All the tribulations of life, the things I have experienced, the despair, the fear, the helplessness, I tried them all when I was twenty years old, what else did I not experience? I don't just ask myself?

The moment I left the funeral home, I looked up, pointed to the sky where snowflakes were flying, and said:

"God, you're sorry for you Chen Nina! Why let this miserable girl, bear the unbearable lightness of life, something rush at me, what are you doing! To torture a girl like this, are you blind? Since you can't give the only mercy you have to Chen Nina, then I will use my own way to comfort Chen Nina's spirit in the sky.

I clenched my fists tightly, looked up to the sky and howled, and said in a tragic tone:

"Yulong, if I don't slaughter you with my own hands, I won't forgive myself in my life.

At this moment, a black car quietly stopped in front of me.

Xing Rui pulled the car door and walked down, she stared at it for a long time, and said in a heavy tone:

"Han Bing, I want to talk to you?

I turned my head to her back, wiped the corners of my eyes, and said in a resolute tone:

"We have nothing to talk about! I hope we don't see each other in the future.

After I finished speaking, I walked straight past Xing Rui's side, ignoring her like a stranger.

Xing Rui grabbed my hand:

"Han Bing, why don't you give me a chance to explain? I know, it's my fault this time, Chen Nina's death is directly related to me, I really didn't expect it to be like this, I'm sorry! I didn't expect it to turn out to be this result, the ,,, under the temporary command of Director Liu on this mission, can you listen to my explanation?

I shook off Xing Rui's hand and looked at her delicate face, if it was changed to before. I will definitely squirt the blood of her scolding and question her, the question I hide in my heart?

But now I obviously won't. Once a man's heart is broken and desperate, it means. Burying everything in my heart and enduring it alone, it is no longer important to me to fully explain, the important thing Chen Nina thinks she is dead, and she can't live anymore, can the explanation be exchanged for going back in time? Apparently not.

At that moment, I put all my faults on Xing Rui, I know my character too well, I won't forgive her.

I shook my head helplessly. Pointing to his head, he said:

"I have a headache, if you want me to go back to the third hospital for hospitalization, then please continue to stimulate me.

Xing Rui's tears flowed out, she covered her mouth and cried bitterly, her spirit seemed to be hollowed out in an instant, and she sat on the ground, like a helpless little girl looking at my distant back.

Passing by the funeral home, I hid in the corner and gritted my teeth, pounding the wall with my fist violently, allowing tears to baptize my wounded heart.

At the door of the house, I made up my love. My parents made a big table of dishes, all of which were my favorites, and I pretended to be very happy and acted to gobble up the dishes. As everyone knows, my heart is dripping blood, and my mother keeps serving me vegetables, saying, "Son, eat slowly, my mother doesn't ask you to be rich and rich, it is enough to eat my mother's cooking every day."

Grandpa Ding said something meaningful to his father, which meant that I should not be fooled around, rest for a few days, and honestly go back to work at the funeral home. I didn't even think about it before I agreed.

My mother was very happy, and our family drank a lot of alcohol at noon that day. During the dinner, my mother asked about some things about Nirvana's company, but I can understand my mother's worries. Although Fugui said that the company is not illegal and the money earned is legal, my parents don't believe it.

Their thinking is very traditional, they don't believe in the company run by Fugui, and they made 1100,000 yuan in just over a month, and then I found a topic to bypass the matter of Jiushun Company and turned the topic to Ding Ling and Fuqiang.

I can see that Grandpa Ding and my mother have a good impression of Fuqiang, but my father has never expressed his opinion.

In the end, Ding Ling was a little embarrassed and said, this matter is going back to say, there are so many things in the family, and their affairs are still slowing down.

Fu Qiang stared at Ding Ling with some disappointment, I guess that stupid boy must have misunderstood.

My position is very awkward, although I am Ding Ling's brother, but since Chen Nina's incident, Ding Ling has a lot of opinions about me, although she is polite to me in front of my parents and Ding Ling on the surface, but I can see from her eyes that she has not been able to pass the level in her heart.

After all, she and Chen Nina have been together for so long, and people have feelings.

Nina Chen's death was also a blow to her.

So when it comes to Ding Ling and Fuqiang, I didn't say a word.

My mother pulled Ding Ling and asked me:

"Bingbing, Reiko is your sister, and he is rich and strong, and you don't say a word when you are a brother.

I smiled and put down the chopsticks in my hand, held the wine glass and said:

"Mom, I'll toast you.

After drinking, I smiled and said, "I don't have the face to say, although Reiko is my sister, but Fuqiang is my brother, Mom, let it be!" Let Reiko choose for herself.

My mother was a little angry and said:

"You kid, what does it mean to go with the flow. As the saying goes, the eldest brother is like a father, I can sue you Bingbing, Ding Ling is your grandfather's heart, I treat Ding Ling as my own daughter, if you dare to be the shopkeeper in this matter, I don't agree.

I poured myself a full cup, gritted my teeth and poured it into my mouth and said:

"Mom, it stands to reason that when I am a brother, I should check my sister, but my brother is incompetent, and he ,,,,,was interrupted by Ding Ling before I finished speaking.

Ding Ling blushed and held a wine glass and said:

"Brother, don't say it, I know what you mean! I look down on you about my sister-in-law, but you are my brother after all, to tell the truth, you look at who are playing around you, especially Guo Hao and Wu Hai, they are not good people at first glance, I don't ask you to do anything for me, I just ask you not to bring Fuqiang to ruin.

As soon as Ding Ling's words came out, the whole family was stunned, and Grandpa Ding glared at Ding Ling and shouted:

"Reiko, you don't know your brother's illness, and you still stimulate him.

When my mother saw Grandpa Ding's tantrum, she hurriedly said:

"Dad, what are you doing here? Didn't Reiko just drink two more glasses? It's okay.

Ding Ling stood up and yelled at Grandpa Ding:

"Master, what kind of person is Han Bing, you don't know in your heart, how do you protect him like your parents! If it weren't for his parents, he was used to him. Can he go to jail?

He was imprisoned for two years without introspection, broken jars, and social foolishness. Do you know what the man in the big pile of bones said about him? Organized the underworld to form a hell angel society called something, and actually did some extortion. Empty gloves white wolf for a living. There is also a sand car piled up by our big bones in the Jiner Bathhouse, which car does not give my brother a confession every month, he doesn't go to work every day, he mixes the underworld in Yangbei City, why was his sister-in-law arrested by others, why was he killed by others, why did he himself enter a mental hospital, how long do you want to protect him?

Is it to protect him? Put the life of the whole family on the line, I don't have such a brother.

Grandpa Ding stood up and reached out and slapped Ding Ling in the face.

Ding Ling covered her face, looked at Grandpa Ding in a daze and shouted:

"Grandpa, I'm so big, you haven't moved a finger from me, just to say a few words to my brother, and you actually beat me with your hands?

Grandpa Ding was obviously aware of his gaffe, he stared at Ding Ling with a heavy expression and said:

"He's your brother, even if he's a heinous villain. He's also your brother, do you say that about your brother?

Ding Ling stood up abruptly and wanted to go out.

I said resolutely, "Stop!

Ding Ling stared at me with hatred. On her flushed face, the marks of five fingers were clearly visible.

She stopped crying and looked at me mockingly, and said:

"Should I call you brother, or should I call you Han Dashao like people outside?

I smiled wryly and said, "You call me Han Bing!" I don't deserve to be your brother!

Ding Ling wiped a handful of tears and said bluntly:

"You also know that you are not worthy?

I took a long breath and said in a desolate tone:

"Sit down and eat, and you will leave after Grandpa and our parents have finished eating.

You will make Grandpa Ding feel uncomfortable like this, from now on, you are afraid that I will lose your people. You treat outsiders like strangers.

But in front of Grandpa Ding and our parents, you will pretend to be honest for me. Pack it up too.

When I say these words, almost every word comes out of my mouth.

Ding Ling obviously didn't expect me to say that. She stared at me a little overwhelmed.

Then he sat down again.

As soon as he sat down, I snapped, slapped myself in the face, and said:

"Grandpa, I'll give this slap back to Reiko for you, I really should hit it.

I was about to slap me a second time when my father grabbed me by the hand and said:

"Son, I feel bad about you like this,,,

My father cried as he spoke, and that was the first time I had seen him cry.

When my father said this, Grandpa Ding and my mother were also stunned.

My mother put her hand on my father's shoulder and said:

"Jianguo, don't be like this, I beg you.

My mother's voice trembled as she spoke, with the expression of not letting herself cry.

Grandpa Ding picked up the wine glass and said, "Bingbing is wide open, our whole family has a drink."

My parents hurriedly picked up the wine glass, and Grandpa Ding glanced at Ding Ling and said:

"Reiko, you don't have to serve a wine glass, you're not our family.

As soon as Grandpa Ding finished speaking, he raised his neck and drank with a heavy face.

Ding Ling looked at Grandpa Ding in confusion, and then Grandpa Ding stood up, returned to the bedroom where I used to live, and slammed the door shut.

As soon as Grandpa Ding left, the atmosphere in the whole living room suddenly became sad, and my mother said:

"Bingbing, go back! Change clothes, cut hair, rest for a few days, go to work, Mom feels uncomfortable today, I will go back to the house first.

My mother rubbed my head and dragged my father into the bedroom.

I glared at Ding Ling and said:

"Next time I use my brain, if I have anything to say to me in private, don't say it in front of the whole family, even if I am a bastard outside, but at home, I am the grandson of Grandpa Ding and the son of my parents, even if I am shot and spurned by the world, but in their hearts, I am still their heart, and when I scold me, I will divide the occasion.

After I finished speaking, I left the house without looking back, leaving only Ding Ling, who was stunned, in a daze. (To be continued)