Section 368 Love
"There should be an artificial lake there." Wang Yuanan handed Lin Chuan a bottle of beer, pointed to a clearing under the hill and said. "I always thought it should be in that position, but I was afraid that the water would carry the virus and let those naughty bags that always sneak out suffer from it, so I never did it."
"Do you think you should dig an artificial lake there?" He asked.
Lin Chuan couldn't understand his words, let alone how to answer, and only after a moment did he say, "When we completely eliminate the virus, it's not bad to dig an artificial lake there." ”
"Do you really believe that we can completely eradicate the virus?" Wang Yuanan asked. "The whole world has been ruined, do you believe there is a chance to do it again?"
"Of course I believe, I believe that a qiē can be done all over again." Lin Chuan replied. "If we don't even have that belief, what's the point of what we're doing? So what's the difference between us alive and the walking dead? ”
Wang Yuanan looked at him, as if he had made up his mind because of his words.
"I don't know." He sighed. "It's been a long time since I didn't know if what I was doing was right or wrong, I didn't know what I was looking for, or even what I should believe. But you're right, we should have this kind of belief, and if we don't even have it, then there is no point in living. ”
Lin Chuan couldn't guess what he had encountered, but what Wang Yuanan understood was obviously quite different from what he wanted to express.
He seems to have inadvertently encouraged Wang Yuanan to make decisions that he shouldn't have made.
"I don't mean anything else." He said after a moment of silence. "I'm just trying to figure out, do you know who Su Meixing is? The cost and consequences of being with her. Have you seriously considered it? ”
"You don't have to beat around the bush, Li Yaoyao came once in the morning, and I knew what was going to happen at that time." Wang Yuanan replied. "Of course I know who she is. I know what you're trying to say, but I've made up my mind. Like you just said, you can do it all over again, and I'm going to give myself a chance, a chance to start over. ”
"Do you really know what you're talking about?" Lin Chuan's voice involuntarily raised.
"I know you're worried about Wang Zhi, but Wang Zhi won't care about such a thing."
"How do you know?"
"I know you've studied Wang Zhi's experience, so you should know. Meixing has been married twice, and both marriages ended because of Wang Zhi. Wang Yuanan's expression was very strange when he said this, as if he was hiding something. What he has for Miyuki is not possessive. It's the guilt of longing to give her happiness. Do you understand this? ”
Lin Chuan quickly recalled the records about Wang Zhi and Su Meixing, and unfortunately, what Wang Yuanan said seemed to be true. Wang Zhi seems to have never dared to face Su Meixing, and he doesn't seem to have the confidence and courage to give her happiness. Always running away from her.
Why? Does he think that every misfortune she has caused is self-inflicted?
Lin Chuan couldn't understand this practice, which was close to masochism. But he nodded silently, then shook his head again.
"People's minds are always changing, how can you guarantee that they won't ...... when"
"So you're going to deprive that poor woman of her right to pursue happiness? Huang Yuan is like this, and so are the people behind him! Just because she is the woman Wang Zhi loved, for five years, she didn't even have the opportunity to meet a strange man! has been living in falsehood, and all the qiē has been arranged! Everyone around me is an actor! Is it so important to please Wang Zhi? So important that for an ethereal thing, you can deprive a woman of happiness all her life? Wang Yuanan suddenly became furious. His hand held the wine bottle tightly, and Lin Chuan felt that it would hit his head at any moment.
But it didn't fall after all. Wang Yuanan drank the beer inside in one gulp and threw it far away.
"I feel it is my responsibility to give her happiness." He said meaninglessly.
"You knew her before?" Lin Chuan asked.
Wang Yuanan's movements stalled, and after a moment he nodded vigorously.
"Does she know you, then?"
Wang Yuanan's movements stopped again, and then shook his head.
Lin Chuan couldn't understand the feelings he expressed, for a person whose real age must have been over fifty years old, his expression was a little out of balance. But if Su Meixing had been the person he loved a long time ago, then this qiē became reasonable.
"Do you know Wang Zhi too?"
Wang Yuanan smiled bitterly and did not answer.
"If, I mean if......" Lin Chuan picked up the bottle of beer that Wang Yuanan gave him before and drank half of it in one go. What would you do if Wang Zhi really came one day and got angry because of what happened to you and Su Meixing? ”
"I'll kill him." Wang Yuanan laughed, it seemed that Lin Chuan was saying something very ridiculous. "I'll kill anyone who stops me from giving me happiness to Miyuki, including myself."
Lin Chuan looked at his eyes seriously, there was something in them that couldn't be explained. Before this, Wang Yuanan's attitude towards Yiqiē was indifferent, but this time, Lin Chuan saw a kind of madness that should not belong to him.
He suddenly remembered that when Li Mingfeng sat on the real stage, the flickering in his eyes was also such madness.
"I see." He nodded.
He remembered the man who gave him a second life, he remembered his death like substance, and he remembered the terrible scene of him parting the isthmus of America with his bare hands. A long time had passed, but he still remembered the horror of that man.
Wang Yuanan will not be his opponent, but Wang Yuanan is not only his important companion, but also a person worthy of respect in his opinion.
He looked back at the sky and the wilderness, drank the bottle of beer in one go, and threw it away as far away as Wang Yuan'an.
"I won't support you, but I won't oppose you either. I just want to say that if you really decide, be sure to give her happiness. ”
His words seemed to surprise Wang Yuanan a little.
"Aren't you afraid of Wang Zhi?" He asked, surprised.
"We are all of his blood, and who can not be afraid of him?" Lin Chuan smiled bitterly. "But instead of worrying about what might happen in the future, I prefer to focus on the present. I don't want to lose a partner like you, if you really like Su Meixing so much, even to the point where you are willing to challenge Wang Zhi because of this, I have no reason to oppose you. Besides, like you said, he's not really going to get angry about it, is he? ”
Wang Yuanan looked at him and suddenly laughed. "It seems that it was the right choice for me to stay here."
"Hopefully we've made the right choice." Lin Chuan said with a sigh. "I've made the wrong choice many times, and I hope it's not wrong this time."
The two drank all the expired beer that Wang Yuanan brought with them on the roof, and the alcohol did not make them feel drunk, but the two of them laughed as if they were drunk until dusk came.
On the horizon in the distance, close to the ground, there was a faint circle of clouds, like flames in the setting sun, and the red was thrilling.
Wang Yuanan seemed to be really ready to take the welfare home as his home, he stayed with Lin Chuan for dinner, but Lin Chuan politely declined his invitation, and he didn't have the idea of talking to Su Meixing and Cen Xiaojing.
He hurried back to the command center.
"How's it going?" Li Yaoyao immediately walked over from his seat.
"Looks like we can only bless them." Lin Chuan said.
"What did you say?" Li Yaoyao cried out in surprise.
Lin Chuan told her his reasons.
"Don't you think it's too rash to drag everyone into this gamble for the sake of Wang Yuanan?" Li Yaoyao said. "They are all adults, and they should be able to handle their feelings better instead of letting everyone go crazy with them."
"When you and Zhu Rong dragged the whole world into a gamble to kill Wang Zhi and Huang Ande because of love and hate, do you think your decision was rash?" Lin Chuan asked.
Li Yaoyao's expression froze.
"I'm not trying to uncover your scars, Li Yaoyao, but I think you should be able to understand Master Wang's thoughts. If everything has to be analyzed, weighed and chosen from the pros and cons, then what is the meaning of our lives? Lin Chuan said. Today, when I was in the orphanage, I suddenly understood a lot of things and felt a lot of things. If you have time, you might as well go there often. By the way, Cen Xiaojing looks in good shape, and if you go to see her often, I think she will forgive you one day. ”
He rushed to Dihua that night, and when he arrived there in the early hours of the morning, he suddenly had an impulse to meet Liang Jin and Zhu Rong who had squeezed out time from the busy to meet him at the airport.
He hugged both of them in his arms, one left and one right.
"What are you doing!" Liang Jin exclaimed in surprise, trying to break free from his embrace, although he had acquiesced to his relationship with Zhu Rong, Liang Jin still couldn't share Lin Chuan with Zhu Rong in front of everyone.
Zhu Rong's eyes widened in surprise, but she didn't struggle, but silently let Lin Chuan do it.
He finally held them both tightly in his arms.
"I love you, Liang Jin." Lin Chuan whispered to their ears. "I love you too, Zhu Rong." For some reason, these words came out of his mouth as naturally as flowing water. "I love you guys, I know it's greedy, but I'm really lucky to have you all at the same time. You are all the best women in the world, and I will exchange my own qiē for your happiness. ”
"No one can stop us from being happy." He said loudly. "Whoever dares to separate us, I will kill him!"
He Daji laughed loudly, and Liang Jin and Zhu Rong's faces turned red, but they also hugged Lin Chuan and refused to let go. (To be continued......)