On top of the matter of finding Xi Jing, I chose to make myself a blind man and a deaf person, not only shielding everything from the negative evidence that Xi Jing is still alive, but also what I can find her.

Even though I overlooked a lot of things that were just as important.

All the while, I felt like I was a lover.

I can choose to sacrifice everything for the sake of my beloved, and I am the contemporary Liang Shanbo and the contemporary Romeo.

It's just that when I was desperate, or even deliberately risking all kinds of dangers, to fulfill myself and become the infatuated seed in my mind, I ignored that there were also people around me who were silently dedicating.

Bai Yi and Jasmine, for me, will also sacrifice themselves and give their lives.

In fact, in that frozen world, Jasmine had already died for me once.

However, after escaping from the frozen world, Jasmine will still choose to come to find me, until this point, she will once again face the danger of her life with me, and it is likely that she will lose her own life for a long time.

It's just that I never saw a trace of regret on Jasmine's face.

Even, just when I dragged Jasmine away, I occasionally glanced at it, and I still saw an indifferent look on Jasmine's face, which was even mixed with more happiness.

Be with me, even in the face of the most brutal death.

Jasmine will also smile to face it, and her affection for me is not much worse than my love for Xijing.

And Bai Yi

This woman who has always been by my side.

For a long time, I even ignored her existence.

It wasn't until I was in the frozen world that I truly understood her mind.

She also has no complaints about being born and dying with me, facing all kinds of hardships and dangers.

The reason for her to do so is the same reason.

For my feelings, Bai Yi is also very affectionate.

Even if she gave her life for this, she would not hesitate to do the same.

I have to say that after knowing Bai Yi and Jasmine's feelings for me, I have withdrawn, escaped, and even fallen into a deep confusion.

I don't know how to deal with these feelings.

The blessing of Qi people may have appeared obscenely in my mind, but I never thought of making it real.

I once thought about telling Bai Yi and Jasmine the two daughters all these things in my heart clearly.

Tell them that there is only one woman I love the most.

However, I also know very well that even if I tell Bai Yijasmine and the two daughters, can I completely dispel the feelings in their hearts for me?

In fact, what I was thinking in my heart, Bai Yi and Jasmine had long been very clear.

Even, before, Bai Yi also told me that she didn't ask me to make any promises to her, but just wanted to find the person she loved the most with me.

In the face of what the second daughter has done for me, can I really accept it with peace of mind?

I abandoned Jasmine once in that frozen world, can I still let this happen again, and let Jasmine die here with me?

In my heart, I already knew it.

Some things are really arranged by God in previous lives.

Everything is predestined in the dark, and it is not beyond my control as a mortal.

Although, I used to be a god of war who sounded awesome.

However, I don't have any deep understanding of the word God of War at all, except that in an illusion that seems to be real, I seem to have passed the addiction of the handsome God of War.

At this moment, all the special abilities that I used to be proud of seem to be gradually moving away from me.

In the face of all the dangers, I became less and less able to fight them.

I still remember that in that frozen world, when I was facing the High Priest for the last time, a special and powerful energy erupted from my body to put an end to the High Priest.

Just now, when I was surrounded by countless black shadows, I had already begun to accumulate energy in my body, thinking that I would be able to stimulate that powerful energy from my body to put an end to the dangers we were facing in front of us.

It's just that even if I work hard for a long time, there is still a backwater pool in my body, and there is not the slightest wave at all, let alone any powerful energy bursting out.

At this time, Bai Yi and the two big poles and the three of them did not know where they went, and their lives and deaths were unknown.

There were a large number of black shadow zombies rushing towards me and Jasmine, and I had no ability to keep Jasmine alive except for the way I flew forward and delayed the zombies by myself.

Of course, I didn't hesitate to sacrifice myself to keep Jasmine alive, and I didn't have any guilt in my heart.

If the danger at this time is to be accustomed to me, or to rely on me in vain.

I would not hesitate to choose to let any of them live in this way.

Because, it was only then that the voice in the deepest part of my heart really told me.

The three women of Xi Jing, Bai Yi, and Jasmine have exactly the same status in my heart.

I can't choose to abandon any of them, and I can't choose to give up the other two because of any of them.

If I can't have a perfect choice for both worlds, then it may be the best ending for me to die under the fangs and sharp teeth of these black shadow zombies.

I pushed Jasmine behind me, with a lot of force in my hands, and although it didn't hurt her body, I pushed Jasmine far away.

Obviously, Jasmine didn't expect me to do such a thing all of a sudden.

Jasmine, who was defenseless, was pushed hard by me, and suddenly disappeared into the darkness, and I flew forward, but I still heard the direction of Jasmine who was pushed from behind, and let out a very desperate exclamation.

I didn't look back, my heart ached.

It's just that at this time, I can't care about the private affairs of these children anymore.

Although, in the end, I will be buried at the hands of these carrion corpses with sharp teeth and no thinking ability, I still can't sit back and wait for that death to come.

Destroying these zombies as much as possible is the most important thing I should do at this time.

Killing one more zombie can give Bai Yi, Jasmine and the two big poles one more chance to survive.

I know this very well.

So, as I rushed to the nearest carrion, the corners of my mouth twitched.

With both hands, he pinched the zombie's chin and twisted it hard, twisting its head off in an instant