I saw that Xing Rui deliberately avoided the topic, so I poured Xing Rui a glass of boiling water, tapped her forehead with my finger and said:

"What's going on in your little mind? Am I that kind of person?

Xing Rui and us, if we can take more of our own temperament and think about each other everywhere, maybe we won't quarrel often.

I am a stubborn donkey temper, sometimes I love to do things impulsively, just trying to enjoy it for a while, but in fact, I don't have anything in my heart.

I used to think that there was too much estrangement between us, after all, there was your father's relationship in it, but now that I think about it, the external factors are all, and the feelings are white and flawless, and there should not be a trace of impurities in it.

In fact, I have seen so many things clearly, and I just suffered a loss of character. My character is one of my most fatal flaws, I am trying to change, that day in the ward, when I looked at Li Jun hugging you, I wanted to rush up and kill him.

But I restrained myself unprecedentedly, because I didn't want to scare you because I was there.

I am a man, Xing Rui, in the future, you will remember to Lao Tzu, if you dare to play ambiguously with other men in front of me in the future, no matter what purpose you are for, I hope you can consider my feelings, if there is a next time, I will definitely not be silent, I will definitely return the color, as long as you are difficult to ambiguous with a man, I dare to be courteous to a hundred women, you don't believe you can try it.

When I finished saying this, Xing Rui looked at me in shock, she grabbed my hand, and tears fell down the corners of her eyes.

Xing Rui choked up and said, "Han Bing, I'm sorry? I thought you didn't care about me?

I touched Xing Rui's hand, looked at the flow of people outside the window, and said with deep feelings:

"It's not that I don't care about you. It's just that I don't feel worthy of you, after all, I'm married. Another worker carrying the body, and there is no formal establishment yet.

And you? In my heart. You are like a goddess, and I have no comparison with you.

Xing Rui said honestly, in fact, I am really inferior in front of you, and you may not be able to understand that feeling.

I grew up living in the family home of the Big Gudui Funeral Home, and every day, I had to take a car for more than 20 minutes to go to school.

They say we're unlucky. Even the TMD seats should be arranged away from other people's children.

You can't experience that kind of discrimination at all, it's a kind of inhuman mental torture.

At that time, I had only one thought, that is, I must be better than others, if you look at me coldly, Lao Tzu will beat you and make you convince me. Fear me.

At that time, in elementary school, I had the courage to become the king of children, but unfortunately, I was forced to transfer schools due to some things.

Actually, you know what? When I was a kid, I especially admired the police. Like many children, there is a dream of being a policeman, which is perhaps a dream that every man has!

Looking at the heroic police uniform. Energetically, he held up his gun and said to the villain:

"Don't move, I'm a policeman. How majestic hehe! But there are a lot of helplessness and regrets in life. That's when I said that.

Xing Rui held my hand and laughed and said:

"That was before. Now the situation is like this, when we police officers face the bad guys and pull out their guns, the bad guys will laugh at us and say:

"Come, come, you shoot! Come on, hit me in the head, if you don't kill me, you're not a policeman.

I looked at Xing Rui in confusion and said, "Won't you put it?" Aren't the scoundrels afraid of you?

Xing Rui laughed louder and said:

"Now the police have become a vulnerable group, some time ago, when I was not sick, I was at the intersection of Jianjian, a female driver drove a car and ran a red light at the entrance of the Labor Building.

was caught by the traffic police on duty at the time, guess the female driver was like this?

Not only did he not admit his mistake, but he also pointed at the traffic police and scolded.

scolded the policeman for being a watchdog raised by the government, and even the onlookers were embarrassed to listen to those words of scolding.

At that time, there were many onlookers, and the traffic policeman was in his fifties, standing on duty on the road on such a cold day, and was abused by a female driver on the street for more than half an hour.

I kept filming with my mobile phone on the side, and finally the female driver saw that the traffic police would not let her go, and called her husband and daughter again, and they were on the street, surrounded the old policeman, and shouted that the police had beaten people.

I hadn't said a few words of justice at the time, and the family pointed at me and threatened me? What to say, don't take my business, let me not meddle in my affairs, maybe one day I will be beaten by someone at night, hey, I am also speechless, it is not easy to do anything now.

Han Bing, by the way, let me ask you a question?

If you love your profession very much, but you have to leave the city, separate from the people you love the most for a few years, and go to work in a foreign country.

What would you choose?

Is it the choice to give up your career and be with the person you love? It's better to give up this relationship for the time being and go to study abroad wholeheartedly.

As soon as Xing Rui's words came out, I immediately understood, what was Xing Rui meeting her for this time?

She said so much off-topic and tentatively asked me, if she stopped being a police officer, would I stop liking her? What was the purpose of saying these words against her will?

Looking at Xing Rui's face that seemed to be on trial, I really didn't know how to answer.

In my heart, I don't want Xing Rui to go to other places to study, and I don't want her to leave me?

Because I don't know, what will happen when Xing Rui goes to other places for a few years, will he fall in love with someone else? What will we be in a few years. This qiē is all unknown, and there are many uncertainties in life? No one can guarantee who will love whom for a lifetime?

Because we can't control each other's own destiny, but I know better that Xing Rui is actually testing me when he says this in his heart?

I could tell that she really wanted to go to other places for further study.

After a brief silence, I deliberately pretended to be generous and smiled and said:

"It's a good thing to go to other places for further study! If it were me, I would definitely choose to go to further study, as long as the relationship is deep and let alone a few years, even if it is a big deal for more than ten years, I am in prison, I have heard that a woman is outside the prison, waiting for her husband for eleven years.

In fact, when I said this, my heart was also dripping blood.

I am a person who wants to die to save face and suffer crimes, although I feel very uncomfortable, but in order not to tie up Xing Rui, I have to pretend to be happy for her.

Xing Rui seemed very happy after hearing what I said, she smiled and said:

"I'll just say, you'll support me. It seems that I am a gentleman with the heart of a villain, Han Bing, the unit notified me a few days ago that I was asked to go to the Shenyang Criminal Police Academy for further study, and there are only 6 places in the entire Yangbei City Bureau, and the elites who go to the bureau are the elites of the team.

I think maybe it's because of my parents, the city bureau gives priority to taking care of me, and the unit has talked to me a few times, asking me to prepare and go after the New Year.

I haven't thought about it yet, Han Bing, do you want me to go? If you don't want me to go, I won't.

I craned my neck, took a sip of my beer, and said:

"That's a good thing! Of course I want to go. Yangbei is so big, there are only six places, such a good opportunity, why not go?

By the way, how many years?

Rui took a sip of boiling water and said:

"Do you want me to go too? Ha ha! It's only two years.

I raised my glass in a serious tone and said:

"Two years is not a short time! I wish you in advance that you will return from your studies and rise step by step.

Xing Rui's mouth became a flower, and she raised her glass to touch my cup.

Xing Rui and I had that meal for a few hours that day, and when Xing Rui was sent back, it was already late at night.

The house where Xing Rui lives is the family home of the old county public security bureau built in the 90s.

But obviously, the old residents here are no longer all public security families, but all those who have some ability have moved away.

Downstairs, Xing Rui asked me to go to her house and sit for a while.

I knew what that meant, but I didn't go, if Xing Rui hadn't said anything about going to study, maybe I would have gone upstairs, and something would have happened to her.

But I don't know why, when Xing Rui said that she was going to study for two years, I didn't know why it was a little empty.

At that moment, perhaps only I knew that once Xing Rui further studies, he might be like our funeral home, and the people sent out to study will be promoted to leaders.

At the beginning, Yutian's father, Director Liu, went to the Liuquan Funeral Home, and after returning from the exchange for a few months, he became the leader of the funeral home.

I think Xing Rui will go to study this time, and maybe after he comes back, he will be promoted!

As for me, a temporary worker in a funeral home, I don't even have a temporary worker on a regular basis, and I will be fired if I say I will be fired, how can I delay Xing Rui?

Sometimes at the beginning of a relationship, I always love without hesitation, not thinking about anything, family background, job position, economic conditions, and material foundation, but once I want to be together for a long time, I will consider many factors. This may also be the same expression of a man's maturity!

When I sent Xing Rui upstairs, I went downstairs. Looking at Xing Rui's disappointed face, I didn't know that I also had five flavors of grains in my heart, and I had all kinds of tastes.

But I'm a gentleman, and I don't have the ability to put on a wedding dress for her, so I have to take off her underwear lightly.

Looking at the light in Xing Rui's room, I felt like I was instantly hollowed out.

On the way home, Xing Rui sent me a text message and asked why I was doing this to her.

In fact, there are some things that everyone knows in their hearts, if that paper window, it will be meaningless to pierce it.

I didn't know how to reply to this text message, but after a few minutes, Xing Rui called me and asked me why I didn't text back.

I explained with a smile, "When I was driving, I was highly focused and didn't pay attention.

Then Xing Rui and I said some tender words on the phone, and hung up the phone hastily.

When I got to the door of the Roman quarter, I saw a familiar figure coming out of the Baths of Fantasia and getting into a silver Mercedes.

Then the Mercedes-Benz slowly came up to Ankang Road.

Looking at the license plate number of the Mercedes-Benz, I suddenly remembered that in Li Lina's dream, Qin Dayi drove this car at the beginning, and often went to Yangbei Normal Institute to pick up Li Lina. (To be continued......)