Chapter 50: Xing Rui's Story
I wiped away my tears and said, "Is there a song about the passing years?"
Xing Rui said: "Yes at that time, do you also like Faye Wong?" Let me tell you, Faye Wong is my favorite actress, and her songs ,,,。
I interrupted Xing Rui's words and said, "Can you say a few words?" How to chirp like a bird.
Xing Rui's hand on the MP3 in the car stiffened, and the music sounded.
Xing Rui said: "Han Bing, are you targeting me, I really don't understand, where am I provoking you." Because you and I have suffered so many grievances, and now it's good, I didn't listen to you say a word of thanks, and I want me to please you, who do you think you are.
Maybe the sad melody of the song makes me a little excited, and I say:
"Xing Rui, thank you for sending me back! I'm not targeting you, I'm not going to be able to get past my own level.
Because of your father's affairs, it will always be a hurdle in my heart that I can't pass. In fact, I have an inferiority complex towards you, I feel that I owe you, owe your father a life, and I feel uncomfortable when I see you.
It felt like a curse, and it made me a little oversensitive.
Xing Rui looked at me in shock and said, "It's been two years, let it drift away with the wind!" During the time my father died, I confessed to hating you, and I used one every day. The blank sheet of paper with your name written on it curses you.
Since the day I put on the police uniform, I suddenly understood that I was so naïve, and I was proud of my father, who was the people's policeman and it was his duty to protect the masses.
Han Bing, I don't blame you! I am also a people's policeman now, and if it were me, I would do the same without hesitation.
I poured out my heartfelt words, which obviously touched Xing Rui. She continued:
"I have low self-esteem, I also have it, I grew up in a single-parent family, and when I was four years old, my mother died in the line of duty.
That's when my father said, "Mom went to a far, far away place.
At that time, I didn't understand at all, I would always stand on the balcony every day and wait for my mother to come back, one day, a year, I waited stupidly for many years, one day I had a quarrel with a little girl at the same table, and the girl said, I don't have a mother to have a child, and said that my mother will never come back, she died.
I cried and shook my head and said, "My mother went to a far, far away place, she will come back, she won't want to be Ruirui, I asked my father later:
"Mom, don't you want Rui Rui?
My father hugged me and cried.
When I grew up, I was most afraid of Sundays, because on Sundays there would be a lot of parents taking their children to the park, and I only had my father.
Since then I have become reticent, and I have closed myself in a dark room. Later, Uncle Cao's wife, Aunt Gu, often took me to her house.
I slowly came out of the shadow of a single-parent family until my father died, during that time I don't know how I came over, I curse you, hate you, time is the best the better.
When you have experienced despair, you will feel that some of the unbearable weight in life will slowly fade, instead of being entangled in the sadness and indebtedness, people learn to adapt, learn to understand, and learn to tolerate.
I looked at Xing Rui's tears dripping on the steering wheel. I knew it was the strength she pretended. If only it was as easy as she said.
can get out of her own level, can she still let her tears abuse herself unscrupulously?
Unconsciously, the car entered the city, and I said, "Thank you Xing Rui, let's get here!" Go back! Xing Rui wiped away his tears and said, "I'm sorry, I'm out of shape, doesn't your family live in a funeral home, I'll send you home!"
I said, "No, I want to walk alone, Xing Rui, thank you, you and Uncle Cao let me see a real people's policeman, I want to report to the police station now."
Xing Rui was stunned for a moment and said: "Go to the police station to report, I am now a community police officer in Dagudui, you are a person released from prison under my jurisdiction, didn't you report just now?"
I closed the door again and said, "That's a check-in."
Xing Rui wiped away the tears in his eyes and said, "I've been learning about your state of mind just now!"
I took out the release notice from my pocket and said, "This release certificate is for you!" Are there any other procedures?
Xing Rui started the car again and said: "After you go back, go to the neighborhood committee to issue a certificate first, and tomorrow bring the community certificate and the certificate of release from prison, go to the police station to find me and file for you."
In the future, write a thought report to me once a month, and talk to me first when you go to other places or leave Yangbei City.
If you don't commit anything illegal within five years, I will remove you.
I said, "Why is it so cumbersome, what do you write in the thought report?"
Xing Rui said: "I will help you solve your recent thoughts, where you work, your monthly income, and any family or ideological difficulties."
I said, "Then why don't I report to you first?"
Xing Rui said: "That's right! You can think of me as a mentor in your life.
Then Xing Rui handed me the police officer's business card and said:
"It has my phone number on it, and the time I go to work.
I am holding Xing Rui's business card, in fact, Xing Rui is quite beautiful, with big eyes, if you change the haircut head to shawl long hair, it will be even more beautiful.
Xing Rui looked at me holding her business card in a daze and said
"I can't take pictures, isn't it not good-looking.
I said, "No, no, am I remembering the phone number above?"
Xing Rui giggled:
"What are you nervous about!
I suddenly felt embarrassed to be seen through and said:
"I'm nervous, don't be funny, I'm just wondering, the face on this photo is quite iconic, this me! It's miserable, how can this photo be so different from people.
Xing Rui stopped the car and said, "Get out of the car" I pulled the car door and a cool breeze blew, I put my head in again and said:
"Didn't you say, send me home? It's only a dozen kilometers to Miura Town? Xing Rui dug his mouth and said, "Don't bother, get out of the car."
Actually, I didn't mean to make her angry, hey, who told me to speak to girls by nature, without going through my brain? In elementary school, I did something wrong with kindness to the girl I liked, which led to the story of the wind chime, and I really wanted to slap my mouth at that time!
I reluctantly stepped out of the car, Xing Rui gave me a middle finger, and with a foot on the accelerator, the car rushed out like a wild horse with a loose rope.
I looked into the distance and Xing Rui shouted: ", Xing Rui, you can do it!" You dare to despise me! You wait for Lao Tzu, if you don't fix you, I've been squatting in prison for the past two years!
I walked aimlessly alone, the wind beating my bare head like a knife, and I rubbed my head with my hands desperately, and tucked my neck into the collar.
There are very few pedestrians along the way, and it is no wonder that since the East Third Ring Road was built, this road in Miura Town has been basically unwalked.
This road is also the only way to go to the funeral home in Yangbei City, and there are usually few people, not to mention this ghost weather.
I walked for more than ten minutes without seeing a single car passing. I was numb from the cold, I started jogging, and after a few minutes of running it started to ease a little.
At this time, I suddenly saw a tractor driving up, and I stopped it without saying a word.
It was an old man who drove the tractor, and I said uncle:
"Can you give me a ride?
The uncle said, "Where is the child?" I said, "Go to the funeral home."
The uncle said, "Oh, come up! I also go to the funeral home.
As soon as I heard how excited my fellow Lu Lu was, I walked behind the tractor, and the uncle suddenly stopped me and said:
"You can't sit in the back, you sit in front with me, I said, "Uncle squeeze in front!"
The uncle was a little angry and said: "The back is not a place for you to sit, if you want to sit, sit in the front, and don't sit and pull it."
When I saw that my uncle was a little angry, I didn't say anything: "I climbed into the driver's seat of the tractor and sat on the mud cover of the tractor's wheel."
Knock,,Knock,,Knock, the roar of the tractor was deafening, and I wanted to vomit when the tractor was upside down. The wind blows my face and I protect my face with my hands, and having a tractor is better than walking.
I asked, "Uncle, what are you pulling behind this tractor?" Why is it still covered with a tarpaulin, the uncle glanced at me and said:
"Pull Two Dead Men"
I was stunned and asked, "What pull two dead people?" Uncle smiled and said:
"You know just now, why didn't I let you go to the back? I'm just afraid that you'll be scared.
Boy, you've just come back from out of town! No one dares to stop my car on this road, you are the first.
I was a little aggrieved and said: What do you mean by this, uncle, why do I sound so awkward?