Chapter 51: Unspeakable Pain
"Grandpa now knows that you can't completely blame yourself for your affairs, you can't study well, and grandpa won't force you, but if you have three long and two short, how can I explain to your father who doesn't know where to go!"
Yao Liukai lay on the old man's back and listened to his emotional story, gently grasping the old man's shoulders with both hands, silent, and in the low-hanging vision, the old man's stumbling steps were a little difficult. The outer staircase of the roof is very long, and the big Z letter divides the entire main teaching building very evenly, and the figures of the two people look very small from a distance when they slowly descend the oblique outer staircase. Xiyue poked her head out of the fence of the rooftop and looked in the direction where the two were leaving, Yao Liukai seemed to feel the gaze from the rooftop, raised her head, and then gently raised her right hand, signaling her to take the opportunity to go back to the classroom quickly.
The old man's footsteps began to slow down, and beads of sweat oozed from his forehead from time to time, but he still insisted on Yao Liukai going downstairs. At this time, Yao Liukai just listened expressionlessly, as if he didn't hear the old man's words clearly, and even made people feel that he didn't feel it at all, but one of his hands was desperately pressing his heart in the dark, and his body couldn't help but tremble slightly.
The old man's concerned inquiry sounded slowly: "How is it?" Does it hurt? After a slight pause, he added: "Be careful next time, don't do this again!" ”
Yao Liukai was silent, and at this moment, it was difficult for him to even try to restrain his emotions and maintain even breathing. But he still tried to squeeze out an indifferent reply: "It's better to leave me alone!" ”
"Alas, you kid" The old man shook his head and sighed softly, and then when Yao Liukai raised his head, he saw the infirmary under the stairs, which was only a few dozen meters away. The red signboard of the infirmary became extremely bright red in the sun, and the old man's body, along with Yao Liukai on his back, disappeared into the door of the infirmary.
"You have a good rest here, take care of your wounds, and get a good night's sleep!" The old man put Yao Liukai's body on an empty bed by the door, and after settling everything, he left such a sentence, and turned to leave, but when his footsteps stopped in front of the door, he sighed meaningfully.
In the huge infirmary, only Yao Liukai was left alone to sit quietly in the infirmary, the air seemed to be stagnant, and it was perfectly integrated with the motionless Liukai. It felt as if the whole room had become an empty existence, and it seemed that only invisible sadness and memories surrounded the room.
The weather slowly became gloomy, as if someone had deliberately covered half of the sky with a black cloud. The sunlight, which had been bright just now, suddenly dimmed, and the golden sunlight turned into a light and shadow under the cover of black clouds.
Suddenly, a "bang" sound sounded like a sharp claw cutting through the silence, Yao Liukai raised his head suddenly, his body leaning on the white pillow, slightly dazed. But when he saw the setting moon outside the door, her petite figure stood at the door, hesitated for a moment, and then slowly came to his side and sat down and turned back under Yao Liukai's gaze.
"Are you so stupid as to do such a stupid thing?" Yuzuki asked in a reproachful but unconcealed concern voice. "Who knows?" Liukai heard Xiyue's words and said lightly. Then he quickly added: "Anyway, this level is just a trivial injury, and it won't take long to heal anyway!" Yao Liukai's tone slowly changed to soften, and he smiled slightly.
The round bruise on Yao Liukai's left leg was already very obvious at this moment, and the wound that was still bleeding just now began to scab. It's just that the blood marks around the wound are still clearly visible, and he is holding a small white cotton ball by himself, dipping it in water to gently wash away the blood stains.
"Really?" Xiyue glanced at Yao Liukai's bruised left leg and asked in a suspicious tone. "Why don't you believe me?" Yao Liukai put down the white cotton ball in his hand, suddenly jumped over from the bed, and then deliberately raised his left leg and stomped a few steps on the ground.
"I didn't mean that" Xiyue hurriedly stood up when she heard this, and immediately grabbed Yao Liukai to prevent him from coming again, and then reminded with reproach: "Okay, okay, I believe you, stop quickly, if your grandfather sees it, he will be worried!" Hearing Yao Liukai mention his grandfather, the smile on his face gradually turned cold, and his expression regained stiffness.
Yao Liukai's left leg felt a sharp pain attacking, but he still resisted listening to what Xiyue said, only to see Xiyue glance at Liukai and continued: "What are you doing with that stinky face, at least you still have a family that cares about you and loves you!" I don't know how to do it."
"But if normal communication is the same as that of relatives, you will suffer from the curse of my fallen soul!" The expression on Yao Liukai's face also began to become complicated, and he suddenly interrupted Xiyue's words, and was slightly stunned for a moment before he whispered, and at the same time, his teeth also gritted out with hatred.
"But there is a difference between having and not feeling, so cherish it!" After Xiyue said this, a very sad expression appeared on her face, and her eyes looked through the glass window at the hazy sky outside the window. Her silence filled the room with Yao Liukai's reply.
"It's a pity that I have already destroyed all my cherishes one by one, and the care of my relatives and friends for me has been exchanged for the curse and misfortune brought to my relatives and friends. I've been so guilty that I'm no longer in a position to cherish anything, and for me, cursed, cherishing is the same as destroying. Yao Liukai's desperately suppressed voice seemed to tremble with his trembling body.
"The curse we bear cannot be known to normal people, we can only carry it ourselves!" Xiyue put a pair of slender arms on Yao Liukai's shoulders, and his face, which was still a little sad just now, was replaced with a mischievous smile at this time, and came to Yao Liukai's face, and said with a seemingly relaxed but inexplicably heavy emotion.
"Aren't there people to cherish?" Listening to Xiyue's words, Yao Liukai's face showed a very surprised expression, and that expression seemed to have a big question mark. Then he raised his head and stared at these big and smart eyes and asked, "Who?" ”
Hearing Yao Liukai ask like this, Xiyue smiled and stretched out her finger to tap Liukai's forehead, then stuck out her tongue and whispered, "You are stupid!" , of course it's me! ”
“……”
The expression on Yao Liukai's face became more unpredictable when he heard this, and the pain in his left leg began to slowly disappear. The girl in front of her named Xiyue, what she said seemed to contain a huge amount of power, which could melt the wall of sorrow that Yao Liukai was isolated from the world.