With his hands folded around his knees, he curled up in the corner of the room. I often tremble with a burst of uneasiness, and I am afraid to know the "truth". Shut your heart tightly, looking for shelter in the sweet lie. Blindly escaping into dreams, the unknown sea of loneliness is dyed pale. Hide your loneliness, blindly miss painfully, and carve scars on your heart. The secret in your eyes seems to be about to suck people in. The warmth of love hidden behind your smile, I will hold it in my hands. Now, the warmth seems to fade away with a slight touch. The past has been put aside. Overflowing from the heart. I will always be there for you, so please don't get lost in the shadow of sadness.

Dimensional Mobile Fortress "Space-Time Garden".

"Is it really good for me to do this? Alicia! Is it really okay for me to do this? Alicia! I don't dare to love her, love this Fitt who thinks of herself as a mother, if, if I fall in love with her, fall in love with such a good Fit, I will indulge in the happiness I have now, then, it is really possible for me to forget Alicia, then, isn't Alicia too pitiful? "Fifty-nine-year-old Presia? Testrosa and a little girl, gently caressing Alicia who is loaded with her daughter? Testrosa's pillar of glass, whispering mournfully.

With such a weak posture, it really doesn't look like an S-level Magister powerhouse. However, this is also understandable, women are made of water, and no matter how strong they are, they are also water. There's always a weak side.

Just a few minutes ago, Fett followed Precia's order to manage the Outer 97 World's collection of the primeval heritage "Sacred Stone Seed". This is a criminal act.

Presia? Testrosa, is it Fett? Testarosa's mother, or rather, the creator of Fett.

Precia has had a life of failure.

The failure of marriage.

Precia married at the age of 23 and gave birth to her daughter, Alicia, at the age of 28. Because there was no intersection in life, Precia divorced her daughter Alicia when she was two years old. And work in a company in the industrial belt. Since then, she has never been married, and she has become a single mother with Alicia. Precia's emotional life can be said to be a very failure.

Failure of the cause.

Precia was also the third director of the Central Technology Development Bureau in Mead's history 26 years ago. At that time, when she was using the "Hydra", a self-developed dimensional navigation energy drive furnace, she failed due to the use of illegal materials. As a result, a medium-sized dimensional earthquake was triggered. As a result, he was exiled by the central government and moved to remote areas. A rare S-class research magister, to this extent in his career, has to be said to be a very failure.

The failure of the family.

Single-parent families didn't do much to Alicia, or rather, Presia? Testrosa's love for Alicia makes Alicia not feel the grief of a single-parent family. Although Alicia is home alone most of the time, she is also a little lonely, Alicia once told her mother that she wants a sister, perhaps, so that she will not be lonely. But this little wish is a very troublesome thing for Precia, who has failed emotionally.

At the age of four, Alicia was a healthy and lively girl who was loved by everyone at the institute. At the age of five, she picked up a pale brown bobcat near the institute, which Alicia named "Lineth". At that time, Precia was promoted to director of design for a project, where she was responsible for developing a large magic drive furnace.

As Precia was in the process of the last drive furnace development test. Due to the rigor of their own work, the test is difficult. And Precia wants to take Alicia to play outside, and is anxious for a vacation, and is desperate to finish this last test work quickly.

However, without knowing it, he also served as the "head of safety standards". Not at all happy for Precia. Because the drive furnace began to get out of control under the illegal operation of the assistant director. If the test fails, it will be damaged or cause an accident, and the company's credibility will be damaged as a result. Prescia in this runaway situation. The security measures applied for were almost denied by the senior management and the assistant director. They thought that if the furnace that was running out of control was transferred to a safe area, it would be remanufactured. Precia should have a safety responsibility to prevent hazards such as loss of control and machine stopping, but she may not be able to. Drive furnace in case of runaway control. The energy produced is combined with oxygen and converted into light and heat. The particulate energy that reacts with oxygen also reacts with the oxygen in the blood, eventually causing both Alicia and Lineth to die. As a mother, she failed to protect her daughter and let Alicia die under the sequelae of her failed experiment, which was a very big blow to Precia.

The failure of marriage, career, family, the loss of her daughter, and finally the failure of Presia, who had nothing in the end, can be said to be very failures.

However, even with such a failed life, it is impossible to deny that Precia is a good mother. Who can persist for more than ten years for their dead daughter, let themselves experiment with illness, find a way, and sacrifice their future! Ordinary people can't do it at all! When the child dies, he loses his mind for a while, and is willing to exchange his life for the child's life, many people can do this, but who can last for more than ten years? Not much! Precia did it, and no matter what happened later, Precia could be described as a good mother, a poor good mother.

Precia lost her own daughter in the initial accident and Alicia? Testrosa. The last research she conducted was different from that of the Servant Demon, surpassing the refining of the Servant Demon's artificial life and the secret technique of reviving the dead. It is a forbidden secret method. The name "Fett" was the development code name of the project she was researching at the time.

After Alicia's death, Presia worked on magic in other regions and bought a dimensional mobile fortress, the Garden of Time. In order to wake up her daughter, Precia stayed in the Garden of Time to continue her research, and organized a development team to conduct a project called "F? A? T? Plan E" for the study of artificial lifeforms.

Precia first cultivated Alicia's cells as materials, and then gave her original memories after completing them. It took only a few years to create a complete body, which was all that Fitt had. But the consciousness of the awakened is quite vague, and he can only have a simple conversation. There are still happy memories of Alicia and her mother in her mind, and she also has her own deep feelings for her mother. Alicia didn't inherit Precia's magical qualifications, while Fett did. Fett's possession of the brilliant magical light of thunder made Precia unbearable. Because in her eyes, it was the same as the ominous light that took everything away from her at that time.

Although Fett inherited some of Alicia's memories and emotions, due to the fundamental differences between the two in personality, habits, and magical aptitude, Fett was considered a "failure" by Prescia. Precia was then left to use the forbidden spell of illegality, and created Lilith the bobcat into a demon to nurture Fett and educate her to become a first-class magister. In the end, Prescia began with the name of the project, "F? A? T? E" helped her name "Fett".

Presia? Testrosa is not without feelings for Fett, at the beginning of Fett's birth, Precia was very happy, but when she saw that Fett and Alicia were completely different, Precia almost collapsed, Fett was Fett, not Alicia.

Presia, who didn't know how to deal with her own creation, Fit, let her go there, and even made Fitt a tool of battle in the end.

Precia is a loving mother, and in her life, Alicia is far more important than her career. That abundance of maternal love was almost instinctive for Presia. No matter what Fett says, she is her daughter, and she can't help the love in her heart, but Precia is afraid, afraid that after she treats Fett well, she will be silent and forget Alicia in happiness, Fett is so good, gentle, kind, qualified, it can be said that she has inherited everything from herself, looking at Fett, Precia feels like seeing another self. Such a lovely daughter, how could Precia not love it.

I want to love but don't dare to love, Fit's existence overwhelmed Presia, so Presia, who has always been in a very conflicted mood, has a depression, treats Fit very rude and irritable, smokes if she is unsatisfactory, and constantly belittles Fitt in her heart, in order to make Fit's position in her heart become low, because she doesn't dare to love Fit, so she can only hate her!

But even though Precia treats Fett like this, Fett still loves Prest. The cold abuse, the cruel life, did not wear out Fit's hope, hoping to go back to the past, to the time when his mother smiled softly. I hope my mother can smile again. I can once again call myself gently and bring myself a beautiful garland.

In order to make his mother smile again, Fett even had no objection to Precia's request to commit a crime and collect the seed of the holy stone.

But Fit's wish is just a wish. Fett is Fett, not Alicia. Presia? Testrosa's smile was on Alicia, not on Fett.

"My mother never smiled at me in the end, and the reason why I wanted to live was because I wanted my mother to accept her. I don't care how upset she is with me, or how cold she is to me, but I just want her to smile. ”

"I want to live so that my mother can accept me. For me, there is no other reason to live. I've always felt that if I can't do that, I can't live. It is not enough to just choose to abandon, and it is even more difficult to choose to escape. ”

Precia didn't dare to love the living Fett, because she was afraid of forgetting the dead Alicia, so she could only hate the living Fett, but in any case, both of them were her daughters, and the palms and backs of her hands were full of meat, what could she do? I didn't dare to love, I didn't dare to hug, I didn't dare to be a little good to Fit, just because I was afraid of forgetting Alicia, so that Alicia was left alone......

Precia in panic? Testrosa created Fett's grief. There is a lonely golden figure in the virtuous lady. (To be continued......)