Newborn calves are not afraid of tigers, not because they are bold and fearless, but because they are ignorant and do not know what fear is. Buying pearls is not because they are stupid, but because they don't know the value of pearls, so they make mistakes and make people laugh.

In many cases, a person's ability and level of handling things are directly related to the person's knowledge and vision. If the force is careless, it is overkill, and if the force is small, it will inevitably have a low eye. Vision, knowledge, outlook on life, values, and many other elements of power and intention are related to a person's experience.

Ye Yu's demand for money is not very strong. This is directly related to his life experience. Before the disaster, although the Baron's Palace was down, it was also a noble house, both in appearance and in actual quality of life, it was very superior.

In the Baron's Palace, he was the only son in the family and was doted on by his parents. Outside the Baron's Palace, he is the son of the lord and the sole legal heir to the title in the future, and he is also deeply loved by the lords.

The superior material living conditions made him not have to worry about survival at all. In addition, he was too young at the time, and he was at the age when he didn't know what it was like to be a teenager, so he naturally couldn't understand the hardships of life. It can be said that during this period, he had not yet formed a complete and clear concept of money.

As far as children are concerned, the process of trading through the medium of exchange is too complicated to be more affordable than direct bartering. A piece of chocolate, in exchange for a hugging bear, no matter how you count it, it feels like taking advantage!

Children do not have the right or ability to use money independently. First, the law did not give them this right, and secondly. They don't have the ability to do it themselves. In the world's recognition, it is still the age of children, they only need to live a life under the supervision of their guardians, stretching their hands for food and mouth. And in such a living environment, money, which is known as the source of evil in the world and the medium of exchange, seems to have little meaning! At least for children who have not yet formed values, it is not very attractive.

After the disaster, Ye Yu drifted alone, tossing and turning. In the face of that sudden calamity. He has a hatred of blood. has the heart of a strong man, originally a rich young master raised in a greenhouse, but at the moment he can only struggle in the torrent of fate and be displaced. Allowing others to be bullied.

Ye Yu at this time is young. Weak. But that penetrates into the bones, the arrogant character in the blood has been formed. It was an almost incomprehensible stubbornness, even if it was starvation. Nor will they endure humiliation and beg others for alms.

During that one-man journey, he felt a sense of loneliness that he had never felt before. The family is ruined, the rivers and lakes are scattered, and the world is so big that there seems to be no place to live. It was a kind of loneliness that was the enemy of the whole world, and it was also the place where he had a blood hatred and family hatred, and a depression full of hardships. And Ye Yu was a little radical later, and the formation of his perverted personality had a certain relationship with the shadow left by this period.

People are so strange, a lifetime is so long, with the passage of time, many big things that have been experienced in adulthood will gradually fade into oblivion with the aging of the brain, but only some things that happened when I was a child are still fresh in my memory until death. It is no wonder that a philosopher once said that every human being has two lives, one from birth to death, and one from death to life.

If the aging process of the human body is from birth to death, then the aging of the brain domain is from death to life. After the most sorrow, he was still old and young, and returned to nothingness. It's all a start again.

Sometimes, when a person is in trouble, maybe all he needs is a warm bed and a hot meal can dissolve the anger in his heart, at least let him understand that there is still love in this world, and not everyone has abandoned him! But no, never from beginning to end, so he had to endure loneliness alone, and will continue to be lonely ever since!

The warmth and coldness of human affection and the sinister nature of the world constantly stimulated his young heart, stretching its tolerance limit, making the originally fresh heart gradually freeze up, and become harder and harder at the end.

At this stage, he thinks not about money, but about survival.

That's a short period of time, probably between a few months and years! followed him into the Shadow Killer team, experienced the scene of life and death, and finally became an out-and-out killer.

He loved to hear the sound of a dagger slicing through the skin and piercing the major arteries in a person's neck. He thought it was like a death trumpet, and whenever he saw the brilliant column of blood gushing like fireworks, he couldn't help himself. It was a bloodthirsty impulse, which excites him at the same time, but also makes him feel a strong sense of guilt deep inside.

Sometimes, guilt doesn't necessarily make a person stop at the precipice. On the contrary, the guilt of breaking the taboo will be like a drug, which will make some people get drunk and fall deeper and deeper.

Ye Yu knew that it was his original values that were at work, and human life was actually not valuable. It took him two full years to overcome this guilt in his heart, although he still thought he was sinful, his hands were covered with blood, and his heart was black. But so what, he never thought of himself as a good person, and he never used the scale of a good person as a benchmark to flaunt himself. He's just here to survive, to get stronger, to get revenge. As for the rest, he didn't want to care, and he couldn't.

From the moment he entered the Shadow Group and was noticed by Momiji, his life seemed to be secured. Although this guarantee was passive, even he himself was unaware of it and accepted it willingly. But it's there. Even the trajectory of his life, including housing, maids, tasks, and so on, was arranged in advance by that woman, and ran according to the trajectory she wanted, without much deviation.

Under such circumstances, Ye Yu naturally had no reason to worry about money. In fact, not to mention the care of Momiji, just an ordinary killer in the Shadow Group, his normal income is also quite rich. This is also one of the reasons why the killer profession is dangerous, but many people still rush to it. Frankly, it's for the money.

Ye Yu's daily life cannot be regarded as thrifty. For what he wants, he will never spare money. Even if you use other means, you will not hesitate to do so. This is also a common problem of aristocratic children, who always have a strong desire to possess what they like. If you don't get it, you won't give up. Psychologically speaking, this phenomenon is also known as "arrogance syndrome".

Of course, at this point, Ye Yu no longer has the ability and heart to maintain the façade that a nobleman should have! But his noble heart has never let go. He understands that as a nobleman, noble blood is more important than anything else. As for everything else, everything can be discarded.

Of course, these were just self-consoling words when he was down. If he could restore the glory of the Ye clan one day, he would definitely use the most luxurious materials to decorate the lintel of the Ye clan. In the Great Yan Period, nobility was synonymous with luxury.

Yes or no. Ye Yu spends money like dirt and has never regarded money too seriously. Maybe it's because he's never been short of money! But at this moment, he is really worried about money, because he is short of money!

In fact, he still has a lot of savings, but for coping with what he is about to do in front of him, that savings is obviously a drop in the bucket, far from enough. (To be continued.) )