Chapter 458: Suicide

"Huh! It is useless to resist. This is my body. I'm much more familiar with it than you are. โ€

The knife pierced the lobes of the lungs, but it was not the main lung located in the chest, but the third accessory alveoli that evolved from the mutation on the side of the thoracic cage. Despite this, Su Hao still felt that the strength in his body was slowly disappearing, and even speaking and breathing became difficult.

He never thought about killing himself. Carrying a knife and stabbing at himself, he just wanted to show his tough attitude: I am the controller and owner of this body. You have given me strength, and I have given you the environment in which you live. It's a fair swap, not a bargaining chip that forces me to obey your will. Since you restrict my movement by forcibly altering the circulation of nerves and humoral fluids, then Lao Tzu will die for you to see now.

There are many women who often use this trick in peacetime. They persecuted husbands, relatives, friends, and anyone else in connection with them. One crying, two troubles, and three hangings are the most boring tricks in the eyes of many people. But no one can deny that in the face of death, as long as a strong fear is overcome, the suicide can indeed frighten and threaten many people who are connected with it.

Su Hao was furious, and his sense of threat was extremely strong. The moment he drew his fighting knife, he even felt that the black particles had a clear disdain for him. It's like standing behind a person who wants to commit suicide on the top of a tall building, and suddenly a blind bystander appears, constantly laughing at you: "Jump! You're going to fucking jump! โ€

Su Hao stabbed deeply with every knife. He felt his intestines being cut off in pieces and his bladder punctured. The liver and kidneys were forcibly torn by the blade, several major blood vessels near the spine were all severed, and the blood flowing down the body had turned into a stream. The floor beneath his feet was already a pool of blood, and the sauce-red liquid slowly seeped off the ground, his body getting colder and colder, and his consciousness became a little blurred.

This is definitely not a pretentious deliberate intimidation, but a suicide that is more real than ever.

Su Hao finally felt the tension of the black particles. They are remedy, regardless of what they do. The fracture of the aorta has many cells that are dividing at an accelerated pace, and a large number of platelets are urged by black particles to form a defensive wall. They even control the rhythm of their heartbeat, trying to slow down the blood flow rate so that they don't lose a lot of money and cause the host to die prematurely. These parasites did not relax the monitoring of Su Hao's brain in the slightest. Capturing the moment when Su Hao wanted to poke the knife into the third lung on the side, they had already calculated the landing point of the blade, and squeezed the muscles and skin near the landing point in a short period of time, so that the cell accumulation layer quickly thickened, producing enough toughness and strength that Su Hao felt a noticeable retardation effect. But in the end, it was still impossible to resist the madness and great power of the host.

"Lao Tzu will never be accused by you, never!"

Su Hao's eyes revealed a terrifying madness. He had to make these black particles parasitic about his body understand that human beings have incomparably strong feelings and pride. It is an intolerable insult and provocation to restrain the host's actions under the pretext of danger. The body is mine, and I will not give it up for nothing because of your ability to transform. What's the difference between being alive like that and the walking dead?

Su Hao felt that the black particles were full of shock. It was the first time he had felt the emotion conveyed by the black particles, from the initial injection of the prototype potion on Earth. Similarly, Su Hao's brain also exudes an indescribable special thinking consciousness. That includes stubbornness, uncompromise, rather than giving in, and even preferring to completely destroy miรจ if you don't achieve your goal.

Su Hao's movements seemed a little stiff. He lost too much blood. Even though it was only two knives, he chose the easiest part to cause damage from the start, but not fatal on the spot. The point of this was obvious: he wanted to make Black Particles understand his determination. The dead can never communicate, and only those who are on the verge of death are valued.

It's like a person who can't swim accidentally falls into the water, and a boat comes by, and the boatman bluntly tells the person who has fallen overboard: Take out all your possessions as payment, and I will throw you a rope. In a desperate situation, the person who fell overboard will, of course, agree. But the boatmen themselves must also seize the opportunity. He had to be the only one in the nearby waters, and he had to be at the right time to get to the place where he fell overboard. It's too early, the guy hasn't fallen yet. It was too late, the other party was drowned alive, and all his huge profits were in vain.

Su Hao felt the black particles generate fear. The source of their fear is themselves. Crazy and fearless people are something to be feared. But they still did not express their obedience to Su Hao, but still hesitated, hesitating in anger and fear.

At this moment, Su Hao remembered the poor people who were forcibly demolished during the peace period on Earth. They have nothing, and attacking police and officials is an aggravated crime. The moment those people picked up the oil cans full of gasoline and poured them on themselves, and then lit the lighters, it burned with anger and helplessness. They wanted to get more attention from their deaths, but they never thought they could get anything out of it.

Oh, yes! When a person dies, what do they get?

Su Hao had already closed his eyes, and his right hand holding the knife was raised high again. Although there is not much left of his body, he still has the ability to continue to self-harm. He looked very calm, the smile on his lips completely fixed on his face. However, the arm holding the knife could not fall this time, and a powerful force had already controlled the joints of his shoulders and elbows, so that he could only remain in a fixed position.

The two knives in a row before and after were carried out in a state of surprise and even shock. They didn't believe that Su Hao would commit suicide at all, so naturally they couldn't stop it. This has never been the case with black particles. Their wisdom is not low, and they are also confused by Su Hao's first knife. It's like a person shouting that he wants to jump off a building leans out of the window, but his hands are clinging to the edge of the windowsill. In situations where it is uncertain whether the host will actually make a fatal move, the black particles can only act as confused bystanders.

From the second knife onwards, the black particles actually sense the danger coming.

They paid close attention to Su Hao's thinking consciousness, and the landing point of the third knife had been determined within a few microseconds, and Su Hao chose the first heart located in his chest. It was the center of blood circulation, which was the first to be created again in the case of serious injuries, and although it was not to be killed on the spot, death was only a matter of time.

Su Hao's movements at the moment were a little funny, and his raised arms couldn't fall, maintaining a picture as if he was frozen by a spell. Only when he got closer could he see the bulging muscles in his upper arms, and the sweat that was constantly oozing from his forehead.

His attitude is very resolute and unusually tenacious. Although nerves and ligaments are controlled, black particles cannot remain bound to the joint muscles forever. They are, after all, parasites, not hosts.

Su Hao looked down at the bleeding body, his eyes seemed to be able to see through the skin and muscles, and saw the black particles surging in the veins.

"How long can you control me? Ten minutes? An hour? I admit that you do have an amazing ability to transform. It is even possible to close a ruptured aortic vessel. Hehe! For a person who wants to commit suicide, any obstruction is ineffective. Even if you can keep me moving forever, you can keep me from bleeding and dying, and I can go on a hunger strike and stop water. Without the addition of foreign nutrients, the suicide effect is actually no different. โ€

Black particles don't speak. Su Hao sensed that they were hesitating and trapped again. The feelings of anger and unwillingness still exist, but not as strong as before. And more often, there is the fear of the host.

They are just as afraid of death as humans.

The death of a parasitic virus is not the disappearance of a single individual, but the extinction of an entire parasitic population.

Su Hao's breathing became more slower, indicating that the ruptured wound in the lung had a repair effect. His body healed much faster than other "worker bees", and the rate of blood outflow slowed down greatly in a few minutes. But these are not the details that Su Hao and the black particles need to pay attention to. They unanimously chose to remain silent. The former has a tough and non-negotiable mind, while the latter, although angry, has shown some signs of giving in.

Hunger strike...... This is more convincing than throwing a knife at one's own death. In normal times, the black particles directly scoff at this threat. However, they had just experienced the imminent death and would no longer regard Su Hao's thinking as a joke.

They did not argue, nor did they express obedience. The faint smile on Su Hao's lips also became a little more obvious than a few minutes ago.

Again, he threw out the pre-planned killer plan.

"I've been parasitized anyway. Even if you can control my actions, even if you can use the nutrients inside your body to the fullest. I have a lot of other ways to do it. โ€

"I can make myself seriously ill."

"I can take drugs, or come into contact with highly toxic drugs."

"I'll order the others to enclose the space and not get the oxygen supply."

"If none of these methods work, I can be infected with many more other viruses. Don't forget, you are not the only parasites in the universe. Smallpox, malaria, Ebola...... You have a powerful phagocytic ability to destroy a foreign virus that has invaded the host. But how long can you maintain this ability? When faced with a massive infestation of viruses in billions of dollars, will you not reach the limit of devouring? As long as it's a living thing, there will be times when you're exhausted. You are not immune to this law either. โ€

"Don't forget, I'm the king, the queen bee. The black particles in the bodies of other "worker bees" do not possess active thinking. Only you who live in my body are the true species of wisdom. The "worker bees" will obey my orders, but ignore your requests. As long as I want to, I want to die, it's not a difficult thing. โ€

The confrontation in silence continued. If there were outsiders present, they would definitely be horrified by Su Hao's sculptural movements. However, Su Hao "saw" that the black particles in his body were staring at him, full of hatred and anger.

"I need to be free. And you have restrained my movements. โ€

Su Hao didn't think that a silent confrontation would allow him to achieve his goal. He had much more experience in negotiations than the black particles, so he took the initiative to provoke the conversation: "We can live together peacefully as before." I will do my best to ensure my own safety, and that is the greatest commitment I can make to you. โ€

A voice sounded in the depths of the body and in the consciousness of the brain at the same time. It was Black Particle's response to what he had just said: "No! There are some things that you can't control yourself. โ€

The expression on Su Hao's face changed slightly. For the first time, this is the first time that the black particles have actively communicated with themselves. He slowly opened his eyes: "I thought you would only express your wishes with the frequency of blood vibrations. โ€

"I'm also just discovering this new way of communicating."

The black particle's thoughts went down the central nervous system and directly entered Su Hao's brain: "You forced it out." I never imagined that connecting with the nerve center would have such an effect. โ€

Su Hao's thinking became very earnest, and at the same time, he was not willing to back down: "We can talk about it well, so that each other can achieve their goals." โ€

Perhaps because of the shared nerve center, the black particle's consciousness is extremely fast: "Your ability to sense danger is far less intense than ours. Many times, you're already on the edge of a cliff and don't know where you are. Even though you are the host, you cannot decide whether we live or die. โ€

"Cliff edge?"

Su Hao pondered this sentence and slowly frowned: "I don't understand what you mean. โ€

"It's a very wise choice for you to leave Earth and come here."

The black particle did not directly explain: "You must have felt it yourself, the earth's environment is not suitable for a modified body like yours. But here, you are the absolute strongest, but you don't cause damage to your surroundings in your daily life. We are all very happy with the qiฤ“ here and you get what you want. โ€

"You mean to be emperor?"

"Isn't it? Power and lust are the common goals of all intelligent beings. For us, your body is the natural environment, and it is our purpose to rule the cells and genes of other bodies. Inside, we are the emperor. Outside, you are the emperor too. โ€

Su Hao smiled weakly. It was the first time he had heard such a statement about the body and the environment. I am afraid that this kind of conclusion can only be drawn from the strange thinking of viruses and parasites.

"I don't really feel like I'm getting anything. You should know why I came to the world of Rabangka. I will leave this world eventually, and if you continue to choose to restrain me, then there is no need for us to continue to talk about it. โ€

In the face of Su Hao's indifference and resoluteness, he was silent for a few seconds, and the black particles came to his consciousness again.

"You're stupid."

"All people who want to kill themselves are stupid. Of course, that's just your opinion. Whatever you think, I can do whatever I want. โ€

"Do you think that when you were injected with the prototype potion, it was because you knew more than others and traveled through time?"

Suddenly, the black particles transmitted a consciousness that shocked Su Hao: "Your body is no different from other people. You don't understand that we had the freedom to choose our host at that time. โ€

Su Hao narrowed his eyes slightly, and repeated the consciousness of the black particles: "The freedom to choose the host?" โ€

"It's not just healthy humans who can be parasitized by us. As long as it is a living organism, in any form, it can be a parasitic target. From the moment you opened the prototype flask closure shell, we were free. Due to the peculiarities of the internal structure, we can only survive in the natural state for about 60 earth seconds after being exposed to oxygen. Don't think it's a short time, in your human terms, we are a virus, a whole. We parasitize other suspension bacteria and survive for a long time by constantly changing hosts. At that time, you took us to an empty room that was uninhabited. The suspension bacteria there are stable, and there are plenty of insects and rats in the room. Even without you, we can get other hosts. Even if you force us injected, there are many ways we can kill you at that time, and a very small amount of suspension bacteria will seep out of the syringe needle. For hosts we don't like, we have absolute control over their life and death. That's the freedom of choice! โ€

Su Hao only felt that his thinking had fallen into a blind spot. The message transmitted by the black particles was completely unfamiliar to me. After a moment of silence, he asked, "Why, you chose me in the end?" โ€

"You're special. We sense in you a strong desire to live. โ€

The consciousness of the black particles continued to enter Su Hao's brain: "The host's thirst for life is our primary goal of parasitism. But we also find in you something different from this world. You have traces of time reversal in you, and you have more knowledge than the average person. What's more, your body is not born naturally, but is a synthesis of the best human genes. Just like you earthlings when choosing a partner, they often use appearance as the first criterion for judging. are also beautiful women, a net worth of hundreds of millions, a poor background, more than 90% of men will choose the former. โ€

There was a hint of realization in the depths of Su Hao's eyes.

The black particles are indeed not lying. This body is an artifact created by the best genes of the future era. For viruses, it is actually the most suitable host.

Su Hao had a sarcastic expression on his face: "So, I still have to thank you?" But I still don't understand, why don't you leave me, a suicidal host, and look for a more suitable and obedient parasitic target? Is it true that perfect human genes are so important to you? "Rich in knowledge. What's more, your body is not born naturally, but is a synthesis of the best human genes. Just like you earthlings when choosing a partner, they often use appearance as the first criterion for judging. are also beautiful women, a net worth of hundreds of millions, a poor background, more than 90% of men will choose the former. โ€

There was a hint of realization in the depths of Su Hao's eyes.

The black particles are indeed not lying. This body is an artifact created by the best genes of the future era. For viruses, it is actually the most suitable host.

Su Hao had a sarcastic expression on his face: "So, I still have to thank you?" But I still don't understand, why don't you leave me, a suicidal host, and look for a more suitable and obedient parasitic target? Is it true that perfect human genes are so important to you? โ€