Su Jing's lips were tightly closed, without the slightest expression on his face, Su Luo was very familiar with his appearance, the upper and lower gums bit together, let the tongue between the teeth, and then inhale, inhale until there is no trace of air in the mouth, the tongue, teeth, and lips are all tightly pressed together, this expression only appears when Su Jing is facing a problem.

The world changes with the mind of the prey, and all the subconscious of the tested person becomes something in reality. The same is true of the black letters on the roof of the production room, and the ugly physical distortion of Sadako Yamamura is undoubtedly no exception.

My brother should know this very well, which means that Sadako Yamamura is like this in his heart? He also unconsciously resented the child he gave birth to Sadako Yamamura? Even, in a certain corner of his heart, had the idea of killing her?

Even my brother, who has always claimed to be a non-kind person, probably can't accept that such a despicable thought will appear in his heart. Although he has always done things based on his personal likes and dislikes, he has always insisted on being a person with taste and style, he can use the virus to destroy the miè world without blinking, but he absolutely can't stand that he is a scumbag who uses women. Su Luo is sure of this.

But Paradise Lost doesn't lie.

This is probably the reason why Su Jing was at a loss, realizing that he was not as clean as he had always thought, and looked directly at the dirty corner of his heart.

Although Su Jing always showed a calm and unhurried appearance, Su Luo knew very well that he would also have times when he was confused and at a loss. Only at this time will he show his true mental age, and he can't help but look around for someone who can comfort him.

Su Luo quietly held his hand, and the fingers of the two were intertwined like vines. The temperature coming from the girl's palm seemed to calm Su Jing's mood, and the empty expression on his face only lasted for a few seconds before disappearing. Standing in place was the man who was always calm again.

Su Jing let go of his sister's hand, and he approached the bedside. The small black images around him were afraid of the heat on his body, and he stood beside Sadako Yamamura on the bed without hindrance. Su Jing's fingers gently slid over the woman's smooth cheeks and slender chin, and then stopped at the slender neck like a swan.

Sadako Yamamura's black pupils twitched as he walked, and when he reached out to caress it, the woman turned her face very slightly, her eyes narrowed slightly, and she let him stroke it like a cat. Her body temperature is about two degrees Celsius lower than normal, and her arteries are still beating, and Sadako Yamamura is a "living being".

"Can you hear me?" Su Jing bent down. Bringing his face closer to a distance of only ten centimeters from her, the other's breathing was as thin as a gossamer, but still smooth. But she didn't have any reaction to Su Jing's words, no matter how gently he spoke in Chinese, Japanese, or English, her eyes didn't change at all, and with Su Jing's judgment, she didn't have advanced thinking ability.

"It's rude."

Su Jing unbuttoned her light blue hospital gown one by one, revealing a white and dazzling milky white female body, and he skillfully pressed the woman's ribs with his fingers. Slightly less rigid than normal, Sadako Yamamura's bones are strangely flexible and elastic, making it hard to imagine how she could stand, and perhaps her astonishing lightness was not the result of a balanced diet.

Wrong. Softer than the bones of a real Sadako Yamamura, Su Jing's fingers rested on her swollen lower abdomen, an insect-like abdominal cavity with a thin slit. Without hesitation, he reached in with his fingers and pulled open the skin of his specially constructed lower abdomen. Slowly writhing internal organs are exposed to warm, moist production room air.

With his movements, Su Luo, who was standing on the side, noticed that the small black shadows around him were gradually surrounding. gathered around Su Jing, but he was too focused on probing information and completely ignored these dark shadows.

Su Jing places her hand on the surface of the deformed uterus, under the mucosa that wraps and protects the internal organs, is a mature human organ, muscle bundles and nerve fibers are intertwined to make the ovaries of the egg, and the uterus body that stores the embryo, which is the natural precision machine of nature. Although it is still primitive and dangerous compared to Su Jing's ideal reproductive function, compared to mitosis, this is a masterpiece of natural selection, and it takes many generations of mutation to accumulate to form this delicate reproductive mechanism.

No, it's not time to look at it from the perspective of such a biologist. Su Jing held the bulging organ with her hand, how did Sadako Yamamura herself feel about her actions? Will you feel humiliated? Or do you think of this feeling as part of love? My relationship with her is not a healthy relationship, I have always known this, but I have no ability to change, I am afraid of change, I am afraid of change, I am afraid that once I change, she will leave me.

Fear that you are not capable of loving people normally.

Speaking of which, what Sadako really wants, she actually knows all along.

She wants to really have a child with herself, human, beautiful, able to grow into a second Su Jing, a second Sadako Yamamura, or a cute child who combines the looks of two people.

But I have been avoiding this, I want free adventure, like that kind of home life, I have never felt the need to go. I'm not a father's material, and I can't even coordinate my relationship with my girlfriend......

Isn't it too cautious? Life is inherently full of uncertainties. Is it necessary to take that step and truly become a responsible adult man?

Su Jing took Sadako Yamamura's thin hand and kissed her lightly on her pale lips.

Su Luo felt as if he paused slightly when he raised his head, and then Su Jing used her fingers to pull away Sadako's lips from Yamamura, carefully observing her teeth, and then raised her slender arm again, looked at it carefully, and even tried to bend the joints of her elbows and wrists.

"Interesting." Su Jing, who stood up again, smiled, raised one eyebrow, and repeated, "It's really interesting." ”

"Interesting?"

"Alo...... You know, there's one creature that doesn't exactly belong to material life. That kind of defilement, or the rest of the 'breath' condensed into creatures, and there is a legend about this creature that they are able to mate with female creatures and give birth to offspring with strange abilities. Su Jing showed a rather playful smile, "In our history, the conception of this strange person is called 'feeling and pregnancy'. Christ Jesus, children out of wedlock, and so on, I had always thought these were stories made up to cover up misdeeds, until I met one myself. ”

“…… She? Su Luo curiously stepped forward and touched Sadako Yamamura's arm, the touch was no different from that of ordinary humans.

"Yes. I discovered in the world of Midnight Bells that her family actually has a very old tradition of intercourse with sea demons to reproduce offspring. And when I was fighting that demon, I realized that its existence was not the same as an ordinary creature, and I was just a little adventurer who was less than a silver level at the time, and I didn't understand what it meant. It wasn't until I recalled it later that I remembered that it was actually a ...... A defilemental creature that resembles a spiritual aggregate. It does not have a body of its own, and can only be used as its own by aggregating sea creatures. And this also explains why Yamamura Sadako's family of shrine maidens who worship monsters in the sea has been inherited by women for generations - it cannot produce Y chromosomes, and each generation of shrine maidens is a natural clone of the previous generation, and the embryo formed by the egg itself forming a genetic diploid. ”

"You said before that she has special abilities, right?" Su Luo held up a finger.

"Yes. Her genes do have some kind of mutation, like a celestial blood hybrid, or purgatory, in some world, Sadako's body is affected by her own thinking and personality - she can be regarded as an intermediate area between human and spiritual beings. During the time she met me, she was haunted by the bestial instincts that had been split off from her—the effect on her body that she had inherited from the furious, dark nature of the filthy creature, that her body had split into two on a physical plane like an amoeba. ”

Su Luo blinked, and suddenly understood what he was talking about.

"You mean, this 'dark side' is actually her doppelganger?"

Su Jing gestured and carefully parted the lips of the woman on the hospital bed, and the naturally closed teeth showed a somewhat distorted shape, some of which looked like the triangular sharp teeth of fish or reptiles, instead of the white and flat teeth of Sadako Yamamura.

"In addition, her joint flexibility is far beyond that of ordinary people, and her bones are not hard enough, so she may only be able to crawl on all fours...... These have already shown that the one lying on the bed is Sadako Yamamura, who has split out of the dark side. This artifact has the ability to split the dark side of people's hearts, and when applied to her, it shows such consequences...... It makes sense to explain the line on the ceiling, but I still find it a little ...... A little off. ”

Su Jing's eyebrows tangled again, and Sadako Yamamura, who was lying on the bed, stared at him with dark pupils.

“…… I didn't want to hurt her, even though I knew she was the dark side of Sadako's split, I didn't want to hurt her. The man stroked Sadako's cheek and carefully helped her rebutton her shirt.

“…… Brother, your thinking has really been dulled to a certain extent lately. Su Luo sighed and pointed at herself with a thumbs up, "Paradise Lost is not just for a certain person, it is a projection of all the minds imprisoned, you forgot from beginning to end, am I also standing in this room?" It's not you who wants to kill her, it's me, stupid. ”

Su Jing blinked and froze for a while.

"I'm going to be jealous, too, idiot." Su Luo smiled a little helplessly, "It's not just the relationship between men and women...... It's super troublesome to explain here, so let's talk about it next time I have the chance. If you don't want to hurt her, just leave here. I can probably guess what's going to happen next...... The designed script was disrupted by the actors three times and twice, and the screenwriter probably couldn't help but end up by himself soon. (To be continued......)