Chapter 38: Change

"Fate is so magical, if it weren't for the fight with Crisson that gave me such a glimmer of hope, I probably would have given up." Yu Mo, whose agitated mood gradually calmed down, remembered his decadent mood before, and couldn't help but be afraid for a while.

"It seems that I am still so cowardly, when did I start thinking that I have done my best to overcome difficulties? However, the truth is only because he was passively pushed by the hands of fate! When did you start thinking that you could face everything bravely, but once you faced despair, you would only retreat! When did you start thinking you were in a constant struggle with your fate? However, in fact, he never takes the initiative! So ......"

Yu Mo stopped when he said this, his lips tightened, and after a while, he said with difficulty the fact that he had been resisting and not daring to face: "Yes, that's right, in fact, from beginning to end, I am just a coward who has to do it because of pain, and when I am forced, I will only dodge, I will only work hard, and I will give up once there is no hope!" As these words were spoken, Yu Mo seemed to have lost the strength of his whole body and sat down on the ground softly.

Yu Mo finally began to face his heart and face himself!

On the second training ground, a young man sat on the ground, bowed his head and muttered to himself:

"In the beginning, I just relied on my memory to fight Yama, is that a warrior? No way? It's obvious that I was forced to do it helplessly! Or why didn't you train yourself hard in the first place? And when there was no way to hide, he went to Sergeant Tut to train? As if he hated his own incompetence, the young man punched the hard cement floor, and the back of his hand instantly rolled flesh and blood, and blood gushed out.

"Training with Sergeant Tut was painful, but I still worked hard to train, is that fearless? No way? Obviously, I know the Tao by myself, and if I don't train, then I will continue to reincarnate! Otherwise, why is it also training in Hodder, and what pain is it to strengthen oneself and begin to retreat? The young man raised his blood-soaked right hand again and slammed it on the ground, blood splattered and beads of blood flew in the air.

"Although I persevered later, is that brave? If you are really brave, then why do you not need to train after knowing that you don't need to train, and why don't you find Hodder in the first time after waking up? Why are you ready to give up today? What is it for...... "With the voice of the young man, the young man seemed to be in a daze, and hit the ground with a fist, and the right hand was already peeled open, and the original color of the skin could not be seen!

As time passed, it may be that the words were exhausted, or perhaps there was no strength, and gradually the young man's voice became quieter, and the movements in his hands slowly stopped, as if he was a robot without energy on the ground for a long time, and the surroundings seemed to gradually fall silent because of the silence of the young man. But if you get closer, you can find that the young man's lips are still vibrating with subtle movements that ordinary people can't see, and a deep voice comes out of the young man's mouth: "...... I hate myself like that! I don't want to see myself like this again! ”

As the sentence ended, finally the voice of the youth stopped.

But then, the young man suddenly stood up, and his eyes flashed and said, "However, I still have a chance!" So......" The young man took a deep breath and said word by word: "From today!" From now on! I want to really face myself! Beat yourself! ”

The words popped out of the young man's mouth one by one, and people couldn't help but flash the scene of a newly literate child trying to read the book in his hand, which made people laugh, but I believe that if someone is really here, he will not be able to laugh, because the young man's tone is full of seriousness, which makes people can't help but be moved!

As if he had made a decision on something, the young man raised his left hand into a fist to his eyebrows, took out a pistol from his pocket with his right hand and raised it, pointed the muzzle at himself, and then said: "I, Yumo, swear here......"

"Bang!" Gunshots rang out! The young man's abdomen was pierced, and the severe pain made him take a heavy breath of cold air, and only after half a meal did he come to his senses, and then the muzzle of the pistol held by his trembling right hand drooped, and his voice was full of trembling: "...... In order to...... After...... In spite of...... Anyway......" trembling fingers tried several times and finally pulled the trigger.

"Bang!" Gunshots rang out again! The young man with the pierced right foot let out a brief muffled grunt, and after a moment, the young man moved the pistol sideways to the left with difficulty and spoke again: "I will ...... Will you try hard......" The tremor in his voice was much less, and then he slowly pressed his fingers and shot again.

"Bang!" The third gunshot rang out! Faced with the pain from the sole of his left foot, the young man gritted his teeth and did not make any sound, and immediately, the young man simply raised the pistol and aimed it at his left shoulder, although the voice was slow, but there was no trembling at all: "Even if it is painful...... Even if fighting! ”

"Bang! Bang! The young man quickly raised his pistol and pulled the trigger on his shoulders neatly, and two consecutive gunshots rang out before and after! The result of the piercing of his shoulders only made the young man frown slightly, and then said in an unquestionable voice: "I will not stop!" ”

As the last sentence disappeared into the air, the young man who had lost too much blood fell heavily to the ground, but the raised fist did not fall!

The young man raised his fist to the sky and laughed out loud!

"Come on! Goddess of Fate! Let me see if you can play with me to the fullest, or if I will strip you naked and crush you under you! The young man whispered to the sky, even if the voice was not loud, even if the blood at the corners of his mouth kept flowing, but the perseverance and persistence in the young man's eyes couldn't help but move.

In the dark night sky, a full moon hangs high, and under the charming moonlight, a young man covered in blood clenches his fists against the sky, the picture is so bloody but so moving.

Finally, the lone wolf, who was always walking alone, raised his head that was always low under the full moon, straightened his body that was always cowering and evading, looked up to the sky and roared, and made a vow: even in the face of despair, he must show his minions and fight for a glimmer of hope in despair!

Tingting recently got angry because he stayed up late for several days writing articles, and a string of blisters appeared on the corners of his mouth.

Let's talk about it here, although Ting Ting only updates one chapter a day, but Ting Ting's manuscript is changed and changed, and he has to go down to his mobile phone after writing in the early hours of the morning, and then read it again when he walks, read it again when he takes a car, read it again when he eats, read it again when he rests, and still read it again when he is working, and because he is too focused, he was fined 500 yuan for not finding that the leader checked it. Although it may still not be good enough, Tingting has really done his best to upload the update after continuous revision.

There are several readers who said that Ting Ting said in the ball team, Ting Ting, I want to see the progress of the plot, and the article you wrote is also okay with some white writing.

To be honest, it's not that Ting Ting can't write, but Ting Ting really can't get over his own heart, Ting Ting has always thought that novels are not training cheats, martial arts classics, which can allow readers to get physical exercise when they read, but Ting Ting thinks that good articles can make readers' hearts be washed and sublimated, so that readers can face life stronger, so Ting Ting's articles always do everything possible to let the protagonist work hard because of psychological changes, and struggle because of psychological strength, so that the protagonist will become stronger after hardships, Rather than simply being invincible without knowing why.

It's not to explain anything, no matter what, Tingting's update has such a small number of words, and it's really unreasonable to update so slowly, Tingting can only try to squeeze out every bit of time to write hard, and continue to improve his writing ability and speed.

Finally, in the face of all the readers who supported me, Ting Ting bowed and apologized again and again.