In the past, when Yu Luosheng watched movies, he always felt that the schizophrenia described in the movie was somewhat absurd.

But when I do have this problem, it is obvious that it is not alarmist.

The extreme of numbness, hallucination, and auditory hallucinations is that there will be another voice in your head, and every time this voice appears, it is a headache, and you want to tear your brain in half, and then completely eliminate that noise.

At the beginning, it was this devil who let go of him, so that he fell into this kind of pain and couldn't extricate himself, and now what kind of consequences it will be if he lets it go again, Yu Luosheng can't imagine at all.

Damn, shut up!

There was a roar in my heart, and my mind was finally clarified.

However, I vaguely heard the guy's disdainful ridicule. Laugh at yourself, without him, it is impossible to win this game.

Yu Luosheng also smiled.

He admits that he was once completely addicted to e-sports and gave this inner devil enough nutrients to grow, just like a phobia, the more he avoided, the more he feared, and it magnified infinitely as he grew older......

But after so many trials, there are so many people I care about by my side, I have experienced life and death, I have experienced failure and despair, I have experienced crying with joy, and I have experienced bloody madness, do I really need to disguise another "infinitely powerful" and "expressionless" self?

Is this demon himself nothing more than himself who uses mental hypnosis to forcibly filter out family conflicts, the pressure of competitions, and the oppression of enemies?

In fact, I can do it, even if I care about my family, teammates, and glory.

Relying on hypnotizing oneself to make oneself appear in a perfect state, one's own behavior is still self-deception.

What should be endured, what should be accepted, open your chest to welcome, whether it is bitter or sweet, whether it is sad and painful, whether it is joy and crying, when you put aside the atmosphere of fear you have created for yourself, and bravely take the most difficult step, then this qiē is actually not as terrible as imagined.

This is true for family, career, friends, lovers, and yourself......

……

In the lounge, it was so quiet that only the sound of everyone's breathing was there.

Yu Luosheng's eyes went from confused, from longing, from unwilling, from arrogant slowly, slowly to clarifying, calm, relieved, and calm.

This process, for many people at the peak of e-sports, is a nirvana.

League of Legends tells us not how powerful your own skills are to win thousands of miles and save the world, but to reflect on yourself, tolerate your teammates, sacrifice for the team, and think calmly about the overall situation!

Yu Luosheng is very glad that he invested his youth in such an excellent competition, and he sharpened everyone's heart.

After calming down, after extinguishing the noisy voice in his head, Yu Luosheng understood how he should face this game.

Look at your teammates.

Obviously, each of them is struggling with their minds as much as they are doing.

Their eyes are still full of fighting spirit, but they have too much unwillingness like their earliest selves, especially Zhao Tinghua and Da Luo......

No one can help them, they need to get out of the psychological pressure they have created first!

"It seems that you are always the most calm person." Yu Luosheng glanced at the shallow dream of drinking tea in the thermos flask next to him, and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Yu Luosheng felt that he had experienced a battle, and the inner ideological struggle could be filmed into a big battle between Journey to the West between Sun Wukong and the six-eared macaque, thinking that everyone was as difficult as himself, but obviously he also ignored a special race.

"You're in good shape." Asa Meng didn't answer, just glanced at Yu Luosheng's eyes.

"You can see that?" Yu Luosheng was very surprised.

Could it be true and what is said in fantasy novels, after eliminating the demons in the heart, the whole person will be reborn and magical, as if he has been reborn, and his body exudes a very high Buddha light?

"I studied psychology at Fudan." Asa Meng replied lightly.

"......" The expression on Yu Luosheng's face suddenly became richer.

No wonder, no wonder many times I always feel that this woman's light eyes hide a demonic light that can see through her inner thoughts at a glance......

I've heard countless rumors of geniuses and supernatural powers before, and this kind of thing is often out of reach, who knows that there is one in front of you.

With the highest e-sports art, abusing professional players is just as proficient in computers as abusing bronze players, hacking into the French transportation system and playing, Nima finally told him that he majored in psychology in college!

Can we still be friends?

Why did this kind of open-hanging save zài come to their group of people who even had a little difficulty in passing a test.

"You've always known my condition?" Yu Luosheng asked in a low voice.

Some things are very insignificant, especially when you know that you are really mentally ill.

"I can guess." Qianmeng raised his head and looked at Yu Luosheng.

Yu Luosheng could feel the sentence in Qianmeng's eyes: If you are sick, you have to be cured!

"Okay, doctor, am I so strict?" Yu Luosheng only saw a psychiatrist once in the UK, and this situation did not appear after retiring, which can be regarded as self-treatment.

"It's normal for everyone to have it to a greater or lesser extent, but during the Olympics, the intensity of your training is really too great, especially for you...... It's time to mediate. Asa Meng said.

"I know I'm going to give myself a vacation after this fight." Yu Luosheng nodded.

"Let's go on a trip." Asa Meng said.

"We've flown quite a few countries."

Light Dream glared at Yu Luosheng.

This product is lazy and homely, and it's really a guy who doesn't know how to spend millions of dollars.

When the two whispered, Lin Dong on the side accidentally heard a few words.

At first, Lin Dong thought that the two were discussing ways to deal with Zeus and Qinglong, but Yu Luosheng said "You can go to Sichuan, there are many delicious foods", which suddenly made the nervous and restless Lin Dong feel bad!!

Nima, the game is not over yet, can you two talk about something serious, the whole country is looking at you, looking forward to your next performance, but you are here to discuss the honeymoon, how big is this!!

Don't you want to win, the opponents are Zeus and Qinglong, not Han Palmzhi and Stinger!!

(This is the second chapter, and the third chapter should be released later, so let's wait until tomorrow to watch it~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~)