will be better, but only from an emotional point of view, then there is no doubt that all my feelings are hers, although it is not excluded that in the next time we get along, during the period when I have no emotions and emotions, the analysis of your advantage judgment occupies the greatest upper hand and together, but now, there is no doubt about it, Every nerve in my consciousness is telling me that I don't love you and I don't have any desires for you......"

When the words of desire were spoken, Xia Xiao finally couldn't hold it back, and kicked at Zhou Chu with a twisted leg, if she was completely emotionally lost to her, Xia Xiao could accept it, because during that time, she was not by Zhou Chu's side, it was Qin Jing's appearance that saved him, but when it comes to the purest desire, there is nothing more exciting for her than "I have no interest in you", and in everything she is proud of, there is a part of her appearance and figure.

But now, the man in front of him actually said that he didn't have any desire, so he had to express his anger.

This kick castrated quickly, but there was not much strength, and Xia Xiao was just to show his anger, so Zhou Chu flashed over very easily, and grabbed her ankle, and pulled Xia Xiao directly into his arms.

"You ......"

Before Xia Xiao's words were finished, her lips were blocked by Zhou Chu.

Time seemed to stand still in an instant, and the overturned teacups and slowly flowing tea continued to slide down the carpet like a waterline, and the sound of utensils falling was crisp.

But Xia Xiao couldn't hear or see anything at this moment, and in all his mind and consciousness, there was only that fiery kiss.

After a long time, or a moment later, Zhou Chu let go of Xia Xiao and calmly looked at her slightly flushed face.

"Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I still have feelings for you, I'm not sure."

Xia Xiao just stared at Zhou Chu motionlessly, she had never noticed that her heart was beating so fast.

"But I didn't really have any feelings or emotions, just felt like I should do it, so I did it, but ......"

"But nothing has changed, I know." Xia Xiao got up from Zhou Chu's arms and sat back in his original position, "Let's talk about things, specific, what you need, or rather, what you want to do in reality." ”

Wise woman. Zhou Chu thought, there is no doubt that his actions just now were subconsciously and instinctively, but what is the motive and starting point? He doesn't know what the Dao is, he has no heart, there is no way to analyze such a move, although all actions should be supported by motives and emotions, but he doesn't know what the emotions of the Dao are, and he doesn't know what the motive of the Dao is, just like he knows that all his feelings are in love with Qin Jing, but knowing the Dao is one thing, and the experience is another, he just knows that he loves Qin Jing, but he doesn't know what the love in the so-called feelings of the Dao is like and what it should be like.

What he has lost is not only emotions, because emotions are lost, all thoughts and emotions that are due to feelings and sensuality cannot appear and experience, and if they cannot appear and experience, how can they understand what the so-called feelings are.

Therefore, he may even lose his feelings.

But it's not a big deal, Zhou Chu thought, he knew that the Dao was still there, but he couldn't feel and experience, and it was precisely because he couldn't feel and experience that he wouldn't be afraid and afraid of losing, so the demons in his heart would be wiped out.

After thinking about this, Zhou Chu no longer thought about this kind of thing that can never be analyzed and judged with reason and logic, but concisely put forward the first plan he wanted to make in reality.

"I need a sum of money and then buy a company, how the money will come from, I have already figured it out, you just need to lend me a car at the right time, and help me negotiate with that company." (To be continued.) )

PS:Zhou Chu of this chapter,It should be very underplayed.,Recently, there are some card plots.,Mainly the part of the development in reality.,A lot of descriptions are critical.,The next nightmare world has been thought about.,After the transition in reality, you'll enter.,In addition,About the changes in Zhou Chu.,If you can,I want to hear everyone's opinions.,Just leave a message in the book review area.,I'll basically reply when I see it.。 Thank you.