Chapter 18: Life I
Teaching Building A, empty classrooms.
Looking at Asami Iwasawa, Miyuki Irie, Shiori Sekine, Naoko, and Yuyi, who were seriously recording what they had just said, Zheng Shuanglong, who took a sip of water, asked, "Is there anything else I don't understand?" ”
"There are many, many, many things, and Yuyi doesn't understand." Yuyi, who was very lively, stretched out his hand and asked loudly.
"yes, go ask the others. I've already talked about those things. Well, if you really can't do it, let's borrow notes from Asami Iwasawa. After carefully looking at the things that Yubi didn't understand, Zheng Shuanglong pointed at Asami Iwasawa very seriously and said.
"Hey, why do you !! like that?" Seeing Zheng Shuanglong's behavior, You Yi couldn't help but shout.
Completely ignoring Yuyi's dissatisfaction, Zheng Shuanglong shrugged his shoulders and said with a smile: "No, how about it." It's already something I've already talked about, if you want me to say it again, I'm going to be bored, I'm a very lazy person, don't expect me to do this kind of thing. ”
Zheng Shuanglong was not a hard-working person in the first place, if he hadn't faintly felt the pressure of truth before. Zheng Shuanglong can't become such an all-powerful person now, perhaps, in a way, Zheng Shuanglong has to thank the monster of truth.
"Woo, Yuyi's impression of you is greatly damaged." Hearing Zheng Shuanglong's words, You Yi said loudly with a fake crying voice.
"It's okay, there's no problem at all, it doesn't matter if the impression is almost, as long as Kana-chan's impression of me hasn't deteriorated anyway, your impression of me. I don't care at all. Looking at Yuyi, who was pretending to cry, Zheng Shuanglong smiled indifferently and said happily.
"Woo woo...... "Youyi's fake crying has changed from thinking about crying.
It's a very sad thing to not be cared about at all. Especially for Youyi, a girl who couldn't even move before her death, the impression of others is very important.
Physiology, Safety, Socialization, Respect, and Self-Reality These are the five needs of human beings, and respect and self-reality are the most important for Yuyi who comes to this world where there is no problem with physiology and safety.
"Okay, it's a joke, Yuyi's impression of me is also very important. So. Laugh at it. Zheng Shuanglong, who felt that You Yi was a little sad, reached out and touched You Yi's head, and said gently.
"Really!?" You Yi looked at Zheng Shuanglong with a flash and asked softly uncertainly.
"Of course it's true. Such a cute Yui. You can't just leave it alone. He rubbed Yui's hair. Zheng Shuanglong said with a smile.
Looking at Zheng Shuanglong, who was smiling very gently, Asami Iwasawa asked a little speechlessly, "That, Zheng." You're also a high school student, so why do you know so many things? ”
"If there's anything you want to ask, let's say, Sota-chan is going to the student council meeting today, and I have plenty of time. It's okay to talk to you. Looking at Asami Iwasawa, Naoko, Miyuki Irie, and Shiori Sekine, who seemed to have something on their minds, and had a strange look on their faces, Zheng Shuanglong, who sensed something, said with a smile.
"Well, we can hear about Zheng's life......" Asami Iwasawa said with some hesitation.
Miyuki Irie, Shiori Sekine, Naoko, and Yuyi also looked at Zheng Shuanglong expectantly, as if they were waiting for Zheng Shuanglong to show his true self.
Hearing Asami Iwasawa's words, Zheng Shuanglong was stunned for a moment. There was no reaction for a while.
[Life, my illusory fantasy life. It's so funny that someone would be interested in their messy life. Hehe. I really don't know what to say, my life. 】
Seeing Zheng Shuanglong who seemed to be stunned, Asami Iwasawa hurriedly waved her hand embarrassedly and said, "If it's not convenient, don't use it." ”
"It's not a very beautiful life, but there's nothing inconvenient." Looking at Asami Iwasawa, whose face was red and red and completely different from her daily life, Zheng Shuanglong said softly.
"But why do you want to know my life?" Seeing the expectant eyes of Miyuki Irie, Shiori Sekine, Naoko, Yui, and Asami Iwasawa, Zheng Shuanglong asked puzzled.
Hearing Zheng Shuanglong's question, Asami Iwasawa blushed and said a little embarrassed: "Because the people who come here are unwilling and have an unhappy life, I can't imagine that Zheng, who is so knowledgeable and talented, should have a full life, and will also come to this world, so ......"
"We want to know more about Zheng, that's why we want to hear about Zheng's life." Irie Meixue blushed, looked at Zheng Shuanglong seriously and said.
"We won't listen to Zheng's life in vain, we will also talk about our lives and communicate with each other, so that we can understand each other, so that we can ......" Naoko said with a red face, unable to continue. It's too shy to communicate with each other or something.
"Anyway, hurry up and tell your life, we are listening to it with great compassion, a sadness, shared with others, and half of the sadness is left. We are so kind, you have to be grateful. The naughty Shiori Sekine said seriously to Zheng Shuanglong.
"Well, You Yi will also tell her life, so, Zheng ......" looked at Zheng Shuanglong expectantly, and Yu Yi, who was very energetic, said seriously.
"My life, it's a long story, I don't know what to say. I don't know where to start. Looking up at the ceiling, Zheng Shuanglong said with a little emotion.
"It's hard to say." Looking at Zheng Shuanglong, who had a very complicated expression, Asami Iwasawa asked softly.
"It's not very difficult, well, since you're in the mood to listen, I'll talk about it, it's not an unsightly life anyway." Zheng Shuanglong smiled and said calmly, and then, looking outside the door, he said softly: "Shiina, come in, since you want to say something, let's listen to it together." ”
Zheng Shuanglong's voice fell, and he followed Zheng Shuanglong's spine name, appeared in the classroom like lightning, quickly found a place to sit down, looked at Zheng Shuanglong seriously, and waited for Zheng Shuanglong to tell his life.
The life of a great martial arts master. An all-round life should be a gorgeous and colorful life, but why would Zheng, who has such a colorful life, be unwilling to come to this world that only people with an unfortunate life will come to. Shiina, Miyuki Irie, Shiori Sekine, Naoko, Yui, and Asami Iwasawa are curious.
Perhaps, if you understand Zheng's life, you will understand Zheng.
Looking at Miyuki Irie, Shiori Sekine, Naoko, Yui, Shiina, and Asami Iwasawa, Zheng Shuanglong began to talk about his magical life.
"My life, in short, is an illusory life."
Unreal. Although it looks calm. But there is a sense of sadness for what to do. Looking at Zheng Shuanglong, who was calmly speaking, and looking at Zheng Shuanglong, Asami Iwasawa, who didn't show any emotion, throbbed and thought.
"Genius, elite. Superman. Not human or non-human. That's how other people know me. ”
It's amazing. Zheng is so amazing! Miyuki Irie thought a little excitedly.
"But who knows that with such a title, I was a fool who couldn't even speak clearly before I was three years old. There are no geniuses in the world, and geniuses are all forced. ”
It turns out that Zheng, who doesn't seem to care about anything, also has a sad story. Shiori Sekine, who is very naughty, looked at Zheng Shuanglong, who was too bland, and I didn't know what was going on, and I wanted to cry a little.
"Maybe you will be very envious of me for having so much knowledge and understanding so many things, and think it is incredible."
"Well, it's amazing, a lot of things are completely unknown to you." Yuyi said seriously.
"Don't say much, don't interrupt Zheng's words, listen carefully." Naoko knocked Yuyi's head and said solemnly.
At this time, what to say, I really don't look at the atmosphere. Looking at Yuyi, who was holding his head and squatting on defense, Naoko thought a little angrily.
Woo, it hurts, obviously Zheng asked first. Yuyi, who was holding his head in his hands, couldn't help but think of it.
"Okay, don't bully Yuyi, I continued." Looking at the interacting Shangzi and Yuyi, Zheng Shuanglong, who felt a little funny, said softly.
"Uh-huh." Hearing Zheng Shuanglong's words, the girls all nodded seriously.
Zheng Shuanglong's eyes seemed to pass through the girls' bodies, drifting to a distant place, floating to the original place. "I was born into a small family in Tokyo, Japan, a small family that is nothing to a truly noble person, and a small family that is out of reach for ordinary people."
Family, so envious. There are only Youyi and her mother in Yuyi's house, and her father's words have been busy, and they can only see it once in a long time. It's nothing, but it's a little lonely. Yuyi thought with a little envy.
"The family is not big, there are a lot of assets, but there are also a lot of rules, a small family, divided into a clan and a separate family, I was born in a family that belongs to the divided family. A family with a loving mom and a drunk dad. ”
is such a plain family, and such a family can also cultivate such a talented person. Shiori Sekine thought puzzled.
"When I was a child, I was a clumsy person, and I was not right to say clumsy words, I should say that I was not so good at language, before I was three years old, I couldn't even speak clearly, and I was always regarded as a stupid, and even the people in the community knew that I was a stupid, maybe it was a shameful relationship for the family, for the reputation of the family, my father, several times I wanted to throw me out of the house when I was less than three years old. Leave me to fend for myself. However, I was fortunate to have a mother who loved me, so I survived. ”
How so. It's so cruel, such a family, such a father...... Miyuki Irie couldn't bear to think about it.
"Otherwise, maybe there will be no one like me in the world, but who knows what the way is. There may or may not be an adventure. ”
It's so unfortunate. Zheng grew up in such a family, and he was able to be so strong and gentle, which is really powerful. Shiori Sekine thought a little shocked.
"Well, when God closes the door for you, he will open the window for you, and although I don't believe in God, there is still truth in this statement. My father, I don't know the Tao, and although I don't have a talent for language, I was born precocious, and when I was three years old, I knew and remembered many things. ”
This one...... Looking at Zheng Shuanglong, who was talking calmly, Shiina didn't know what to say. was shocked by Zheng Shuanglong's experience when he was a child.
"Because I was precocious, because I was born with an understanding of certain things, and after I overcame the language problem, I studied hard."
Is this why Zheng has so much knowledge? It's too cruel, it's too cruel. Looking at Zheng Shuanglong, who was talking with a gentle smile, Shangzi thought in a daze.
"While the other kids were playing, I was learning. While the other kids were spoiling, I was learning. While the other kids were playing, I was studying. Keep learning, study hard. The hard work pays off. I am different, and I finally have the name of genius, but behind this genius is my hard work and sweat. I didn't have a childhood. But. It's all worth it. Because, I don't want to be thrown out of the house. When I was young, I didn't have the ability to survive. ”
"A useless person has no value in existence. As long as I prove my worth and abandon this kind of thing, it won't fall on me, after all, even if I have my mother's love, the head of the family, after all, which guy is it, if I really don't become a talent, my mother has no way to protect me. ”
I always feel that it's so pitiful. Asami Iwasawa looked at Zheng Shuanglong with pity.
"After all, the family is a family, and it is still a little different from ordinary families, there are still some channels, when I was five years old, I published a novel, which proved my genius, proved my worth, had an income, and then, the problem of surviving safely, was far away from me. After all, with money, it's still easy to live. ”
I don't feel happy at all. Obviously, Zheng has already achieved something. But why do I feel so sad? You Yi looked at Zheng Shuanglong, who was talking about these plainly, and thought sadly.
"Then, I proved my worth, and I was favored by the old fox patriarch of the family, and I became a manufacturable material in the eyes of the patriarch, and received the so-called elite education, etiquette, classical literature, music, finance, etc., a series of things that the aristocratic elite want to master, I must master, because I am a genius, so, I must do better."
That's great. Miyuki Irie, who heard that Zheng Shuanglong was recognized, thought a little happily.
"Maybe I'm really a genius, a genius of intrigue and political tricks, I'm only five years old, and I can see through what that so-called patriarch is."
What's going on. Completely incomprehensible. Shiori Sekine thought a little puzzled.
"The betrayal existed from the beginning, in the eyes of the patriarch, the members of the split family are just the dogs of the members of the clan, as for the family affection or something, it is completely superficial, and there are not many people I can use, all of them are arranged by the old guy to my side, it is estimated that when I make a little achievement, betray me at a critical time, and facilitate the family to pick fruits, it is estimated that my father, who is drunk all day long, was planted under the patriarch's trick, and then became what he is now."
What the!!! Shangzi was shocked by Zheng Shuanglong's cruel life.
"However, the patriarch's strength is too small, I only saw this family, and forgot that the outside world is very large, indeed, if it is only in this family, I can't fight this old fox, but if it is with the help of external forces, after all, the family is really too small for the world world."
Why do I feel so sad? Asami Iwasawa looked at Zheng Shuanglong, who was smiling, and thought distressedly.
"I'm really a genius of intrigue and trickery, at the age of ten, just ten years old, I got a powerful force through a series of designs, and the power of the world was shaken, and the whole family was in my hands, although at that time, the family was no longer meaningful to me, but in order to see clearly, let my heart not be stained. I still took over this so-called family. ”
It's amazing, but it's also pitiful. You thought of it painfully.
"Struggle is everywhere, what kind of level, what kind of enemy, for the sake of interests, fighting is frequent, I have the power to shock the world, I also have enemies, there are equally terrifying enemies. Moreover, I vaguely noticed that I had another terrifying enemy, although I am not sure, but I guess there is. ”
It's so cruel to the world. Shiina looked at Zheng Shuanglong and thought in a daze.
"After the end, I finally confirmed the enemy in my fate, the enemy I had to kill, in order to get the strength to kill that enemy, I did a lot of bad things, killing, exterminating, slaughtering the country, destroying the world, while doing such bad things, while groping for the gap with him, the last I finally had the strength to barely fight with him."
How so!! The cruelty in Zheng Shuanglong's words made Miyuki Irie, Shiori Sekine, Naoko, Asami Iwasawa, and Yui all unacceptable. Killing people is too far away for them.
"Burdened with countless sinful karma, I chose the best moment, set up the most favorable battlefield for me, and fought with him, when I fought, in order to shake my heart and let my combat power decline, he told me a lot of things, it turned out that I was not the child of the mother who loved me, everything about me was false, family, love, friendship, all were fake, all the fetters were false, however, these were all endured by me, I was a genius of intrigue and trickery, the result of design, the strength of him who was stronger than me, I should be dead, and I'm here. ”
It's brutal. It's too much! Looking at Zheng Shuanglong, who calmly accepted all this, and can still smile softly at them, Shiina, Miyuki Irie, Shiori Sekine, Naoko, Asami Iwasawa, and Yui are a little unbearable.
is obviously a person as big as himself, why would he suffer such an unfair fate. Why do you have to go through such a cruel life? Compared with Zheng Shuanglong, who can bear such a life, but can still treat everything with a smile, they are really ashamed.
"This is my life, a borrowed name, a deceived family affection, a cruel fate, a false life, a life with nothing."
Calmly looking at Miyuki Irie, Shiori Sekine, Naoko, Asami Iwasawa, Yui, Shiina and other girls, Zheng Shuanglong smiled and recounted the life he could say.
[Perhaps, even if there was no such guy, I would have come to this world realm, to the resting place of this young soul. Looking at the girls who were heartbroken for their lives, Zheng Shuanglong thought with a little emotion.
Sad people, miserable life, the most able to move the girl's gentle maternal heart, unconsciously, Zheng Shuanglong completed a multi-kill. (To be continued......)
PS: Thank you for the tip of the dream demon.