"Where's the dean?" At the dinner table, Illya suddenly asked.

Sophia carried Eurisis to her sleeping place, and guarded it like a baby. Finina smiled slightly, "Leave her alone. ”

Illya nodded with a strange face, and she couldn't accept that the extremely respectable dean had become that situation overnight, and she had escaped for two years. She sighed and sat down.

"Is this Linglong?"

At the dinner table, Illya nodded to everyone one by one: "Xiaocao, Fenina, Little Anya, Yeyue, Ogu, Linglong...... By the way, it should be Xiaoyang, right? Strange, what about people? ”

Linglong said with a smile: "I probably fell asleep in the library." Don't worry, she does it a lot. ”

Zhao Nan frowned, and suddenly left the table and said, "I'll go see her." ”

Fei Nina was stunned, looked at Zhao Nan with some concern, and stopped talking.

Zhao Nan shook his head and said softly: "There are some things that always have to be solved. ”

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Although the physical age is back to the age of eighteen or nineteen due to all kinds of messy things, the things experienced and the changes in mentality are complicated and changeable.

After spending two years at the Academy, it is natural that the perspective of looking at problems will change slightly.

Zhao Nan sighed in front of the door of the library and took another deep breath.

Zhao Nan was just strange at first, but when he didn't intend to say that he hoped to find information about the 'Hundred Clans War' from the library, Xu Yang automatically asked Ying to translate in the library, and since then, he has rarely come out, and he knows what happened.

If Xu Yang had lost his memory, it would have been impossible for him to stay in one place and stay at home like this.

Zhao Nan couldn't find out when Xu Yang really recovered his original memory. But in front of him, two full years, after all, is a result to face.

In the past two years, since Xu Yang recovered her memory, although she tried her best to maintain her former appearance, she was not a person with acting skills at all. For Zhao Nan, who has been mixed for many years, it is natural to see at a glance what is true and what is fake.

But Finana has always covered it up without knowing whether she wants to do it intentionally or unintentionally, and she can probably see that she can't bear to veto Xu Yang's request. Zhao Nan is too familiar with Fei Nina, and this kind of thing will not be unnoticed. She may also know that she is just agreeing with it, not really not knowing.

If it weren't for Xu Yang's sudden absence from dinner today.

"I guess I can't make up my mind......

Zhao Nan shook his head with a wry smile, he would rather directly challenge the evil spirit in Dongyuan City and fight for a few days and nights than bother with this kind of children's private affairs.

He finally pushed the door open, frowning. Walked into this dark space full of unknown variables.

There was a burst of shade in the library, Zhao Nan frowned, looking at this damp, cold, and dark place...... In the past two years, it was because of his own words that Xu Yang stayed in this place?

A strong feeling suddenly overflowed uncontrollably, and I had been thinking about it for two years...... Thinking about evil.

He had been to this library once. But it was Sophia who led the way, and then was defeated by the different scripts of countless races. I haven't had another time since. At the time, I didn't care about the environment. But at this moment, under the strong emotions like the first spring thunder that shook the earth, it was very difficult to even breathe the air here.

Every time, Xu Yang took the initiative to bring out some suspected useful translation materials from the library, and the conversation between them was also in a limited meal time. And he doesn't talk much.

I don't know when Zhao Nan has been accustomed to this mode of getting along, maybe both of them are subconsciously avoiding the same problem.

Zhao Nan walked down the stairs connecting the library step by step, hesitating and shocking step by step.

In the corner of the library. Behind a few rows of bookshelves, a faint light shone through.

From there, all the way to the staircase walls, there are stacks of translated books. The books are even stacked up to the ceiling.

Roughly estimated, it's almost a third of the books here, right? That's at least tens of thousands......

Zhao Nan's heart trembled slightly, and he carefully took out a book from it, opened it, and wrote a comment with a red pen on it - useless.

He pulled out another one, and at the beginning of it was - Suspiciously useful.

There is only one very simple page in this translation book that is suspected to be useful, which is a record that Zhao Nan once read, but the translation sent by Xu Yang at the beginning was a finger thick.

It turned out that the translations he had read over the past year or so were not the occasional discoveries she had claimed...... It is made through countless sortings, which hide her countless thoughts day after day.

Zhao Nan closed his eyes, and his forehead lightly knocked on these stacked books that were stacked like walls, as if he could see that all of them were woven by a weak woman, who had spent countless painstaking efforts in these hundreds of days.

He couldn't imagine what kind of faith could allow the other party to spend such a long time in such a dark, damp, claustrophobic and dreary place.

Just because of one of your own wishes?

What should I use to reciprocate this affection?

Is it just to give each other the so-called love of relatives?

Zhao Nan gently stroked the wall where the books were stacked, "I'm ...... Nor are the qualifications conferred. ”

Syllable.

Suddenly, there was a sound, it was the sound of books falling to the ground, and it was particularly harsh in this quiet library.

Zhao Nan looked up, and in the dim light, Xu Yang's face changed slightly, and he leaned over to pick up the book with an unnatural expression, and said softly: "Hey, little brother, why are you here?" ”

Zhao Nan looked at Xu Yang in a daze.

Xu Yang lowered his head and patted the dust on the book, "What's the matter, is there something on my face?" ”

Zhao Nan was still silent.

Xu Yang smiled, and suddenly said, "By the way, little brother, I just translated a book today." It should have some effect. ”

As she spoke, she walked back, and in a short time she walked over with a translation book in her hand, and handed it forward.

"Oh, and besides, Sister Linglong told me something interesting today." Xu Yang kept talking. I don't want to stop: "What does she say about the history of Paradise Shijie is countless vertical histories, not horizontal histories." I really don't know what she's talking about. ”

Xu Yang seemed to feel that something was wrong - from the first time Zhao Nan appeared in this library, when the two met for the first time in this place, he keenly caught something, his heart fluctuated, and Gu Zuo said to it, "By the way, little brother, have you had dinner?" I was hungry and said, I don't know what to eat tonight? ”

Zhao Nan suddenly took the reaction book in Xu Yang's hand. Lowering his head, he said as if he had poured out all the air in his heart, "Enough." ”

"Little brother?"

Zhao Nan put his hand on the other party's cheek as if instinctively, and his fingers trembled slightly, "What should I call you?" Xu Yang? Sister? ”

"Don't."

Xu Yang took a step back, held his hand in front of his chest, and vigorously held the slightly open collar, and said with difficulty and as if he had exhausted his courage: "Don't." ”

She looked up suddenly. There were uncontrollable tears swaying in the faint candlelight, smiling as pale as a white lotus in the snow. "That's fine."

Zhao Nan suddenly had an impulse, and when he reacted, he actually pulled Xu Yang into his arms in a tough way and hugged him tightly.

A certain sense of guilt made him seem to be overwhelmed, and when he woke up, he realized that his body had made a decision in the place of his reason.

There are probably people who can always maintain rational control over themselves. There wouldn't have been so many unjustified things in history.

He couldn't tell if it was right or wrong. I just feel that this is an opportunity to make myself feel a pity in this dark and damp place. Gently, squirming in the heart.

All kinds of tastes.

"Weishenme is me?"

As soon as he said it, Zhao Nan felt that he had asked an extremely stupid question. Probably this time should say something else, instead of asking the other person this way...... Also ask yourself words?

"I'm already ...... I don't want to think about it. ”

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Xu Yang pushed away slightly. As if he had made a great determination, he held Zhao Nan's cheeks with both hands, his eyes were blurred, like a dream, "I'm just a woman who loves to dream, and I haven't thought about what kind of luxurious and vigorous aiqing story I have." I just hope that I can meet someone in my life who can be lovesick and stay together, even if it is ordinary, can give me a sense of security. ”

She carefully rubbed this face, which had not fully recovered after entering the Star Spirit Realm, but already had its usual charm, "Some women like money, some women like power, some girls like material things, and I just simply like someone who can give me a sense of security." ”

"Did you know that women have always been very emotional animals?"

"They will touch the atrium of the heart because of a very small, very small thing...... But you'll never know what kind of trivial things can make her feel it. Even the women themselves will not know this. I also...... Never known. ”

"The heartbeat is only a moment, a little fleeting, but fate makes people, every time I can calm this feeling down, you will always appear in front of me."

"The most memorable first meeting."

Xu Yang leaned over gently, leaning against Zhao Nan's heart, "You can't forget why you don't see each other." You're listening to Wind City, I'm in Dongyuan City, I originally thought that this feeling would definitely subside. During that time, there were many people who pursued me, those who were more handsome than you, those who were stronger than you, those who were more knowledgeable, and those who were gentle. I don't know weishenme, but these people have never been able to give me a sense of security. ”

Zhao Nan took a deep breath and listened to the other party's confession silently in this quiet place.

She tilted her head and smiled slightly: "So, a woman is really a creature that can't even understand herself. ”

She also took a deep breath, like a frightened rabbit, her body trembled, but she continued to speak tenaciously: "That day, when I was in the dungeon, what I said was true. ”

"That day, a firework you set off in Dongyuan City, the kiss I gave, was also real."

She lowered her head, revealing that her once shy youth had passed away but she hadn't had time to show it. But because of this magical place in the Star Spirit Realm, the girlish feelings that can finally be unscrupulously expressed at this moment, "Zhao Nan, I like you." ”

This simple sentence seemed to exhaust all his strength, and at the same time, it also dispelled the dull aura emanating from this dark and turbid library. Xu Yang smiled. What is revealed is an extremely satisfied and sincere face.

The indescribable emotion seemed to be the largest volcano on Shijie, and it erupted silently at this time.

Zhao Nan looked at Xu Yang silently, and the smile at this moment silently entered his heart, as if it was a key that opened a door that he never thought of opening.

He hugged Xu Yang into his arms again, and in the panic of the other party, he quickly lowered his head. Imprinted on those warm lips. There is no desire, just a simple desire to kiss this beautiful thing like a dream.

Xu Yang even trembled slightly, but gradually calmed down, and the translation in the past two years made people dye a special bookish atmosphere, and the originally gentle person became more tranquil.

Their lips pressed together softly, their eyes closed. Listen to each other's heartbeats.

I don't know when, the vent on the side of the stack. A cool breeze blew in, and the candlelight flickered suddenly.

Xu Yang took a step back slightly, his eyes were still clear and moving, and in Zhao Nan's confusion for a moment, he shook his head gently, "That's it." ”

Zhao Nan frowned a little uncontrollably.

Xu Yang stretched his waist. He took a deep breath and smiled, "I just fell in love once, but the beginning is also the end. ”

Zhao Nan was stunned and said with a wry smile: "Am I dumped?" ”

Xu Yang let out a long 'um' sound, "Of course." ”

Zhao Nan opened his mouth. It seemed that he wanted to say something, but when he met the clear eyes of the other party, he only let out a relieved chuckle.

He carefully put away the sudden strong feeling.

He suddenly understood what the other party was thinking.

For the two of them, there are actually more valuable things on top of that relationship.

The two looked at each other and smiled for a long time, but Zhao Nan suddenly shook his head and said, "But I am a very selfish person, once I have it, I am not willing to give it to others." ”

Xu Yang shrugged, walked by slowly, and said with a chic smile: "Then it depends on your ability...... My dearest, brother. ”

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Everybody is growing.

In this bizarre.,In the post-disaster shijie that has completely departed from common sense.。

Under the pink sky, Zhao Nan lay on Fei Nina's lap, closed her eyes, and listened to the night breeze blowing the wind chimes hanging from the eaves.

After a long time, he suddenly opened his eyes and looked at the face that had been beautiful like a dream from the beginning, "So, I fell out of love today...... Probably. ”

Finana pulled her hair to her ears and lowered her head, "That's a sad story. ”

"Do you think too?" Zhao Nan suddenly became very curious.

"Of course, but the results are acceptable."

"Yes...... Is that so? ”

Finana thought for a moment and smiled, "However, you should sleep outside the house tonight." ”

"Understanding ......"

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PS1: When I opened the book last year, I thought it was something I had to write. But it took a full five hours, from 11 o'clock in the evening to 4 o'clock in the morning, and I still couldn't write my ideals, and I was probably very satisfied.

PS2: I love writing beautiful stories, so please don't complain about the beautiful things I create. also let go of Xu Yang, a stupid woman in your opinion. After all, what I want is not the same, and I can only write about what I want.

PS3: It's a beautiful thing, so ...... To be continued.

PS4: There is a new VIP readership group - 339055074, and there is also a general group - 236389242, so you can choose your favorite to join. I'm always there. (To be continued......)