Chapter 41: Fate
Liu Yang's face turned even paler, he looked at the people who were talking and analyzing, and suddenly slipped off the chair and fell heavily to the ground.
Someone next to him hurried over and helped him up. Liu Yang had two blushes on his face, looking like he was sick and had a high fever. He coughed a few times and looked at everyone weakly.
Li Yang said: "It is indeed very terrifying to subvert everything that has been known in the past. But you have to be strong, you can't just break down. ”
"Yes." Copper lock next to him said, "I even wish I had a fake past, so that's fine." I've done a lot of things that I regret, and I'd be happy if it was all fake. ”
"But your memory is not all bad, after all, there are many moments that make you happy. What if those are also fake? What if someone you've always loved dearly and you suddenly find out it's fake? Even from this to the other, the false memory extends to the present moment, and you can't even be sure whether the present moment is true or false, will you still be happy? Li Yang said unhurriedly.
The copper lock was red-faced by him, and he gave him a middle finger: "You are really a professional in pouring cold water." ”
However, Tong Suo admitted from the bottom of his heart that Li Yang did see the problem more deeply and comprehensively than him.
Wang Xiaoyu looked at the sick Liu Yang, the girl couldn't support it anymore, and cried all of a sudden, crying a lot. Qin Dan hugged her, rushed to the copper lock and Li Yang and said angrily: "You two have to be detectives to analyze the problem, go to the toilet and analyze." Don't rub salt in other people's wounds here, okay? ”
Li Yang and the copper lock were stupid, and they felt weird and boring.
Liu Yang trembled and looked at Xie Ling: "Master Xie, the two of us knew each other before." ”
Xie Ling looked at his eyes, and he was a little unbearable, so he held his hand and said, "Know, don't worry, we know." ”
"Can you tell me how to tell if what I'm experiencing is true or false?" Liu Yang held his hand tightly: "What Li Yang said just now is right, I don't even dare to be sure whether it is true or false at this moment." ”
Everyone didn't speak, and looked at Xie Ling together. This question has gone beyond the ordinary medical and cognitive categories, and even Mi Qiang put out his cigarette and looked at Xie Ling with blank eyes, waiting for an answer.
Xie Ling smiled: "Why do you have to worry about truth and falsehood?" In fact, it doesn't matter if it's true or not. It's really your heart, the one who keeps your nature unchanged in the face of all kinds of situations. After reading the Diamond Sutra, the elder Subodhi asked the Buddha a question that day, called how to subdue his mind. It is said that a person is alive, and the delusions and delusions he encounters are mixed, and he always feels anxious and confused, and this heart is always in a state of restlessness, how can he subdue it. At this point, how did the Buddha answer? The Buddha said that this is how to live, and this is how to subdue the mind. What does that mean? Just as you ask this question, your heart stops, and your heart surrenders. The world is complicated, and we do not distinguish between truth and falsehood, like brilliant flowing water, and our hearts must live and be determined, like a rock in the water. It flows from it, it flows from it, it is false from it, the nature of afflictions is inherently empty, and we subdue this heart, and if we don't flow with the water, we will naturally be liberated. Su Dongpo has a saying, people are like Qiu Hong, there is a letter, and things are like a spring dream without a trace. What is Dream? It's the same as love, just do it. You remember my words, things should be done, and the past will not be left. What is past is gone. ”
Speaking of this, Xie Ling patted him on the shoulder: "It's okay to be a good person at this moment." ”
Liu Yang stood up and bowed deeply to him: "A teacher of words." ”
Xie Ling didn't stop him, and calmly watched him finish bowing.
Li Yang praised: "Master Xie, I didn't find it." Hearing what you say, I want to bow to you. It's really a matter of dying at night. ”
Xie Ling smiled: "It's not that exaggerated. I'm just saying that, in fact, I haven't reached this state myself, and I'm also cultivating. It's easier said than done, it's not difficult to know, but the hard thing is the unity of knowledge and action. ”
At this time, Liu Yang said to Mi Qiang: "This friend, I still have a character I want you to draw, is it okay?" ”
Mi Qiang was biting his pen and pondering when he heard Xie Ling's words just now, and then he reacted: "Oh, you can." ”
Liu Yang sat down opposite Mi Qiang again and depicted. Li Yang asked him who he wanted to paint this time. Liu Yang said: "I want to paint the master in my memory." ”
Li Yang was stunned, in Liu Yang's past memory, this master came out very few times, but every time he appeared at a very important node. Wang Xiaoyu walked up to Liu Yang and asked softly, "Don't you remember what he looks like?" ”
Liu Yang looked at her: "Before the car accident, he used to wear a red raincoat to knock on the car window. When I pulled down the window, I made a face-to-face with him, and it was still relatively clear at that time. ”
With Liu Yang's description, a character appears on Mi Qiang's paper. This person has a terrible expression, his hair is wet and sticky to his forehead, although he only draws the part above the shoulder, but Mi Qiang's painting skills are very good, and you can see that this person is staggering forward, at first glance it looks like an old witch walking in the dark.
Mi Qiang put away the pen, and his face, which had been solemn, eased a little, and he breathed a long sigh of relief.
After Liu Yang saw that everyone was painting, his eyes were surprised and strange. He coughed, "What do you see?" ”
Mi Qiang hesitated and asked Li Yang: "Do you want to show him?" ”
Liu Yang smiled: "This friend, it's okay. I've untied the knot in my heart, and no amount of horror or subversion of human nature can scare me. ”
Mi Qiang handed him the painting.
Liu Yang took it in his hand, although he was mentally prepared for everything, he was still frightened by the person who appeared in front of him.
The master on the paper is a terrifying version of Li Damin.
"It should be certain now that Liu Yang's memories from his return from Xing'anling to his admission to a psychiatric hospital should be related to Li Damin." Li Yang said: "I really underestimate this kid, he actually has such a means." Liu Yang, all the people you see in this memory are actually Li Damin's projections in your spiritual world! ”
One sentence made Liu Yang feel chilled. It took him a long time to calm down: "But the car accident I experienced is indeed a reality, and you have admitted it, and the report of this car accident has made headlines in online newspapers." ”
Xie Ling said next to him: "That's right. Li Damin must have used some kind of illusion spell on you, I don't know if it's a trap array. I've only heard of this kind of tactic and I've never seen it. However, no matter what kind of illusion spell, it can only be guided by the situation, and cannot evolve out of thin air, and the principle is true and false. Based on real events, on the basis of your real cognition, carry out imaginary transformation. Car accidents are real, but the history and details of the car accident you experienced may not be true. ”
Qin Dan rubbed his forehead: "Why don't I have an impression of this Li Damin, is he so powerful?" ”
Copper Lock said: "You joined the Lantern League late, Li Damin and Li Yang are the elders of the Lantern League." When you joined the Lantern League, Li Damin had already quit the organization, and you didn't see this senior. ”
"This Li Damin is an extremely dangerous person." Xie Ling said: "He can no longer be allowed to go unpunished. I'm going to get him. ”
Liu Yang nodded: "I also want to ask him personally why he treated me like this." ”
Li Yang asked, "Master Xie, do you think Li Damin is hiding in that sanatorium?" If we venture to visit, will we be alarmed? ”
Xie Ling thought for a while and said, "Although I have no way to determine whether Li Damin is there, I can know that Xu Lei's lost soul is not there. ”
"Oh?" Li Yang came to the spirit: "That's okay." Isn't Xu Lei's soul stolen by Li Damin. ”
Xie Ling said: "I'll call Xu Dazhi, and tomorrow we will go to the reservoir to see if Xu Lei's soul is in the sanatorium." ”
Everyone gathered together and chattered, Mi Qiang encountered such a fun thing for the first time, and when he heard what to do tomorrow, he strongly asked to follow. Li Yang waved his hand: "I'll talk about tomorrow's business tomorrow, let's eat first." Xie Ling called Xu Dazhi and told him that he had something important to discuss and asked him to come right away.
When they walked out, Wang Xiaoyu grabbed Liu Yang, and the two fell behind. Wang Xiaoyu said in a low voice: "I didn't mean to tell you about your past. ”
"It's fine. It's okay to say it, everyone helped solve a piece of my heart disease. Liu Yang said.
Wang Xiaoyu said: "You now know that Wang Xiaoyu in the past is fake......
"Hmm." Liu Yang looked at her and knew what the girl meant. Since the girl in the memory is fake, then now that the real Wang Xiaoyu is standing in front of her, you can accept it, right?
Liu Yang stretched out his hand and wanted to pat the girl's shoulder, but his hand stopped in the air and didn't move. He sighed, "Xiao...... Xiaoyu, I'll call you Xiaoyu. ”
Wang Xiaoyu nodded excitedly.
Liu Yang said: "Xiaoyu, I want to say what is in my heart and what is true now, although these words are very hurtful, I still have to say it." ”
"Say it." Wang Xiaoyu replied in a low voice, she already had an ominous premonition.
"Master Xie is right, no matter what happened in the past, you should pay attention to the feeling of the present. Xiaoyu, please forgive me for not being able to accept you for a while, you are a complete stranger to me now. If I accept you regardless of my feelings, it will hurt you and me, and I don't want to do that. Liu Yang said.
Wang Xiaoyu lowered her head, tears already rippling.
"But there's one thing you're absolutely right. Even if we don't know each other, we can start knowing each other again. Liu Yang smiled.
Wang Xiaoyu looked at him, she was already crying and couldn't speak, she nodded.
"Will we still be in love?" Wang Xiaoyu stopped her sad voice and asked.
"Let it be." Liu Yang said.