216. Human nature is good? Add more to the big crown of Hui Hui
"you, what kind of are you talking about, so many great philosophers have not figured out the question of human nature for thousands of years, and you have figured it out?" I scoffed.
"Do you think I'm bragging?" He was calm.
"It seems that 'I' is still quite awesome, although I haven't even gone to school, but I still understand the most complex philosophical propositions."
He smiled and said, "Of course you don't believe it. But what I said is well-founded, to put it mildly, no matter how great this person is, how open-minded he is, he certainly can't avoid selfishness, right? Even if the rich man can scatter all his property, and the landlord can hand over all the land, as long as it is a person, there must be things that cannot be shared with others, and this bottom line is called selfishness. ”
"Don't confuse the concept, of course people should be selfish, otherwise they will take everything out and share it with others, which is something that no saint can do. How can it be related to likes and dislikes? ”
But many sins are born out of selfishness. You don't deny that, do you? ”
"You can't convince me." I said.
"Of course I know that I can't convince you, because everyone has their own ideas that they adhere to, in other words, they can also be called obsessions, and obsession is also one of the evil deeds of the person, and many evils are derived from obsessions, you won't deny this, right?"
"This ...... I think you're really a person with very inexplicable ideas, it's all basic human nature, without these personalities, can you still be human? Didn't you become a god and Buddha a long time ago? ”
"Since you understand this truth, you should look directly at the weakness in human nature, which is a defect that cannot be repaired, so you will feel that there is something wrong, but these are the two evil thoughts."
"It's a joke, could it be that if I had normal human nature, I would be a villain? According to you, are there any good people in this world? ”
"The good guy is relative. Since there are no absolutely good people in this world, it is naturally human nature that is evil. ”
"Your obsession is serious." I said.
"That's right. Because I'm you. He chuckled.
"I'm too lazy to debate such a meaningless topic with you, so why are you looking for me?"
"I didn't look for you, you recruited me."
After hearing this, I was angry and funny: "What a hell, obviously you suddenly appeared to discuss life philosophy with me, why did I provoke you again?" ”
"Few people have the opportunity to face the sin of their hearts, but today you did."
"I'm annoyed to tell you, what is the sin in my heart, can you explain it clearly? I'm not very good at my brain, so don't fight with me. ”
"I've made it clear long ago that I'm the sin that has been buried deep in your heart. When you can see me, it means that you are already a sinful person. ”
"I ......" I was stunned for a moment, and it took me a long time to breathe before I came over and said, "I'll sentence you like this." ”
"Do you have the pleasure of killing people now?" His face was a little gloomy.
"I didn't hear what you just said." I suddenly felt my heart beat a little faster.
The corners of his mouth turned upward, as if sneering: "You obviously heard what I said, but you have to pretend not to hear it, I'm afraid it's not interesting." ”
I swallowed, and suddenly felt a little dry in my throat and said, "I don't understand what you're saying at all?" ”
He laughed and said: "To be precise, after coming out of the ghost breeding land controlled by Yue Fir, you killed a murderer driver This is the first time in your life that you took the initiative to kill people, and then you killed a neurotic who specializes in cutting people's necks outside, this news was revealed by your good brother Wang Dianchen, in addition, Wang Dahai gave you a message last night, prompting you to kill five drug traffickers, in the process you want to kill another group of drug dealers who came to trade, and it turned out that these people are Xiaobao's subordinates, so you can only give up, am I right?" ”
"You, you......" cold sweat poured out from my forehead.
"I'm not going to talk about the people you killed while you fell asleep." He smiled suspiciously and continued: "The series of cases you have done seems to be anti-violence and peaceful, of course, you yourself comfort yourself in your heart, but it is undeniable that you have changed from seeking self-preservation at the beginning to taking the initiative, you were very nervous before the killing, but now you are looking forward to it before the killing, just like today, you are a calm mess, and even took the initiative to call the police after killing people, and played a game of cat and mouse with the police." ”
Speaking of this, he sighed and said, "Do you think you are normal when it comes to this?" ”
"I ......"
"You're getting more and more evil now, but that's not a bad thing, because people always have the right to choose their lives, to be precise, it's just a return to your nature, and you gradually become your truest self." At this point, he had a smug smile on his face.
"You're just crazy." I don't know how to refute him, because every point he says is something I can't refute.
"You really think I'm crazy? And not nonsense? Are you sure? He asked.
"You're a madman, you don't know what you're saying, get out of here, get out of here." I almost growled.
"Of course I can't go, if I go you'll die." He laughed.
"Do you think that a little bit of information will become the truth? I'm not as simple as you think it is. ”
"Of course you are not simple, in fact you are an extremely complex person, you have been doing meritorious things, and you are willing to help others, but all this does not make you feel happy, it can only make you find a superficial sense of existence, you need to live in a crowd, you need friends, lovers, so you try to pretend to be similar to ordinary people, but in fact you are a person who is keen on crime, you prefer to deal with criminals compared to friends and lovers, compared to those good deeds of helping others, You can only experience happiness in killing, am I right? ”
"You, you ......" I suddenly felt a pang in my heart, and I involuntarily sat down on the hospital bed.
"You are actually a very evil person, but you want to flaunt yourself with kindness, when you were four years old, you secretly slaughtered the family's live chickens and ducks, and when you were seven years old, you tried to stone the earth dog to death but were found and stopped by the family, but they all thought that your abnormal behavior was affecting you, and no one thought that this was what you wanted to do."
"What do these things and behaviors say when I am not sensible? Nothing can be said. I gasped.
"Perhaps, but you should understand that there are some things that you don't have to explain or refute to me, because you know in your own heart, and you know whether what I said is true or false."
"Please leave, I don't want to see you again."
"Don't worry, I'll go, but before you go, I want you to understand what you really want."
"I don't need to be taught what I want, I know what I want, I know what kind of person I am."
"Really? That would be great. After saying this, the color of his body gradually became transparent, and finally disappeared.
Then I saw a room full of nurses looking at me with surprised faces.
The madness I just had was done under the watchful eye of the doctor.
"I—Am I affecting other patients to rest?" I said.
"No, there aren't many patients admitted during this time." A nurse replied cautiously.
"Oh, that's good." I wiped my forehead, and it was all cold sweat.
"Are you feeling particularly nervous?" A young doctor asked.
"No, I'm not nervous, don't worry, I'm fine."
"But just looking at your reaction, I feel like you're really a little emotionally excited." Low central co-technology.
"I'm sleepwalking, I should have been sleepwalking, I didn't know what was going on." I forced a smile on my face.
"So that's the case, then I suggest that a certain amount of tranquilizers should be used during the recuperation period, so as not to further aggravate the wounds of the body because of sleepwalking." The doctor said.
"Let's do it, I'm really tired to be honest." I did feel physically and mentally exhausted, even after a fight, but I didn't feel even more tired from the conversation I just had.
What the hell is wrong with me?