Chapter 19: Waiting
Li Le has an adult experience, but that is not complete, when the catastrophe broke out in 2022, he was not yet eighteen years old, and before that, due to the orphanage and some other experiences, Li Le was withdrawn and rebellious, of course, these are just to maintain his poor self-esteem, if he doesn't deal with others, he won't be hurt, and if he doesn't ask for something, he won't be refused, this is almost a natural character formed in Li Le's situation, this is definitely not normal, after the catastrophe broke out, Li Le is still like this in the world, It wasn't until seven years later that he was teleported back in helpless despair, like the bottomless abyss-like despair made Li Le want to escape, in order not to recall the black and purple future, Li Le made some deliberate changes, this is the reason why Li Le's personality has changed a little after being reborn, but it's just some, and what has changed is only what can be seen and felt, what Li Le is really like in his heart, I believe that no one can easily know the Tao, there may be a demon locked in the cage of thinking, or maybe a beautiful angel.
Whether it is an angel or a demon, Li Le has no experience in dealing with girls in all his experiences, and with Yang Jing's current appearance, even if he is a little enlightened, he can swallow Yang Jing whole without any means, but Li Le will forget it, not to mention how difficult it is to understand which step a girl musters up courage, even if she clearly knows that Yang Jing wants to be her husband herself, she will instinctively reject and resist in her heart.
This strange mentality is that Li Le never knows what is called the sweetness of love, but also a habit developed in later generations, there is no love between men and women after the catastrophe, at least Li Le has not seen it, what he saw is that the first day a man also said that the girl who followed him was his wife Ma Zi or something, and the next day the girl was in the pot or on the fire, of course, if there were no girls, sometimes the thin men in the fleeing team would be treated like that, and even two or three times, when Li Le passed by the ruins, encountered a girl's request for help, this situation is rare but not nothing, girls to seek refuge to pay their bodies is not an obstacle, Li Le also has a good time with such a girl, but it is just like two exchanges, just like this, there is already a girl who has a skin-to-skin relationship, when the food is extremely scarce, Li Le, who is hungry and faint, almost eats the girl several times, that is not a metaphorical eat, but really eats .......
On the premise that girls are just cumbersome and walking food, and girls go to love that is not only sick, but also makes people feel very disgusting, just imagine saying to girls one moment ago that without you, my world will have no glory, and the next moment I will take a watermelon knife and cut off the girl's jade leg and roast it, what is that not a madman!?
In that environment, Li Le may not be able to hold on, either crazy or can only self-destruct, fortunately, after three years of wandering after the catastrophe, Li Le arrived at the zero base, and because of the special in the base, he can be mixed up, and even became a petty officer after the most reluctant, with his own subordinates and even his own wife, this kind of subtle after all pulled Li Le back from the edge of self-destruction, and also allowed Li Le to adjust his mentality after wearing back to face the colorful before the catastrophe, just like now, Yang Jing is willing to take care of him, Li Le will never embarrass Yang Jing, and is even willing to give Yang Jing some help in return, such as persuading her to eat more, this is because the thickness of fat in the future determines whether you can survive temporarily, there is no difference between people and animals, when food is scarce, people will also consume fat to provide energy for the body organs to sustain life, as long as there is water, the highest record in the world can survive for more than 90 days without eating any food, which means that it is not an ordinary survival chance.
But that's it, even if Yang Jing eats lunch with Li Le as long as she is at school in the future, and even when Li Le goes to the big playground to exercise after school, Yang Jing will accompany her, and buy snacks and water for Li Le to drink, but the relationship has never been clarified, Yang Jing has taken the first step, for the sake of the girl's face, she will not go to Li Le again, and she has followed Li Le like this, and Li Le will not have any other choice when she thinks about it, so she is very relieved, In fact, Li Le didn't have any tacit understanding with Yang Jing about love at all, Yang Jing was willing to follow him, he didn't care, he sometimes guided Yang Jing to exercise when he exercised, and then ate the drinks and food brought by Yang Jing with peace of mind, which was also very peaceful.
In this way, he ushered in the end of the first year of junior high school, passed the answer to Lei Tingting, chatted with Yang Jing, who was a little uncertain, and started his summer vacation life, and explained to Yang Jing that Yang Jing should not forget to exercise more or less every day during the summer vacation, and not eat less because of fear of eating fat, that's all, Yang Jing nodded her little head and agreed obediently, and she didn't say anything when she wanted to say anything a few times, so she could only watch Li Le leave the school without looking back with her schoolbag in a chic manner.
What Yang Jing wanted to say was to give Li Le a mobile phone so that she could contact her during the holidays, go out on a date or something, and even thought about it, if Li Le wanted to do something to her, it was not impossible, that is, if Li Le wanted to take away his virginity, she needed to think about it, Yang Jing didn't dare to think about this problem, but subconsciously, thinking about it could make Yang Jing's little face blush and drip blood, what really made her hesitate was the matter of giving Li Le's mobile phone, in fact, the mobile phone was bought, it was in her bag, or the latest mobile phone of the Pear brand, It's better than what she used herself, but when she was about to send it, she thought of something else so she hesitated, I'm afraid that Li Le doesn't have a mobile phone in the entire Tiger Hill Middle School, and he doesn't even have a penny of pocket money, that's not a poor word that can be summed up, and if he sends it out so rashly, will it make Li Lejue's self look down on him!? Will it hurt his self-esteem!? What if he gets angry!?
With such an unanswerable question, Yang Jing could only be very reluctant to watch her sweetheart leave very vigorously.
Li Le walked on the way back to the children's village and remembered one thing, that is, the trouble of the Qian family, this has been a long time, and they have not seen the Qian family come to find trouble, even if they can't be sure that they are the murderer, at least they know that the Qian Xiaosen guy had an accident because he came to find his own trouble, the Qian family must have been investigating the real murderer, and I don't know how the investigation is going, but no matter what, their own troubles are indispensable, they will definitely not be able to find the real murderer, then the rest is to kill themselves to vent their anger, The social background of the Qian family, Li Le inquired about it somewhat, and now he is still safe and sound, and he doesn't know if the Qian family's enemies have too much investigation and can't finish the investigation for a while, or because he has forgotten that he is a little person like an ant who is not an ant, in short, Li Le doesn't have too many methods and ideas, the water and soil cover the soldiers to block it, and there must be a road and boat to the bridge before the car reaches the mountain.
In fact, what Li Le didn't know was that the Qian family had long wanted to slaughter Li Le to vent their anger, and during the winter vacation of the first year of junior high school, Qian Qi, the head of the Qian family, was looking for someone to kill Li Le, just because the place where Li Le lived during the winter vacation was a little special, and he never came out of the children's village, and he didn't block Li Le for more than ten days.
The enemy family has no time to deal with him for the time being, Li Le will not take the initiative to find trouble, he still honestly stays in the children's village to enrich his knowledge reserves during the summer vacation, in the name of learning and checking information, Dean Tong allows Li Le to use the computer in the children's village, so Li Le is busy, he will only be sixteen years old in the third year of junior high school and get his ID card to go out, and later generations have also suffered because of lack of knowledge, so now there is no reason to let time pass in vain.
Although studying and exercising occupied almost all of Li Le's time, one day at the end of July in the summer vacation of 2019, Li Le's plan was to go to the computer room to check the information after dinner, and then exercise until 10 o'clock at night when the lights went out to sleep, but he thought of something temporarily, so he sat in front of the long-lost TV with his friends who knew and didn't know.
Aunt Xu filled out the form in her room that she didn't know what to do, the friends were watching children's channels in front of the TV, and Li Le was also watching cartoons, but at 7:20, when the news broadcast began to broadcast international news, Li Le turned the channel to watch the news, and the little ones were suddenly a little dissatisfied, and some wanted to go to Aunt Xu to complain, but the little ones who were at most six or seven years old were silent immediately after being glanced at by Li Le, and Li Le looked at the TV screen attentively and seriously, waiting for the news that would determine the fate of mankind to appear.