Chapter 18: "God of War" VS "Ghost God"
The sky suddenly changed violently with a burst of red and purple, as if the sky was constantly changing its face rapidly......
"Did those two guys fight? With a little more time, it's almost time to start! Ruri's voice came out of nowhere, disappearing into the silence.
"It's disgusting to choose a place so far away from the school." As he spoke, he kept throwing a large fireball about one meter in diameter at Xiao Sleep. But none of the fireballs could burn in front of Xiao Sleep, and all the fireballs went out on the way, and then exploded and shattered on their own. But even so, Wei still happily repeats the same action.
"I don't have your perverted penchant for killing, but if it's just for you, I think I'm still a little interested. You smell sick all over your body, and you should have killed you in the first place. Xiao Sleep glared at Chi Leize, and he and his fireball were bounced out in an instant.
"Got out of the way. It seems that I knocked you away, but in fact, you used the flames as protection to bounce yourself out, and you know it very well. Xiao Sleep stared at Chi Lei Ze, who flew out, and said lightly. Chi Lei Ze, who flew out, flipped a few times in the air and stopped steadily above, he opened his mouth and smiled a little proudly: "Of course, you have incredible destructive power, and the essence of your potential is disgust. Anyone who falls into the realm of your potential will have masochistic thoughts about themselves. Moreover, you can operate this potential to magnify it infinitely, and a moment of release can destroy people's internal organs, which is really a wonderful potential! I'm not going to be defeated by you once, twice, and a third time. ”
"But as it will turn out, you have to lose here. And. Not just like you say, my ......"
"That's right, the emotion of disgust is transformed by your potential and intelligence into another energy, which is repulsion. Even non-living beings without thoughts and emotions can generate an incomparably powerful repulsion in them to break them down, and this is the essence of your powerful destructive power. Chi Lei Ze interrupted Xiao Sleeping
"You know that very well! So? Xiao's sleepy eyes darkened, and the purple cloudy light became more and more obvious.
"So, you will be the one who loses today!" Chirazer flew farther into the air. Holding up a huge flame aggregate in his hand, he condescended: "You can't win against me with wheel mobility, if you suppress it from a distance, ......"
"It seems that you still don't understand at all, my mobility ......" Xiao Sleep closed his eyes and sneered, opened his eyes and glared at Chi Lei Ze fiercely.
"Poof!" With a bang, Chi Leize's pupils shrank suddenly, and he spat out a mouthful of blood. The huge fireball that had gathered in his hand slowly disappeared.
"My mobility is the distance my eyes can see, and this special pair of glasses helps me see many times beyond my normal line of sight. No matter where you are, I can kill you in an instant. After saying that, Xiao Sleep's eyes became deeper and deeper, full of disgust.
Chi Lei Ze in the sky above struggled in pain as if he had drunk poison. Losing his center of gravity and half of his consciousness, he fell from the air. Xiao Sleep below slowly moved to the route where Chi Lei Ze fell. When he fell, he grabbed it with one hand and fished it in front of him: "Why are you unwilling to learn to be obedient so many times?" According to your ability, you are originally another Star Emperor after me, why did you embark on the path of being the enemy of this world, is that person so worthy of your emulation? ”
"Imitation? I just do what I want to do and go the way I want to go. And, as his former best friend. Isn't it you who let him infiltrate the star human base? Aren't you the one who sent him down the path of being the enemy of the world? Chi Lei Ze looked at Xiao Sleep with disdain and gasped and said.
"Me?" Xiao Sleep showed a rare expression of surprise, but it only disappeared in an instant, and he said coldly: "I know that I can't be saved, so I don't have to say anything!" ”
"Ahem...... Ahem, ahem. Ahem...... Chi Lei Ze coughed a few more times and said, "Did the Emperor actually deny what he had done?" Isn't that the person who saw him off under that huge camphor tree is you? Although the soldiers were not what I wanted, I accidentally saw that scene. And it was later confirmed from him. Because of your suspicions about this world, he decided to find out, but he didn't expect that the only thing he used to be was to face himself with a sword. ”
Xiao sleep's eyes widened, the light of doubt and surprise flickered in it, he wanted to find the basis for the lie from Chi Lei Ze's words, but those eyes were not lying at all: "How is it possible...... I? See him off? And let him infiltrate the star human base? If that's the case, how could I not be impressed!? When you are dying, do you want to confuse the public with lies......"
"Huh!" Chi Lei Ze suddenly broke free of Xiao Xiao's hand, took a few steps back and said, "It's really sad, the dignified star doesn't even dare to admit what he did?" Ha...... Uhh......h
"Die!" Xiao Sleep coldly interrupted Chi Leize's voice, and then, Blazer's body violently rioted as if he had been electrocuted, bleeding from his seven orifices, his hands and feet, and his whole body were broken and spurting blood...... It was as if he was being strafed from all sides by countless machine guns, and in just a dozen seconds, his body became bloody and miserable. Unconscious, he fell from the air and fell to the ground without moving.
"Take your lies to hell and regret them!" Although Xiao Sleep said this, there seemed to be a huge dark cloud slowly dispersing in his heart (Liukai is not the kind of person who doesn't say goodbye, let alone me and Mengmi...... No, Monmi still had a meeting before he left. And I, can't even meet me? What the hell is going on? But it's absolutely impossible to say that I instigated Liukai to go to the Star Human Research Base, my memory doesn't have that kind of picture at all, if that's really enough to make sense, why would he go out of his way. And his words at that time were also very concerning...... )
"Am I amnesia? Unlikely...... Forehead...... Maybe? After all, who knew that I was once a poet even now...... Ever ......"
Once...... Poet...... Poet Xiao ...... Sleep......
This land has been dry for too long,
So long that no one remembers when it started.
The cracks in the land bend into the distance,
Like a huge mouth.
Laugh at the riverbed that has dried up.
The scorching sun scorches the earth,
In today's unrequisitioned game, show off your might.
The already barren land is no longer grassy,
The white bones have become one with the yellow of the earth.
Death becomes full of temptations,
More people are starting to look forward to it.
This land has been dry for too long,
No one knows how long it will last.
What I am after,
It's the freedom of the wind,
Passion for fire.
What I am after,
It is the certainty of the stone.
The tenacity of the tree.
What I am after,
It is the openness of the sky,
The immensity of the sea.
What I am after,
If it's just a castle in the air,
Let me build a high platform.
Let the dream be like a dandelion,
Where it falls,
There will be hope to bloom.
I've been asleep all winter,
Until one day,
I woke up in the middle of the night.
Everything in the room.
It's like soaking in formalin,
In the bottomless hollow,
Twisted into strange shapes.
Whose laughter is in the mirror.
Full of rotten flavors.
scattered in the air,
Make it hard to breathe.
I don't know you
Like I don't know myself,
Don't let me see,
Your smile,
That just makes me sick.
Maybe.
You won't stop for me,
so
Let me say goodbye first,
I should have been adrift.
Say goodbye here,
Ahead lies an unknown sea.
It's just going to get you lost.
The waves are raging there,
What I wanted.
Just after the turbulence,
A moment of tranquility,
Even if you are displaced,
Covered in scars.
A soul that can feel pain,
will be immortal.
And I've forgotten,
Painful sensations.
Left the tree,
I can only wander,
Searching in the wanderings,
Rotting in the drift.
Bullet loading,
the direction the muzzle is pointing,
Another soul flew back to the body,
Death is in full swing,
Everyone is waiting for that gunshot,
Waiting to come out of the grave.
The people in the tomb sang in a low voice,
The torso is fleshy in death,
Souls dance in the moonlight,
But the body is still asleep.
The world beyond the grave,
whether it really exists,
Maybe
It's just a man in the tomb
---- a dream.
I want to be a tree,
Listen to the summer insects singing loudly,
Watch the flowers bloom and fall.
I want to be a tree,
After the wind and rain,
Still silent in the moonlight.
I want to be a tree,
With constant silence,
Behold the desolation of all things,
Wait for the rings in silence.
The night is getting darker,
The summer insect is unwilling to be lonely and sings,
Accompany people to sleep.
The river follows the moonlight,
Flowing quietly,
Flowing into my blood and atrium.
The night is getting darker,
The fields rustle in the wind
Fireflies are the streetlights of winding paths,
Faint light,
Light my way home.
Destruction and rebirth.
This place is already in ruins,
Just a fire,
Burn the ruins clean, too.
scold
Let the thunder sound louder,
Wake up those sleeping ears.
The lightning is more dazzling,
in order to cut through the chaos of heaven and earth.
heavy rain
Don't stop,
Only the flood,
to purify this filth.
After the flood,
wish
in order to grow like mushrooms after a rain.
Destroy,
There is only destruction,
to be reborn.
Collapse,
Only collapse,
in order to build a new utopia.
A month ago,
He awoke from his dream,
In the days that followed,
He began to have insomnia all night.
Tried various ways to help sleep,
All to no avail.
Saw a doctor,
The doctor said he was in good health.
He began to fear seeing the sunset.
Afraid to see night fall.
The sleepless nights get longer.
He began to reminisce about the past,
Over and over again.
He even recalled,
The shape of the clouds one afternoon.
Because of the lack of sleep,
He grew weaker and weaker,
Ended up in a coma on the way home.
He had a long dream,
In the dream, he had insomnia for a month.
Too many flowers have not yet bloomed,
It's going to wither.
We don't know each other yet,
Just walk the same way.
The dream is not over yet.
Just wake up.
Life is like a cup of coffee,
Drink it all in one go,
I don't understand what it's like.
Hurry up and go,
An inch of time and an inch of gold,
There's no room for wasted time.
thereupon
We are in a hurry.
Grow up in a hurry,
Growing old in a hurry.
Hastily acquainted,
A hasty goodbye.
Born hastily,
Died in a hurry.
Whose window did the Grim Reaper knock again?
The crows are still making noise.
Death is always annoying,
Nobody knows,
Who will it target next time.
No one knows.
Under that black veil.
What kind of face is hidden?
Death is the end,
Or is it another start?
Nobody knows.
You are a thorn,
Let me remember with my pain.
I'm a passerby,
But the heart is stuck in yesterday.
And I can't stay,
There is still too long to go.
I can only exile myself,
With an empty shell.
Walk the rest of the loneliness.
When you stop thinking,
all
All returned to the wilderness.
Heaven and earth are chaotic,
Everything dies in the brain.
Death lures behind you-
Stop,
You will be freed from your suffering.
No. I can't stop.
Let Death,
Explode in your brain.
Look at it,
What a world to blow up.
hypocrisy and quarrels,
Flooding the ears,
The sound of music can't be muffled,
human noise,
It's always dizzying.
thereupon
I gave up hearing,
became a deaf man.
from now on
The chatter of hypocrites,
Lover's sweet words,
People's laughter and scolding,
It's none of what I do.
I killed a man,
But no one believed it.
When you tell a friend X,
He thinks I'm too tired,
Need a good rest.
At dinnertime,
I told my family,
They all thought I was sick.
I had to go to the police and turn myself in.
The police said I was crazy.
Nobody believes-
I killed someone.
That person,
I used to laugh in my ear,
It keeps me awake day and night,
Nothing can be done.
When you look in the mirror,
But he saw the man's face,
I was terrified,
Who am I killing?
Or who killed me?
On the way home,
I met a stranger.
"Do you see my yesterday?
I lost him. ”
He asked.
I was silent for a moment,
Tell him not to worry,
Didn't lose it yesterday,
He's just playing hide and seek with you,
Maybe it's hidden somewhere today,
Maybe tomorrow,
You'll find out.
In the dead of night,
I see a soul.
Curled up in a corner,
With a lowly expression,
Look at me
It disgusts me.
But
But a voice told me,
That's your soul.
Why is he so humble?
I asked,
But no one answered.
Man is always lonely,
Born alone,
Die alone.
The night is the catalyst,
Darkness descends,
Make loneliness more unscrupulous.
Pain is the fuse,
A little memory of Mars,
Just let it be lonely,
Burst out with the power to destroy everything.
People are always lonely.
Never empathized.
The so-called empathy,
but man's self-righteousness,
Like a coarsely colored plastic flower,
It just makes people feel fake.
When people suffer from loneliness,
Lies come in.
The paralyzed heart is still empty,
But he couldn't help but dance with his hands.
Everyone's face,
All with a smile on their faces,
In the moonlight.
But he was even more tired.
Troubled souls,
Released at midnight,
Examining every shadow of the past.
Faces in the mirror,
contorted a strange expression,
Laugh at yourself,
Then it sank into darkness.
Longing for a pair of wings,
You don't have to be as strong as an eagle,
As long as you can spread your wings and fly.
Fly through the dawn and night,
Fly over the vastness and desolation.
However.
I only have imagination,
Thoughts wander endlessly,
Fly over the mountains and rivers.
Skimming the ocean.
A tunnel through time and space.
Listen to the heavy sighs of history.
I have no wings,
But closer to heaven.
--- hold a long tree,
Wander towards the greener grass.
And I don't have a boat,
Allows me to move forward at night.
The lost dream,
is soaked in water,
Expands into exaggerated shapes.
Or stand in the wind.
Finally in the rolling sand?
I've been looking for too long,
Even forgot what it looked like,
Forget about its color and weight.
Maybe it's a wait for Godot,
Or maybe it's just a winter day.
I want a pair of wings,
It doesn't matter what color it is.
---- even if it's like a bat.
I'm used to it,
Accustomed to every night of walking alone.
Accustomed to every street without lights.
I want a cottage,
Whether it's dilapidated or not,
---- even if it's covered in cobwebs,
As long as it can be before dawn,
Let my soul rest here.
I want a heart,
Whether it's cold or not,
----Even if it's as cold as ice,
As long as it can be filled,
My empty chest.
Coffee with a little moonshine,
Stir up a sleepless night.
Coffee & Night,
Mix out the enticing flavors,
Attracts me.
Thoughts grope in the dark,
Look for those black eyes.
I love the light,
Also addicted to darkness.
I love coffee,
But he was afraid of sleeplessness.
I revere life,
But he also longs for death.
People are always so contradictory,
Instead of wandering painfully in the midst of choice,
Let the darkness be with the light.
Add more moonshine,
Dreams can be as mellow as coffee.
It doesn't matter if it's sunny or gloomy,
It's all life,
The most realistic colors.
Regardless of whether it is happy or helpless,
It's all from -----
Inner monologue.
Write a poem for the twilight,
Bring the warmth of the sunset into the night,
Warm every desolate dream.
Write a poem for winter,
Turning the blazing tropical of summer into winter,
Melt every frozen heart.
Write a poem for each day,
For each fallen leaf,
Take a warm name,
Let the autumn wind,
No more distractions.
Put a memory,
Buried in the soil of time,
Wait for it,
Grow hope.
Pick up a fallen leaf,
Look at its vertical and horizontal veins,
How to be the autumn wind,
Carved into golden yellow.
Write a letter,
Ask the wild geese to take them to the south,
Let the thoughts be missed,
Fragrance in dreams.
In the dream,
I became an old tree,
coarse bark,
Bare branches.
Stand in a posture of permanence,
Guarding a barren land.
I dreamed of being rejuvenated.
The foliage is luxuriant.
But the raven woke me from my sweet dreams,
Tell me with a disgusting noise
---I'm dying.
Cast him away, and I fell asleep again.
In the dream,
I saw the stars I had looked up to,
And I,
became one of the stars,
Look at the old tree standing alone in the barrenness.
It turns out that no amount of effort can resist a word of ridicule;
It turns out that no matter how desperate you are, you are a forgotten clown;
It turns out that the human heart can be so greedy, and learning to be content will be regarded as unmotivated;
It turns out that the most painful thing is not the enemy's conspiracy and traps, but the deception of the closest people around him;
It turns out that you are always right and I am always wrong;
It turns out that my excuse is an excuse, but your excuse is an irresistible reason;
It turns out that a small dark cloud can obscure the beauty of the entire blue sky;
It turns out that the so-called bright future is just deceiving oneself with one's own imagination;
It turned out that the so-called oath was nothing more than a momentary gaffe;
It turns out that explanations can be turned into excuses and so pale in comparison;
It turns out that a person can be so desperate.
ps:
The poems are exclusively sponsored by one of the prototypes of Xiao Sleep, the great self-entertaining poet Flowing Nian Ruo Sleep!