Chapter 137: Determination
Why is the Dao heart unstable? At this moment, do you still need answers? At this time, the Dao boy who suddenly came back to his senses seemed to have grasped something.
The room is quiet, there is an hourglass, a small and fragmented sound, representing the passage of time and from that hourglass, you can see it at a glance, the clear moment is clearly marked, the Taoist boy has been standing in front of this window for an hour, and this hour, every minute and every second, is thinking about Wei Chaoyu.
"Wei Chaoyu, it turns out that my unstable heart is all because of you." Dao Tongzi's face changed suddenly, and he pursed the corners of his mouth inexplicably and frowned.
He sought the Tao in a row, how could he not know that the avenue was ruthless, what needed to be cut off along the way was all kinds of desires, and what needed to be abandoned was the extreme of the original Dao, which was the complete rule of heaven, and the pursuit of man was like this.
All kinds of emotions are just the result of the entanglement of cause and effect, how can a person who is bent on seeking the Tao take the initiative to be contaminated with cause and effect?
It turned out that the Venerable Master's disappointment in me was that the Dao boy seemed to understand everything very quickly, but he couldn't hear my sighs, because it reminded me of the teachings that my master left for me in the first line of old Li.
Don't you experience all the tastes of it, and pay off the cause and effect step by step? How can we put it down? The foundation of letting go is at least no regrets, and only after no regrets can we talk about seeing clearly, and only after seeing clearly can we gently put down and return ourselves to a light cloud.
And the meaning of the Taoist boy is to let go of life, in fact, how can it be called letting go? When you are not together, you can't see that these are just the forms in the heart are the essence, and whether you let go or not is from the heart, just like laughing or not laughing, they are all in one heart.
It's a pity that my sigh Dao boy can't hear it, and my thought Dao boy can't even know that everything here is like a dream of mine, and I stand in the 'vision of God' although I experience it, I also watch everything.
But this dream seems to be a little longer, from that day, the lovesickness outside the window began, the time seems to have passed for a long time, but it seems to have passed very quickly, I stood in the perspective of the sidelines, as if I was turning a book, and inadvertently turned page after page.
Every day I 'accompany' the Taoist boy to get up in the morning, go to bed late to practice, and study that every day's life is so regular, but it is so 'boring', it seems normal, but no one knows better than me, in many quiet nights, the lonely figure standing in front of the window, as soon as I stand it, I suddenly don't realize that time has passed.
How long has this life been? The Taoist boy didn't notice it, but I knew it had been three whole months.
According to the agreement between him and Wei Chaoyu, in the past three months, there have been at least six times to meet the Taoist boy who has not gone to the mountains to practice for no time, that is when there is no obstacle in his heart, but when he has worries in his heart, every day is so sad.
With the passage of time, the mountains are becoming more and more verdant, and the various flowers and plants in the courtyard of the Taoist boy are under the care of the miscellaneous servants, and the blooming of one after another is like a reincarnation into the most beautiful peak, and in this rainy morning, the heart of the Taoist boy has also entered the peak of some emotion.
This kind of emotion is too complicated to simply use an adjective to express longing, heartache, anxiety, and worrying about all kinds of tastes mixed together, even fairies can drive life crazy.
Under this torment, the Dao boy could no longer stay quietly in the mountain gate, braved the misty drizzle, and finally walked out of the mountain gate for the first time after three months.
I just wanted to take a walk in the mountains, and the Dao boy comforted himself like this, but what he deliberately forgot was that today was another day to meet Wei Chaoyu, and the so-called casual walk was just to walk towards the place where they met every time.
The mountain scenery is still the mountain view, but in the drizzle, there is a little more blur, and in the rain, all kinds of sorrow are easier to churn, and the boy is in such an emotional package, and even walked to the meeting place in a trance along the way.
The lonely cliff on the top of the high mountain is on the lonely cliff, and there is no cover, and the Taoist boy in the distance saw the white-clothed fluttering figure, she did not look at the way up the mountain, but looked at the scenery outside the lonely cliff stupidly, and did not know what she was thinking.
At this time, I couldn't understand the thoughts of the Dao boy, but I saw him stop suddenly, his green shirt was already wet in the drizzle, and the figure looked so haggard and lonely, and I saw that the figure standing on the lonely cliff was so melancholy and lost
The two figures almost coincided in my eyes, but they just wrote a bitter word of 'love'.
Wei Chaoyu didn't look back, maybe the loss of waiting again and again, she couldn't believe that she could wait for the Dao boy this time and the Dao boy didn't step forward, he just stared at Wei Chaoyu's figure from a distance for a while, and then turned around and left resolutely.
At that moment, the rain in the sky seemed to be falling a little heavier, and they didn't recognize each other, and this is the farthest distance in the world, and the rain in the sky is also sighing and sad?
After this time in the rain, the life of the Taoist boy seems to be back to normal but only I know, every time the appointed day, he will always go out of the mountain gate, he has been used to self-deception, to that day just go out for a walk, and then every time unconsciously to the place of appointment.
But Wei Chaoyu did not let the Dao boy fail once, every time he met, the Dao boy would always see her lonely figure in white, and every time, the Dao boy just glanced at it from a distance and left.
The weather is getting hotter and hotter for three months, and the mood of the Taoist boy is like this gradually hot weather, and he is becoming more and more anxious, he seems to be a little depressed, not to mention the study of magic in the past, now even the morning class, the evening class is gradually a little unlistenable.
This day was no different from the past, the Taoist boy was as depressed as ever, just finished the morning class, and walked back to his small courtyard step by step.
What he didn't notice was that the green shirt on his body hadn't been washed for three days, which was incredible to him who had been meticulous and precise in every habit as if it had been set.
But when he walked to the door of the small courtyard, the Taoist boy had to stop and look ahead, stunned, and then subconsciously shouted: "Venerable." ”
I could feel the emotion in the heart of the Dao boy towards the Master, the same attachment to his father, and the great respect for his master, which was not much better than the feeling I had for the master, so I could understand how entangled that feeling was when I saw the Venerable Master's disappointed expression again.
I'm just very surprised, I've seen this Venerable Master more than once, but I can't see his face clearly, I can't even feel his aura, he is standing there so naturally, as natural as a brick or a grass that should be there, as if he has no breath of his own at all.
No matter how stupid I am, I also know that it is a higher realm that is as high as the number one living master I have ever seen, and Wu Tian is beyond his reach! Because Wu Tian, you can still feel the pressure he gives you, although it is also the feeling of melting into heaven and earth, but it is not as natural and casual.
"Chengdao, your Dao heart is becoming more and more unstable, and you haven't seen through the reason yet?" The Venerable Master's voice has a quiet and elegant flavor like mountains and rivers, and it is because the voice is so natural that people will unconsciously think that what he is saying is the truth.
"I think I've seen it through." The Dao boy thought of Wei Chaoyu again, and his heart was inevitably bitter, but he still did not forget to bow to the Venerable Master and say such a sentence respectfully.
"I'm afraid that if you're in it, you'll only see the surface. You must know that cause and effect come from heaven and earth, and even I can't interfere. Everything can only rely on oneself to discover and see through the essence of it, in order to unravel the cause of it, and return a heart, the Dao heart is stable. Don't go that way. The Venerable Master did not blame the Dao boy for anything, but really taught him as earnestly as a teacher.
As soon as the Taoist boy heard the word deviant, his mood became more and more uncertain, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.
The Venerable Master glanced at the Dao Boy and, for some reason, let out a soft sigh and said, "It should be your calamity, it must be your calamity, and if you don't see through it, others will intervene in it, and it may become another cause for this retribution." As your teacher, I grew up with me since I was a child, but I can't stand idly by. Nor shall I become the cause, and he shall swallow the fruit of the day. ”
After saying that, the Venerable Master drifted away, and a sigh remained in the air, unable to disperse for a long time.
When Dao Tong heard this sigh, he thought about his own affairs and the retribution he wanted to bring to the Venerable Master, and his heart could no longer be calm, and he couldn't help but shout at the Venerable Master's back, "No, I really already know why. Master, you once said that when you are constantly in trouble, I know what to do. ”
"I hope you really see the unstable nature of the Dao heart." The Venerable Master's voice and shadow were gone, but the words came to him.
The Dao boy standing at the door of his small courtyard couldn't help but be stunned, and the fist hidden in his sleeve gradually clenched, and tomorrow is another day that he agreed with Wei Chaoyu, if the two of them are the cause of their own trouble, then it is up to them to cut off this fruit.