A not-so-normal heartfelt statement (I hope to see it)

The following is an author's complaint before it was put on the shelf.

In fact, all things considered, I am a failure.

As a scumbag who always likes to think too much in his head, when someone is still in school, he is basically in a state of confusion about the future, which is similar to chaos, whether it is dealing with people or facing those scores, it is a sleepwalking attitude, I don't know what I really like, and I have never had a goal to catch up with.

The year when I was just about to graduate, I was recruited to a very famous heavy industry company in China for an internship, and I got a basic internship salary for the first six months, and then looked up at the seven or eight thousand regular employees around me and drooled, thinking that it was one of my goals. When he became the person in charge of a position before the arrival of the next four months because of his outstanding performance, and half of the salary was calculated in advance, he became entangled again, and finally considered leaving his job a few days later before signing a formal contract. Now that I think about it, I probably don't want to face those people and things I don't like.

During this period, I tried to change jobs several times, although they all felt good, but I felt that it was not suitable for my temperament. Seriously, I would like to work for the rest of my life in a relatively simple interpersonal relationship, where I don't need to be deliberately courted and who have more free time.

After going through this period of confusion, after determining the above expectations, I seemed to have found the goal and turned my attention to the online articles that I was very familiar with since junior high school, at that time, a certain point was just opened, the overlord of the industry was still a certain dragon, of course, the focus is not this, but a certain scum who has consciously become an old reader and has witnessed the rise of various gods thinks that once he enters the online literature world, he will stir up the wind and rain, and the goal is also very big, and at the beginning, the achievement point is placed in the stage based on the career, rather than a so-called learning stage.

Then a certain scum decisively pounced. Well, in fact, the kind of first book that can be signed and can be close to being on the shelves is a rare achievement for any newcomer, but in front of someone with a big heart, this is Chiguoguo's failure.

After learning from the pain, he opened many books in a row in the following year or so, and he was bound to complete the goal of eating a full book.

Then a certain scumbag continued to pounce.

During the period, it is not without gains, for example, the pen power of a certain scum has improved, from urban to science fiction, from competition to Xianxia, except for history has not been written, all other types have been written, and the control of words is becoming more and more handy, and for example, a certain scum has become an ordinary youth from the second middle school of the literary youth, knowing the general direction of the online text and the needs of readers, and knowing how to be cool and cool, not for their own abuse. and the parallel goods party that has changed from 2,000 to 1,000 per hour, understands that every paragraph and every sentence must be connected in context.

And one of the most important takeaways is that I seem to like this kind of thing that expresses what is in my heart, and I can constantly improve the world one by one, and portray a character that I like or hate.

However, this still can't change the result that a certain scumbag is still a loser, the savings are running out, the deadline agreed with the parents is approaching, and a certain goal called finding a girlfriend to marry and start a family is getting closer and closer, and a certain family is becoming more and more desperate.

So, on a night when he couldn't stand the pressure to play games all night, a certain scum finally made up his mind to give up his discipline and crush it - to follow the trend, referring to an infinite book of writing, in a vain attempt to rely on Brother Chen to ** in the most difficult period.

But in fact,The results of this book are probably also a loser's new book has not been on the homepage.,The classification ranking is also the existence of the last number.,Only the recommendation given is very powerful.,But the tragedy is also here.,There is a gap in comparison.,With a good recommendation, people have been blown up.,A certain scumbag can't help but wonder again.,What is this bullshit written!!

But after thinking about it carefully, a certain scum felt that this was not the case.

I clearly wrote very happily, looking at those plans, layouts, and all kinds of abnormal deaths, as if, a certain scum found that this is actually a projection of a good person who thinks he is very decent in a certain aspect, and the most important thing is that he can put a lot of fantasies of a certain scum into reality, instead of dying in the depths of his mind, this is the most critical affirmation of a certain scum Of course, as a guy who always likes to think too much in his head, it is not without extravagant hopes, and it is best to make these fantasies into movies.

In this sense, a certain scumbag feels that he is not a loser and does not want to be a loser again.

Well, there are so many meanings mentioned above, in fact, the general central idea is two, even if the subscription can't achieve the goal of completing professionalism, a certain family will finish this book, because the biggest purpose of writing this book is to aim at the goal of adapting movies and TV series!! And if there is a possibility that you will go to work after the Chinese New Year, a certain family will only change from two more parties to one party at most.

As for what is written as a "me" to a "so-and-so" title, it is really because the following topic will feel twisted when spoken in the first person.

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