Chapter 10: Six Kai in the Still Dark
I have the impression that the world is divided into material and spiritual, and human beings are divided into living and dead. The living and the dead cannot share a physical world, but they can share a spiritual world. I can see my immaturity and the naivety of my thoughts, and I can see that there are people who are more naïve than me. Maybe even that thought was pinned on some dead man.
What do you live for? What are you after? Human instinct drives human beings and is the engine of the human spirit. Now, most of the human beings in my eyes are dying of their own ** whipping. People tell bad jokes to each other to numb themselves and numb others. But human beings have the right to live and the right to pursue tomorrow, and no one can take away this.
Human beings are working hard and struggling for the future. There are also countless people who are confused. While I am determined to follow my own path, I still feel sad for others. It seems that the society is materially superior, but the state of essence is still stuck in the quagmire and cannot extricate itself. People are after money, yes, that's how this society is. Money, power, fame, and gaining power are the only ones who can be happy, and only then can they make the people around them happy. Everyone struggles for happiness, and people at different levels interpret colorful scripts in order to meet different **.
Human evolution has indeed changed a lot, but its nature has never changed. Because of existence, human beings want to prove their existence, and the most fundamental survival instinct is for the bottom line of their own existence, and human beings want to be noticed and recognized. This is the manifestation of human nature self-interest, yes, everything is for oneself, the most primitive and unreserved nature. For their own sake, humanity wants to deceive, to mutilate, to doubt. However, there is no fire that turns into hell here, because there is still love for human beings. Human beings will sympathize, they will care, and they will give. Different degrees of mixing and blending to create people with different personalities. Existence is for the sake of **, **so that human beings can exist endlessly. True love is beyond the shackles of **, and I don't completely deny this world. I don't agree with the world either.
Love? This word is so familiar and so unfamiliar? She seems to be a person, someone I've known for a long time, but why can't I remember...... Maybe she doesn't call it love.
I have to say that the spiritual world of human beings is so mysterious that I am amazed. However, it's like light and shadow. As long as there is a so-called existence, then behind the light there is darkness. It is almost impossible to want a perfect world, unless all existence is erased. It is under this cruel law that human beings have evolved to this day. The strong dominate the weak, as if the punishment of the weak is a curse.
Even so, at the mercy of nature. Many living people are no different from the dead. Humanity is a big talker. All kinds of slogans are being promoted. The hatred that arose in that overflowing ** permeated human society. imputing the will of the dead to the living. Yes, the inheritance of the material, the transmission of the spirit. Human beings struggle for a small "me" all the time. Evolution with killing and bloodshed has almost become a theorem, and seemingly divine regimes are nothing more than systems built by fools above fools. But it cannot be denied that he brought progress. The basis of this world is the future of this world, and no one will think about his right or wrong, because these are taken for granted for them, and they want to think more about their current self, and their future self, that's all.
Only those rebellious people who do not conform to the old ways try to break the old laws, and with the shedding of material blood, the human spirit is injected with new blood. Those people are like some mutated genes in the human body. From the standpoint of the "ego", human beings lack this gene. It is not in harmony with the progress of technology and intelligence. Our spirit is seriously outdated, and there are no great writers in this era. Some are officialdom with foul air and shopping malls with deceitful people. It can't be said that there is no at all and there is no blame, because how can people nowadays be in so much mood to pay attention?
Are you tired? Some people have thousands of possessions but are tired and say, "I'm tired." Some people work in other places all year round in order to support a family of five, and he is very tired. There are also people who play games and play all night. It's very tiring. There are also people who are unsuccessful in their job search and sigh helplessly. Humanity has put a lot of effort into its existence. The world is really a farce, giving people joy and pain, because then the observer will find it interesting. Observers, as a special group appointed by God, have become almost nihilistic in their existence.
Perhaps this world is the world of the human heart, the spiritual world. There are things that human beings can't see no matter how far they go, but there are too many things they can't see. Perhaps we should not look at it from a distance, but look at it differently. That's right, the spiritual world of humanity needs a destruction, a rebirth. I still want to see the future of humanity, because I am also a human being here. No matter how much I broke free, I couldn't break free of the "me" of human beings
I'm human, right? I'm a cursed man, but I'm really human. I have a lot of hate, and I have a lot of likes. I seem to love the sea, well, the sea, it's beautiful. I want to see the sea, so the sea wants to see me, right? I want to see someone, that person doesn't necessarily want to see me, I want to be a kind of thinking, and people have thinking that can interfere. The sea doesn't have (maybe not)~ So the sea will reflect on me~ No thinking is actually brainstorming, no thinking, he just needs to be charming enough, but this charm is added by people, he is a collection of charm. People generally don't think about insignificant non-thinking bodies. The more people love the sea, the more the sea loves.
Am I dying in the ocean now? This feeling of floating, the feeling of emptiness, the feeling of coldness, is like the feeling of being immersed in water! Even if I'm dead, but ** dead, my soul is not dead, I don't use my brain to think when I die, am I thinking with my soul? Or is it the emotional potential that lies within me? It is said that it is my soul...... Maybe. Death was cold, helpless, my body was swimming in the sea, I was cold, lonely and sad. Just kidding, that's how it used to feel......
Constant thinking, constant emptiness, I thought I was going to be like this all along. But what's the feeling now? A nearer, closer attraction seemed to free me. But another kind of devil's grip that is getting darker and darker is reaching out from behind. Is it salvation or punishment? What exactly am I facing? It's not interesting to think about, because I don't have a choice. I can only wait silently......