"But I didn't learn," Harry grumbled. He said as loudly as he could in an attempt to release the heavy guilt in his heart, and the confession visibly relieved him of the terrible pressure in his heart, "I didn't practice, I'm impatient, I should let those dreams, as Hermione advised me, if I hadn't dreamed where I was going, I wouldn't be ...... today I won't be ...... today."

Something exploded in Harry's head, and he needed to defend himself, he needed to explain......

"I tried to verify that he had actually captured Sirius, and I went to Umbridge's office, which is now Tarver, and spoke to Kreacher over the fire, and he told me that Sirius wasn't there and that he had gone out with Van Lin!"

"We did go out. Van Lin nodded, "But, not the Ministry of Magic, Sirius and I went somewhere else, looking for Professor Lupin. ”

"I also saw Hermione, and Hermione told me to think about it, but then ...... Tavre is a Death Eater, Professor, she's a Death Eater, and we should ............"

"I'm sorry, though, she's gone, and we didn't catch her. Dumbledore said, "She's not going to stay there, is she." ”

"So, we got nothing?" asked Harry.

"Not really. Dumbledore said, "Strictly speaking, we weren't prepared, and it's a blessing to have this outcome, of course, it's my fault, I shouldn't have stayed away, or rather, because of something, Voldemort was given a chance." ”

"They say you're not in England, and the main force of the Order of the Phoenix isn't in ......"

"That's just an illusion, Harry!" Dumbledore said, "In fact, Voldemort's recovery is far greater than we imagined, so it is necessary that we have to do some kind of counterbalance to him, at least not to make him so comfortable." ”

"But it didn't ......," Harry said angrily, he didn't hate trading himself for Voldemort's flaws, which was exactly what Harry had always wanted to do for the Order of the Phoenix, but that didn't include him being played around like a monkey.

"So," Harry stood up, "you're not ready? and, it's an illusion, Vanlin says it's a trap, but ......"

"Voldemort moved faster than we expected. Van Lin paused, "You have to calm down, Harry, because of something, you have lost the most basic judgment. ”

"Judgment? I reminded you, by ...... ...... through Hermione," Harry said, remembering the girl in the fire.

"Oh yes, as soon as I got back, Hermione told us about you. ”

"Very well, what about Snape?", Harry thought suddenly, and then spat on him, "you haven't said anything about him, have you? He laughed at me as usual when I told him that Voldemort had caught Sirius...... And that Tavre, Snape was obviously familiar with her, and it was a ......"

"Harry, you know that Professor Snape can only pretend to be indifferent to you in front of Taver," Dumbledore continued, "but as I explained, he immediately informed the Phoenix Order members when you told him this. When you didn't come out of Tavre's office to heal, it was he who misled Professor Tavre when he tried to force you to say something about Sirius. ”

Harry was indifferent to this, content with blaming Snape, which seemed to partially alleviate his own hateful guilt, and he hoped that Dundo would approve of him.

"Snape stopped teaching me a psychic defense lesson!" Harry roared, "he threw me out of the office!"

"I know!" Dumbledore said heavily, "I have already said that, although I thought it was the most dangerous thing to say before me that it was most dangerous for your heart to be completely open to Voldemort, it was still my mistake not to teach you personally. ”

"Snape got worse, my scars often hurt more after class. Harry remembered Ron's assessment of the class, "How do you know Snape isn't trying to lower my defense level to make it easier for Voldemort to enter......"

"I believe Severus Snape," Dumbledore said simply, "but because of another old mistake I forgot that some of the wounds were too deep to heal. I thought Professor Snape could get over his wounds about your father, but I was wrong. ”

"That's right, isn't it?" Harry roared, ignoring the disapproving whispers and shocked expressions of the portraits, "Snape is not wrong to hate my father, so, I hate Voldemort......"

"Oh, that's not wrong, in fact, that's what most people think. Dumbledore's expression twitched, at least Harry was on track as he had expected.

"So, we'll use all means to hit Tom ......"

"Does that include me?" Harry finally asked, from the guilt of dragging everyone into danger at the beginning, to now, questioning Dumbledore, he was the one who was being used.

And Sirius and Verlin, these are all executors, in fact, if it weren't for them, Harry would have been taken away by Voldemort long ago.

This made Harry feel very conflicted, and Dumbledore said that he was not ready, so that he was caught, and this should not be within the scope of the Order of the Phoenix.

If it is really a trap, as the most powerful Dumbledore, he naturally has to wait for where it is, or, with his own inconvenient to take the crystal ball now, and then choose a good location.

Otherwise, let Voldemort deal with a group of members of the Order of the Phoenix?

The result was obvious, almost everyone was trying to stop them, but what was the result? he and Van Lin were chased by Voldemort, and if they weren't lucky enough, he would have been the first to die.

"I'm afraid so!" Dumbledore said calmly, "Of course, this includes all of us, including Verlin, you, me, Sirius, and all of them, and our target is there. ”

"Of course, it's you, Harry!" Dumbledore said sincerely.

"It's time. Dumbledore said to himself, "I should have told you what I should have told you years ago, Harry, please be seated." I'm going to tell you everything. I just ask for a little patience, and you will have a chance to be angry with me when I am said - do whatever you want, and I will not stop you. ”

Harry glared at him for a moment, then sat back in the chair across from Dumbledore at Van Lin's motion.

Dumbledore looked out the window at the sunlight for a moment, then looked back at Harry and continued, "You came to Hogwarts safe and sound five years ago, Harry, just as I thought beforehand. You have suffered as I expected, and I knew you would when I left you at the door of your aunt's house, and I blame myself for getting you through a dark and difficult decade. ”

He paused, and Harry didn't say anything.

"You may ask—and for good reason—why does it have to be this way, why can't you be adopted by other wizarding families, many of whom will be happy to raise you as if you were their own son. ”

"My answer is that my highest priority is to keep you alive, you may be more unsafe than anyone else, but I know that Voldemort disappeared a few hours ago, and his people, many of whom are as terrible as he are, are still on the run, and full of madness and violence. I had to decide if I could trust Voldemort to be gone forever for years to come? I don't know if 10 years, 20 years, or 50 years will pass before he returns, but I'm sure he'll come back, and I'm sure I know as I used to know that he won't stop until he kills you. ”

"I know that Voldemort's knowledge is probably more extensive than that of any other living wizard, and I know that when he returns, even my most complex and powerful spells will not be able to conquer him. ”

"But I also knew where Voldemort's weaknesses were, so I made my own decision. You will be protected by an ancient magic that he knows but despises and always underestimates, and of course, I am talking that your mother died herself to protect you, and she gave you a defense that he did not expect, and this defense runs through your veins these days. So I decided to give you to her sister, the only blood relative in the world to raise. ”

"She doesn't love me", Harry said immediately, "she doesn't ...... at all"

"But she's raising you!" Dumbledore interrupted him, "she may have been reluctantly, noisily, unwillingly, hatefully, but she raised you anyway, and in doing so, she solved the spell I had placed on you, and your mother's sacrifice made her family's blood your strongest shield." ”

"I still can't ......"

"Of course you can still return to your mother's home, where you can't be touched and hurt by Voldemort, who bleed her blood, but that blood still flows through you and her own sister. Her blood is your refuge, and you need to go back once a year, and you can still call it your home, where he cannot hurt you, your aunt until these, and I explained in detail in the letter I left him when I left you at his doorstep, and she knows this and has given you a home for the last fifteen years. ”

"Wait. Harry said, "Wait a minute. ”

He sat up straight in his chair and looked at Dumbledore.

"You sent a yelling letter, you told her to remember – it was your voice. ”

"I think ......," Dumbledore said, tilting his head slightly, "it is necessary to remind her of the fact that she was raising you." I doubt she will recognize the dangers of raising you like a son. ”

"Yes," said Harry calmly, "my uncle is even more so than she is, and he wants to kick me out, but she sees the letter and says I must live there." He stood on the floor for a moment, then said, "But this is not the same as ...... What's the ...... to do with it"

"Five years ago," Dumbledore continued, without interrupting his story, "you may not have been as happy and nurturing as I thought you would have been at Hogwarts, but you were alive and well, and you were not indulged as a little emperor, but as an ordinary child as I had hoped for in that circumstances, and my plans had not worked out badly by then." ”

"After that...... You remember as vividly as I do what happened in your first year at school. You soon face a challenge to you—sooner than I expected, you find yourself confronting Lord Voldemort, and the addition of Van Rim is full of surprises, but there is no doubt that he will help you do better, and you survive again, and not only that, but you and Van Lin delay his return and access to magic and power. You fight like a man, I ...... Words can't express pride in you. ”

"But there's a flaw in my perfect plan," said Dumbledore, "an obvious flaw that I know can ruin the whole plan, but I know it's very important - my plan needs to succeed, and I told myself I can't let this flaw ruin the plan, I'm going to stop it myself, so I have to be stronger myself, and then when you're lying weak in the Wings Hospital after fighting Voldemort, I did my first test." ”

"I don't understand what you're talking about", Harry said. "Don't you remember asking me why Voldemort murdered you as a baby when you were lying in the Wings Hospital?"

Harry nodded.

"Should I have told you?" Harry looked at the blue eyes in front of him without saying a word, but his heart was racing again.

"Don't you see the flaws in your plan? No...... Maybe not, as you know, I decided not to answer you, I told myself that eleven years old is too young to know the truth. I don't want to tell you when you're eleven that it's too complicated for that young age. ”

"I should have recognized the danger signs that followed, I should have asked myself why I didn't feel more lost in asking you this question that I knew the answer to and that one day I would have to give a terrible answer, and I should have recognized that I was so happy that I didn't need to tell you the answer at that particular time...... You were really young, too young. ”

"After that, we entered your second year at Hoopwarts, and once again you faced challenges that even adult wizards would not have faced, and you once again got out of my nightmare, and you didn't ask me again, however, we discussed the scars that Voldemort left you, and yes, we were fairly close to that topic, why didn't I tell you everything then?"

"It seems to me that twelve years old is still more difficult than eleven years old to receive this answer, and I beg you to put aside my manners, tired but excited, and I felt for a moment that perhaps I should have told you sooner, for this I felt the anguish of uneasiness, but soon I remained silent, for you were still young, and I had no feeling after the victory that night. ”

"You know what? Harry? Do you know what the flaws in my plan are? I fell into the trap I had seen beforehand and told myself I could and had to avoid. ”

"I don't ......"

"Caring for you like a toy. Dumbledore said simply, "I care more about your happiness than I do with letting you know the facts, I care more about your peace than I do with my plans, I care more about your life than how much death my plans bring, in other words, I deal with it as stupidly as Voldemort hoped." ”

"Is there a defense here? I don't let anyone else look after you like I do—I look at you closer than you know—I don't want to cause you any more pain than you have ever suffered, I care how many ordinary people will be killed in the confused future, whether you are still alive then or now, and live well, and live happily, I never dreamed that there was such a person on my side. ”

"We entered your third year, and I watched from afar as you tried to banish the Soul Eater, watched you find Sirius, find out what kind of person he really was, and rescue him, should I tell you when you managed to get your godfather back from the Ministry of Magic? I'm upset, Harry, I know it's coming......"

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