Chapter 165: Thinking, Changing
w It is a huge pure white exterior gilt floor-to-ceiling window, painted white logs, pure and flawless, the embedded frame structure is made of the same material as Lantian white jade, and the glaze of the main body is fully translucent, complementing each other! The gilded sandalwood window edge of the outer edge extends from the bottom of the building to the eaves, occupying almost an entire gable in the quadrangular villa, which can be described as a mountain, a window, and a wall.)
If you look closely, you can find that the gilded sandalwood window edge, in fact, there are many delicate palace flowers, gold flowers on the white ground, beautiful, exquisite, people say that the big ingenuity is not work, but the real ingenuity, but also have to start from the details, just like this window, from the object of the person, you can see the owner's elegant taste, and pay attention to the details of the attitude of life.
But in any case, this is just a window, a dead thing without life, no thought, no willpower, as silent as a stone, lifeless, maybe the elegant person can see the elegance from it, the rich and noble can see the wealth from it, but as a killer, what you see through the window is always the target of the character who wanders in the curtain, waiting to be killed by himself!
Perhaps this is the meaning of a window! Obviously, Ye Yu is more of a behavior, or a psychologist at the moment. Before he had the strength to kill people, what he saw through the details on the window was always the character of the owner and the elegant art. Under normal circumstances, he would do everything he could to make himself look a little more normal and gentlemanly.
Actually, more often than not. He didn't want to hide anything from this woman. Because there is no need at all, under those sharp and wise beautiful eyes, it seems that everything in his heart has been penetrated! He didn't know what kind of realm Lan Yu's perception had reached, in short, it was terrifying, much higher than himself. And in the face of absolute strength, everything is impossible, and it seems that there is a possibility to become possible!
It's just that his heart has been closed for a long time, but he doesn't want to be opened so easily, and the instinctive hiding is also a kind of can't help it. It's like you have to wear clothes! Although he knew that it would be useless, he still didn't want to be exposed in front of people like this.
Finally, Ye Yu pondered for a long time and threw down the half of the dead branch in his hand. He walked straight to the huge mountain window.
Outside, he has never been in the habit of walking through the door, feeling that the front door is like a moral gentleman, whether you knock on the door, open the door, or knock on the door, it is always indispensable to be preached by him, and it is a trouble to delay the time. So I can walk through the window. He never walks through the front door, especially to the people who annoy him. This kind of person deserves to be opened through the window and go through the back door.
The spring is cold, and everything seems to have not woken up from the slumber of winter. The flowers have not bloomed, the dead grass is silent, there is no grass and insect chirping, and there is no poetic feeling, only the sound of Ye Yu's own silent footsteps. It seems to be still telling the loneliness of the night.
At this time, he suddenly remembered a poem, a sentence, a sentence after hundreds of years of detention abroad, once after returning to his hometown. A star-rated wanderer's emotion: Such a night is so lonely that it doesn't seem to belong to the earth.
Maybe a hundred years of wandering is just a dream. In the dream, I returned to my hometown, and returned to the mulberry tree that I planted with my own hands before I left home. Under the vast night sky, the trees of that year have reached the sky, touching the trunk of the tree, the traces of the years of carving, he suddenly touched his heart, feeling that such a night does not seem to be so real, as if it is really a dream, and he may wake up at any time.
Perhaps at this moment, reality and dreams, even the wanderer himself, who is the party concerned, may not be able to distinguish clearly! But only one thing is certain, and that is that if it is a dream, you will wake up one day! …,
Ye Yu found that he was really getting more and more emotional now! Or rather, lazy, cowardly, withdrawn, and even held up an unrealistic fantasy. Far away from your original intentions, far away from your own ideals. And he didn't even know about these before, until one day, he felt that he was not free, and finally woke up. So now with every step, his mind becomes a little clearer.
Although he is not a wanderer, he also misses his hometown. That is on earth, a town with green mountains and green waters, a place that carries his childhood memories and nightmares.
It's not far away, and if he wants, he can even travel for a few days to get there. But as if he had lost the courage to go back, he would not take revenge or return to his hometown, which was the oath he made when he left Qingshui Town for the last time.
Time is passing, and Qingshui Town is still Qingshui Town, the place where he has lived since he was a child. But when it came time to face it, he was afraid, he was afraid of the bright sunshine, the warm people, and the kind smiles on their faces.
When he was a child, everything was so beautiful, but when he thought of the huge, cold cemetery in the town, his thoughts were instantly shattered and turned into a bloody storm. In the final analysis, it is a sweet dream. And in the face of such a dream, even if he is not afraid of life and death, he still feels a wave of fear.
Perhaps because he was afraid, he didn't dare to face it, and because he didn't dare to face it, he made an oath, and the role of the oath is sometimes not only to urge people to forge ahead, but also to make people find a reason to escape temporarily.
No wonder philosophers often say that the most terrible thing in the world is not death, but not knowing what to call life.
But this is not what scares him the most, in recent years, with the passage of time, he feels that his hatred has subsided a lot unconsciously! It terrified him, what a terrible phenomenon! People say that time can change everything, but there are some things that cannot be changed and should not be changed, such as hatred.
Sometimes, what is more terrible than missing is forgetting, how he hopes that time can be frozen in that moment, just like the scene in his dream, so that his hatred can be unforgettable forever.
In this way, under the double pressure of responsibility and dreams, Ye Yu did not dare to slack off, for fear that if he was not careful, he would rebel and forget the hatred in his heart. But the truth is that the quality of his sleep has been getting better and better lately, and the nightmares don't seem to be so many anymore!
And unconsciously, he actually began to pin his hopes on external forces, the Sect Master's Wife, Lan Yu, and the Shadow Group. These people or organizations have begun to profoundly influence him, making him far away from his original intention, away from his ideals, and away from the pursuit in his heart, gradually drifting away!
Quiet night, thinking quietly, at this moment, Ye Yu feels that he seems to have comprehended a lot! Some things have to be changed, otherwise the one who is changed may be yourself. And change starts from this moment. To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. m