Chapter 17: Conversation
"Why do you need a scalpel?"
"Because I want to learn to be a doctor."
"Doctor?"
"Yes."
"You're a killer."
"Mohican told me that doctors are the best killers. Experience the doctor's every move from all angles, feel the doctor's psychology and techniques from all aspects, and then continue to learn medicine, and finally complete the transcendence. Mohican said that in this world, only doctors who kill people will not be suspected or held accountable, and this is the dream of all killers. β
"Mohican has also told me everything since he met you, and I would love to ask you, why do you want to come here with him? Is it just to not die? β
"No, Mohican said, only by becoming the strongest killer can you get everything you want."
"What do you want?"
"Feelings."
"So did Mohican tell you that killers, people like us, don't deserve affection?"
"Yes."
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"You were happy when you killed Kabu?"
"It's more about the excitement."
"Why are you excited?"
"I don't know, I felt this way the first time I saw Mohican kill. On the contrary, when I killed someone for the first time, I didn't feel that way. Later I found out that I would only get excited if I killed the living and felt their fear. This feeling makes me very happy, Mr. Eric, you know, it is difficult for me to produce happy emotions, and it makes me cherish it even more. β
"Do you know that this is a type of mental illness? Or does it make you crazy? β
"I don't care."
"Okay, let me ask you, do you want to get feelings, do you know what feelings are?"
"Someone loves you, loves you, and cares about you."
"That's how Lymis did to you, and Mohican and Marilyn, who thought I didn't know what to do, but they already had feelings for you...... It's a terrible existence, a burden, and they will do stupid things for you. Because of this, every instructor on the island does not have more than a day of contact with a single cadet. β
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"You don't feel their feelings for you?"
"Nope."
"Isn't it funny that you want to get affection, but you can't feel it?"
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"Do you know why I'm going to let you fight to the death with Kabu?"
"Because I did something wrong."
"You didn't do anything wrong, it's Lymis who cares about you, and she makes a very serious mistake."
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"You let you fight to the death with Kabu just because I hate you, but do you know why I hate you?"
"I don't know what to do."
"Who do you think Lymis is mine?"
"Little aunt."
"Ha Lu Ha, everyone thinks so."
"Isn't it?"
"NoβLymis's mother, my grandmother, married my grandfather when she was twenty-one, and she was only three years older than me at the time! Probably no one told you that I was not the director of the Western Underworld Island at first, but a member of the Eastern Hell Island, and I was of mixed race like you, my father was a Chinese, and my Chinese name was Song Jiqing. β
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"Eastern Hell Island has become a place for the Song family to cultivate strong people forty years after the cataclysm, and with the continuous enhancement of the Song family's strength in the past hundred years, Eastern Hell Island has also continued to grow, and now it has become an existence beyond the Western Underworld Island. And I have been cultivating on the Hell Island in the East since I was a child, and it was not until I was eighteen years old that I left the island and returned to the Song family. β
"The Song family attaches great importance to the cultivation of talents, and usually all the children of the family will be sent to Hell Island to practice, and the most powerful of them will get the position of head of the family."
"And I'm the strongest of that generation! No one can match me in terms of talent or strength, and I am the best of all the teenagers who have completed the assassination mission. β
"If there are no accidents, I will enter the forbidden land of the Song family to cultivate for five years, then take over as the head of the family, and sit on this high-ranking throne for thirty years, and then enter the Song family's elders' council."
"However, just when I was in high spirits, Lymis...... Hehe, this name is really unaccustomed, did she tell you her Chinese name? That's right, Song Tian'er. At that time, Tian'er's mother, who was also my childhood sweetheart's senior sister, was taken by my maternal grandfather. She is not from the Song family, but the second daughter of a declining family in Huaxia, who was sent to the Song family to take out a mortgage and take someone to mortgage the loan, haven't you heard of it? This twisted world is so cruel. The Song family arranged for her to join me on Hell Island, where we lived for ten years. β
"I guess you have already heard it, I am in love with her, I can't sit back and watch that ninety-six-year-old old guy take my lover away from me, even if he is an ally of the Song family, one of the ten strongest elders of the Xu family!"
"So on the night they got married, I started killing people...... Hey! I am even more cruel than you, my friends, brothers and sisters, parents, aunts and uncles, many have died at my hands! Even a few generations of people have been killed by me! That night, I still clearly remember that the blood completely washed the Xu family's newly repaired manor, and even the leaves and plants in the garden were dyed red! β
"I killed that old guy, hehe, before I killed him, I castrated him with my own hands, and then made love to Tian'er's mother in front of him, I still remember the resentment in the old man's eyes, but for the dead, it doesn't make sense."
"At that time, I was also very seriously injured, and although I had already taken the medicine and injected the medicine, I had no ability to fight again. Then Tian'er's mother carried me on her back and began to constantly escape the joint pursuit of the Song family and the Xu family. β
"It wasn't until I joined the organization and promised to kill for them that the organization sent someone to help us stop the pursuers."
"Five years later, Tian'er's mother became pregnant, but she did not succeed in giving birth to the child, but died under the sneak attack of the Song family!!!"
"Huh...... Because of her death, coupled with the organization's deal with the Song and Xu families, they promised to let me go as long as I never set foot in Huaxia and never give birth to any woman. Of course, I wasn't afraid of them, but I was afraid that my children would be hurt, so I agreed. β
"At that time, the technology of the organization was already very powerful, and in order to keep me, they took the embryo from Tian'er's mother's body and used various methods to keep it alive."
"After another fifteen years, Tian'er was finally able to survive under the infusion of various biochemical and genetic drugs, as well as the energy of countless masters, and turned into a well-carved baby."
"You can't understand how I feel when I see my child alive, the joy, even if I die immediately, I am willing!"
"What do you think is the sweetness of Lu Tian'er who has had a recombination of six chromosomes since he was eight years old? It was because of the strengthening of the organization that they were attentive to me, and countless manpower and material resources were consumed at that time, and it is difficult to replicate Tian'er's miracle until now. β
"The organization also discovered Tian'er's talent and wanted to get it. But they knew that the counterattack of a crazy man who didn't care about life and death was even more terrifying, so they made a deal with me, except for completing tasks for the organization, I couldn't leave the Western Underworld Island for the rest of my life, and Tian'er couldn't make unforgivable mistakes. And what I got was sweetness. β
"From that moment on, I concealed the fact that Tian'er was my biological daughter, even most of the people in the organization just thought she was my little aunt, and the purpose of this you should understand was to protect Tian'er. Although the Western Underworld Island is big and I am strong, it is still difficult to guarantee that the Song and Xu families will not assassinate Tian'er, as for her ability, being invincible on the frontal battlefield is just a joke, we people are born to assassinate, how many of us will shoot at others openly? β
"But because of you, Tian'er ruined a whole pool of evolution liquid! That's more than a hundred years of accumulation! The mistakes she made, even I must not hide! This means that when she celebrates her eighth birthday, she will be sent to the organization for training and become a female devil who kills people without blinking! β
"That's why I hate you, I can't wait to break you to pieces!"
"I didn't kill you because I like your talent, I like your character, I believe that you can become an existence beyond me, I want to see if there is really someone in this world who can not be bound by anything! What's more, I know what that hazy feeling means to Tian'er, and I don't want to let her suffer even a little grievance and hurt because I killed you! So ......"
"So I gave you a chance, and I gave Tian'er a chance. If you can really defeat the transformed Kabu, it means that I am not wrong about you, and it also means that you are qualified to be the person that Tian'er likes. β
"The purpose of this conversation is not to confide in you about my past, but to give you the most ultimatum."
"Remember, I'll give you four more years on top of those two years, and when you reach fifteen, I'll take it upon you personally!"
"At that point, if you can survive, I will recommend you to the organization in exchange for sweetness. If you can't survive at my hands, and you don't have the qualifications to get Tian'er back from the organization, then ...... Die! β
"I told you what Tian'er means to me, you should understand that I will do anything for Tian'er!"
"So, you still have five and a half years left. Let's try to get stronger! β
"In order not to die at my hands."